i love her

Looking at Su Miao lying on the ground with her eyes closed, Duan Bainian's heart beat subconsciously.

She pushed Su Miao anxiously, "Hello?"

After a while, Su Miao pretended to just wake up, panting, "Duan Bainian, I'm dizzy."

Duan Bainian was not sure whether Su Miao's fainting was real or fake, but this person was still lying on the ground, so he was naturally embarrassed to talk about sending her out.

She frowned and said, "Didn't you see a doctor? Why are you still dizzy?"

Su Miao felt aggrieved, "I haven't been able to eat for the past few days. I only had two mouthfuls of porridge at noon today, and I waited at your door for so long. Of course I'm dizzy."

Duan Bainian suppressed his irritability, "Can you get up? I'll take you to the hospital."

Su Miao regained her spirits all of a sudden, but she couldn't be sent to the hospital. She was about to be sent to the hospital. Didn't Duan Bainian run away again?

She quickly said, "The doctor said that I just didn't eat and my body was weak. The doctor said that I ate normally and recovered in a day or two!"

Duan Bainian was silent for a moment, then got up and said, "Then wait a moment, I'll order you a takeaway."

Hearing this, Su Miao breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that she didn't have to leave tonight.

She got up from the ground in a mess, took a look at Duan Bainian's expression, and said tentatively, "The doctor said, I try not to eat takeaways, they are all seasonings."

Duan Bainian gritted his teeth and said, "It's too bad to beg for food! I only have takeaway here, if you don't eat it, you will be lazy, go back to your own home and let your nanny do it!"

Duan Bainian's tone seemed to be eating people, which made Su Miao tremble, "I...I will eat!"

Half an hour later, the takeaway arrived.

Su Miao consciously took the takeaway from Duan Bainian, opened it, and saw a bowl of preserved egg and lean meat porridge and a small dish of green vegetables.

In fact, she still doesn't have much appetite, but this is the takeaway that Duan Bainian ordered, she didn't want to make Duan Bainian angry, so she decided to finish the porridge in one go.

After drinking the porridge, the nausea couldn't go away, and she was about to vomit, so Su Miao quickly found out the stomach medicine, and swallowed two pills wholeheartedly.

Duan Bainian glanced, "The doctor said how long will it take for you to recover?"

Su Miao, "I don't know. Anyway, I have to get an injection tomorrow."

Duan Bainian was stunned, "So serious? Need an injection for stomach trouble?"

Su Miao, "No, I got the injection because I had a fever. I can't eat because I have a fever."

Duan Bainian sighed inaudibly, "Even if it's a breakup, you should take care of yourself."

This was the first time Duan Bainian spoke in such a gentle tone tonight, Su Miao's nose was sour, and she couldn't help crying.

She sniffed, "My mother said the same thing, but... But when I think about you not wanting me, I can't eat at all."

Duan Bainian remained silent, he didn't even move his eyelids, like a sculpture, with no expression on his face.

Su Miao blinked her sour eyes, "Since I was a child, others have always said that I am stupid behind my back, that I am stupid, and they don't play with me. Only you are different from others. You don't despise me for being stupid, and you are so kind to me. Except me Mom, you are the best person in the world to me."

"You always say I'm sloppy, actually I don't want to be like this, but you...you are so good, everyone likes you, the director likes you, the actors of the same crew like you, even there are so many people chasing you , you can meet men who want to chase you wherever you go. If I don't show my shame, you will run away. "

"I'm always thinking, why do you like me? Compared with you, the people who come to chase me are more than one grade lower. They are either looking at my family's resources or wanting to take advantage of me. No one really likes me."

"After thinking about it for so long, I didn't even think about why you chose me. But I thought... as long as you still like me a little bit, and you haven't completely rejected me, then it doesn't matter if I'm sloppy, as long as I can continue to be with you Together, what is it if you scold me for being shameless?"

Duan Bainian couldn't listen anymore, "Stop talking."

Su Miao choked, "Don't want me..."

Duan Bainian's heart skipped a beat, "I didn't want you."

Su Miao froze, "You...do you still want me?"

Duan Bainian fell silent again.

Why does she like Su Miao?

Duan Bainian's memories before elementary school are all scenes of parents arguing.

Noisy eating, noisy sleeping, and all kinds of trivial matters.

When I was in elementary school, this memory disappeared.

Because the parents divorced.Mom took her back to grandma's house.

In the second year of elementary school, my mother went out to work and left Duan Bainian at the house of my grandparents, so I could only see my mother during the Chinese New Year.

It's not that I haven't cried before, but I cried a few times and knew it was useless, so I didn't cry again.

When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, my mother remarried.Of course, her mother didn't take her to her new home, she still stayed at her grandma's house.

The day she knew her mother was getting married, she cried for a long time because she realized that her mother would not want her anymore.

I lived at my grandma's house for a few more years, during which my grandpa passed away, and my grandma was seriously ill and was taken away by my uncle to take care of her.

She had nowhere to go, and there was no other way, so her mother picked it up for her.It's a pity that, without all these years in between, the mother and daughter lost their relationship early on.

From the beginning of her cognition, she was constantly abandoned, abandoned by her father, abandoned by her mother, and abandoned by her deceased and sick grandparents.

So this caused her to have weak emotions after she grew up, and she was unwilling to give her feelings to anyone, because she was afraid of being abandoned again after giving her heart.Even making friends is just a click away.

Only Su Miao is different.

With Su Miao, she has an endless sense of security. Su Miao is so clingy and needs her so much, so she is never worried that Su Miao will abandon her.

Even after breaking up this time, she was only angry with Su Miao, not disturbed.Because she firmly believed that Su Miao would never abandon her on her own initiative.

Just like every time she drives Su Miao home, it is also because she is sure that Su Miao will pester Su Miao with shamelessness, so she has the confidence.If it was a different person, the other person would run away if they chased him twice like this.

Su Miao's harsh words in the recording still hurt her heart when she thinks about them.But looking at the pitiful Su Miao who was crying in front of her, she couldn't help but soften her heart.

It's not soft-hearted either.

Because only she knows that it's not that Su Miao can't leave her, but that she can't leave Su Miao.

To love someone is to accept her imperfections?

She hates Su Miao's cowardice.

But the reason why she had a desire to protect Su Miao in the first place was also because of this cowardice!

So why hold on to this point now?

Duan Bainian sighed and hugged Su Miao, "I didn't want you."

Su Miao was stiff all over, as if she couldn't believe it, "Duan Bainian?"

Duan Bainian touched the back of Su Miao's head as usual, "What do you want to eat tomorrow morning? I'll make it for you."

After hearing this sentence, Su Miao relaxed after smelling the familiar fragrance. She said in a muffled voice, "Duan Bainian, I miss you so much."

Duan Bainian smiled, "Didn't you see this?"

Su Miao couldn't help grinning and said, "Yes! I see you!"

Duan Bainian hugged Su Miao again, "It's getting late, let's go, go to sleep."

The two reconciled, and Su Miao got up again in the apartment.

Rest at home in the morning, go to the hospital to see a doctor in the afternoon, three meals a day, all cooked by Duan Bainian himself.

Su Miao was so happy that she wanted to roll on the bed. In the past, Duan Bainian seldom cooked at home!She ordered takeout for both.

Actively see a doctor and eat actively. After four or five days, the doctor told Su Miao, "You don't need to come to the hospital. You can continue to take the Chinese patent medicine prescribed for two days. As long as you have an appetite for breakfast, the medicine can be stopped."

After coming out of the hospital, Su Miao smiled and took Duan Bainian's arm, "Let's go, go to the 4S shop."

Duan Bainian was surprised, "Do you want to buy a car?"

Su Miao nodded, "I've already bought it, I'm going to pick up the car."

Duan Bainian, "But you don't even have a driver's license."

Su Miao shook her head and said, "This is a birthday present for you."

Duan Bainian was speechless, "Is this the surprise you mentioned?"

Su Miao asked suspiciously, "Hey? Don't you like it? I bought the Bentayga for you. I remember you looked at this car for a long time last time and even took a test drive. I thought you liked it very much?"

Duan Bainian said incredulously, "Where did you get the money? Isn't this money a bit much for you?"

Su Miao was shy and shy, "I am so old, can I still have no savings? My mother usually gives me pocket money, and New Year's money. A little pay is good!"

After saying this, Su Miao waited expectantly for Duan Bainian to praise her, but unexpectedly, Duan Bainian said in a cold tone, "Return the car later."

Su Miao was not very happy.

This car has almost wiped out all her savings, so why does Duan Bainian still act like she doesn't want it?

She pouted, "I paid the money a long time ago, and the car has been prepared in the store. I just need to pick up the car. I'm afraid I won't be able to refund it."

Duan Bainian, "Wouldn't it be better to lose some money? Why can't I get it back?"

Su Miao was furious, "This is a birthday present for you! Why do you want to return it?"

Duan Bainian said, "This is too precious, if you send it off, I will be happy to accept it."

Su Miao turned her face to one side, "Anyway, I won't refund! Whenever you want it, we two will pick up the car. If you don't want it, just put it in the store!"

Seeing that it doesn't make sense, Duan Bainian compromised, "Well, I will drive the car first, and you will go to take a driver's license test recently. After the driver's license test, you can drive the car. The right to use these months will be treated as if you gave me the right to use it. birthday present, okay?"

Su Miao thought about it, and when she finished her driver's license test, she didn't know when it would be, so she replied, "It's okay, let's go, pick up the car!"

It was already eight o'clock at night when I got home, Duan Bainian cooked some light dishes, coaxed Su Miao to eat them, and then drove Su Miao to take a bath and go to bed early.

After taking a bath, Su Miao got into bed and hugged Duan Bainian, "Hey, you smell so good."

Su Miao rubbed back and forth beside Duan Bainian as if she had no bones, and Duan Bainian just rubbed against her.

Duan Bainian slightly pushed Su Miao away, "Stop rubbing."

Su Miao stopped moving, her eyes rolled around, as if she was thinking about something.

For a moment, she opened her wet eyes and said, "Let's try."

Duan Bainian couldn't believe it and said, "Try what?"

Su Miao had to muster up the courage to say it, but when Duan Bainian asked her, she was immediately discouraged, "Oh, forget it, it's nothing, nothing."

Duan Bainian laughed, and she wrapped Su Miao in her arms, "I've said it all, so there's no reason to take it back."

Duan Bainian didn't believe in the saying that the five elements should make up for what is lacking, until tonight, she believed it.

A few months ago, Su Miao said, "I was called Su Miao when I was a child. I changed my name in the fourth grade. It took a lot of effort."

"Why did you change your name?" she asked at the time.

Su Miao said, "In the fourth grade, my mother asked someone to tell my fortune. She said that I lacked water in the five elements, so she changed the name, saying that it can replenish water."

Now it seems that this water replenishment... is really a bit too much.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-03-3012:07:52~2020-03-3112:08:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Lin Ruobei, Langbian and Mo Han are the favorites of the whole group;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 33 bottles of Mo Han, the favorite of the whole group; 5 bottles of Whale jjjjj; 1 bottle of Miao Xiansen;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!