The whole world thinks I'm a scumbag

One of the two was wrapped in a quilt and the other was wrapped in a blanket, staring at each other.

Silence lasted for a few seconds.

"Gu Fangwei, are you awake?" Lu Xingyin said, he covered his head with the quilt again, lay down on the bed, and nestled comfortably. "I'm going to go to bed."

Gu Fangwei couldn't take it anymore, he got up from the opposite bed, and came over to lift his quilt: "Brother, you are the one who didn't wake up, get up quickly, there will be no more shops after this village."

Lu Xingyin was still nestled under the quilt, and opened one eye sleepily to look at him: "Huh? What store?"

"The shop where I fell in love with you!" Gu Fangwei felt that he was going to die of anger again, and finally adjusted his emotions, took a deep breath, "Just, you, confess to me one more time, and I can promise you. "

The tone of this steel straight man is still cold, but the ears are a little red.

Lu Xingyin looked up at him, and saw that he was trying hard to maintain a serious and haughty look, like a proud and beautiful... shy little peacock.

"Seeing?" Lu Xingyin asked calmly.

Gu Fangwei was stunned for a moment.

At this moment, for some unknown reason, his heart seemed to be pierced by a cold needle, and he shrank with cold and pain.

"Seeing, brother." Lu Xingyin said, "According to your principle, I promise you."

His tone was very light, and he still looked sleepy. After he finished speaking, he wanted to shrink back into the quilt.

"That's it?" Gu Fangwei was a little skeptical of life, but this time he didn't dare lift the quilt of Lu Xingyin, "Actually, I don't even see..."

"The time limit is one year. If you feel that you can't get along, everyone will terminate the seeing relationship." Lu Xingyin said.

"How can there be a year of seeing?" Gu Fangwei almost had a heart attack, "Don't you really want to be with your brother? Seeing for a year? Why don't you say two years, two years and just graduated."

Lu Xingyin said: "Because I graduated in two years, and in one year, I can be stuck in the third year of high school. I will be very busy at that time and have no time to continue seeing. I like you, but I don't have to be with you."

Gu Fangwei: "..."

He felt that his self-esteem as a heartthrob had been severely hit. He had always been the only one to pick on others. He never thought that in this little thing, even though he was the one who was liked, he somehow lost all the right to choose.

Gu Fangwei asked: "Should I accept it?"

"Then I'll sleep." Lu Xingyin said.

"..." Gu Fangwei said, "Then I accept."

"Then brother wait for me to wake up." Lu Xingyin said.

Gu Fangwei was almost pissed off again: "How can you chase people like this? Little calculator, how can you chase people like this? Brother has never seen this—"

Lu Xingyin looked at him, Gu Fangwei was sitting there alone, almost depressed to death, his usually proud and beautiful back also looked aggrieved.

So he got up, hugged his back lightly, like Gu Fangwei did to him every time, and gently rested his chin on his shoulder.

The warm medicinal fragrance wafted away, and his soft and light breath gently brushed against his ears, causing a shiver: "Brother is not angry."

It was a bold and intimate move that the gentle dumpling had never done before, and Gu Fangwei froze.

"Brother, can you hear my heartbeat?" Lu Xingyin hugged him, his voice had already softened from getting up, and his serious voice sounded a bit sick, just like when he was reciting a book in the deep fog , but it is particularly exciting, "My brother is willing, I am very happy."

"This will be the happiest time since I came to S City at the age of 16." Lu Xingyin said softly. "Brother, if you regret it, it's okay. Maybe you were impulsive. I'll give you three days, and you can regret it at any time. People with normal sexual orientation...can't accept this kind of thing quickly."

The fingertips where he rested his fingertips were a little hot, different from the coolness in the past, which was the sequelae of illness, but it was indeed trembling, as if trembling with joy, or nervousness.

Deer Walking Yin should also be the first time to like someone.

Thinking of this, Gu Fangwei's mind became confused. He had met so many suitors, so many who came to confess their feelings, but no one like Lu Xingyin, who was neither brilliant nor perfunctory, could disturb him more mood.

He whispered: "...I have been looking for you, I have thought about it for a long time."

Lu Xingyin smiled, and there seemed to be other deep meanings in his words: "Think about it again."

He moved, moved his legs out of the quilt, crawled to sit next to him, his slender, white and thin legs hung in the air, gently hooking his plush slippers, and his ankles were pink.Stuffed in the quilt for a long time, or maybe he has a fever, he seems to like to touch the cold air outside.

"Put on your socks, or change into your fluffy pajama pants." Gu Fangwei looked away, but the tension in his voice involuntarily appeared, and the beautiful and delicate cheeks were a little unnatural and nervous, "my brother said If you think about it, it won’t change.”

"Okay." Lu Xingyin rolled his eyes and smiled, "I'll wait for brother."

He stood up and sent Gu Fangwei out.

Gu Fangwei: "Go back to bed, go back to bed."

Because Lu Xingyin slept under the quilt, he still wore his summer pajamas and a dark blue T-shirt, which made his complexion white and his eyes dark.Thin clothes and pajama pants, with a pair of slender white legs underneath.

His whole body was slightly pink because of the fever.When those clear deer eyes, which were also burning with fever, looked over, they looked like a drunk person.

Gu Fangwei's head buzzed, and he lost his logic for a moment—he took off his school uniform windbreaker jacket, took a step forward, lowered his head to put it on for Lu Xingyin, and then used a serious approaching He said in a stern tone: "If you are sick, take care of yourself. The medicine I bought for you is on your table. I don't think it takes three days to think about it. One day is enough. After you take the medicine, take a good rest. I will come to you later. you."

Lu Xingyin watched him take off his school uniform jacket, leaving only a turtleneck sweater inside, and before he could speak, Gu Fangwei left.

After the door closed, Gu Fangwei went down several floors in a row, and then slowed down.He put his hand on his chest and felt his heart beating, he couldn't tell whether it was because he was in a hurry to go downstairs or something else.

He remembered that Lu Xingyin had just asked him inside the door: "Brother, did you hear my heartbeat?"

He didn't hear it, because at this point, all he could remember was his own heartbeat.

A sound overwhelmed the sound, and there was a thump.

It actually didn't take three days for Lu Xingyin to recover from his illness, he went back to class the next morning.

There is still some time before the city's unified examination. After the initial tense atmosphere, most of the students in the whole grade began to gradually slack off. For this reason, when the flag was raised in the morning, the whole grade group held another meeting to encourage and praise.

The whole grade stood in the cold wind for more than half an hour, and when they came back, they were all frozen like snowmen.

Lu Xingyin didn't go as usual, but just sat at the desk and wrote the questions.

He no longer has a fever, and his body temperature was normal, but he still felt dizzy after doing the test today.

There was also a student who asked for leave in the same class, and she noticed that Lu Xingyin's expression was wrong: "Are you feeling unwell? Have you had a cold yet?"

"Okay, it should be." Lu Xingyin tried his best to smile at her, "I'm still a little dizzy."

"This is the case with colds." The girl said, "Every time I catch a cold, I have a headache. If it is cured before the fever, it will not be very serious. You are really not in good health. It feels like you have asked for vacation many times. But asking for leave will not delay your good grades."

Lu Xingyin forced a smile, then froze again after laughing.

He got up and went to the small competition room next door, took out his mobile phone, and found a contact in the phone memo: Doctor Shao, Department of Brain, Provincial Hospital of Q Province

He looked at the time, 09:30 am.

It was quickly connected over there: "Hello, how are you?"

"Hello, Dr. Shao." Lu Xingyin said, "I'm Lu Xingyin, the one with cerebral vein hemangioma, from Dongtong City."

"Oh, it's you, I remember you, the one in a dangerous position and difficult to undergo surgery, was accompanied by your grandma for the examination before, right?" Dr. Shao asked, "How are you doing recently? Can you ask me for anything?" ? If there is a situation, just ask."

Lu Xingyin said: "There is no other condition, and I have been prescribed traditional Chinese medicine to strengthen the resistance, relieve the heart and activate the blood. It is just that I sometimes feel dizzy recently, and I didn't do this before."

"Dizzy?" Dr. Shao paused there, "Don't worry, this is a normal phenomenon caused by this disease, and it's caused by slow blood flow. If this happens suddenly, you should ask your parents to bring you here again. Check to see if the hemangioma has become bigger, the bigger the more dangerous, even if the location is not good..."

"So, how long can I live?" Lu Xingyin thought for a while, and asked a number gently, "Six years is enough? In two years, I will be able to go to university. After I go to university, there may be Time to earn some money for the family. Please keep this matter a secret for me, my grandma is old and in poor health, so she cannot be stimulated."

"It's hard to say, Xingyin, you're a smart kid, and I told you before that something like a cerebral hemangioma is a time bomb. You can't tell when it will burst suddenly and cause cerebral hemorrhage to die, but You can't tell if it will be fine all the time." The doctor said, "It doesn't make much sense to ask the world, let's treat it actively, when will you have time to come and check?"

"...I'm in province S now, it may take a while to come back." Lu Xingyin said softly, "Thank you."

When I returned to the classroom, the others had just finished the exercise, and returned to the classroom one after another to prepare for the next lesson.

This group of children was panicking from the cold, and they rushed to grab the boiling water from the water dispenser, and it was full all of a sudden.

Lu Xingyin looked at the people in front, and subconsciously wanted to find his own water glass, but found that it was gone.

Gu Fangwei came in through the back door, saw that he was looking for a cup, and put the whale water cup filled with hot water on his desk calmly. Then, hiding his merit and fame, he returned to his seat without saying anything.

"Damn it, where did you get the hot water for the school belle? You can't even squeeze it in. Did you steal it from another class?" Chen Yuanyuan asked in disbelief. "Or from the office?"

"Neither, I went to the science and technology building, no one robbed it, and the water was hot." Gu Fangwei said. "When I went down, I took the cup with me."

Chen Yuanyuan's heart moved: "School belle, will you fetch water for me next time?"

"Don't even think about it." Gu Fangwei looked at Lu Xingyin and said, "You are not a little calculator."

Holding the whale water glass, Lu Xingyin glanced back, and happened to see Gu Fangwei raise his eyes generously, with a little childish pride in his peach blossom eyes, which was different from his usual loose and romantic.

In addition to fetching water, there are also meals, handing in homework, buying drinks, and eating snacks.Lu Xingyin almost didn't need to do anything, Gu Fangwei arranged everything for him.

Everyone gradually discovered his abnormality.

"Gu Shen, do you owe Xiaolu money?"

In the competition headquarters, when Gu Fangwei took all of their test tubes for washing, even Yi Qingyang's eyes widened.

Gu Fangwei didn't answer, he looked at the time, his voice was calm: "There are still five hours."

"What five hours?" The people around looked at each other.

The door opened, and Gu Fangwei walked out with a basket of experimental equipment.

Lu Xingyin followed him, then lowered his head and said softly: "I don't know."

There are still five hours before the "three days" cooling-off period they agreed on.

After class in the evening, Lu Xingyin returned to the dormitory.

Time passed minute by minute, and when it was 5 minutes before the appointed time, Lu Xingyin got up and closed the door, and turned the lock lightly.

Then he let out a long breath.

He washed, changed clothes, and turned off the lights as usual. He heard the footsteps coming and going outside the door. He didn't have a beautiful young man with peach blossom eyes, but felt a little relaxed in his heart.

After a while, the handle was twisted from outside the door, but it didn't turn, and then there was no sound.

He couldn't tell what it was for. What a dying person needs may not be love, but a fully devoted "love". Once the other party really responds, it may not be what he should be able to have.He opened Pandora's magic box for himself with his own hands, and completely separated from Dongtong City's habit of being as quiet as running water and as firm as gears.

He's been on this path for too long.

There was a sound from the balcony, and the partition door was swung open.

"Why did you lock the door, little calculator?" Gu Fangwei walked in the door with a cold air, his brows and eyes were almost frosted, but he still smiled, "You want your boyfriend to climb up the window again, huh?"

Lu Xingyin sat on the bed, staring at him blankly.

"Three days, I haven't regretted it, I've made up my mind." Gu Fangwei came over and sat down, stretched out his hand and pinched his face, "Are you happy? I'm going to be your boyfriend."

"Huh? What's the matter? Are you talking?" Gu Fangwei looked at him motionless, angry and funny, "Is falling in love with my brother such a horrible thing? I even locked the door. It's you and not me who regret it." Bar?"

Lu Xingyin still didn't speak, he looked at Gu Fangwei for a while, then looked away: "No."

There was a slight tingle in his voice.

"I really like you."

"Brother likes you too." Gu Fangwei patted his head, picked up the quilt, gently hugged him and the quilt, and shook slowly, "Don't cry, it was my brother who was bad before, shouldn't Let my little calculator be wronged... Don't cry, okay? My brother will sleep with you, okay?"

He is still good at coaxing people, and the mood of Lu Xingyin did not last for too long.

Gu Fangwei went to wash up lightly, asked Lu Xingyin for a pair of pajamas, and then happily climbed onto the bed, pulling Lu Xingyin into his arms.

There was no hesitation, no regrets, this matter suddenly became so simple and clear.

Lu Xingyin raised his eyes to see Gu Fangwei's peaceful sleeping face, but still didn't find any sense of reality.

He couldn't fall asleep, so he took out his phone from under the pillow, opened the contact list, and couldn't find anything to say for a while, and didn't know what to look at.

He sent a message to several students who had repair orders, saying that work was postponed due to illness a few days ago, and they can come to pick them up tomorrow.

After being stunned for a long time, I rummaged around and finally found his group.

He poked open the dialogue box of [Campus Director of Caryton University] and typed softly: "Brother, I'm in a relationship."

The other side hadn't slept yet, so several messages immediately popped up: "Damn it, brother, you can do it! You're out of order so soon, who is the target? From the same school?"

"Ah."

The other party immediately sighed: "It was said that the good brothers will work hard together, and I want to see you in the capital next year. You are good, little deer, and ran to pick up girls on the way..."

"It's not a girl, it's a boy." A smile curled up on Lu Xingyin's lips.

The other party paused for a moment, and then sent: "Damn!!!!!!"

Immediately afterwards, he said: [But that's right, I've always been curious about what kind of girls you can fall in love with. If you like men, everything seems to make sense. 】

[Brother, don't worry, I won't tell others, just talk about it when you are in love, but it's still the same sentence, don't delay yourself because of these. 】The board member of the University of Caryton said, 【My business capital is almost ready. When you graduate, I will wash my hands and work with you in medical and pharmaceutical industry. 】

【Well, wait for you. 】

【Congratulations on being in love. 】The director of Carleton University cheered him up, 【If you are going to be bullied, tell your brother, even if you are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, he will come to help you fight. 】

[This should not be used. ] Lu Xingyin still smiled, 【Okay, good night. 】

He stuffed the phone back under the pillow.

Gu Fangwei hugged him tightly and fell asleep as before.

Lu Xingyin stretched out his hand, and lightly touched his soft and fine eyelashes.