The whole world thinks I'm a scumbag

When Lu Xingyin returned to class, Qu Jiao casually asked, "Hey, didn't the school belle come with you today?"

Lu Xingyin sat down at the desk, flipped through the unfinished test paper yesterday, and said softly: "Yes."

He quickly adjusted his emotions, recalled Gu Fangwei's shocked face in front of the rental house, smiled, and said softly: "He...may not come for a few days."

Occasionally he would feel that he was a bit bad, for example, he abandoned Gu Fangwei and ran away after finishing.

Saying it out made him feel relaxed.

He has always been a child who can't bear too many things piled up together - as he learned in Dongtong City, he has his own life, and what he does every day is only enough to maintain his original operation, there is really no way to provide for other parts Heart.

Now that everything is back on track, he is finally not so tired and can relax completely, without having to endure or suppress anything.All knots become the aftertaste of a nightmare. He can bury a gold medal under the locust tree, and he can also put the boy who first saw the boy playing minesweeping in the principal's office into an unattainable dream. Yearning, liking, but no longer Indulge in this and provoke Shensi.

If this is capricious, then he also admits it frankly.

Song Li came to teach a new class today, and everyone in the class looked sleepy and couldn't lift their spirits.

Song Li put together the lesson plan and clapped his hands: "What's the matter? Didn't eat enough for lunch or didn't sleep well in the afternoon? Your last class was physical education, right? If you're tired from playing, you won't be able to learn math well, right?"

He has always been the closest teacher to the students in Class 27.Compared with Xie Tian who is the class teacher, he is not as strict, but he always worries about them.

The class was silent and listless.

With the parachute of Yingcai students, the anxiety and fear of the whole grade gradually increased.As time went by, Class 27 also gradually felt the impact of the restructuring: their class left their physical education teacher and English teacher.

The whole grade group was not well prepared for this, and the overall teaching schedule was also messed up.

A boy in the front row said: "The physical education teacher resigned. We had a free class."

Song Li smiled: "That's not very good, you used to be afraid of physical education class, you have to run this and that."

He obviously didn't have any intention of going to class, so he just dragged a bench and sat down, chatting with them: "The teachers have changed a lot, but the school will definitely arrange it. Didn't you also talk about the flag-raising ceremony today? Study It's your own business. In the current situation, it's useless for everyone to worry, right? The monthly exam is no longer available? In terms of pressure, the students in the Sunshine Class are more stressed than you. As for our school, the content of the senior three textbooks is reduced to two years , Yingcai has been directly pressed for one year, just what Mr. Li told us today, the most difficult conic section quiz - I also sent you this yesterday to do it, the students of Yingcai Well, I’m already used to it. Everyone has pressure, and the pressure is so overwhelming that you can’t do anything, so what’s the use? Instead of worrying here, it’s better to listen to the teacher’s lectures on a few more questions.”

"Then Teacher Song, will you go?" someone asked.

Song Li got stuck for a while.

Like all teachers, it's not that he doesn't know the direction of Qingmo's restructuring.Most teachers don't have to worry about retreating, or just find a good way to get rid of them and resign.Song Li's status as a teacher is very embarrassing, not counting the group of old teachers with the deepest qualifications and the most abundant teaching experience, nor the super teachers like Chen Chong and Kang Mei who have no worries about the future. Smooth and popular.

He is already 35, and he is no longer a fledgling young teacher with passion all over his body. His passion has long been wiped out by the pressure of trivial students, parents, and school leaders.He does not have the talent of a famous teacher, and he has lost the filter and aura he had before for the profession of teachers.

The teacher at the desk next door who had resigned went to a private middle school that was in the preparation stage, and had already become a partner, and an invitation was also sent to him.

Song Li was still hesitating.

He said ambiguously: "Look again, you are so concerned about whether I can go or not, so listen to the lesson first. I want to go because you are so desperate."

The students in class 27 immediately sat upright, and the atmosphere was a little better.

You Qian reminded Wan Wan: "Don't leave, Mr. Song! Don't abandon us, woo woo woo."

Song Li was helpless: "Quiet, quiet! You guys..."

A figure flashed by the front door, Lu Xingyin glanced over, and the hand holding the pen paused slightly.

Song Li also noticed it, but the figure flashed away after passing by the door.The back door was pushed surprisingly hard, Qu Jiao knelt on Gu Fangwei's seat and crawled over, quickly opened the back door for him.

Gu Fangwei pushed open the door.

He was still wearing a school uniform, with the air-conditioning of the winter wind outside, and his dark eyebrows were almost frosted.

At the same time, Song Li complained again: "If you don't leave the main entrance, you can still be stumped by making a report?"

Gu Fangwei's eyes fell on Lu Xingyin, and after a pause, he raised his eyes and said, "Sorry, Mr. Song, I thought the back door was open, so I won't disturb other students' class when I come in like this."

He and Song Li usually complained to each other and joked casually. Although Song Li quite disliked his bad manners in the class, he still had a preference for him.

Song Li stared round his eyes: "The sun is coming out from the west today? Forget it, sit down quickly, I will continue the lecture here."

Gu Fangwei sat down.

Lu Xingyin quietly looked at the slides beside the blackboard, his back was straight, and his snow-white neck was exposed between the collar of his school uniform and his broken hair.

There seemed to be no reaction to his arrival.

gay.

The young man's clear and gentle voice was in his ears.

I like you.

I like.

like you.

Gu Fangwei felt that his brain was going to explode, and subconsciously started to turn the pen again. His slender, well-knit hands clamped the black pen holder, and turned it around, as if he was restless.

--like.

He lost his grip, and the tip of the pen flew out with a "swipe".

The pen just bounced onto the Deer Walking Yin table, Gululu rolled for a while, and hit his pen case with a clatter.

Gu Fangwei was taken aback, he didn't know what to do for a while, so he just stood there in a daze.

Instead, Lu Xingyin picked it up and looked at it. After recognizing it was his pen, he turned around and put it on his desk.

The young man's pale wrists are very lonely and thin, even if he is wrapped up so thickly in winter, he can still see the slender lines from the cuffs tightened.

When he turned sideways, his expression was also very calm, as if nothing had happened, his face was cute and quiet.

In the last ten minutes left to write the exercise book, Chen Yuanyuan was writing while talking to Lu Xingyin.

"Hou Hao asked us to go to his house for tutoring that day. Do you know what happened next? He kept hinting that we would give him money and things, which meant that he would open remedial classes for supplementary lessons, open small stoves, and let us pay if we wanted." Chen Yuanyuan Lowering your voice, "It's a good thing you didn't go. There was a girl who didn't want to pay the money, and he was ridiculed by Ming Chao, saying how she could compare with others' talents."

Lu Xingyin tilted his head and asked, "Then what should we do?"

"I don't have any money anyway, so I won't go." Chen Yuanyuan winked, and bumped him with his shoulder, "I still have you."

"With me?" Lu Xingyin smiled lightly.

"Well, I discussed it with Qu Jiao. In short, I can't take up too much of your time, so first I would like to ask if you would like to help us, Teacher Xiaolu——we will cook for you in the future, what do you think?" Chen Yuanyuan Rub hands.

"You don't need to cook for me, I'll just tell you guys directly." Lu Xingyin said softly, "But you have to listen carefully, I won't repeat it many times, and I won't accommodate your time. From now on—Mr. Hou If you continue to stay in class like this, I will use the time of chemistry class to tell you."

"It's a deal!" When the get out of class bell rang, Chen Yuanyuan jumped up, "Then let's go to the cafeteria first, what do you want to eat?"

"Say no need." Lu Xingyin also stood up, and behind him, Gu Fangwei also stood up, and his eyes followed him.

Lu Xingyin waved at Chen Yuanyuan: "I will have dinner with Yi Qingyang and the others tonight, so you don't have to worry about me."

Class 27 students dispersed like birds and beasts.

Following the thunderous sound of cooking meals for the whole grade, Lu Xingyin sat down again and tidied up his schoolbags.

He cleared out all the books in his schoolbag, and tried his best to stuff them into the desk drawers. If he couldn't fit them, he picked them up and walked out, trying to find his own bookcase.

He was carrying his schoolbag across his shoulders and holding a stack of books in his arms, and Gu Fangwei followed him out.

The blood-red sunset can be seen in the distance in the corridor, the cold wind blows, the corridor full of book boxes is very quiet, only the two of them are left.

Gu Fangwei's expression was very complicated. For the first time, when Lu Xingyin raised his eyes to look at him, he found that there was some clear confusion and confusion in those beautiful peach eyes, as if the head of the grade group was waving a flashlight to arrest someone. Panting for breath, he led him away from the dark alleyway, there was even some panic in his eyes.

He said softly, "Brother."

"Are you joking, or are you lying to brother?" Gu Fangwei asked in a low voice.

Lu Xingyin opened the bookcase, stuffed the books in, stacked them neatly, and said calmly, "It's true."

Gu Fangwei did not speak again.

Lu Xingyin packed up and stood up, put the other backpack strap of the schoolbag on his back, looked in the direction, and walked downstairs through the corridor.

Gu Fangwei was stunned for a long time, and when he went down one floor, he caught up and said, "Brother, you—"

"That's why I don't like you being so nice to me."

Lu Xingyin interrupted him.He saw that the first class had just finished class, and the crowd rushed over. He quickly walked through the corridor, and waved to Shen Ke, Yi Qingyang and others at the other end, his voice so indifferent as if they were talking about a question.

"I didn't say it before, but now I think it's not too late to say it. You should also... don't like having a gay around you, but you don't know it. I'm sorry."

Lu Xingyin raised his eyes and looked at him quietly, with a peaceful smile in his eyes.

Gu Fangwei frowned, the moment his eyes came into contact with Lu Xingyin, he felt as if he had been burned, and his brain was about to shut down.

He has never remained calm about the pursuit of any opposite sex, because he has gotten used to it after seeing too much, maybe this is the first time - when he was confessed by his familiar and beloved younger brother, and looked at him with such a straightforward but calm gaze, he unexpectedly I don't know what to do.

Gu Fangwei looked at him, frowned, and took a step forward, but Lu Xingyin's whole body tensed up——somewhat cautiously, he took a step back, and gently raised his hand to block himself.

He obviously remembered that Qu Jiao and Chen Yuanyuan had discussed the past, a boy had pursued Gu Fangwei, and then three ribs were broken by this steel straight man.

Lu Xingyin raised his face, still smiling, looking gentle and well-behaved: "Brother, are you going to beat me up?"

While listening to him, Gu Fangwei felt that his mind was buzzing - Lu Xingyin seemed to be a virus inserted into his life program, which could disrupt his plans and interfere with his emotions anytime and anywhere. He leaned over to look To him, he asked in a deep voice, "Do you think I'll beat you up? Let's sit down and talk about it. Do you know that sexuality can't be joked about? Why all of a sudden..."

"I know, I'm not joking. I was born with it. But I don't want to talk to you carefully, because your words are easy to be misunderstood." Lu Xingyin rejected him neatly, and took a serious step back, "In the future, when you talk... ...Stay away from me too. What you want to say, you can tell me clearly now."

Gu Fangwei was stunned for the first time hearing Lu Xingyin say such a long paragraph in one breath.

Lu Xingyin asked softly: "Are you going to fall in love with me? Or - give up seeing with other girls?"

Before Gu Fangwei could speak, Lu Xingyin sighed and said softly: "No, so brother, there is no way to solve this problem, let's make it return to normal."

Shen Ke and the others came as a team, and Xu Jing was with a best friend at the door, and it seemed that they were going to form a group for dinner.

Seeing Gu Fangwei here at this moment, she froze for a moment, probably thinking that he was here to pick her up for dinner—and walked over too.

"Lu Xingyin! Let's go this way, we have already got the leave." Yi Qingyang rushed over first, and took Lu Xingyin's shoulder, "Dude, check to see if you have packed your things. There is still money in the leave slip."

Shen Ke was carrying a big bag of hot milk tea, and took out a cup from it and handed it to him, "Here, this is yours, Huang Feijian invited the whole class to drink milk tea today—Yingcai Middle School also has a share, let them see our atmosphere as landlords !"

The students around laughed together.

Lu Xingyin checked the things he brought, but nothing was left behind.They left school in a hurry, Lu Xingyin looked back at Gu Fangwei, and said softly: "Then I'll go first."

Xu Jing came over, as if she wanted to speak.The people around started booing again: "Yo yo yo - there is really a situation! What's going on, you guys! Go and eat!"

Amidst the noisy voices, Gu Fangwei stared at Lu Xingyin, a little upset.It wasn't until Xu Jing came over and tugged at his sleeve that he whispered, "I'm not here to look for you, you should go eat first."

During the talk, Yi Qingyang and Lu Xingyin hooked their shoulders together, and a group of people were laughing and shouting as they prepared to leave, he chased after him a few steps and pulled him back.

Lu Xingyin was caught off guard by him, and there was some doubt in his dark eyes.

Huang Feijian: "?"

Yi Qingyang scratched his head: "Gu Fangwei, do you want to go too?"

"I'll go." Gu Fangwei said, staring at Lu Xingyin's eyes, the peach blossom eyes were full of emotions.

"Then do you have a note?"

"I have a commuter card." Gu Fangwei reached out to clasp Lu Xingyin's wrist, and his voice sank, "My younger brother hasn't been to the city much, so I'll accompany him."

"no thanks."

On the contrary, Lu Xingyin seemed to be in a relaxed mood. He looked at him, as if comforting or coaxing, hesitated for a while, and stuffed the warm milk tea in his hand, "This is for you."

——It's really easy, you don't need to be obedient, you don't need to understand the general situation, from now on in front of Gu Fangwei, he can be completely willful and completely rebellious.

Even Gu Fangwei would be at a loss.

"Don't be angry, don't come."