today's island

Lu Yuanzhe turned in from the window, and glanced at Cheng Mo with uncontrollable emotions. He didn't know whether he was more nervous or angry, but he was shaking anyway.

This was the seventh floor. If it wasn't for the night, there would definitely be crowds of onlookers attracted by the gunfire downstairs. He closed the windows and locked everything he saw and heard in the room.

Who knows what kind of needle it was, although it didn't go in completely, but just like that, Cheng Mo also felt extremely sleepy and paralyzed, his breathing became short of breath, he sat by the bed, and it took him a while to recover.

Lu Yuanzhe took this time to sort out his thoughts, and settled Xu An's body before speaking.

"I thought it was weird before." He walked towards Cheng Mo with a frown, and pulled Cheng Mo up from the ground, without any gentleness as a senior, he asked sharply, "Are you courting death?"

What he asked was not to leave the team and act alone, but to really "court death".

Cheng Mo couldn't stand up at all, and was pulled up by him with a frown. He knelt on the ground and didn't look at him. Although he didn't know when "before" was, he still answered: "Yes."

It's useless to say no, Lu Yuanzhe heard it just now.He finally knew why Cheng Mo had such an expression on the day he came to report - Cheng Mo stood decisive and indifferent at the door of the task force, because he came to be a policeman and wanted to find a case to seek death.

His intuition was right, Cheng Mo's secret was the kind he didn't like.

"Why?" he asked.I guessed from personal psychological problems to religion in my mind, but I couldn't come up with a guess that satisfied me.

"There is no reason." Cheng Mo raised the corners of his mouth, his emotions were much more distant than usual, and his tone was perfunctory, as if what he said was not a big deal, "I don't want to live anymore."

"Go and see if you're sick." He stared at Cheng Mo.

"Of course you can't see it." Cheng Mo still had a smile on his face, and this time he finally looked up at him, "I have no depression, no suicidal tendencies, and no organic diseases. It doesn't work."

"As long as you want the psychiatrist to see it." Lu Yuanzhe didn't believe that this suicidal tendency was not a psychological problem.

"Of course I don't want to, otherwise how could I die without attracting attention." Cheng Mo looked away lightly, "But you underestimated medicine, I really don't have depression."

Lu Yuanzhe has never seen such a self-defeating Cheng Mo. He doesn't know if it's because he can't use his strength, or because he ruined the plan, or because he is actually guilty. All in all, his tone and expression are indifferent. don't look at him.

This is the truth under the shell of Cheng Mo's five good young robot, he let go of Cheng Mo's wrist, and Cheng Mo collapsed, leaning against the edge of the bed, lowered his head and chuckled lightly: "I'm sorry, Captain Lu, for causing you trouble. "

Lu Yuanzhe felt that if he had a bad temper, he would definitely beat him up, but unfortunately he was not, so he had to sit farther away, so as not to damage the scene of the crime.

Cheng Mo struggled to move to the corner, hugged his knees and looked at the ground. It took him a while to remember to take off his blood-stained coat, and wiped the blood on his face in embarrassment.

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"Don't use your brains in the task force." These words echoed in Cheng Mo's mind.

Reinforcements from the police station in the jurisdiction came quickly, and Lu Yuanzhe went to direct the blockade and clean up the scene without saying a word, leaving him to stand up against the corner of the wall, suppressing his dizziness and nausea, not daring to look up, and could only see everyone moving alternately legs.

Never thought that his secret would be exposed, his heartbeat couldn't calm down at all, and he stood stiffly against the wall.

He is not the only one who knows this secret, but he was still young when it was revealed. At that time, he told the truth to someone twice his age, and now it is exposed by others. unexpected.

He was afraid that Lu Yuanzhe would tell other people about it, and he was even more afraid of Lu Yuanzhe himself.

He reviewed that he should not move to Lu Yuanzhe's house and cause so much trouble to Lu Yuanzhe. He really didn't think about leaving any psychological shadow on others, but this "opportunity" came a bit suddenly.

Ever since someone came, Lu Yuanzhe hadn't spoken to him again, which made him even more uneasy, but he didn't dare to test Lu Yuanzhe's attitude. The education he received since he was a child was not only "shouldn't ask" about many things, but also "don't ask questions". can ask".

After a while, Su Xiaozhi came in, and then spoke to him who was standing alone in the corner.

"How is it? Are you all right? What did she call you?" Su Xiaozhi didn't notice anything wrong with the atmosphere at all, only heard Lu Yuanzhe's generalization, staring at the syringe on the ground and asked in surprise.

"I don't know, it might be a sedative." He replied, quietly relieved in his heart, at least Lu Yuanzhe didn't reveal his secret to the public immediately, "I'm just a little tired, I'm fine."

"Then you sit for a while, and if there is a car later, I will take you to the hospital." Su Xiaozhi arranged.

"Well, it's okay, I'm much better." He replied, put on his usual peaceful and positive smile, pulled the chair to the corner and sat down.

Then Su Xiaozhi continued to work without thinking much about it.

For cases that happened in the hotel, the sooner the team is closed, the better.So there are so many people here, but it still feels like there are not enough people. Everyone has their own busy affairs, and no one has time to stop and chat.

Feeling a bit redundant, Cheng Mo wanted to move outside, but as soon as he moved, Lu Yuanzhe looked over: "Stay here."

He just sat back and watched everyone coming and going, and finally Ding Chenyu came, and Lu Yuanzhe sent Ding Chenyu to take him to the hospital.

"What's wrong?" Ding Chenyu was much more sensitive, and he could tell something was wrong without listening to the general process.

"Just send him to the hospital." Lu Yuanzhe ordered, only rest assured to Ding Chenyu, "Don't leave, keep an eye on him, don't let him run around."

"En." Lu Yuanzhe didn't say anything, Ding Chenyu didn't ask any more questions, and quietly sent him to the hospital.

The atmosphere in the car was also very frozen. Ding Chenyu didn't ask him what happened, and he didn't want to speak up to attract questions, so he just sat stiffly and watched the busy traffic outside the car window.

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The injection is succinylcholine. If the injection is completely injected, there is a high probability that the patient will not be able to recover.

Ding Chenyu still didn't ask any more questions, gave Cheng Mo a bottle of water, and then lowered his head to play with his phone.Or after Cheng Mo came over, he felt uneasy and couldn't bear the awkward atmosphere, so he took the initiative to say a word to Ding Chenyu: "It would be great if Team Lu didn't ask."

"Impossible, that guy looks casual and talks nonsense, but he can't rub a little sand in his eyes." Ding Chenyu glanced at him and smiled, "I'm different, I have secrets like you, I don't ask You, you don't ask me, it's fine."

"Hmm." He and Ding Chenyu didn't even know what kind of secret each other was harboring, but they both saw that the other was unusual.

Lu Yuanzhe didn't come here until midnight, he could be discharged from the hospital, and was held in the ward again by Lu Yuanzhe.Lu Yuanzhe sat by the bed, just an arm's width away from him, so he didn't dare to move his lowered gaze.

"Then I'll go back first, a lot of things are waiting for me." Ding Chenyu found an excuse and slipped away, leaving the two of them alone.

He was 1 unwilling to face such a situation, intending to say something to cover up, intending to really express his apology, but found that everything was powerless, so he could only shut up.

He was a little annoyed that he didn't die last night, and he confessed all of a sudden, and there was no turning back.

He originally thought that this was a perfect opportunity, who could count as high as the seventh floor, and Lu Yuanzhe could lie outside the window and eavesdrop.

He didn't open his mouth, and Lu Yuanzhe didn't open his mouth either. After fighting with him for 10 minutes, he finally surrendered.He anxiously asked the question, not daring to look at Lu Yuanzhe's expression: "When did you listen outside?"

"It seems like she said you and her mother." Lu Yuanzhe replied, "I was dubious at first, but you let her approach, I'm sure, you are looking for death on purpose."

On the way, he directed Wan Yi to read a series of Weibo posts by Cheng Mo with his earphones. He straightened out Cheng Mo's thinking. Cheng Mo wanted to pretend to be a suitable target to get Xu An out.

He was originally worried about Cheng Mo's safety, and came here because he was afraid that Cheng Mo would jump into the trap of the banquet, but what he saw was the scene where Cheng Mo committed suicide.

He saw Cheng Mo put down the gun with his own eyes, and he was convinced that Cheng Mo wanted to let Xu An kill him from the beginning.This scene was hard to accept, but because of the "epitaph" written by Cheng Mo, he accepted it very quickly.

The "epitaph" written by Cheng Mo really has the breath of death - life starts from me, and I should always have the freedom to press the stop button by myself.

"I really want you to leave the team, but if I let you go, are you really going to die?" Lu Yuanzhe looked at Cheng Mo.

Cheng Mo didn't answer. After a while, he threw out a plea: "Can you not drive me away? I will definitely try my best to complete every task until I die."

"Unfortunately, those who died in the Public Security Bureau were heroes who sacrificed their lives. They shouldn't be cowards like you who are looking for death." Lu Yuanzhe seriously refused.

"Then I'll leave the team and seek death just as you said." Cheng Mo replied stubbornly, talking about the issue of life and death, he still had the childish arrogance of a young master.

He shuddered and hit Cheng Mo on the head: "How dare you."

Cheng Mo covered his head and didn't speak for a while, and waited until he was about to speak up before he spoke up: "Don't drive me away, I won't commit suicide, and I will definitely not let the special case team have a reputation for committing suicide."

After so many sentences, Lu Yuanzhe finally grasped the point he was trying to emphasize: "If you believe in Christianity, you must be killed by him?"

"I don't believe in Christianity." Cheng Mo only denied the first half of the sentence.

Lu Yuanzhe understood that he wanted to seek death, but he didn't want to commit suicide.After a moment of silence, they waited until the doctor came in and urged them to complete the discharge procedures.

On the way home, Cheng Mo hesitated to speak many times, but he didn't say it. Finally, he opened his address book and stopped at Tang Wen's column.

"Don't use Bureau Tang to pressure me. If I really fight against you, your father can't control it." Lu Yuanzhe glanced at him, "I haven't planned to kick you out yet, so don't provoke me."

So Cheng Mo immediately put down the phone, lowered his head, and made another request: "Don't tell anyone else."

"I'm not going to tell them either." Lu Yuanzhe shrugged, even parking was extremely wild today, he made a sharp turn and rushed into the garage.

He obviously didn't sleep well for the past few days, but he wasn't sleepy at all now. He knew that Cheng Mo couldn't sleep either, so he simply ordered wontons for two and sat at the dining table to confront Cheng Mo.

At the end of the confrontation, Cheng Mo was completely defeated by his aura, put down his chopsticks, and honestly apologized to him: "I'm sorry."

He really couldn't bear Cheng Mo's submission to him, and began to examine whether he was too strict with a mentally ill patient.