I'm acting in Yokohama

The clouds tonight are very thin, and the moon seems to have been magnified several times. The hazy white light shines down through silver gray, gentle and quiet.

Sawagawa and Dazai sat next to each other on the roof, and they could almost feel the temperature from each other through their thin pajamas.

"Yoshihiko..." Dazai started, but didn't know how to continue.

He also once imagined that if he really fell in love with someone based on his character, he would probably dig deep and shallow holes on the way forward of the other party like a scheming hunter digging a hole for a rabbit. Down below, An An waited steadily for the prey to fall into his arms.

But the word like is too ethereal, and things that are too ethereal often make people uneasy, even the most seasoned hunters will worry-whether the angle of their digging will make the other party feel uncomfortable, and whether the other party can step in accurately? In the hole I dug...

Dazai Osamu is not a person who is willing to interfere too much in other people's lives, just like when Oda died as his adopted child before, he obviously had the opportunity to stop him but finally chose to stay where he was, watching him go further and further away.

It's not that he is incapable of stopping Odasaku, he clearly knows that as long as he tells the other party that he needs this friend, Odasaku will definitely stay for him even though it is painful.

he didn't...

Probably, as the store manager said, he was just afraid... Afraid of resentment towards him in Odasaku's eyes, so instead of letting Odasaku live in pain, he chose to let the other party complete his revenge and die calmly.

In this way, at least for Oda Saku, Osamu Dazai is not an eyesore in his life.

"Yoshihiko..." Dazai stared at the night sky, his usually low-pitched voice lowered with a bit of frivolity, and the originally ambiguous eyes seemed to have removed the disguise and became extremely clear, "Do you have someone you like?"

He has long practiced the ability of not changing his face in the mafia, no matter how critical the situation is, he can solve the matter slowly and in the most gentle tone.

But at this moment, in this night when even the chirping of insects seemed to be subdued, he could clearly hear his heart beating more and more violently.

He was born a sober and hesitant person, and his excellent mind made him strong enough to cover up his hesitation while he was sober.

But suddenly a person appeared, who peeled off his hard shell with his own hands, and stared at his lonely beating heart without hindrance.

[Bang - bang -]

...he is alive.

Sagawa sensed the gaze cast on him by the other party, but did not respond, he stared at the reflection of the trees below.

"What is liking?"

His life was too long, and too many people and things appeared in the long river of his life.

Brother Wang and Xiaoen... are he the ones he likes?I am delighted to be able to look at each other all the time, never flinch when encountering punishment from the gods, hope to follow them forever, pass on the will of the other party like a salaryman when I get lost, and want to return to the other party no matter what... …

It would be too shallow to describe it as liking.

"Like cannot be defined." x2

Dazai and Sawagawa spoke at the same time, and they came up with the same answer.

The former is the answer given to him by human instinct, and the latter is derived from the voice he heard.

The gluey couple prayed devoutly that they would last forever, and the eyes they met each time told of their love.

The man who couldn't ask for it knelt in front of the other party and begged bitterly, every time he asked to stay, there was heart-piercing love.

The girl who was ruthlessly abandoned was gritting her teeth in the bedroom and couldn't get rid of it. Every tear she shed was filled with desperate love.

……

The more he heard, the more confused he became, so it was difficult for him to locate the meaning of liking.

"Although it cannot be defined, most 'likes' have one thing in common." Dazai stared at Sawagawa, his dark brown eyes in the night were more transparent and gentle than moonlight, "I want to be with each other."

"I want to be with... the store manager." Dazai tried his best to ignore his beating heart that was getting more and more crazy, and his eyes showed a seriousness that he had never seen before. He almost bluntly expressed his truest thoughts and cut his chest open , hold a heart in front of each other.

"As expected, you still remember." The incident on that branch line.

Sawagawa had already guessed about this, but the other party kept pretending that he didn't want to expose it.

"Ah." Dazai readily admitted, "In the beginning, I concealed it to reduce the store manager's sense of guilt."

"After all, for doing such an excessive thing, I should be quite ashamed of my other store manager." The cool night wind blew through his black curly hair, and Dazai's smiling eyes somehow made people feel amused. A bit of black air filled the air.

——Right, right, right!The store manager has really done a great job!

Sawagawa: "..." If he denies it, will he make it into a bandage angrily?

A certain scumbag nodded stiffly, in exchange for a satisfied smile from the other party.

"The store manager promised before... that he would stay for me, does this still count?" Dazai took a deep breath calmly, and quietly clenched his bandaged hands, even though he was still pretending to be cynical , the earnestness in the eyes cannot be faked.

"You have indeed changed a lot." Sagawa looked at him with emotion.

"I know 'Dazai Osamu' as a human being cannot stay with the store manager for too long."

As the summoner of the Xian King, he was fortunate to see an interesting past. In a distant time and space, another young and lively store manager...

Most of the protagonists in this dream met again in Yokohama, and the store manager's attitude towards them also made him confirm that the "Lenny" in the dream of the wise king is undoubtedly himself.

"If I were the old me, if I knew it would end like this, I probably wouldn't make any effort at all."

"But didn't the store manager tell me that 'fear is an emotion that everyone has', wouldn't it be too stupid to stop chasing forever because of fear of losing?"

Dazai stood up, his light-colored windbreaker was blown rustling in the air, and the moon behind him seemed to be completely reduced to a stage backdrop, making him clear and gentle.

He stretched out his bandaged hand, and brushed his hair across his forehead, but it couldn't cover his bright eyes, as if there was a lake full of water reflected in it, clean and clear.

Seeing that Sagawa just looked at him, as if he was stunned for a moment, Dazai slowly bent down without any other movement.

The moonlight shines behind him, and his shadow gradually converges, overlaps, and covers the other... The two people who are getting closer are more lingering than the silent wind.

His long windbreaker was blown up to Sagawa's knees, and the distance between the two became smaller and smaller, as if he could wrap his arms around him as soon as he stretched out his arms.

"Shop Manager." Dazai's breathing was slow and restrained, he stretched out his hand to lightly touch the young man's furry head, his bandaged fingers ran through the other's soft, fluffy black hair.

The two were so close that their breaths overlapped, and the warm breath of the other fell on the face, making people feel hot and dry for no reason.

Dazai gradually moved closer to the other person's face, staring at the young man's rosy and full lips, his eyes gradually became deep, he spoke softly, his voice was deep and seductive like strings of a piano.

"I like you."

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