Professor Gong's History of Forced Evolution
Chapter 66 2 Rejection and Breakup Causes (3)
Compared with Xiaochen, but his mood is also the most uncomfortable in recent years.In addition to worrying that Xiaochen would not be able to bear Aunt Wen's current situation, Gong Ming also had a lot of reluctance for Aunt Wen in his heart.Aunt Wen watched him grow up, and in his memory, Aunt Wen also had an irreplaceable position in his heart for other elders.This is also the reason why when he met Aunt Wen again and learned that he was sick, he changed his normal routine and promised him to help take care of Xiaochen without any trouble.
Gong Ming couldn't imagine the moment when Aunt Wen really left them...
72. Nightmare and Reality
The three talked for a while, and Aunt Wen gradually felt exhausted, and her eyelids began to fight.She glanced at the two standing in front of the hospital bed, seeing He Chen's eyes swollen from crying and the deep dark circles under Gong Ming's eyelids, Aunt Wen knew without asking that they must have guarded her here all night yesterday.
She braced herself, and told Gong Ming, "Take Xiaochen back to catch up on sleep, and come see me later! I'm tired too, and now I need to sleep for a while."
Just as He Chen wanted to ask to stay, Gong Ming stopped him in time with a silent gesture.Gong Ming slightly turned his head to Aunt Wen's direction, motioning He Chen to look into her eyes.When He Chen saw that his mother had closed her eyes and frowned, it could be seen that she was working hard now.He Chen felt a pang of distress in his heart, and he held back and didn't say anything more.
At this time, the nurse also came in and urged them, "The visiting time is almost over, please hurry up and leave as soon as possible."
He Chen was dragged by Gong Ming, and reluctantly walked out of the intensive care unit.As soon as the door of the intensive care unit was pushed open, Gong Ming saw his parents at the door.
"Mom and Dad, why didn't you stay at home to rest for a while, and you came so early?" Gong Ming thought, he only sent them to the car at nearly 10 o'clock last night, and it was not even 7 o'clock now.Excluding the time spent traveling back and forth on the road, they didn't sleep for a few hours at all.
He blamed them with a bit of distress: "I told you that I am here, don't worry..."
"We can't sleep well when we go back, and we still don't feel at ease here, so we might as well just come over and watch over." Mother Gong saw her son's sunken eye sockets, which were covered with red bloodshot eyes, and couldn't help but said distressedly, "You must Didn't you close your eyes all night? You take Xiaochen back to sleep for a while, we slept for a few hours at least, and I can stand here for you during the day."
Seeing that neither He Chen nor Gong Ming was willing to leave, Gong's mother pushed and urged them, "Come and replace us at night, be obedient!" Then they finally drove them away.
Walking out of the hospital gate, a gust of sea breeze suddenly blew in front of me.The sea wind was fierce and harsh, and He Chen staggered. He couldn't stand still and almost fell down on the steps.Fortunately, Gong Ming's quick eyesight and quick hands caught him in time.When Gong Ming grabbed him, he felt that He Chen was floating and precarious.He took He Chen's shoulders and leaned him against him.He Chen naturally leaned on him, letting Gong Ming carry him forward.
Gong Ming didn't take Xiaochen back to his parents' home, but rented a suite in a hotel near the hospital.He thought that no matter whether it was him, Xiaochen or his parents, he and his parents could live there, saving time and energy from going back and forth.
After the two entered the suite, He Chen's exhaustion was probably at its peak.While Gong Ming called to order breakfast, He Chen leaned on the sofa and fell asleep tiredly.Gong Ming turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and covered He Chen with a blanket by the way.
After a while, the waiter brought Gong Ming's breakfast in.Although Gong Ming couldn't bear to disturb Xiao Chen's sleep, he was always worried about his stomach.Last night's plane meal, He Chen only took a sip.He hadn't eaten for almost ten hours, and his stomach would not be able to take it anymore.
Gong Ming gently shook He Chen to wake him up, and handed him the milk and the sandwich.He Chen's eyes were half-opened and half-closed. He took the food from Gong Ming's hand and stuffed it into his mouth carelessly for a while.In less than a minute, his head tilted down, and he was about to fall asleep again with his head down.The milk in He Chen's hand almost spilled, Gong Ming quickly took it, and then insisted on feeding him two mouthfuls of bread and a few mouthfuls of milk while he was half asleep and half awake.
Seeing that he was almost done eating, Gong Ming picked up He Chen and placed him on the big bed in the hotel.Afterwards, Gong Ming helped He Chen take off his clothes, covered him with a quilt, and after making sure that he was in a comfortable state, Gong Ming returned to the dining table and ate his breakfast in silence.
After breakfast, Gong Ming lay beside He Chen and had a short restful sleep.When it was almost noon, He Chen suddenly woke up from the nightmare, and because of his excessive movements, Gong Ming woke up too.Gong Ming's face was covered with tears when he saw He Chen who woke up.
He turned to look at Gong Ming, his expression was full of fear.Gong Ming held him in his arms, patted his back, and asked him tentatively, "What's wrong?"
He Chen told Gong Ming in a trembling voice: "I dreamed that my mother really left me, and I didn't even see her for the last time..."
Gong Ming wrapped his arms around He Chen, and hugged him even tighter.He wrapped his arms around his strength, silently comforting He Chen.
After a while, He Chen gradually calmed down in his arms.Seeing that it was impossible for him to fall asleep again, Gong Ming simply took him to the hospital again.
In the past few days, they have been going back and forth between the hotel and the hospital, continuing their life like this.He Chen always catches up on sleep in the hotel for not long, then wakes up suddenly, and returns to the hospital worriedly.But even in the hospital, they could only stay outside the monitoring room most of the time, guarding Aunt Wen through the transparent glass window.Visiting hours are limited throughout the day, and it is impossible for them to be allowed in to accompany them in bed all the time.
But as long as time permits, He Chen will beg the doctors and nurses to take him in to talk with his mother.In the past two days, Gong Ming could tell that Aunt Wen's spirit was getting worse and worse, and she was waking up less and less.Even though she kept trying her best in front of He Chen when He Chen came in to visit.But even so, in the later stage, Aunt Wen would even fall asleep without warning between talking with them, and several times scared He Chen into thinking that she just let go and left.
Once, during a conversation with them, Aunt Wen suddenly mentioned to them with tears in her eyes: "I really want to hear Xiaochen play the piano again..."
However, before the words fell completely, she shook her head and immediately denied herself, "I'm afraid I won't have the chance to hear it again in my life..."
Aunt Wen's regretful words and her weak voice made Gong Ming feel anxious for a while.He walked out of the intensive care unit and went to the hospital office to ask Aunt Wen's attending doctor if it was possible for Xiaochen to play a piano piece for Aunt Wen here to fulfill her last wish before she died.The doctor's answer is naturally no. The hospital is an environment for patients to recuperate, so they must keep quiet.
Gong Ming knew this was the result, but seeing Aunt Wen's hateful look, he still wanted to ask.Although the doctor had given Gong Ming a negative answer, he still did not give up.Later, he asked the doctor about Aunt Wen's current physical condition.
The doctor shook his head and told him with embarrassment: "Your family members need to be mentally prepared, that's what happened in the past few days."
In fact, when Gong Ming saw Aunt Wen's current physical condition, as a professor of medical biology, he already had a premonition about it, but when he really heard the news from the doctor, Gong Ming still felt uncomfortable. a tight.He couldn't imagine how uncomfortable He Chen would be when he knew about it; he couldn't even imagine how broken He Chen would be after Aunt Wen really left.
Gong Ming didn't dare to think about it any further. Since that moment hadn't come yet, they should have hoped for it.Although he couldn't physically share the pain of Aunt Wen's illness, there were things he could do for her.
In the next two days, Gong Ming discussed with Aunt Wen's attending doctor and the person in charge of the hotel, and finally the negotiation was successful and Aunt Wen's wish was fulfilled.The hotel agreed to rent a grand piano for them in the suite on the lower floor, and the hospital also agreed to bring the equipment to maintain Aunt Wen's physical index and two medical staff to the suite.After a long absence, Aunt Wen finally heard He Chen's live performance again.
He Chen sat in front of the piano and played "Letter to Mother".This is a piece written by the French pianist Richard Clayderman for his mother.He Chen remembered that a long time ago, he played a short piece to his mother. At that time, he hadn't mastered enough piano skills to play a complete piece of music.He remembered that his mother liked the piece very much and praised him for playing it.But now his skills have been able to play a complete piece of music, but his mother...
The notes full of complex emotions are melodious and melodious under He Chen's performance.Before he knew it, tears had already blurred He Chen's vision.When he returned to his mother's bedside again, he was sad to find that she had passed away peacefully.With a smile on the corner of her mouth, she fell asleep contentedly to the sound of her most proud son...
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Three days later, Gong Ming assisted He Chen in handling Aunt Wen's affairs, and he accompanied He Chen back to City A.This is the city where Aunt Wen has been living, and the hometown that brought her the most good times.He Chen put Aunt Wen and Uncle He together, and then calmly said to Gong Ming, "Let's go home."
"it is good."
Gong Ming brought He Chen back to City C. Seeing He Chen's unusually calm appearance, he always felt inexplicably uneasy.I don't know if he made psychological preparations in advance, or if he really grew up and became more resistant to blows.Since Aunt Wen's death, Gong Ming only saw He Chen break down and cry in front of him once, and then continued to be depressed.Sometimes Gong Ming wanted to ask him to vent his anger, but he was afraid that he would make He Chen feel uncomfortable by mentioning it deliberately.Fortunately, He Chen seems to be holding back his emotions, which worries Gong Ming a little, but all his behaviors are normal.
Until they returned to their home in City C together, He Chen received a call from Director Yang, telling him to prepare his luggage and bring his documents, and gather at the airport in City C the morning after tomorrow.He Chen learned from Director Yang that Gong Ming replaced him a week ago, filled out the study abroad application form and submitted it to the school.After learning all this, He Chen finally broke out...
73. Anger and Breakup
After learning from Director Yang that Gong Ming filled out the application form and submitted it to the school on his behalf a week ago, He Chen finally broke out, "Why did you hand in the application form on my behalf? Send me abroad?"
Gong Ming knew that he did something wrong, so he quickly apologized to him: "I'm sorry, I did it arbitrarily, but I don't think it's appropriate to discuss this matter with you under the circumstances at that time. Director Yang I have been calling to urge us, and I see that there is really not much time left to deliver the application form. In desperation, I made the decision for you."
What He Chen wanted was not such an explanation, all he could think about now was that Gong Ming was going to send him abroad, and they would be separated by thousands of miles in the future.Thinking of this, his chest felt tight.With tears in his voice, He Chen couldn't help questioning Gong Ming: "Aren't you worried that after I go abroad, we will be so far apart, which will affect our relationship? Don't you miss me? Don't you worry that I can't resist the temptation of going abroad. Do you love each other? I obviously only have you now, but you still push me so far..."
Having said that, He Chen sat on the sofa, buried his head very low, and finally couldn't help crying.
"Of course I miss you, and I'm also worried that you will meet someone better." Gong Ming sat beside him, put his hand on He Chen's back, and tried to comfort him, "But you just said Those are all objective issues, I can't selfishly limit your behavior and lock you up just because I'm worried that you might be seen as abducted by others, and I might lose you, right?"
After hearing Gong Ming's words, He Chen immediately looked up at Gong Ming, and said indifferently: "I hope you will lock me up because you are worried about me. I don't care about other people and things, as long as I have you one is enough."
Hearing He Chen's exaggerated remarks, Gong Ming was taken aback for a moment, and was so shocked that the movements of his hands to comfort him stopped.But soon, he immediately regained his composure, smiled and said, "Don't say such childish things, how can a person's life only need another person is enough. Humans are very greedy animals, both physically and mentally. , all need a wider living space, which is not fair to you."
"I don't want fairness." He Chen stood up abruptly, hugged Gong Ming, and cried, "I only want you."
Seeing He Chen's sad look, Gong Ming raised his hand reflexively, wanting to touch his head and give him timely comfort.But for some reason, his hand was raised in the air, but he put it down unconsciously.At this moment, perhaps Gong Ming himself didn't realize that when he faced He Chen's fiery love, he subconsciously flinched.
Gong Ming just lowered his head, looked down at the back of He Chen's head, and told him solemnly: "I can't just stand in the perspective of your other half and keep you selfishly. I am both your lover and your lover." Parents. What Aunt Wen hopes most is that you can achieve something on the piano. He entrusted you to me, and I have to think about your future. Now that you are still young, many things cannot measure their significance. If If you give up this rare opportunity now, you will regret it later, and you will also blame me."
Hearing Gong Ming say that he was young, He Chen suddenly moved away from his arms, and shouted at him sensitively: "You still think I am young and have always treated me like a child, so you decide everything for me without authorization." Is that why you want me to study in France?"
Gong Ming didn't make a sound, he knew that at this moment, his answer was wrong.However, his silence at this moment was like the last splash of cold water that wiped out He Chen's expectations, and finally made He Chen make up his mind.
He Chen raised his right hand, wiped tears on his face indiscriminately, then looked at Gong Ming word by word with an angry face and said, "Okay, I will go to study in France as you wish!"
After saying this, He Chen ran back to his room, opened the closet, and angrily started to pack his luggage.Although he saw that He Chen was still resisting emotionally, Gong Ming understood He Chen's temper, which came and went quickly.He knew that He Chen was a sensible child, and Gong Ming thought that within a few days, He Chen would gradually understand him and accept the reality of going abroad and being separated.They are just physically separated, but it doesn't mean they are completely separated.Now that the transportation and communication tools are so developed, as long as they want to, it is not difficult for them to contact and meet each other at any time.What's more, it only takes three years for He Chen to complete his studies there, and it's not a permanent separation between the two places.
In short, the result that He Chen is willing to study abroad is what Gong Ming is currently expecting.He lived up to Aunt Wen's entrustment, so he can finally breathe a sigh of relief.
Just as Gong Ming was secretly relaxing, the doorbell at home suddenly rang, and it was the delivery guy who brought them dinner.Gong Ming took the takeaway, walked into the kitchen to pour the food into the tableware at home, and shouted at He Chen's room: "Come out to eat!"
Until Gong Ming put the dinner on the table and set all the tableware, He Chenren didn't come out, and he didn't even hear a reply.Gong Ming sighed, guessing that he was probably still angry.So, he immediately went to He Chen's room, preparing to use it as a fire extinguisher.
"Are you still angry?" Gong Ming said to He Chen, who was busy packing his luggage, with a smile on his face, "I was at fault for this incident, and I apologize to you. I will let you punish me for a period of time without any complaints."
Gong Ming walked up to He Chen with a smile, and raised his hand to touch his head, but He Chen silently avoided him.His hands froze in mid-air, not knowing whether to go or stay.
At this moment, Gong Ming suddenly saw that He Chen said to him with a blank face, "Let's break up!"
Gong Ming's hands were still frozen there, and his face was full of astonishment.He thought he heard it wrong, but He Chen's subsequent words completely shattered his fantasy.
He Chen said calmly: "I'm not as smart as you. I'm always so calm. I can clearly distinguish when to play my parent and think about my future; when to play my lover and tease me to come and talk to you." Love and love. I can't switch as freely as you, let's keep only one relationship, which is good for everyone."
Gong Ming saw his calm expression, as if he had made up his mind, but he was not at all as He Chen said, always keeping calm.At this moment, his heart was beating non-stop, as if he could jump out in a panic at any time.
He just pretended to be calm and persuaded him: "Xiao Chen, don't be angry. I know that so many things happened in a short time, you can't turn your head around, and you are full of grief and sadness in your heart. But you can't break up so casually. Proposed in a fit of anger."
"I didn't get angry, and I didn't bring it up casually." He Chen put down the clothes in his hand, stood up and looked directly at Gong Ming, and said, "Because I like you so much that I can't help myself, and I also want you to like me to the same extent. With you After being together, I tried my best to please you, to make you happy, and to like me more. But later, I found that I was always so clumsy in front of you, as if I couldn’t do anything right. I don’t know if you are too mature and calm I would like to show it, or you don't like me at all, and I can't feel your liking for me more and more. When we are apart, I often think about it, worrying that you will find someone else behind my back. So break up! Leave you So far away, I will be even more unconfident and uneasy. Instead of worrying about you all day long, and thinking about you thousands of miles away, it’s better to break up before leaving. "
He Chen looked solemn, he didn't seem to be joking in anger, he really wanted to break up with him.Gong Ming didn't expect the situation to develop like this, he tried his best to suppress the chaotic emotions, and tried his best to extract the cocoon from He Chen's words just now.He Chen's proposal to break up was not because he lost feelings for him, but because of his anxiety.Although He Chen sometimes doubts or even feels his feelings for him, Gong Ming can be sure that he has always liked He Chen, and he likes him more and more.Gong Ming didn't know whether this kind of feeling could be called love, because he felt that he had never understood the mysterious meaning of this word.But Gong Ming can be sure that He Chen is the person he has given the most affection to in the few relationships he has had since he grew up.So, he didn't want to break up, they both obviously liked each other.
Gong Ming wanted to open his mouth to make amends, but he didn't know where to start.He stared blankly at He Chen who was packing his luggage with his head down for a long while, but he couldn't hold back a word.Because it was too difficult for Gong Ming, something he had never done in the past 30 years.In the past, he believed that the act of proposing to leave one party while retaining a relationship was very invalid, rogue, and low. He would never allow such a tainted moment in his life.
However, at this moment, when he saw that He Chen had closed the suitcase and was about to pull it away, Gong Ming couldn't care less about it anymore, and he had to immediately ask to keep it.But somehow, when he opened his mouth, the words he originally planned to redeem turned into, "You can break up if you want to, but I want you to understand that we broke up not because we don't love each other..."
Before Gong Ming finished speaking, He Chen interrupted, "Just like you and Sun Fan?"
Gong Ming was stunned for a moment, before he realized what he said just now, He Chen asked him back, "It's not because of not loving, but because of other factors?"
This time, without waiting for Gong Ming to explain, He Chen took two steps forward, pushed Gong Ming out of the room, and then slammed the door shut.His heart was full of grief and indignation. After all, in Gong Ming's heart, he was no different from his former lovers.After separation, it was just an insignificant predecessor in his heart.Thinking of this, He Chen didn't want to make trouble anymore.In him, he had already lost love, so he could no longer lose his dignity.He won't let him coax him like a child anymore, that will make him look down on him even more.
74. Farewell and Balance
"Oh!"
The sudden sound of closing the door made Gong Ming's head confused.He knocked on the closed door a few more times, but the people inside didn't give him any response.Gong Ming turned around and walked to the balcony, lighting a cigarette.In the rising smoke, he tried to recall everything that happened just now.How did the matter develop to the point just now, Gong Ming began to try to figure it out.
When He Chen proposed to break up just now, he wanted to make it up in his heart.But I didn't want to say the words, but it turned into "You can break up if you want..." When the words fell, Gong Ming was also shocked by himself.This embarrassment reminded him of when He Chen bumped into his arms and said "I only want you", he froze in mid-air and did not dare to reach out to comfort him.What is he afraid of?
However, when Gong Ming thought of this, he actually thought of it at the same time.Even now, he has every chance to stay at the door of He Chen's room and make the final attempt to persuade him to stay.But after so long, he still hasn't passed.This time, Gong Ming finally clearly realized his retreat.As He Chen said, his love for him is too strong and too strong, and it's not equal to him at all.But he couldn't give He Chen the same level of love, nor could he bear it.Instinctively, he flinched.
Gong Ming figured this out, he stifled the cigarette in his hand, and walked out of the balcony.But when he went back again, he found that the door of He Chen's room was wide open, and the suitcase inside, together with others, had long since disappeared.
Gong Ming took out his mobile phone and subconsciously called He Chen.The color bell rang twice, and Gong Ming heard the notification of rejection.When Gong Ming wanted to make a second call, He Chen's WeChat came over: "I'm going back to the dormitory, don't disturb!"
Gong Ming glanced at He Chen's empty wardrobe, and after being in a daze for a while, he replied silently: "Be careful."
After He Chen left, Gong Ming lost his appetite and directly threw out the cold takeaway from the kitchen.He went back to the bedroom, lay on the bed, staring straight at the ceiling in a daze.For many years, he has never experienced such a feeling of being lost.
I didn't know whether to wake up or sleep, and it was the next morning.Gong Ming turned over and subconsciously touched the person beside him.After throwing his hands in the air, Gong Ming suddenly sat up from the bed.Looking at the empty pillow beside him, Gong Ming realized that He Chen had really left.
Even if they didn't quarrel and break up, He Chen would leave the house.He is about to fly to a place thousands of miles away from him, and they may not see each other for a long time.Thinking of this, Gong Ming opened the WeChat dialog box and sent He Chen a WeChat message asking: "What time is the plane?"
After sending it, Gong Ming kept staring at the screen, waiting for He Chen's reply.He was very afraid that He Chen was on the plane this morning, in that case, he might not even be able to see him off in time.The scene where the two quarreled and broke up yesterday was the last time they got together before He Chen went abroad.
Gong Ming stared at the phone and waited for 5 minutes. Just when he thought that He Chen was still angry with him and would ignore him, He Chen actually told him the flight time, "Tomorrow at 9 o'clock."
Gong Ming replied to him immediately: "I'll see you off!"
He Chen on the WeChat end, lying on the bed in the dormitory, with tears in his eyes, typed the word "good".He once again felt that he was really worthless. When he carried his suitcase yesterday and resolutely left Gong Ming's house, what he thought in his heart was, I won't let you see me pestering you again, this is the last time .
However, not long after leaving that home, he started missing him crazily.Although he secretly scolded him as a bastard in his heart, he clearly knew that he was going to leave, so he didn't come to persuade him to stay.It can be seen that he didn't have much reluctance to leave him in his heart, although He Chen knew this when he insisted on sending him to study abroad.But despite knowing it, he still couldn't control his feelings for him.After leaving, He Chen still couldn't stop thinking about him.
So when He Chen received Gong Ming's WeChat, his heart softened again.Even though they broke up, when he thought that he would leave soon, he might not come back for a long time.If they don't see each other, it may really be a few years before they meet again.
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In front of the security checkpoint at the airport, Gong Ming took out a scarf from his bag and wrapped it around He Chen's neck, "It's cold on the plane, be careful of catching a cold."
He Chen lowered his head, kept his voice muffled, and didn't say anything.After Gong Ming helped He Chen tie the scarf, he moved his hand away and wanted to touch his head, but when he was five centimeters away from the tip of his hair, He Chen took a step back and avoided it.
Gong Ming put down his hands that were frozen in mid-air, forced a smile, and said to him nonchalantly: "After the plane lands, report to me that it is safe. From now on, you must take care of yourself when you study and live alone. I will always When I have time, I will go to see you. Have a good trip!"
He Chen finally said, the first sentence he said to Gong Ming today, "Goodbye!"
As the voice fell to the ground, he turned around and left neatly.The tears that I tried so hard to hold back just now poured down when I turned around.He didn't dare to cry, and he didn't dare to turn his head back. He just wanted to leave a picture of him leaving in a cool way at the end, so that he could no longer be underestimated by him.
Thinking of this, He Chen couldn't help laughing at himself in his heart. He worked so hard to endure it because he was afraid of being discovered by him.But maybe when he turned around now, he found that he was no longer at the security checkpoint, and had left alone without watching him at all.After such speculation welled up in his heart, he didn't even have the courage to turn back.This scene was too cruel to him, and he was afraid that when he thought about it later, his heart would be unbearably painful.
He Chen just walked in without looking back. After boarding the plane, the stewardess politely reminded the passengers to turn off the phone on the cabin broadcast.He Chen took out the phone in his pocket, and before turning it off, he received a WeChat message from Gong Ming: "I'll wait for you to come back, and we'll start again."
He Chen turned off his phone, buried his head in the scarf Gong Ming gave him, and cried silently.He secretly made up his mind in his heart that if he appeared in front of you again, I would definitely grow up to make you regret pushing me away.
At the same time, Gong Ming stood on the lawn outside the airport, looked up at the gradually rising plane, and said in his heart: During the time I stand in front of you again, I will cultivate myself into a brave adult.No matter what happens, I will never back down again.
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A year later, France.
Christmas trees and Santa Claus decorations can be seen everywhere on both sides of the street, exaggerating the festive atmosphere all the time.This is He Chen's first Christmas since he came here.When a person is in a foreign land, he must go to the country and do as the Romans do.
This afternoon, after He Chen finished his part-time job in the coffee shop, he was invited by his roommate Chen Peng to go to a nearby ATM to withdraw a week's meal expenses, buy some delicious food, and celebrate the most important festival in this country together.
The two changed their clothes and came out of the coffee shop.When he walked into the bank, Chen Peng saw a tall LED screen standing next to the ATM where he was withdrawing money, and it happened to display a promotional poster for Carl's tour with the Berlin Symphony Orchestra.Karl is the pianist he admires the most, and he is also the hottest rising star in the piano industry in Europe.
Looking at Carl's young face on the poster, Chen Peng couldn't help sighing, "I really want to see Carl's performance!"
Before he retracted his bewildered gaze, the next second he heard a ruthless blow from He Chen next to him, which directly pierced his little fantasy, "His ticket is expensive, how can we poor students see it?" up!"
"There are cheaper ones, okay?" Chen Peng argued dissatisfiedly with him, "If I am willing to go on a diet to lose weight, I can give up my daily dinner for the next two months, and it is possible to save a ticket in the back corner."
"It's possible." He Chen couldn't help but expose the facts again, "But you just go to book that cheap ticket now, and I'm afraid it's already sold out."
"Yes." Carl's tickets are notoriously difficult to book.Even if he wants to book a good seat and an expensive ticket now, I am afraid he can only buy it from scalpers.Chen Peng glanced at the balance on the bank.bank.card, and sighed, "Forget it. No matter how cheap or expensive, I can't afford it."
He quickly took out half a month's living expenses, and then withdrew in frustration.Afterwards, He Chen took the place where he was standing just now, and it was time for him to take it.Enter the password and click query. Immediately afterwards, He Chen saw a long string of unfamiliar numbers displayed on the cash machine, and his eyes suddenly dimmed.
"Is it ready?" Chen Peng scanned the poster behind him, feeling a little irritable.
He Chen didn't answer Chen Peng's question of "whether it's good or not", but said to him in a deep voice, "I invite you to watch Karl's performance."
"What?" Chen Peng turned around in shock and jumped to He Chen's side, asking him in disbelief, "Really?"
When he asked this question, he immediately complained in frustration: "Stop making trouble, you are a poor student like me, how can you get the money to buy tickets? Don't..."
At this time, a thick stack of banknotes coming out of the cash machine's banknote mouth successfully blocked Chen Peng's mouth.Afterwards, Chen Peng subconsciously looked at the ATM screen.When he glanced at the balance number displayed in He Chen's account, he exclaimed in disbelief: "Oh my God, you're getting rich! Where did you get so much money? You must have done some illegal transactions behind our backs." Bar?"
He Chen took out his bank card, gave him a blank look, "Don't talk nonsense!"
Chen Peng found it incredible, and continued to ask He Chen curiously: "You are so rich, why do you still work with me?"
He Chen truthfully explained to him: "I didn't have this money in my account before, and it should have only increased in the last few days."
Chen Peng used his paparazzi spirit to break through the casserole and asked, "Who called you for such a large sum of money?"
He Chen's eyes dimmed, and he said in a lonely tone: "My uncle."
After hearing it, Chen Peng stood aside and roared, "Ah ah ah ... the country owes me an uncle!"
75. Roast Chicken and Pizza
He Chen put the money into his wallet and walked out of the bank.Chen Peng followed closely behind, chasing him and shouting, "Let's eat roast chicken today! It's a big holiday, don't eat pizza."
"Are you inviting me?" He Chen asked him back without turning his head.
"You've made a fortune, of course you hired me!" Chen Peng muttered dissatisfiedly, "Why are you still so stingy..."
Although he spoke in a low voice, this complaint still reached He Chen's ears. He Chen raised his voice pretending to be angry and said, "Okay, I'm stingy! That stingy one, I want to retract my preface, and I have to put the money in prison." Hold on tight, I can't pay you to see Karl's performance."
"Oh, don't tell me, I was just talking nonsense just now. You are the most generous!" When Chen Peng heard that the performance of his beloved pianist was about to be beaten, he immediately changed his tone and compromised, "Pizza is pizza."
"You still despise pizza?" He Chen raised his eyebrows and glanced at Chen Peng, then complained ruthlessly, "Obviously only hot dogs and hamburgers are usually eaten."
The two talked and laughed all the way back to the apartment, took out the key and opened the door to enter. The huge apartment was so quiet that it made people feel a little scary.There are 6 international students living in the apartment, and all of them study music.Even the sound of the piano and the noise of fighting are always very noisy.Today, the other four people took advantage of the holiday to return to the country, leaving only He Chen and Chen Peng.The sudden silence really made people feel a little overwhelmed.
Chen Peng came to study abroad with state funding, but the only state funding was tuition fees, and he still had to bear his own living expenses and reference materials.Since his family's conditions are not very good, Chen Peng has to work two part-time jobs to earn these expenses while studying.He felt sorry for the round-trip ticket money, so he didn't go home.In the past, he saw He Chen working part-time with him, and thought that He Chen had the same family situation as him.As a result, I suddenly found out that he had such a rich uncle today, I was so blinded.
Gong Ming couldn't imagine the moment when Aunt Wen really left them...
72. Nightmare and Reality
The three talked for a while, and Aunt Wen gradually felt exhausted, and her eyelids began to fight.She glanced at the two standing in front of the hospital bed, seeing He Chen's eyes swollen from crying and the deep dark circles under Gong Ming's eyelids, Aunt Wen knew without asking that they must have guarded her here all night yesterday.
She braced herself, and told Gong Ming, "Take Xiaochen back to catch up on sleep, and come see me later! I'm tired too, and now I need to sleep for a while."
Just as He Chen wanted to ask to stay, Gong Ming stopped him in time with a silent gesture.Gong Ming slightly turned his head to Aunt Wen's direction, motioning He Chen to look into her eyes.When He Chen saw that his mother had closed her eyes and frowned, it could be seen that she was working hard now.He Chen felt a pang of distress in his heart, and he held back and didn't say anything more.
At this time, the nurse also came in and urged them, "The visiting time is almost over, please hurry up and leave as soon as possible."
He Chen was dragged by Gong Ming, and reluctantly walked out of the intensive care unit.As soon as the door of the intensive care unit was pushed open, Gong Ming saw his parents at the door.
"Mom and Dad, why didn't you stay at home to rest for a while, and you came so early?" Gong Ming thought, he only sent them to the car at nearly 10 o'clock last night, and it was not even 7 o'clock now.Excluding the time spent traveling back and forth on the road, they didn't sleep for a few hours at all.
He blamed them with a bit of distress: "I told you that I am here, don't worry..."
"We can't sleep well when we go back, and we still don't feel at ease here, so we might as well just come over and watch over." Mother Gong saw her son's sunken eye sockets, which were covered with red bloodshot eyes, and couldn't help but said distressedly, "You must Didn't you close your eyes all night? You take Xiaochen back to sleep for a while, we slept for a few hours at least, and I can stand here for you during the day."
Seeing that neither He Chen nor Gong Ming was willing to leave, Gong's mother pushed and urged them, "Come and replace us at night, be obedient!" Then they finally drove them away.
Walking out of the hospital gate, a gust of sea breeze suddenly blew in front of me.The sea wind was fierce and harsh, and He Chen staggered. He couldn't stand still and almost fell down on the steps.Fortunately, Gong Ming's quick eyesight and quick hands caught him in time.When Gong Ming grabbed him, he felt that He Chen was floating and precarious.He took He Chen's shoulders and leaned him against him.He Chen naturally leaned on him, letting Gong Ming carry him forward.
Gong Ming didn't take Xiaochen back to his parents' home, but rented a suite in a hotel near the hospital.He thought that no matter whether it was him, Xiaochen or his parents, he and his parents could live there, saving time and energy from going back and forth.
After the two entered the suite, He Chen's exhaustion was probably at its peak.While Gong Ming called to order breakfast, He Chen leaned on the sofa and fell asleep tiredly.Gong Ming turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and covered He Chen with a blanket by the way.
After a while, the waiter brought Gong Ming's breakfast in.Although Gong Ming couldn't bear to disturb Xiao Chen's sleep, he was always worried about his stomach.Last night's plane meal, He Chen only took a sip.He hadn't eaten for almost ten hours, and his stomach would not be able to take it anymore.
Gong Ming gently shook He Chen to wake him up, and handed him the milk and the sandwich.He Chen's eyes were half-opened and half-closed. He took the food from Gong Ming's hand and stuffed it into his mouth carelessly for a while.In less than a minute, his head tilted down, and he was about to fall asleep again with his head down.The milk in He Chen's hand almost spilled, Gong Ming quickly took it, and then insisted on feeding him two mouthfuls of bread and a few mouthfuls of milk while he was half asleep and half awake.
Seeing that he was almost done eating, Gong Ming picked up He Chen and placed him on the big bed in the hotel.Afterwards, Gong Ming helped He Chen take off his clothes, covered him with a quilt, and after making sure that he was in a comfortable state, Gong Ming returned to the dining table and ate his breakfast in silence.
After breakfast, Gong Ming lay beside He Chen and had a short restful sleep.When it was almost noon, He Chen suddenly woke up from the nightmare, and because of his excessive movements, Gong Ming woke up too.Gong Ming's face was covered with tears when he saw He Chen who woke up.
He turned to look at Gong Ming, his expression was full of fear.Gong Ming held him in his arms, patted his back, and asked him tentatively, "What's wrong?"
He Chen told Gong Ming in a trembling voice: "I dreamed that my mother really left me, and I didn't even see her for the last time..."
Gong Ming wrapped his arms around He Chen, and hugged him even tighter.He wrapped his arms around his strength, silently comforting He Chen.
After a while, He Chen gradually calmed down in his arms.Seeing that it was impossible for him to fall asleep again, Gong Ming simply took him to the hospital again.
In the past few days, they have been going back and forth between the hotel and the hospital, continuing their life like this.He Chen always catches up on sleep in the hotel for not long, then wakes up suddenly, and returns to the hospital worriedly.But even in the hospital, they could only stay outside the monitoring room most of the time, guarding Aunt Wen through the transparent glass window.Visiting hours are limited throughout the day, and it is impossible for them to be allowed in to accompany them in bed all the time.
But as long as time permits, He Chen will beg the doctors and nurses to take him in to talk with his mother.In the past two days, Gong Ming could tell that Aunt Wen's spirit was getting worse and worse, and she was waking up less and less.Even though she kept trying her best in front of He Chen when He Chen came in to visit.But even so, in the later stage, Aunt Wen would even fall asleep without warning between talking with them, and several times scared He Chen into thinking that she just let go and left.
Once, during a conversation with them, Aunt Wen suddenly mentioned to them with tears in her eyes: "I really want to hear Xiaochen play the piano again..."
However, before the words fell completely, she shook her head and immediately denied herself, "I'm afraid I won't have the chance to hear it again in my life..."
Aunt Wen's regretful words and her weak voice made Gong Ming feel anxious for a while.He walked out of the intensive care unit and went to the hospital office to ask Aunt Wen's attending doctor if it was possible for Xiaochen to play a piano piece for Aunt Wen here to fulfill her last wish before she died.The doctor's answer is naturally no. The hospital is an environment for patients to recuperate, so they must keep quiet.
Gong Ming knew this was the result, but seeing Aunt Wen's hateful look, he still wanted to ask.Although the doctor had given Gong Ming a negative answer, he still did not give up.Later, he asked the doctor about Aunt Wen's current physical condition.
The doctor shook his head and told him with embarrassment: "Your family members need to be mentally prepared, that's what happened in the past few days."
In fact, when Gong Ming saw Aunt Wen's current physical condition, as a professor of medical biology, he already had a premonition about it, but when he really heard the news from the doctor, Gong Ming still felt uncomfortable. a tight.He couldn't imagine how uncomfortable He Chen would be when he knew about it; he couldn't even imagine how broken He Chen would be after Aunt Wen really left.
Gong Ming didn't dare to think about it any further. Since that moment hadn't come yet, they should have hoped for it.Although he couldn't physically share the pain of Aunt Wen's illness, there were things he could do for her.
In the next two days, Gong Ming discussed with Aunt Wen's attending doctor and the person in charge of the hotel, and finally the negotiation was successful and Aunt Wen's wish was fulfilled.The hotel agreed to rent a grand piano for them in the suite on the lower floor, and the hospital also agreed to bring the equipment to maintain Aunt Wen's physical index and two medical staff to the suite.After a long absence, Aunt Wen finally heard He Chen's live performance again.
He Chen sat in front of the piano and played "Letter to Mother".This is a piece written by the French pianist Richard Clayderman for his mother.He Chen remembered that a long time ago, he played a short piece to his mother. At that time, he hadn't mastered enough piano skills to play a complete piece of music.He remembered that his mother liked the piece very much and praised him for playing it.But now his skills have been able to play a complete piece of music, but his mother...
The notes full of complex emotions are melodious and melodious under He Chen's performance.Before he knew it, tears had already blurred He Chen's vision.When he returned to his mother's bedside again, he was sad to find that she had passed away peacefully.With a smile on the corner of her mouth, she fell asleep contentedly to the sound of her most proud son...
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Three days later, Gong Ming assisted He Chen in handling Aunt Wen's affairs, and he accompanied He Chen back to City A.This is the city where Aunt Wen has been living, and the hometown that brought her the most good times.He Chen put Aunt Wen and Uncle He together, and then calmly said to Gong Ming, "Let's go home."
"it is good."
Gong Ming brought He Chen back to City C. Seeing He Chen's unusually calm appearance, he always felt inexplicably uneasy.I don't know if he made psychological preparations in advance, or if he really grew up and became more resistant to blows.Since Aunt Wen's death, Gong Ming only saw He Chen break down and cry in front of him once, and then continued to be depressed.Sometimes Gong Ming wanted to ask him to vent his anger, but he was afraid that he would make He Chen feel uncomfortable by mentioning it deliberately.Fortunately, He Chen seems to be holding back his emotions, which worries Gong Ming a little, but all his behaviors are normal.
Until they returned to their home in City C together, He Chen received a call from Director Yang, telling him to prepare his luggage and bring his documents, and gather at the airport in City C the morning after tomorrow.He Chen learned from Director Yang that Gong Ming replaced him a week ago, filled out the study abroad application form and submitted it to the school.After learning all this, He Chen finally broke out...
73. Anger and Breakup
After learning from Director Yang that Gong Ming filled out the application form and submitted it to the school on his behalf a week ago, He Chen finally broke out, "Why did you hand in the application form on my behalf? Send me abroad?"
Gong Ming knew that he did something wrong, so he quickly apologized to him: "I'm sorry, I did it arbitrarily, but I don't think it's appropriate to discuss this matter with you under the circumstances at that time. Director Yang I have been calling to urge us, and I see that there is really not much time left to deliver the application form. In desperation, I made the decision for you."
What He Chen wanted was not such an explanation, all he could think about now was that Gong Ming was going to send him abroad, and they would be separated by thousands of miles in the future.Thinking of this, his chest felt tight.With tears in his voice, He Chen couldn't help questioning Gong Ming: "Aren't you worried that after I go abroad, we will be so far apart, which will affect our relationship? Don't you miss me? Don't you worry that I can't resist the temptation of going abroad. Do you love each other? I obviously only have you now, but you still push me so far..."
Having said that, He Chen sat on the sofa, buried his head very low, and finally couldn't help crying.
"Of course I miss you, and I'm also worried that you will meet someone better." Gong Ming sat beside him, put his hand on He Chen's back, and tried to comfort him, "But you just said Those are all objective issues, I can't selfishly limit your behavior and lock you up just because I'm worried that you might be seen as abducted by others, and I might lose you, right?"
After hearing Gong Ming's words, He Chen immediately looked up at Gong Ming, and said indifferently: "I hope you will lock me up because you are worried about me. I don't care about other people and things, as long as I have you one is enough."
Hearing He Chen's exaggerated remarks, Gong Ming was taken aback for a moment, and was so shocked that the movements of his hands to comfort him stopped.But soon, he immediately regained his composure, smiled and said, "Don't say such childish things, how can a person's life only need another person is enough. Humans are very greedy animals, both physically and mentally. , all need a wider living space, which is not fair to you."
"I don't want fairness." He Chen stood up abruptly, hugged Gong Ming, and cried, "I only want you."
Seeing He Chen's sad look, Gong Ming raised his hand reflexively, wanting to touch his head and give him timely comfort.But for some reason, his hand was raised in the air, but he put it down unconsciously.At this moment, perhaps Gong Ming himself didn't realize that when he faced He Chen's fiery love, he subconsciously flinched.
Gong Ming just lowered his head, looked down at the back of He Chen's head, and told him solemnly: "I can't just stand in the perspective of your other half and keep you selfishly. I am both your lover and your lover." Parents. What Aunt Wen hopes most is that you can achieve something on the piano. He entrusted you to me, and I have to think about your future. Now that you are still young, many things cannot measure their significance. If If you give up this rare opportunity now, you will regret it later, and you will also blame me."
Hearing Gong Ming say that he was young, He Chen suddenly moved away from his arms, and shouted at him sensitively: "You still think I am young and have always treated me like a child, so you decide everything for me without authorization." Is that why you want me to study in France?"
Gong Ming didn't make a sound, he knew that at this moment, his answer was wrong.However, his silence at this moment was like the last splash of cold water that wiped out He Chen's expectations, and finally made He Chen make up his mind.
He Chen raised his right hand, wiped tears on his face indiscriminately, then looked at Gong Ming word by word with an angry face and said, "Okay, I will go to study in France as you wish!"
After saying this, He Chen ran back to his room, opened the closet, and angrily started to pack his luggage.Although he saw that He Chen was still resisting emotionally, Gong Ming understood He Chen's temper, which came and went quickly.He knew that He Chen was a sensible child, and Gong Ming thought that within a few days, He Chen would gradually understand him and accept the reality of going abroad and being separated.They are just physically separated, but it doesn't mean they are completely separated.Now that the transportation and communication tools are so developed, as long as they want to, it is not difficult for them to contact and meet each other at any time.What's more, it only takes three years for He Chen to complete his studies there, and it's not a permanent separation between the two places.
In short, the result that He Chen is willing to study abroad is what Gong Ming is currently expecting.He lived up to Aunt Wen's entrustment, so he can finally breathe a sigh of relief.
Just as Gong Ming was secretly relaxing, the doorbell at home suddenly rang, and it was the delivery guy who brought them dinner.Gong Ming took the takeaway, walked into the kitchen to pour the food into the tableware at home, and shouted at He Chen's room: "Come out to eat!"
Until Gong Ming put the dinner on the table and set all the tableware, He Chenren didn't come out, and he didn't even hear a reply.Gong Ming sighed, guessing that he was probably still angry.So, he immediately went to He Chen's room, preparing to use it as a fire extinguisher.
"Are you still angry?" Gong Ming said to He Chen, who was busy packing his luggage, with a smile on his face, "I was at fault for this incident, and I apologize to you. I will let you punish me for a period of time without any complaints."
Gong Ming walked up to He Chen with a smile, and raised his hand to touch his head, but He Chen silently avoided him.His hands froze in mid-air, not knowing whether to go or stay.
At this moment, Gong Ming suddenly saw that He Chen said to him with a blank face, "Let's break up!"
Gong Ming's hands were still frozen there, and his face was full of astonishment.He thought he heard it wrong, but He Chen's subsequent words completely shattered his fantasy.
He Chen said calmly: "I'm not as smart as you. I'm always so calm. I can clearly distinguish when to play my parent and think about my future; when to play my lover and tease me to come and talk to you." Love and love. I can't switch as freely as you, let's keep only one relationship, which is good for everyone."
Gong Ming saw his calm expression, as if he had made up his mind, but he was not at all as He Chen said, always keeping calm.At this moment, his heart was beating non-stop, as if he could jump out in a panic at any time.
He just pretended to be calm and persuaded him: "Xiao Chen, don't be angry. I know that so many things happened in a short time, you can't turn your head around, and you are full of grief and sadness in your heart. But you can't break up so casually. Proposed in a fit of anger."
"I didn't get angry, and I didn't bring it up casually." He Chen put down the clothes in his hand, stood up and looked directly at Gong Ming, and said, "Because I like you so much that I can't help myself, and I also want you to like me to the same extent. With you After being together, I tried my best to please you, to make you happy, and to like me more. But later, I found that I was always so clumsy in front of you, as if I couldn’t do anything right. I don’t know if you are too mature and calm I would like to show it, or you don't like me at all, and I can't feel your liking for me more and more. When we are apart, I often think about it, worrying that you will find someone else behind my back. So break up! Leave you So far away, I will be even more unconfident and uneasy. Instead of worrying about you all day long, and thinking about you thousands of miles away, it’s better to break up before leaving. "
He Chen looked solemn, he didn't seem to be joking in anger, he really wanted to break up with him.Gong Ming didn't expect the situation to develop like this, he tried his best to suppress the chaotic emotions, and tried his best to extract the cocoon from He Chen's words just now.He Chen's proposal to break up was not because he lost feelings for him, but because of his anxiety.Although He Chen sometimes doubts or even feels his feelings for him, Gong Ming can be sure that he has always liked He Chen, and he likes him more and more.Gong Ming didn't know whether this kind of feeling could be called love, because he felt that he had never understood the mysterious meaning of this word.But Gong Ming can be sure that He Chen is the person he has given the most affection to in the few relationships he has had since he grew up.So, he didn't want to break up, they both obviously liked each other.
Gong Ming wanted to open his mouth to make amends, but he didn't know where to start.He stared blankly at He Chen who was packing his luggage with his head down for a long while, but he couldn't hold back a word.Because it was too difficult for Gong Ming, something he had never done in the past 30 years.In the past, he believed that the act of proposing to leave one party while retaining a relationship was very invalid, rogue, and low. He would never allow such a tainted moment in his life.
However, at this moment, when he saw that He Chen had closed the suitcase and was about to pull it away, Gong Ming couldn't care less about it anymore, and he had to immediately ask to keep it.But somehow, when he opened his mouth, the words he originally planned to redeem turned into, "You can break up if you want to, but I want you to understand that we broke up not because we don't love each other..."
Before Gong Ming finished speaking, He Chen interrupted, "Just like you and Sun Fan?"
Gong Ming was stunned for a moment, before he realized what he said just now, He Chen asked him back, "It's not because of not loving, but because of other factors?"
This time, without waiting for Gong Ming to explain, He Chen took two steps forward, pushed Gong Ming out of the room, and then slammed the door shut.His heart was full of grief and indignation. After all, in Gong Ming's heart, he was no different from his former lovers.After separation, it was just an insignificant predecessor in his heart.Thinking of this, He Chen didn't want to make trouble anymore.In him, he had already lost love, so he could no longer lose his dignity.He won't let him coax him like a child anymore, that will make him look down on him even more.
74. Farewell and Balance
"Oh!"
The sudden sound of closing the door made Gong Ming's head confused.He knocked on the closed door a few more times, but the people inside didn't give him any response.Gong Ming turned around and walked to the balcony, lighting a cigarette.In the rising smoke, he tried to recall everything that happened just now.How did the matter develop to the point just now, Gong Ming began to try to figure it out.
When He Chen proposed to break up just now, he wanted to make it up in his heart.But I didn't want to say the words, but it turned into "You can break up if you want..." When the words fell, Gong Ming was also shocked by himself.This embarrassment reminded him of when He Chen bumped into his arms and said "I only want you", he froze in mid-air and did not dare to reach out to comfort him.What is he afraid of?
However, when Gong Ming thought of this, he actually thought of it at the same time.Even now, he has every chance to stay at the door of He Chen's room and make the final attempt to persuade him to stay.But after so long, he still hasn't passed.This time, Gong Ming finally clearly realized his retreat.As He Chen said, his love for him is too strong and too strong, and it's not equal to him at all.But he couldn't give He Chen the same level of love, nor could he bear it.Instinctively, he flinched.
Gong Ming figured this out, he stifled the cigarette in his hand, and walked out of the balcony.But when he went back again, he found that the door of He Chen's room was wide open, and the suitcase inside, together with others, had long since disappeared.
Gong Ming took out his mobile phone and subconsciously called He Chen.The color bell rang twice, and Gong Ming heard the notification of rejection.When Gong Ming wanted to make a second call, He Chen's WeChat came over: "I'm going back to the dormitory, don't disturb!"
Gong Ming glanced at He Chen's empty wardrobe, and after being in a daze for a while, he replied silently: "Be careful."
After He Chen left, Gong Ming lost his appetite and directly threw out the cold takeaway from the kitchen.He went back to the bedroom, lay on the bed, staring straight at the ceiling in a daze.For many years, he has never experienced such a feeling of being lost.
I didn't know whether to wake up or sleep, and it was the next morning.Gong Ming turned over and subconsciously touched the person beside him.After throwing his hands in the air, Gong Ming suddenly sat up from the bed.Looking at the empty pillow beside him, Gong Ming realized that He Chen had really left.
Even if they didn't quarrel and break up, He Chen would leave the house.He is about to fly to a place thousands of miles away from him, and they may not see each other for a long time.Thinking of this, Gong Ming opened the WeChat dialog box and sent He Chen a WeChat message asking: "What time is the plane?"
After sending it, Gong Ming kept staring at the screen, waiting for He Chen's reply.He was very afraid that He Chen was on the plane this morning, in that case, he might not even be able to see him off in time.The scene where the two quarreled and broke up yesterday was the last time they got together before He Chen went abroad.
Gong Ming stared at the phone and waited for 5 minutes. Just when he thought that He Chen was still angry with him and would ignore him, He Chen actually told him the flight time, "Tomorrow at 9 o'clock."
Gong Ming replied to him immediately: "I'll see you off!"
He Chen on the WeChat end, lying on the bed in the dormitory, with tears in his eyes, typed the word "good".He once again felt that he was really worthless. When he carried his suitcase yesterday and resolutely left Gong Ming's house, what he thought in his heart was, I won't let you see me pestering you again, this is the last time .
However, not long after leaving that home, he started missing him crazily.Although he secretly scolded him as a bastard in his heart, he clearly knew that he was going to leave, so he didn't come to persuade him to stay.It can be seen that he didn't have much reluctance to leave him in his heart, although He Chen knew this when he insisted on sending him to study abroad.But despite knowing it, he still couldn't control his feelings for him.After leaving, He Chen still couldn't stop thinking about him.
So when He Chen received Gong Ming's WeChat, his heart softened again.Even though they broke up, when he thought that he would leave soon, he might not come back for a long time.If they don't see each other, it may really be a few years before they meet again.
*******
In front of the security checkpoint at the airport, Gong Ming took out a scarf from his bag and wrapped it around He Chen's neck, "It's cold on the plane, be careful of catching a cold."
He Chen lowered his head, kept his voice muffled, and didn't say anything.After Gong Ming helped He Chen tie the scarf, he moved his hand away and wanted to touch his head, but when he was five centimeters away from the tip of his hair, He Chen took a step back and avoided it.
Gong Ming put down his hands that were frozen in mid-air, forced a smile, and said to him nonchalantly: "After the plane lands, report to me that it is safe. From now on, you must take care of yourself when you study and live alone. I will always When I have time, I will go to see you. Have a good trip!"
He Chen finally said, the first sentence he said to Gong Ming today, "Goodbye!"
As the voice fell to the ground, he turned around and left neatly.The tears that I tried so hard to hold back just now poured down when I turned around.He didn't dare to cry, and he didn't dare to turn his head back. He just wanted to leave a picture of him leaving in a cool way at the end, so that he could no longer be underestimated by him.
Thinking of this, He Chen couldn't help laughing at himself in his heart. He worked so hard to endure it because he was afraid of being discovered by him.But maybe when he turned around now, he found that he was no longer at the security checkpoint, and had left alone without watching him at all.After such speculation welled up in his heart, he didn't even have the courage to turn back.This scene was too cruel to him, and he was afraid that when he thought about it later, his heart would be unbearably painful.
He Chen just walked in without looking back. After boarding the plane, the stewardess politely reminded the passengers to turn off the phone on the cabin broadcast.He Chen took out the phone in his pocket, and before turning it off, he received a WeChat message from Gong Ming: "I'll wait for you to come back, and we'll start again."
He Chen turned off his phone, buried his head in the scarf Gong Ming gave him, and cried silently.He secretly made up his mind in his heart that if he appeared in front of you again, I would definitely grow up to make you regret pushing me away.
At the same time, Gong Ming stood on the lawn outside the airport, looked up at the gradually rising plane, and said in his heart: During the time I stand in front of you again, I will cultivate myself into a brave adult.No matter what happens, I will never back down again.
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A year later, France.
Christmas trees and Santa Claus decorations can be seen everywhere on both sides of the street, exaggerating the festive atmosphere all the time.This is He Chen's first Christmas since he came here.When a person is in a foreign land, he must go to the country and do as the Romans do.
This afternoon, after He Chen finished his part-time job in the coffee shop, he was invited by his roommate Chen Peng to go to a nearby ATM to withdraw a week's meal expenses, buy some delicious food, and celebrate the most important festival in this country together.
The two changed their clothes and came out of the coffee shop.When he walked into the bank, Chen Peng saw a tall LED screen standing next to the ATM where he was withdrawing money, and it happened to display a promotional poster for Carl's tour with the Berlin Symphony Orchestra.Karl is the pianist he admires the most, and he is also the hottest rising star in the piano industry in Europe.
Looking at Carl's young face on the poster, Chen Peng couldn't help sighing, "I really want to see Carl's performance!"
Before he retracted his bewildered gaze, the next second he heard a ruthless blow from He Chen next to him, which directly pierced his little fantasy, "His ticket is expensive, how can we poor students see it?" up!"
"There are cheaper ones, okay?" Chen Peng argued dissatisfiedly with him, "If I am willing to go on a diet to lose weight, I can give up my daily dinner for the next two months, and it is possible to save a ticket in the back corner."
"It's possible." He Chen couldn't help but expose the facts again, "But you just go to book that cheap ticket now, and I'm afraid it's already sold out."
"Yes." Carl's tickets are notoriously difficult to book.Even if he wants to book a good seat and an expensive ticket now, I am afraid he can only buy it from scalpers.Chen Peng glanced at the balance on the bank.bank.card, and sighed, "Forget it. No matter how cheap or expensive, I can't afford it."
He quickly took out half a month's living expenses, and then withdrew in frustration.Afterwards, He Chen took the place where he was standing just now, and it was time for him to take it.Enter the password and click query. Immediately afterwards, He Chen saw a long string of unfamiliar numbers displayed on the cash machine, and his eyes suddenly dimmed.
"Is it ready?" Chen Peng scanned the poster behind him, feeling a little irritable.
He Chen didn't answer Chen Peng's question of "whether it's good or not", but said to him in a deep voice, "I invite you to watch Karl's performance."
"What?" Chen Peng turned around in shock and jumped to He Chen's side, asking him in disbelief, "Really?"
When he asked this question, he immediately complained in frustration: "Stop making trouble, you are a poor student like me, how can you get the money to buy tickets? Don't..."
At this time, a thick stack of banknotes coming out of the cash machine's banknote mouth successfully blocked Chen Peng's mouth.Afterwards, Chen Peng subconsciously looked at the ATM screen.When he glanced at the balance number displayed in He Chen's account, he exclaimed in disbelief: "Oh my God, you're getting rich! Where did you get so much money? You must have done some illegal transactions behind our backs." Bar?"
He Chen took out his bank card, gave him a blank look, "Don't talk nonsense!"
Chen Peng found it incredible, and continued to ask He Chen curiously: "You are so rich, why do you still work with me?"
He Chen truthfully explained to him: "I didn't have this money in my account before, and it should have only increased in the last few days."
Chen Peng used his paparazzi spirit to break through the casserole and asked, "Who called you for such a large sum of money?"
He Chen's eyes dimmed, and he said in a lonely tone: "My uncle."
After hearing it, Chen Peng stood aside and roared, "Ah ah ah ... the country owes me an uncle!"
75. Roast Chicken and Pizza
He Chen put the money into his wallet and walked out of the bank.Chen Peng followed closely behind, chasing him and shouting, "Let's eat roast chicken today! It's a big holiday, don't eat pizza."
"Are you inviting me?" He Chen asked him back without turning his head.
"You've made a fortune, of course you hired me!" Chen Peng muttered dissatisfiedly, "Why are you still so stingy..."
Although he spoke in a low voice, this complaint still reached He Chen's ears. He Chen raised his voice pretending to be angry and said, "Okay, I'm stingy! That stingy one, I want to retract my preface, and I have to put the money in prison." Hold on tight, I can't pay you to see Karl's performance."
"Oh, don't tell me, I was just talking nonsense just now. You are the most generous!" When Chen Peng heard that the performance of his beloved pianist was about to be beaten, he immediately changed his tone and compromised, "Pizza is pizza."
"You still despise pizza?" He Chen raised his eyebrows and glanced at Chen Peng, then complained ruthlessly, "Obviously only hot dogs and hamburgers are usually eaten."
The two talked and laughed all the way back to the apartment, took out the key and opened the door to enter. The huge apartment was so quiet that it made people feel a little scary.There are 6 international students living in the apartment, and all of them study music.Even the sound of the piano and the noise of fighting are always very noisy.Today, the other four people took advantage of the holiday to return to the country, leaving only He Chen and Chen Peng.The sudden silence really made people feel a little overwhelmed.
Chen Peng came to study abroad with state funding, but the only state funding was tuition fees, and he still had to bear his own living expenses and reference materials.Since his family's conditions are not very good, Chen Peng has to work two part-time jobs to earn these expenses while studying.He felt sorry for the round-trip ticket money, so he didn't go home.In the past, he saw He Chen working part-time with him, and thought that He Chen had the same family situation as him.As a result, I suddenly found out that he had such a rich uncle today, I was so blinded.
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