Professor Gong's History of Forced Evolution

After saying goodnight to Gong Ming on WeChat, He Chen closed his eyes and prepared to go to bed.The next morning, it was Yang Liang, the artificial alarm clock, that woke him up.Yang Liang crawled over from the next bed and shook his shoulders, as if calling a dying patient: "It's on fire, it's burning your ass, get up!"

He Chen sat up suddenly, opened his eyes, and looked around nervously, "Where is the fire?"

"I'm about to lose my temper!" Yang Liang picked up the phone and signaled to He Chen, "Director Yang couldn't find you on the phone, and he has already made more than a dozen calls to my mobile phone. Get up and wash up quickly, pack up and go Find him in the office!"

He Chen saw that it wasn't really on fire, so he laid back on the bed nonchalantly, closed his eyes, "What time is it, and there is no exam today, let me sleep a little longer, and when I'm full, I'll go and tell your dad. "

"no!"

"Go!"

"immediately!"

As soon as He Chen's words fell, three simultaneous stopping voices sounded in the dormitory.Wang Wei and Liu Qingyu finally couldn't bear it anymore. In the morning, they were so disturbed by Director Yang's ringing phone that they were forced to say goodbye to Zhou Gong.On the contrary, He Chen, the client, slept like a dead pig, completely unaffected by the ringing of the phone.They all knew that Director Yang was a serious person, if He Chen didn't get up quickly to look for him, he might commit suicide and come to their dormitory after a while.

Although He Chen, who hadn't fully woken up from his sleep, didn't know what happened, but seeing that he had aroused public anger, he had to get up from the bed and go to the bathroom to wash and tidy up.While squatting on the toilet, he saw Wutong missed calls from Director Yang on his mobile phone.He usually turns his phone to silent before going to bed, so he didn't hear it at all.However, other roommates feel that, based on his sleep quality, even if the phone is not muted, the ringtone of the mobile phone cannot affect his sleep.

When I came to Director Yang's office again, Director Yang seemed a little anxious, "How are you thinking? Have you discussed it with your family when you go back?"

He Chen didn't hesitate, and told him directly: "It's been discussed, they respect my wishes, and hope that I can stay in China and continue my studies."

"Why..." Director Yang swallowed the question behind, then waved his hand and said to He Chen lightly, "Okay, I see, you can go back."

Looking at He Chen's leaving figure, Director Yang's eyes were full of suspicion.He does not believe that any parent will block the future of their children, especially those parents who have studied music since childhood.

Director Yang found out the parents' contact book from the drawer. When he looked down from top to bottom, there was a knock on the door outside the office.

Director Yang raised his head and said in the direction of the door, "Come in!"

A female student opened the door and walked in, telling Director Yang: "Today's "Exchange Conference on Enriching College Students' Extracurricular Life" held by the Department of Education, Director Wang can't go because of an emergency. The school asks you to make preparations now and go instead of him."

While speaking, the principal's phone call came in.After listening to the instructions, Director Yang had no choice but to put aside the matter of contacting He Chen's parents, and immediately prepared to go to the Education Department for a meeting.

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Walking out of Director Yang's office, He Chen was in the corridor, and saw a somewhat familiar face.Seeing that person was also looking at him, He Chen subconsciously blurted out: "Why are you here?"

Sun Fan replied calmly: "My company is in charge of your school's books and textbooks for the second half of the year. Today I'm here to ask the director of your Academic Affairs Office to confirm the quantity."

He Chen didn't think through his brain at all just now, and just said the words, but he didn't expect Sun Fan to answer him seriously, and his attitude was still very peaceful.He Chen felt that they were not the kind of relationship where they could chat and laugh happily, so after hearing what he said, he turned around and wanted to leave.

However, Sun Fan didn't seem to feel anything.Before he turned around, Sun Fan asked him calmly, "Is Gong Ming okay?"

When He Chen heard him mention Gong Ming, he was still concerned about his well-being, and immediately felt angry, and said angrily, "Brother Gong Ming has been with me all this time, he is fine, don't worry about it if you don't."

Sun Fan saw that he was really a child at heart, and every time he saw him, he was on guard.He chuckled at He Chen, then turned around and was about to leave.Since he was not seen by others, why did he bother to make himself miserable.

But before he could take two steps, he was stopped by He Chen behind him.

When He Chen saw him turn and leave, he suddenly remembered the topic they discussed in the dormitory yesterday afternoon, and he stopped Sun Fan without thinking: "Wait a minute!"

Sun Fan turned around and looked at He Chen in bewilderment.

He Chen took two steps forward, looked directly at him and asked, "Why did you break up with brother Gong Ming?"

Sun Fan smiled and asked He Chen, "Did you ask your brother Gong Ming?"

There was sarcasm in his tone, and he emphasized the words "Brother Gong Ming" when he spoke, which made He Chen feel particularly awkward.When he usually called Gong Ming like this, he didn't feel anything, but when he heard it from his mouth, He Chen suddenly felt a little embarrassed.At the same time, he was still a little bit angry, he knew that he was underestimated.

Seeing that He Chen didn't answer, Sun Fan leaned over and asked He Chen speculatively: "Why, you are also in danger of breaking up, so you came here to ask me?"

He Chen was poked at the center of the matter by him, and became a little annoyed: "If you don't want to say it, forget it!"

After saying this, he turned angrily and wanted to leave.As soon as he turned around, he was called back by Sun Fan, "Come back! What's the matter with you kid? You're the one who's asking the question, so you can turn your back on you! Children are really hard to serve, I still can't figure it out. Why did Gong Ming change his nature and get along with you, he used to be the most troublesome person."

When He Chen heard that he was called a trouble, he immediately fought back: "He doesn't think I'm a trouble, even if I'm a trouble, he likes me as a trouble."

These words are simply contradictory, and it seems that he was impatient.Sun Fan folded his arms and looked at He Chen, smiling without saying a word.

In the end, He Chen couldn't hold back his breath, so he couldn't hold back first: "What do you think I'm laughing at?"

Sun Fan snorted and said lightly: "It's okay, I just think you are cute, so I decided to answer your question honestly."

With a tone of playing with him like a child, He Chen really wanted to leave in suspense, but when he heard that he would answer his questions honestly, He Chen reluctantly stayed.

Sun Fan paused for a moment before telling He Chen: "We will break up not because of a relationship problem, but because of a value problem."

"Values?" He Chen repeated subconsciously with a half-knowledge.

Sun Fan could also see that he didn't understand. Perhaps the concept of "values" was indeed too raw and too far away for an 18-year-old boy who didn't know much about the world.Sun Fan looked at him with a smile on his lips, and He Chen felt as if he had seen through him, and felt a little ashamed in his heart.

This time, Sun Fan didn't ridicule him anymore, and continued to say to He Chen: "I think Gong Ming is a nice person, although he is indifferent, but when he was with me, he was considerate to me. He is handsome and knowledgeable, How much money is good in all aspects. I think it is very difficult for me to meet such a good person, so after dating for a while, I proposed to go abroad to register for marriage, and then return to China to adopt a child, and I will settle down with him for the rest of my life. "

Hearing this, He Chen couldn't help asking abruptly, "You want to marry him?"

"Yes, but he rejected me." Sun Fan replied to He Chen with a wry smile, with a bit of loneliness hidden in his eyes.

He Chen asked: "Why?"

"I want to know too." Sun Fan said helplessly, "but you know his character, even if he told you, it might not be the truth. The reason he gave me was that he was afraid of marriage and didn't want to be bound by the shackles of marriage. I'm afraid of trouble. He said so, so I can only believe it. Compared with not loving enough and refusing to settle down with me, I would rather choose to believe that he is an unmarried person. He is unwilling, and I don't want to force others to make things difficult, so I also Just give up and break up with him."

He Chen followed Sun Fan's words and questioned him: "Since you gave up, why did you come back to him on his birthday?"

"Probably because I didn't give up. Because it wasn't because of feelings that we broke up, so I thought there might be a possibility of getting back together. At that time, I proposed to break up half-heartedly. On my birthday, I wanted to go over and see what my departure would do to him. I thought in my heart that if he had a bad life, maybe I would bow my head and take the initiative to ask for peace.” Speaking of this, Sun Fan glanced at He Chen and smiled wryly, “It turns out that he already has a partner, and he has already had a date. It's very nourishing. But I just didn't expect his object to be a kid like you, so I was a little surprised."

"What's so unexpected?" He Chen was unconvinced, and then he said to Sun Fan sincerely, "He has changed a lot for me now, and he will no longer treat family life as a trouble. He will cook for me himself. Congee, and also do housework.”

"Really?" After hearing this, Sun Fan was a little shocked in his heart, but he was unmoved on his face.He looked at He Chen and said meaningfully, "If it's really like what you said, then he has indeed changed a lot, but this is only an external change, which may be forced by the situation. I still don't think people It's such an animal that can change its nature so easily, especially for an assertive person like Gong Ming."

*******

Today is Friday, the day when He Chen will come to the house.Gong Ming finished his school work early and drove home.Seeing that He Chen hadn't come yet, he took out the food in the refrigerator and started messing around in the kitchen.When He Chen was in school at night, he was bored at home alone, so he learned a few simple dishes from the food programs on TV.When He Chen came back today, he happened to show him his skills.

In the evening, when He Chen returned home, he could smell the aroma from the kitchen as soon as he entered the door.After changing his shoes, he walked into the kitchen and saw Gong Ming cooking his favorite saliva chicken in front of the stove.He Chen's heart warmed up, thinking of what Sun Fan said to him in the morning, he instantly regained confidence.Who said that people are not so easy to change, it seems that now Gong Ming is willing to cook for him.

He Chen was a little proud, he walked to the side, blinked his eyes triumphantly and asked Gong Ming: "Is this made for me?"

Gong Ming put the spoon aside, stared down at the pot, and said, "Yeah, you eat in the school cafeteria every day, and it's too unhealthy to go out to eat with me or order takeaway after you get home. When you come to my place on weekends, I will I will personally make you some homely and nutritious food."

With a warm heart, He Chen happily hugged Gong Ming from behind, put his face on his back, and asked, "Brother Gong Ming, I want to discuss something with you?"

Gong Ming: "What's the matter?"

He Chen paused for a moment, and said, "Can I ignore you as brother in the future?"

Gong Ming thought it was a big deal, so he agreed, "Okay, then what do you want to call me?"

"I didn't think about it either." He Chen just remembered that Sun Fan had ridiculed him for calling Gong Ming this afternoon, and he felt that maybe it was because of this name that Gong Ming always treated him as a child.So he wanted to change, but for a while, he didn't think about what to call him.Anyway, I can't call him brother anymore, so I want to call him something more equal.

Thinking of this, He Chen called out tentatively, "Name..."

Gong Ming shuddered when he heard this, "Why do I feel like my mother and Aunt Wen are calling me!"

"...It does seem to have that meaning!" He Chen immediately changed his words, and changed to another one, "That's a nickname?"

Gong named him Xiaochen, and in order to show equality, he also called him by his nickname.Well, that's pretty equal.

"Ugh, this time he's become a male student who doesn't know how to count in elementary school textbooks again..." Gong Ming rubbed his forehead, unable to complain.

He Chen sighed, it seems that this name Gong Ming is not satisfied.Seeing He Chen's depression, Gong Ming smiled and patted his head, "You can do whatever you like, I don't really mind, you can call him whatever you like!"

Having said that, He Chen had an idea, raised his head and said to Gong Ming with a smile, "Then let me call you husband!"

Gong Ming opened his eyes wide and saw that He Chen didn't look like he was joking, but no matter how he looked at it, he felt that something was wrong with him today.

Seeing that Gong Ming didn't object, He Chen put his hands on Gong Ming's neck, put his body on him, and asked him pointedly, "Honey, are you hungry?"

Gong Ming looked at him, a large ball of fire gushing out from his eyes.He rested his hands on his buttocks, put him on his body again, and replied thoughtfully, "A little bit."

He Chen stood on tiptoe, took a bite on the corner of Gong Ming's lips, and then whispered in Gong Ming's ear in a provocative voice, "Honey, eat me."

The rising blood energy, accompanied by He Chen's words, finally exploded in Gong Ming's body.Gong Ming impatiently pressed He Chen against the kitchen countertop, then held his face in one hand and kissed him fiercely, while the other hand had already reached under his body.

At this moment, he suddenly felt He Chen's legs tremble.Gong Ming immediately withdrew his hand, worried that he would not be able to bear it on the hard ground, Gong Ming pulled him to move to the bedroom.

"Don't!" He Chen grabbed Gong Ming and stood where he was, refusing to leave.

Gong Ming turned his head to meet his eager eyes, and He Chen's voice rushed into his eardrums again, "Right here, fuck me!"

Gong Ming's blood surged, and he completely gave up thinking...

67. Ingratiate and Propose

Gong Ming hugged He Chen and sat on the table, kissing him fiercely.He put his hand into He Chen's clothes, rubbed his chest for a while, then hugged He Chen down again, made him turn his back to him, then took off his pants, and drove straight in from behind.After a while, He Chen reached the peak, his whole body was limp, and his legs could not support his body at all.If it weren't for Gong Ming's hand to support his butt, he might not be able to maintain a standing posture.

Gong Ming picked him up by the waist and carried him straight into the bedroom.Then on the big bed in the bedroom, Gong Ming entered his body again.Gong Ming originally put He Chenping on the bed, but he saw that He Chen had been climbing his shoulders, raised his head and leaned forward to kiss him.Gong Ming simply pulled He Chen up and sat on his lap.

The two sat face to face, hugged and kissed inseparably.It was Gong Ming who felt that He Chen's breathing was getting heavier and heavier, and worried that he would feel uncomfortable, so he moved his mouth away from his lips.

With Gong Ming's increased strength, He Chen hugged him tightly and buried his head in Gong Ming's neck.He bit his lip so as not to let his crooning be too raging, but in the end he couldn't bear it anymore. He grabbed Gong Ming's shoulder and said excitedly: "Honey, you are amazing... yes, amazing!"

This compliment without warning, like an aphrodisiac spice, made Gong Ming's blood surge.He increased the strength under his body again, unrepentantly inserting him to make his voice louder and softer.

After the end, the two were sweating profusely and lay down on the bed together.After their bodies gradually calmed down, Gong Ming remembered what He Chen said just now, "You are so good, so amazing", he took He Chen over, turned to look at him and asked, "What did you say just now?" Where did you learn it?"

"What did you just say?" He Chen pretended to be stupid and asked him back, and when Gong Ming said with a smirk, "Then I'll repeat it to you now, to remind you", He Chen hurriedly covered his mouth with a blushing face, "I know which sentence it is, don't say it."

Gong Ming raised his hand to cover his little hand that was covering him, then held it in his palm, looked at him with a smile and asked, "Tell me, where did you learn this?" Saying that for no reason.

He Chen didn't answer directly, but just moved his hand to his chin, then blinked and asked him back: "Don't you like it?"

"I like it...but it's not like what you usually say." Gong Ming looked at He Chen with a worried look in his eyes. Ever since he came back today and said he changed his address, he felt that his behavior today was a bit abnormal.

After a pause for a while, He Chen confessed to Gong Ming: "I saw other roommates watching...movies in the dormitory, and I saw them inside."

Gong Ming's heart skipped a beat, but when he thought of He Chen's current age, he calmed down.It is true that he has reached the age to receive information in this area, which is inevitable in the male dormitory of the university, as long as he does not read it in a wrong way.

What He Chen watched with his roommate was naturally not GV, but men and women.He didn't respond to the woman inside at all, but when the woman inside said "You are so big", the man seemed extremely excited, so he learned to try talking to Gong Ming.But he really couldn't say something like "you are so big", so he could only change it to "amazing!"Just now, he said it himself and tried it out. Seeing Gong Ming's reaction, he felt that it was not in vain for him to overcome his feeling of shame that he was dying of shame.

Gong Ming held He Chen's hand and asked him in a chatty manner, "Have the final exams been over yet?"

He Chen: "There is another English subject on Monday."

Gong Ming: "How is school recently? Is there a lot of pressure?"

He Chen raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and told Gong Ming with a smile, "It's pretty good."

He didn't tell Gong Ming that he met Sun Fan at school, for fear that Gong Ming would think he was too petty and would hold on to the past.He knew that in Gong Ming's heart, he had always regarded him as a child who didn't know much about the world.Having been with him for so long, needless to say, he also knows that he can't keep up with the pace of his social life, but he doesn't want to be looked down upon by him all the time.Including the matter of their love, Gong Ming is much more experienced than him, and always knows how to make him comfortable, but let alone experience, he can't even feel the changes in his body well.That's why he leaned over to learn from his roommates when they were watching "little movies".He felt that he was no match for Gong Ming in any way, and he had no confidence in Gong Ming being with him. He thought that the only thing he could tie him to now was his own body.

Thinking of this, He Chen got up and climbed onto Gong Ming silently, then looked at him, and asked, "Honey, shall we get married?"

After Gong Ming heard this, he was slightly taken aback. Something was really wrong with He Chen today.He raised his hand and flicked He Chen's head, jokingly said: "You little brain, what do you think about all day long?"

He Chen leaned on him, hugged him with both arms, put his head on his chest, and said, "I want to be with you forever!"

"We will be together forever." Gong Ming affirmed, and then said to He Chen, "But you are still young, and it is too early for you to get married."

As soon as he heard Gong Ming say that he was young, He Chen became sensitive again. He got down from Gong Ming's body, and told him righteously: "I'm already 18 years old, not too young. I checked the marriage registration abroad According to the information, most countries that allow same-sex marriages need to be over 18 years old. I have reached the marriageable age, and I can go abroad to register for marriage with you at any time, unless you don’t want to marry me.”

The more He Chen talked, the more excited he became, his small chest heaved together because of the intense emotion.After he finished speaking, he stared at Gong Ming with wide eyes, unblinking, eagerly waiting for his answer.His attitude is serious, and he is definitely not joking.

Gong Ming froze there, not knowing how to answer.He never thought about marrying He Chen, to be precise, he never thought about getting married himself.

Seeing that he was silent, He Chen already guessed the answer.But he still did not give up and asked: "Why don't you want to marry me?"

Gong Ming originally felt that his behavior was obviously abnormal today. I don't know if it was because of the pressure of the final exam, or who told him something. In short, he didn't want to discuss with He Chen the reason why he didn't want to get married at this time.He patted He Chen's head, and said perfunctorily, "I said it all, you're still young!"

He Chen pushed Gong Ming's hand away, his voice trembling with anger and grievance, he looked at Gong Ming with red eyes and said, "I am much younger than you, but I have reached the age where I can go abroad to register for marriage, don't even think about it." Use this as an excuse to fool me!"

Gong Ming saw that his reaction was a little big, so he immediately sat up and asked him seriously: "Then let me ask you, why did you bring up the matter of marrying me for no reason?"

"I..." He Chen's words stuck in his throat for a moment, he couldn't tell Gong Ming's roommate that he didn't like them, and he didn't want to tell the conversation between the two of them when they met Sun Fan this morning.

Gong Ming looked at He Chen, and said slowly, "The age setting for marriage is just a basic indicator. It doesn't mean that people should get married once they reach that age. Marriage is a major event in life, and there are many factors to consider. Factors such as whether the time is suitable, whether the partner and oneself are suitable for marriage, etc., should not be impulsive and blind. This is not a child's play. Normal men and women have to meet their parents before they get married, and they will get their consent and blessing before they can get a certificate. Even if we are gay , but you can’t make decisions about major events in life so hastily.”

He Chen raised his head, looked at Gong Ming aggrievedly, and said, "I'm not forcing you to marry me now, but you insist on saying that I'm young and use my age to talk about things, so I have no choice but to say so. I just want to know, have you ever thought about marrying me?"

For a moment, Gong Ming thought about perfunctory He Chen or changing the subject to avoid his question.But when he met He Chen's eyes earnestly waiting for his answer, Gong Ming immediately gave up this idea.

He told He Chen frankly: "I haven't thought about it."

He didn't want to lie to him about it, even though he knew he might be upset and overwhelmed.Instead of being entangled in this matter in the future, he might as well make it clear once and let him know his thoughts early.

When He Chen heard Gong Ming's answer, he was really sad and burst into tears.He questioned Gong Ming in a crying voice: "Why? Is it my fault?"

Gong Ming raised his hand to help him wipe away his tears. He didn't know what to say to him at this moment to calm his sad mood.He just coaxed him and said, "It's not your fault, it's my problem."

He Chen cried and asked him: "What's wrong with you, you can't marry me?"

"I'm... scared of marriage." Gong Ming's heart turned, and he simply told the truth, "I'm very repulsed by this kind of long-term contractual relationship between people. He can't bring me any positive effect, on the contrary it will make me I lost my sense of security about the state of my life."

Seeing He Chen looking at him with ignorant eyes, he knew that he must be confused at the moment.Gong Ming felt that since he had already said it, he simply explained it to the end.So, he opened his mouth again and explained to He Chen: "I think everything has its natural law. We are in it, just let it be. Two people love each other, care about each other, and will naturally stay together forever. Then A piece of paper means nothing to me other than being uncomfortable because it violates the state of life."

He Chen lowered his head, looked at him in a low voice and said, "But it means something to me..."

"I know." Gong Ming looked at him apologetically, "I'm sorry."

"Will you become less afraid of marriage for me?" He Chen asked Gong Ming unwillingly.

Seeing Gong Ming's silence, He Chen felt that he had given him the answer.He suddenly remembered what Sun Fan said to him before he separated from Sun Fan in the morning, "Humans are not such easy-to-change animals."It was he who was naive and insisted on breaking the casserole and asking the end, which caused the current stalemate.

When he saw Gong Ming looking at him with sympathetic eyes, he felt unbearable, immediately raised his hand and wiped tears on his face indiscriminately, then tried to put on a calm expression, and said to Gong Ming: "I see." .”

But a few seconds later, he felt heartache unbearable again, and tears kept pouring up.He didn't want Gong Ming to see his childish appearance, so he immediately got up and walked out of the bedroom.

Gong Ming's concerned voice came from behind him: "What are you doing? Are you going to take a bath?"

He Chen picked up the clothes scattered on the kitchen counter, and replied without looking back, "I'm going back to school."

68. Showdown and Escape

Hearing He Chen say "Going back to school", Gong Ming knew that He Chen was really angry.He hurriedly got out of bed and chased to the living room, grabbing He Chen's hand.He originally wanted to persuade He Chen and coax him back to sleep, but before he could say anything, He Chen shook his hand away.

Gong Ming was stunned for a moment, and his heart skipped a beat. He knew that He Chen's emotions were serious this time.He reckoned that using the usual method of coaxing him would not work anymore. He knew the reason for He Chen's emotional collapse, and he couldn't just say a few nice words to make him burst into laughter.

Knowing that He Chen rejects physical contact with him now, Gong Ming simply didn't reach out to touch him again.He took two steps forward, walked up to He Chen, looked at him, and apologized again: "It's my fault for not being able to follow your thoughts. Seeing you sad and sad makes me feel bad. But Xiaochen, I am also a human being, and I also have fears. It seems that you have no sense of security about the future. I am also full of anxiety about marriage. In the past, I have never mentioned this matter to you. I just want to Leave a fearless image in your heart. But people always have weaknesses, and there are always obstacles that he can't get past..."

He Chen lowered his head, stared blankly at the floor and said, "I understand, it's not your fault..."

But he just couldn't stop being sad in his heart, and he just couldn't accept it.He couldn't calmly accept this fact like a mature adult.But he also didn't want Gong Ming to see him crying in front of him, or making trouble for no reason.

"I'm going back to school to memorize vocabulary." He Chen picked up the coat on the sofa, and ran out of the house without looking back.

Gong Ming didn't plan to stop him anymore, he thought maybe what He Chen needed most now was calmness.He may have resentment against him in his heart and cannot continue to face him.But the weather outside was cold, and it was completely dark. Gong Ming was worried that he would be in a bad mood and something would happen to him outside alone.So, while going back to the bedroom to get his clothes, he shouted at He Chen's back: "Wait a minute, it's getting late, I'll take you back to school."

When Gong Ming returned to the bedroom, put on two thin pieces of underwear, and then walked out the door with his coat, he found that He Chen had already disappeared.The elevator had already descended to the first floor. Gong Ming took out his mobile phone and called He Chen immediately.The phone rang for a while, and He Chen finally picked it up.Gong Ming said to He Chen: "You wait for me in the garage!"

He Chen just said, "No need, I already got a taxi." Then he hung up the phone, and Gong Ming seemed to be crying in his voice.

He could imagine that He Chen was trying to force himself not to cry at this moment, and he ran out like this just to avoid himself.Although Gong Ming was worried about his condition, his phone calls and concerns at this moment would undoubtedly increase He Chen's emotional burden, and he had no choice but to give up the idea of ​​continuing to contact him.

He suddenly regretted what he said to He Chen tonight. Even if he had the intention of marrying him, he would have to face it sooner or later, but if he waited until He Chen grew up a little bit, or if he changed to a more gentle Let him know in a more acceptable way, then maybe he won't be as sad as he is now.How could he have forgotten that he was still a child, not yet capable of digesting his words maturely and calmly.Even if he expresses his uneasiness and distress, he may not be able to fully understand it, and it will only increase his loss.

Gong Ming put down his coat and walked back to the bedroom silently.Seeing the sheets twisted together on the bed in the bedroom, and the traces of the two people's love just now, the expression of He Chen crying in front of him flashed in Gong Ming's mind.Thinking of where he might be weeping sadly alone now, his heart suddenly clenched together, and Gong Ming felt that he was terrible.

Gong Ming sat at the foot of the bed, his heart was in a mess.He really wanted to make a phone call to ask where He Chen was and how he was doing, but he was afraid that He Chen would not tell him the truth when he received his call, but instead let him hear his voice. It will make him sad again.

But it's so late, he really can't worry about him.Gong Ming stood up and came to the window sill, looking at the bright lights on the street, he sent a message to He Chen via WeChat: It's safe to the dormitory, send me a message!It's cold at night and you are weak, so don't stay outside for too long.

He Chen, who was sitting in the taxi, saw the message from Gong Ming, and a tear fell from the corner of his eye.Then, angrily, he pressed the lock screen button and put the phone in his pocket.After doing all this, He Chen himself was also confused.He didn't know why he was angry, he knew that Gong Ming had already made it very clear to him that he didn't want to marry him because he didn't like him, and he didn't want to be with him forever, it was just a matter of personal choice of lifestyle.

However, he just couldn't face the problem as calmly as he did.Although he knew there was nothing he could do, he was still sad.Sun Fan is right, human nature is hard to change.But Gong Ming didn't even try to change for him, maybe he didn't love him enough.

However, he loves him so much that even like Sun Fan, who knows that there will be no result with him, he can't do it without breaking up in time.Why does he love so humblely and in such a mess, a word from Gong Ming can make him burst into tears uncontrollably.He wanted to be with him all the time, and even gave up the opportunity to study abroad, but he still maintained a good demeanor in love, and still looked calm and at ease.It's not equal at all, and it's not something that can be changed by changing the name.

Thinking of this, He Chen felt a tightness in his chest and an unstoppable heartache.He buried his head in his coat and cried unwillingly.

When He Chen opened the door and returned to the dormitory, several roommates were in their respective quilts, fighting with words with English dictionaries in their hands.Seeing He Chen coming back at this time, Wang Wei poked his head over and joked, "Why, did you quarrel with your mature sister?"

"Hey, you..."

"Ahem, who opened the dormitory windows and didn't close them tightly? I'm freezing to death!"

"Is it you, Wang Wei? You said in the afternoon that you wanted to purify your pile of stinky socks, hurry down and close the windows!"

Didn't hear He Chen's answer, Wang Wei wanted to continue chasing him to gossip, but seeing He Chen's eyes were red and the other two roommates with livid faces stopped him in time.Then, Wang Wei finally closed his mouth quietly after receiving the winks from the two roommates.

At this time, in the silent dormitory, a WeChat notification sounded suddenly.He Chen didn't care about it, but threw the phone on the bed in the dormitory.He took off his coat, hung him next to the bed, and went straight to the bathroom.After washing up in the bathroom, He Chen heard his cell phone ring.

Yang Liang urged him: "Hurry up and answer the phone, there have been several WeChat messages just now!"

He Chen climbed onto the bed and was about to answer the phone when the phone stopped ringing suddenly.In a brief moment of silence, He Chen felt the unusually stagnant atmosphere in the dormitory.He looked up and glanced around, saw the roommate who was looking at him, and when he saw his gaze, he pretended nothing happened, and immediately lowered his head to meet the English word.

At this time, Gong Ming's call came in again.He Chen was very afraid that when he heard Gong Ming's voice, he would burst into tears again.It's okay to be ashamed again in front of him, but he doesn't want his roommate to see his worthless appearance.

So, He Chen hung up the phone and opened WeChat instead.He saw that Gong Ming had sent him several WeChat messages asking if he had arrived in the dormitory. He Chen raised his finger and replied "arrived" in the dialog box.Gong Ming soon sent another WeChat message saying "Let him send a photo" to prove himself, and He Chen knew what he was worried about.Seeing a series of messages worrying about him from Gong Ming in the dialog box, He Chen felt that his unreasonable appearance was really inferior.He obviously didn't do anything wrong, but he deliberately didn't reply to his messages to make him anxious.

Thinking of this, He Chen casually took a photo of the bedroom bed and sent him this proof message.Gong Ming quickly replied to him, "Good night, go to bed early!" Then he didn't send him any more messages.

However, He Chen's heart could not calm down at all.Lying on the bed in the bedroom, he didn't feel sleepy.He thought that he should be lying on the comfortable big bed in Gong Ming's bedroom, lying in his arms and being coaxed by him