Insect Star First Psychotherapist

Bai Jiu knew that Yu She was curious about his past, it was a coincidence.

Because there was a cold war before, after returning home that time, Bai Jiu did something that many parents would do secretly.

Check the backpack.

Thinking about it now, Bai Jiu's cheeks are still hot.

He hasn't done this kind of thing yet.

At that time, Bai Jiu's thinking was purely induced because he read a lot of books about the abnormal behavior of the fifteen or sixteen-year-old larva during the rebellious period.

The book says that you can judge the mental state of the larva from the layout of the room and the items in the backpack, so as to prescribe the right medicine and shorten the distance.

Bai Jiu struggled for two days, and finally found a chance to secretly get Yu She's backpack.

Because the development of science and technology has almost completely eliminated paper books, the backpacks of young larvae of this age are mostly original mechas and odds and ends of toys.

But besides those, there is actually a paper notebook in Yu She's backpack.

A thought flashed through Bai Jiu's mind the moment he saw the notebook.

Could it be some extremely private records?

Because the optical brain is connected to the star network and needs to be checked regularly, it is not safe.So Yu She chose to use a notebook to record.

Bai Jiu thought so at the time.

He thought he had found the key, and his heart beat like a drum.

As a result, I froze after looking at it.

There are many words in it, but he can't understand them all.

Bai Jiu has been in the border defense all year round, mixed with fish and dragons, so he is proficient in a lot of Zerg slang.

But obviously, these characters are not worm characters at all, and they have nothing to do with animal language.

But he can understand some arrows, which probably mean the progress of the steps.

what steps?

What is Yu She doing?

Bai Jiu continued to turn back and finally came across a few words of Chongwen.

It seems to have randomly selected some translations from the previous large paragraph of text, and the handwriting is elegant.

【Concealed object, motivation, content and psychological analysis】

[The past (here heavily circled here) influences the future, directivity and negative psychological hints, hopeless avoidance attitude]

【He doesn't cooperate】

……

Bai Jiu couldn't quite understand these intermittent sentences, but with her sensitive intuition, she realized that the "he" probably referred to herself.

He recalled that in the book he had read before, the sense of distance came from lack of understanding, and he realized it immediately.

Yu She wanted to know about his past.

In all fairness, Bai Jiu didn't really want to tell Yu She about the dark past.It wasn't because of his ridiculous self-esteem, he just simply didn't think it was necessary, and he seemed to be trying to sell it badly.

What's more, the relationship between Yu She and him didn't reach that point before, he needs to maintain a strong image in front of Yu She, but now...

He is his hero.

Everything Yu She wanted to know, he would tell him frankly.

This is the most basic requirement for a female insect.

But before that, he had to make sure of one thing.

Thinking of what she saw on the optical brain yesterday, Bai Jiu bit her lip.

After breakfast, Yu She received several more messages from Yang Siming on his optical brain.

He glanced roughly, as if it was about that game again.

Yu She felt that he was really boring, so he directly dragged him into the blacklist, and planned to release him when the turmoil of this matter completely passed.

After he finished his meal, he wiped his mouth with a napkin, and then Bai Jiu hurriedly put down the tableware in his hand, looked at him, his eyes lit up, but then went out again.

Yu She thought he had something to do, so when he was about to get up and go back to the study, he stopped suddenly, and the whole thing became serious.

"what happened?"

The expression on Bai Jiu's face was a little cramped and tangled, as if she was engaged in some intense psychological struggle.

Yu She's head was full of question marks.

He waited quietly, until Bai Jiu finally spoke.

"A She, are you really willing to be my hero?" Bai Jiu said in a low voice, lowering her head without looking at Yu She.

Yu She was stunned for a moment, not understanding why he suddenly asked this question.

It's only a meal, why did Bai Jiu ask such a question suddenly?

Could it be that he regretted it?

Or was that call he just made stressing him out?

Of course, Yu She didn't think that their union that day was purely due to physiological needs, any female Yu She would not be with him, and he also believed that Bai Jiu would not be like that, otherwise he would not have been willing to endure the pain. To be single for so many years.

Or is that because he is actually unmarried?

Yu She looked at Bai Jiu's drooping eyebrows and eyes, the slightly curly chestnut brown hair concealed the white and slender neck.

There are still traces of him a few centimeters below.

He immediately overturned his guess.

When he said that day that he was going to get married, Bai Jiu was obviously extremely excited. Although he didn't show it very clearly, and showed rare inferiority and timidity, Yu She was sure that he was willing.

If Bai Jiu is unwilling, Yu She will definitely not force him.He is not such a bug.

Yu She vaguely guessed his concerns, thought about it, got up and walked over the dining table to Bai Jiu.

He is already a few centimeters taller than Bai Jiu, especially when he is standing and sitting.

Bai Jiu still didn't raise her head, she seemed to be avoiding something, and also seemed to have encountered a problem that she couldn't figure out.

Confused and poor.

Yu She gently stretched out his hand towards him, and then covered his warm side face.

Lifted his head slightly.

"I like you." The young male worm said without a word, looking into his eyes.

"It's not because of any fledgling complex, it's not because of being dependent on others, and it's not because of any bloody repayment."

"I like you only because you are Bai Jiu."

"I want you to be my queen, and it's the same."

Bai Jiubilan's eyes widened suddenly, Yu She almost couldn't hold back the flash of brilliance.

In fact, he really couldn't hold back.

A soft kiss fell on the thin eyelids.

Because of the sudden darkness and nervousness in his vision, Bai Jiu's eyelashes kept trembling.

The heart is sore and swollen, full of joy.

Yu She guessed right.

He watched Yu She successfully win the "Most Beautiful Male" with that short video, and he felt happy.

But when he watched the bullet screen full of messages saying that he wanted to marry Yu She, and that he wanted to have sex with him, he immediately had the illusion that his treasure was separated from others.

There are even some internet worms posting [Don’t make noise about Mr. Miracle on my bed] or small H jokes about Worm Wing.

Bai Jiu felt uncomfortable.

He hated those bugs, and wished he could find them out one by one along the network cable.

But he also knew intellectually that this was impossible.

He can command thousands of troops and ships on the battlefield, but he can't control the wanton sex on the star network.

This strange emotion reached its peak when he saw the royal family personally claiming that Yu She was the most beautiful male he had ever seen.

After the peak, it turned into panic about marriage and strong inferiority complex.

He felt that he was not good enough for Yu She.

I felt it at first, and I feel it even more now.

Yu She will not be happy with him, not to mention he still has such a huge flaw...

Thinking of that nightmare, Bai Jiu's body trembled uncontrollably, and suddenly became stiff as iron.

When he asked that question, he even thought that if Yu She simply nodded, or said yes perfunctorily, he would prepare all the materials in despair and return him to freedom at any time.

But the hero, he actually gave him the right to refuse because of his body, and would say that he married him because he liked him.

Bai Jiu felt that the whole world didn't exist anymore, only the male worm was watching him tenderly in front of him.

The anxious mood was soothed all of a sudden, Bai Jiu bit her lower lip, made up her mind, and suddenly half-kneeled in front of Yu She.

Yu She: "?"

He was startled, and just about to bend down, he saw Bai Jiu holding his knee to stop his movement, and then reached out and touched his optical brain lightly with his own.

"These are my worm information, and all my registered property."

Bai Jiu took a deep breath and said in a low voice.

Yu She shook his head, and said seriously: "You can keep your property for yourself, there is no need to give it to me."

Bai Jiu blurted out: "Then how?"

Yu She: Why not?

He looked at Bai Jiu's anxious expression, and his heart suddenly softened.

He changed the subject: "Besides, you don't want to tell me about those things in the past, and you don't have to force them. Compared with these things, I value you now more."

When saying these words, even Yu She was stunned.

He wanted so much about Bai Jiu's past experience before, but now that Bai Jiu is willing to speak out, he actually refuses?

It really is love that makes insects change.

Bai Jiu also seemed to be struggling, but she was more determined.

Whenever he thought of those dark pasts, he couldn't help but feel sick.He used to always hide these things deep in his heart, never where no worms approached.

But now, there is Yu She there.

Even if Yu She would dislike him and dislike him after knowing it, he still wanted to tell him.

That cold war made him particularly fond of memories, and he was never willing to let down such a hero.

"Everything about me belongs to you." Bai Jiu still maintained such a humble posture, but at that moment Yu She seemed to see his old arrogance, which was rooted in the power of a powerful soul.

"I would like to confess everything to you."

The author has something to say: I need to reduce the number of words, it was too fierce before [cover face]

Starting tomorrow, it will be [-]:[-] p.m. every day~

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