i love her

Su Miao wiped her nose subconsciously, and it turned out to be blood.

She said awkwardly, "It's too dry here, and I don't know why I got a nosebleed."

Seeing that Duan Bainian remained silent, he added, "I really didn't watch it because of those girls!"

Duan Bainian sighed, got out of the car, and helped Su Miao press to stop the bleeding.

After a while, seeing that Su Miao no longer had a nosebleed, the two got into the car and continued to buy moisturizing spray.

After buying the spray, the two continued the journey.

Passing by a temple in the afternoon, Su Miao clamored to go in to make a wish and light butter lamps.

Duan Bainian said helplessly, "You still believe this?"

Su Miao said seriously, "Believe it or not. I believe in karma and reincarnation."

Duan Bainian smiled and said, "Okay, let's go then."

Watching Su Miao walk slowly past the prayer wheel, then light the butter lamp with a pious face, and put her hands together in a decent manner, Duan Bainian also lit a butter lamp.

Coming out of the temple, Duan Bainian said softly, "What wish did you just make?"

Su Miao said vigilantly, "You can't say this, it won't work if you say it."

Duan Bainian laughed and said, "Does the god still have this agreement with you?"

Su Miao pouted, "It's fine if you don't believe me. Anyway, I won't say it."

Duan Bainian blinked, "What I promised is that we can accompany each other for a lifetime."

Su Miao cried out anxiously, "Oh, how did you say it! It won't work if you say it!"

Duan Bainian patted Su Miao's head, "Don't worry, if the gods really want to bless you, they will definitely not care about this."

Su Miao said angrily, "You are so annoying, I don't want to talk to you anymore!"

Duan Bainian made a gesture to take a step back, "Don't you want to? That's fine, I'll go first, you stay here for two days, and I'll pick you up when I come back."

Su Miao trotted to catch up with the person in front, "You asked me to live here and I will live here? I won't!"

She got into the car while talking, "I'm going to follow you."

Duan Bainian held back his smile, "Then follow along."

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The sky is blue, the clouds are white, the road is winding and the wind is violent.

The two of them punched Chaka Salt Lake, Emerald Lake, Devil City, and the road in no man's land all the way.

On the night of the third day, we arrived in Dunhuang.

Su Miao still has a deep memory of the trip to Dunhuang two years ago.

She and Duan Bainian ate at the Shazhou Night Market from beginning to end, went to a performance, and met the staff who were CP fans.

At that time, she and Duan Bainian had not confirmed their relationship, and she struggled every day whether to agree or disagree.

Now that she came to Dunhuang again, Su Miao felt an indescribable feeling in her heart, as if nostalgic, but also as if looking forward to it.

When they arrived at the hotel they had booked in advance, the two put down their backpacks and prepared to go out to find something to eat.

When passing by the front desk, Duan Bainian asked casually, "Do you know where there is good food nearby? The ones with better reviews."

The front desk enthusiastically said, "Shall we go eat now? You two can go camping in the desert. There will be delicious food, a bonfire party, and you can watch the stars at night."

Su Miao exclaimed, "Looking at the stars in the desert? It's so romantic!"

The front desk echoed, "It must be very romantic! Do you two want to go and see it?"

Su Miao nodded and said, "Go, go!"

Duan Bainian on the side is really speechless, the front desk who is hard at selling, I am afraid that he really loves foolish customers like Su Miao to death.

The front desk smiled and said, "Then you two pay the fee. I will call there now and arrange for someone to pick you up."

At this moment, Su Miao remembered that she hadn't asked Duan Bainian's opinion yet, so she turned her head and asked the people beside her, "Shall we go?"

The expectation in Su Miao's eyes was so obvious, Duan Bainian couldn't bear to refuse, "Go."

While talking, Duan Bainian paid the money without any hassle.

Duan Bainian thought for a while, "We'll drive there later, we don't need to send someone to pick us up."

The front desk responded, "Okay, then I'll leave a phone number for you. If you can't find the place, you can call."

After going out and getting into the car, Duan Bainian stretched out his hand and slapped Su Miao on the head, "Why do you believe what others say? It's still romantic, do you see any stars tonight?"

Su Miao looked out subconsciously, only to realize that the sky turned cloudy at some point, with layers of gray clouds.

Su Miao said disappointedly, "Why is it cloudy!"

Duan Bainian continued to poke the knife, "For a tourist city like this, where the front desk recommends a place, you just wait to be scammed."

Su Miao said unconvinced, "That sister looks very kind, I don't think she will cheat us."

Duan Bainian smiled and was too lazy to refute.

Following the navigation, I drove out of the city for a while, and passed through a village before I found a camping place.

It's not the peak season yet, but it's still very lively here.

One side near the village is an open-air restaurant, and the other side is the desert, and many people are sandboarding.

Su Miao suddenly became excited, "Let's go play together!"

Duan Bainian went sandboarding with Su Miao, and within two steps, the shoes were full of sand.

Su Miao giggled, "It's so itchy."

Sand climbing for two hours and sand boarding for 2 minutes.

But after playing once, Su Miao sat down on the ground tired, "Don't play anymore, let's wait for dinner."

Hot pot provided by the camp.

In order to avoid suspicion, the two deliberately found a corner to sit, and when it got dark, no one could see the other clearly.

After eating hot pot, the camp organized a bonfire party.

The flames of the bonfire in the center floated up unscrupulously, and everyone's faces turned red.

With fire in Su Miao's eyes, she pulled Duan Bainian all the way, stepping on the fine sand with one foot deep and one shallow foot, bouncing and jumping with the crowd.

Duan Bainian never liked these things, but Su Miao danced with such dedication, so she had no choice but to follow suit.

The camp at this moment is like a small world.

Surrounded by boundless darkness, only here is a warm and bright bonfire.

Everyone here temporarily forgets their troubles and devotes themselves to the short carnival.

At the last moment of the carnival, fireworks bloomed all over the sky, and colorful fireworks exploded one after another, lighting up the entire desert.

After a while, the fireworks burned to ashes. Seeing the sky fall into darkness again, Su Miao said in frustration, "Fireworks are so short-lived. It would be nice if they could keep burning."

Duan Bainian, "If it can keep burning, you won't think it looks good."

Not far away, the campsite was already distributing camping tents. Su Miao stepped forward to have a look, a little disgusted, "It feels so dirty, we should go back to the hotel to sleep."

Duan Bainian teased, "Stop looking at the stars?"

Su Miao looked at the sky disappointedly, "There are no stars."

Duan Bainian smiled, "Okay, let's go back to the hotel."

It was less than nine o'clock after returning to the hotel, and Su Miao couldn't fall asleep, so she checked Weibo casually.

Inexplicably, a marketing account broke the news.

[Come and find me when you eat melon: A netizen broke the news that Duan Bainian has terminated his contract with Nuanyang Entertainment. It is said that the boss of Nuanyang Entertainment was dissatisfied with the news about Duan Bainian's drinking with him some time ago.No wonder Duan Bainian's activities have decreased a lot recently. 】

Su Miao complained, "The current marketing account really talks about everything, even saying that you and my mother have terminated the contract. How can we terminate the contract with this relationship?"

Duan Bainian who was putting on the mask was stunned for a while, but didn't speak.

Su Miao continued, "Tell my mother later, sending lawyer letters to these marketing accounts is always nonsense!"

Duan Bainian was silent for a moment, then said, "The contract is indeed terminated."

Su Miao opened her eyes wide, looked at Duan Bainian, and said after a while, "When did you terminate the contract?"

Duan Bainian, "The last time your mother came to see me."

Su Miao asked anxiously, "Why do you want to terminate the contract? Isn't it good for you to stay here?"

Duan Bainian smiled, "I want to go out and try myself."

Su Miao was angry and anxious, "You still call me stupid every day! I think you are stupid! You are here, and all the good resources are yours. If you go out and do it yourself, the resources are so hard to find!"

Duan Bainian was a little irritable when he was poked into a sore spot, "Do you think I won't be able to get good resources if I go out by myself?"

Su Miao quickly explained, "That's not what I mean, I mean, you can relax a bit, why bother yourself? You are in Nuanyang, my mother can give you more resources!"

It's okay not to mention He Aizhi, but when it comes to He Aizhi, Duan Bainian just feels like he's blown up.

What He Aizhi said that day was repeated in her ears over and over again, always reminding her how cheap she was in He Aizhi's eyes.

She pulled off the mask irritably, "Anyway, I don't want to stay any longer."

Su Miao, "Why?! I think the resources my mother gave you are pretty good!"

Duan Bainian endured and endured, and finally couldn't help it anymore, "The resources your mother gave me, aren't they all for your sake? So what? If I get along well with you, I will have good resources. If I quarrel with you If there is a conflict, my resources will be stopped? What am I? Should I eat based on your face?"

Su Miao was stunned, she didn't know there was such a thing, she always thought that her mother gave priority to giving good resources to Duan Bainian.

She whispered, "When I go back, I'll talk to my mother carefully, don't stop your resources casually. And...we are in love, so you and my mother are also a family, and my mother will definitely be like a couple." I treat you the same way. There must be some misunderstanding, just wait for me to call my mother later and make it clear. "

Duan Bainian suddenly laughed, "Su Miao, why are you so innocent?"

Su Miao was a little confused.

She didn't understand what was wrong with what she said, why did Duan Bainian look like she told a joke?

She was at a loss, "I really think so. You can definitely solve it after I have a good talk with my mother."

Duan Bai's thoughts turned to one side, and he stopped answering Su Miao's words.

Su Miao hurriedly unlocked the phone and stammered, "You...don't believe me, I'll just... call my mom right now!"

Perhaps it was because of his anger at his own incompetence, or perhaps because of his hatred for Su Miao's innocence, Duan Bainian snatched the phone, and the complaints that had accumulated for a long time gushed out.

"Su Miao, I'm not you."

"You are lucky to have such a powerful mother. Even if you can only memorize the multiplication table in fifth grade, you can still be the first female when you debut.

"I'm different from you. No matter how good my acting skills are, she still has to consider the output ratio before deciding whether to give me resources."

"She's your mother, not mine. Me and her will never be a real family."

Su Miao's mind was buzzing, her mind was full of multiplication tables.

It turns out that Duan Bainian also thinks that she is not a normal person?It's all a lie to memorize multiplication tables only when I like fifth grade...

Frame by frame began to flash before her eyes.

On a rainy night, under the orange light, my father and mother were arguing in the living room.

"Already diagnosed with ADHD, the doctor also said that she learns things differently from others, so of course I have to have a younger brother, so I can take good care of her in the future!"

"She's not really stupid, it's just that she doesn't study well. And the doctor said that she will be much better when she grows up, and she will be no different from normal people. She doesn't need a younger brother to take care of her."

"Just be stubborn! You are in the fifth grade and you can't memorize the multiplication table. Isn't that stupid? If you tell me that my Su family has a silly daughter, I feel ashamed!"

"She is your own daughter! Has your conscience been eaten by dogs when you say that about your own daughter?"

"Anyway, let me stop here. If you want to give birth, you can give birth. If you don't want to, let's divorce. I can't just give birth to a fool."

…………

The picture in memory became clearer little by little.

The anger on Dad's face was exactly the same as the anger on the person in front of him at this moment.

Therefore, Duan Bainian actually doesn't like her either.

Falling in love with herself is really embarrassing for her.

Seeing Su Miao hysterical and motionless, Duan Bainian was startled, and hurried forward, "What's wrong with you?"

Su Miao stared blankly at the person in front of her, "It's nothing, I'm tired, I want to sleep."

After venting, Duan Bainian gradually calmed down, and realized that what he said just now was a little too much, "I'm sorry, I was too impulsive just now, and I didn't choose what to say for a while."

Su Miao hummed, "It's okay, I'm sleepy, I'll go to bed first."

Seeing that Su Miao was unwilling to say more, Duan Bainian hesitated for a moment, then turned off the light, "Then go to sleep, if you have any questions, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

After turning off the lights, Duan Bainian tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. At some point, she squinted in a daze.

When he woke up again, the sky was already bright.

She subconsciously turned her head to look to her side, but there was no one there.

She immediately sat up, looked around, and found that Su Miao's things were gone.

Duan Bainian sat blankly for a while, got up to wash, and then went out.

Passing by the front desk downstairs, the aunt at the front desk said enthusiastically, "Why are you alone? Where's that cute little sister?"

Duan Bainian smiled, "She left earlier."

Auntie looked a little regretful, "Such a cute little girl, I was going to give her some special products today."

Duan Bainian nodded slightly and left the hotel.

After getting into the car, she didn't move for a long time.

She doesn't know where to go.

This trip was originally to accompany Su Miao, but now that Su Miao is gone, she naturally has no meaning to continue.

She also thought about going back to Beijing directly, and then smiled at Su Miao, and the two had a good chat.

But no matter how we talked, the problem still couldn't be solved.

She will feel inferior and sensitive in front of He Aizhi, no matter how much she talks, she will still be like this.

Duan Bainian was taken aback by the sudden ringing in his hand. After seeing the caller ID, he was disappointed again.

It's just a landline phone, it should be an advertisement.

She answered the phone and heard the person say, "Didn't you say you wanted to book a hotel yesterday? Why haven't you placed an order? Let me confirm with you. If you don't place an order again, there is no way to keep it for you."

She disappointed, "No, let someone else live."

After hanging up the phone, she decided to return the car in the city and return to Beijing.

Back at the Beijing apartment, it was already eight o'clock at night.

Having not eaten for a day, Duan Bainian just felt a little weak all over.

She rummaged through the refrigerator and cooked a small bowl of noodles.

The room was very quiet, only the gurgling sound of the pot could be heard.

The apartment has finally returned to its original appearance.

There are no cats and no Su Miao.