today's island

There was only a little light in the ward in the middle of the night, Lu Yuanzhe just opened his eyes, and met Cheng Mo's eyes.Cheng Mo turned against the light, so that he couldn't see his expression clearly, he just felt those two eyes rushing straight into his heart like an electric current.

He has a guilty conscience. Last quarter he scolded Cheng Mo for not cherishing life, but now he is like this.

He didn't see the medical records, but it was dark when he woke up, and he couldn't move anywhere, so he should have been hit hard enough.

Fortunately, he could talk, so he was going to comfort Cheng Mo.He moved his lips, and before he could take a breath, Cheng Mo told him the answer: "It's okay, nothing is broken."

"Pfft." If it wasn't for the growing pain in his chest, he would have almost laughed out loud.

"It's okay, I'll be discharged within a week." Ling Xi also added in a casual manner in a corner of the room, sitting on the sofa and taking a picture of the medical records, "Quickly say a few words, if the concussion doesn't leave any sequelae, This surgery can move me.”

"I want to lose my memory, so I should change my career to become a painter." Lu Yuanzhe joked, and found his voice a little hoarse.

Cheng Mo also heard it, and handed him the water. He bit the straw and sucked it hard.

After drinking some water, he felt real pain, and was thrown into the anger of the car window by the prisoner. He immediately asked about the case: "Did you catch the bastard who raced with me? I also want him to go into the operating room to experience it." .”

"Hold on, if you didn't get dizzy and couldn't help Cheng Mo, maybe Cheng Mo would have time to fight underwater with him in the shallow sea." Ling Xi replied, stood up and moved a bit, "Before you are in pain Howling ghosts and howling wolves, I will give you a little time for the two of you."

When Lu Yuanzhe asked about the case, he hoped that he would sit down for a while, but he left them behind with big strides, obviously wanting to give Cheng Mo a chance to educate him.

After he went out, the ward was silent for a full 30 seconds. Cheng Mo lowered his head after putting the water glass away, staring at the pattern on the edge of his bed without moving, as if he wanted to burn through that piece of wood with his eyes.

Lu Yuanzhe decided to take the initiative to speak up. He should admit his mistake and accept it softly: "That...too underestimated the enemy. When I saw you guys coming, I thought I could stop the car."

"Yeah." Cheng Mo nodded, still not looking at him, and restrainedly said, "Be careful next time."

"Yeah." He responded, not being able to read Cheng Mo's emotions, and continued the conversation carefully, "Next time, we will definitely not drift. We are policemen, not acrobats."

"Yeah." Cheng Mo nodded again, not cooperating with his joke.

If he didn't speak, Cheng Mo would never speak. He wanted to use the frozen atmosphere to force him to the point of deep introspection.

"Can you watch me?" he asked.Cheng Mo is so good at hiding his emotions, he doesn't feel real without watching people speak, he doesn't know what's going on.

Cheng Mo shook his head, only holding his infusion hand, the palm was warm.

He thought about it, anyway, Ling Xi said that he was fine and would be discharged from the hospital in two days, so he propped himself up and tried to sit up.

At first he was pretending, but he didn't know that it was really painful, so he didn't even get up and didn't say anything, he took a breath.

"Don't move!" Cheng Mo sat up straight.

The two of them looked at each other, and he saw Cheng Mo crying, the tears rolling in his big and bright eyes, falling down was very shocking.

Being caught crying, Cheng Mo might be a little embarrassed, he looked away in a panic, he only felt that a big battle was about to break out.

"..." If Cheng Mo was angry with him, he would have a belly full of coquettish words to coax Cheng Mo, but now he is a little at a loss.

He is usually afraid of others crying, especially Cheng Mo crying.Cheng Mo's spirit was already suspended on a delicate balance, and it couldn't be let down by him.

But he was still a little dizzy from the concussion, and under the high tension, his brain almost crashed.

Cheng Mo didn't expect that he would raise his head subconsciously, wiped his face in embarrassment, bit his lower lip and remained silent.

"I can only apologize repeatedly when you cry." He pulled Cheng Mo's wrist to pull him closer, and raised his hand to wipe Cheng Mo's tears, but he seemed to have hit the wronged point of the other party, crying uncontrollably up.

"Cheng Mo, don't scare me. I just heard that I will be discharged from the hospital in three to five days, so I shouldn't be disabled. Besides, I want to give you a loving hug immediately after you take off the bandage." He spoke nervously Soon.

"I'm sorry." Cheng Mo apologized to him in turn.

If it weren't for being unable to move, he would have stood up, and now he could only reach out and touch Cheng Mo's head, let Cheng Mo lean closer, and then rubbed Cheng Mo's face back and forth with the back of his hand.

The last time Cheng Mo was hospitalized, he comforted Cheng Mo like this, and this time he was hospitalized, he still comforted Cheng Mo like this.

"My mother passed away in this hospital." Cheng Mo told him.

Which bastard chose the hospital, he really wanted to scold people.

"My mother lived here for two weeks when I was 9 years old." Cheng Mo sat back on the stool, rarely talking about himself, "I stayed here for two weeks, the smell of disinfectant and the sounds of various instruments It's all going on in my head."

He seemed to understand why Cheng Mo woke up so frequently from nightmares in the hospital. When he was with Cheng Mo at home, it was not so serious.

"Actually, I didn't have any real sense of difference at the time, only vague confusion, fear and resistance." Cheng Mo continued, "It took a long time to realize what death is."

If we could turn back time, we would see 9-year-old Cheng Mo being taken over by Cheng Song, being dragged through the process with a blank face, sitting in the corner of the mourning hall all night, responding to everyone's pointing and pointing with sluggishness, as if he didn't hear.

If you can see it, you can also see the scene of Cheng Mo rushing towards the cremation room at the crematorium, being grabbed tightly, and finally kneeling in front of the cremation room door.

But Cheng Mo himself didn't remember, he only remembered that he was standing in front of the cremation furnace, and then fell ill, like a coward trying to survive, he didn't even take a step with his legs.

"You are lying here. I thought it would take a long time for me to find the feeling of grief, but I didn't." Cheng Mo held his hand, and it took him a while to realize that the squeeze was too tight, then he let it go, and turned to hold his hand. Lie down next to his ear, and whispered to him, "I've grown up a bit, and I've been afraid of your death ever since I saw you fall into the sea."

"I'm so afraid that you're going to die, so I'll show my heart to you. I shouldn't almost die in front of you." He moved closer, and finally kissed Lu Yuanzhe's face lightly, "I'm sorry, I won't do it again."

Originally, at this time, I should have thought "Cheng Mo has completely given up his heroism and sacrificed himself, and made a lot of money", but Lu Yuanzhe's mind was full of money, money, money, and Cheng Mo kissed me.

If a near-miss car accident made such a profit, he would like to do it a few more times, and maybe send it to the bridal chamber.

Then Cheng Mo brought back his dangerous thoughts with one sentence——

"Don't die, I'm afraid."

He hated himself for not being made of steel and iron, for not being able to resurrect on the spot with full blood.

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Lu Yuanzhe's brain recovered the ability to think the next day, and he began to idle around, trying to listen in on everyone's case from his mobile phone.

But the group of the special case team was as quiet as a vacation all day long. He clearly remembered that Ling Xi told him last night that Ding Chenyu and Wan Yi had gone to report to Sun Yan on his behalf, but none of them showed up today, not even Su Xiaozhi, who was holding back. Those who didn't have anything to do didn't mention a case, and only asked in the group what to order for takeaway.

Cheng Mo didn't go to the task force, he was here to accompany him, the doctor said to keep the ward quiet, he was so quiet that he didn't exist, he was reading a book on nutrition that someone lent him, it was useless, he didn't say a word will learn it.

Finally, he couldn't bear it any longer, and asked in the group: "What about the case? Isn't it our responsibility?"

"Director Tang told you to get out of the hospital quickly, and come to see the case again. Don't lie there and waste medical resources. I'll show you less, so you can leave the hospital earlier." Ding Chenyu replied.

"..." He replied with an ellipsis, and received a private chat message from Ding Chenyu, telling him about Cheng Mo's mother.

"I already know, he's pretty stable today, he's fine." He told Ding Chenyu.

Although Cheng Mo is also very quiet today, it can be regarded as calm, not the one that was on the verge of eruption yesterday.

"That's good. I didn't tell anyone else. I'll leave this task to you. Everyone can't figure it out. You don't know how scary he was yesterday afternoon." Ding Chenyu sighed helplessly as he sent it.

He really didn't know, and it was hard to imagine, but Cheng Mo after he woke up last night was already difficult enough, and it couldn't be worse.

As soon as he put down his phone, someone knocked on the door and came in. Cheng Mo glanced at the doctor in a white coat, smiled and stood up immediately: "Doctor Duan."

"Long time no see." Duan Qunfan also smiled at Cheng Mo, and then greeted Lu Yuanzhe, "Hello, my name is Duan Qunfan, a doctor in the psychology department."

"Is my head really broken?" Lu Yuanzhe was a little nervous all of a sudden.

"No." Duan Qunfan smiled, "I'm here to find Cheng Mo."

"I'm fine." Cheng Mo shook his head, there was an inexplicable obedience in front of this doctor Duan, which made Lu Yuanzhe quite concerned, "He will be discharged soon."

Speaking of this, Cheng Mo looked at Lu Yuanzhe and smiled sweetly, making Lu Yuanzhe puzzled.

He thought Cheng Mo was shy and tended not to let everyone know about their relationship, but when he came to Doctor Duan, he seemed to be acting very ambiguously.

"Oh~" Duan Qunfan understood immediately, smiled meaningfully, and looked at Cheng Mo, "As long as you are fine."

"Yeah." Cheng Mo made room for him, "Sit for a while?"

"Okay, why don't we pour a cup of tea and sit down together for a while." Duan Qunfan nodded.

"Then I'll make tea." Cheng Mo was also bored all morning, so he immediately went to the tea room to make tea and do some exercise.

Seeing Cheng Mo close the door, Duan Qunfan looked at Lu Yuanzhe curiously: "Do you have WeChat? I want to chat with you."

"Ah?" Lu Yuanzhe was stunned for a moment, but still told Duan Qunfan about WeChat.

Cheng Mo soon came back with tea, and Duan Qunfan disappeared after adding WeChat, and began to ask about Cheng Mo's recent situation.

He looked at the phone number written in Duan Qunfan's WeChat, and remembered that this was what Cheng Li said, Cheng Mo's former psychiatrist.

While chatting, Duan Qunfan's topic became a little sensitive: "Do you still dream about it?"

"Yes." Cheng Mo didn't shy away from Lu Yuanzhe being here, nodded, and then smiled affirmatively, "But it's better."

He didn't shy away, Duan Qunfan asked a more in-depth question: "What about the others, are you still thinking about your great ideal in life?"

"No." Cheng Mo shook his head with a joyful expression, "I just promised Captain Lu that I won't think about it for the time being."

"Oh?" Duan Qunfan looked at Lu Yuanzhe again, with a more subtle expression than when he knew their relationship.

"It's not temporary. The word temporary is removed." Lu Yuanzhe corrected.

"Very good." Duan Qunfan smiled, satisfied with the patient's return visit, "Then you continue to flirt, I'm off to work, it's too extravagant to drink tea with pay."

He had just left the house, before Lu Yuanzhe had time to discuss with Cheng Mo whether this "temporary" was an embarrassment to say that he had given up on that absurd heroic sacrifice plan, or it was really just "temporary", Duan Qunfan's WeChat message came over.

Fortunately, Lu Yuanzhe was not drinking water, otherwise he would have to spray himself all over.

Duan Qunfan asked: "Have you done it?"