i love her

The neighbor closed his door cursing.

The draft in the corridor was icy cold, Su Miao stood there for a while, and went downstairs with tears in her eyes.

Su Miao called Didi while crying, and just got in the car, the driver brother looked at Su Miao again and again.

The driver brother started the car, "I feel like you look like a star."

Su Miao froze on the spot when she wiped her tears, "No...you admitted it wrong."

The driver brother, "Really, my wife is a star chaser, she seems to be called Su Miao, and she praises Su Miao for being cute all day long, and my ears get callused."

Su Miao cried even more sadly.

She is not cute at all, if she is cute, why wouldn't Duan Bainian open the door for her?

After getting out of the car, Su Miao took off her mask, and cried all the way home unscrupulously.

Unexpectedly, He Aizhi was at home.

Su Miao, who was grinning and crying, was stunned, "Mom, why didn't you go to the company?"

Looking at the embarrassed daughter, He Aizhi was furious, "Did you go to see Duan Bainian?"

Su Miao avoided her eyes uncomfortably, "Yeah."

He Aizhi said angrily, "Didn't you say that you should try to stay away from her in the future, so as not to let others misunderstand?"

Su Miao shivered, "I...I'll be back after I went...I'll go up first, Mom."

Before He Aizhi could answer, Su Miao trotted up the stairs like a cat whose tail had been stepped on.

It wasn't until she closed the door of her room that Su Miao burst into tears again with a grin.

Woo, she's really useless. baihege

On the way back, she had planned to call her mother to find out what happened.

But when she saw He Aizhi sitting in the living room, she realized that she didn't have the courage to ask.

Even if you cry, you have to hide in your room and cry!

After crying all the way home from Duan Bainian's apartment, Su Miao felt a little hypoxic and dizzy.

She was about to go downstairs to get a glass of water, but as soon as she opened the door, she saw an angry mother outside.

He Aizhi was also very angry. When she was sitting downstairs, she could hear Su Miao crying and howling, just like mourning.

He Aizhi suppressed her anger and tried to calm herself down, "I heard you crying downstairs, why are you crying?"

Su Miao only thinks that He Aizhi is not sure about her relationship with Duan Bainian, so she can't say it's because of a broken relationship.

So she gave a reason, "I... I was so moved by watching anime."

He Aizhi took a deep breath and said, "You don't have to hide it from me, I know you and Duan Bainian were in love before. I didn't go to the company so late last night, I went to find Duan Bainian, and she promised me, Will stay away from your life in the future."

Su Miao couldn't believe it, "You really went to find her?"

He Aizhi, "I found it, is there a problem?"

Su Miao burst into tears again. This time, she finally didn't have to cry behind her mother's back.

This time crying, there was no cry, she just stared at the ground, tears fell drop by drop, like a puppet, without expression.

He Aizhi hated that iron could not become steel, "What is there to cry about? Don't cry!"

Su Miao remained motionless as if she had never heard of it.

He Aizhi, "You don't know what you look like? You can't do anything, but you still want to live with a girl for the rest of your life? When you are middle-aged, if Duan Bainian doesn't want you, you won't be able to find a connection disk! At that time, I will Look who takes care of you!"

He Aizhi paused, "You are not allowed to contact Duan Bainian again!"

Su Miao's tears fell even more fiercely.

He Aizhi hated her teeth, she really committed a crime, raising such an ignorant daughter.

She pushed Su Miao, "Did you hear that?"

Su Miao staggered, still staring at the ground, not speaking.

He Aizhi looked at her daughter for a while, then left the room without saying a word.

Downstairs, He Aizhi found the nanny, "Su Miao is not in a good mood, cook more of her favorite dishes at noon, don't let her go hungry."

The nanny responded repeatedly.

Only then did He Aizhi sigh, took her bag, and set off for the company.

When he arrived at the company, He Aizhi explained to his assistant that the contract to be terminated with Duan Bainian should be settled as soon as possible.

The assistant was a little surprised. The boss took good care of Duan Bainian on weekdays. How could he terminate the contract?But seeing that He Aizhi's expression was not very good, the assistant didn't dare to ask, and said hello.

After a busy day at the company, He Aizhi was really worried about her daughter, so He Aizhi returned home at six o'clock in the afternoon.

The nanny was cooking, and He Aizhi stepped forward and asked, "Does Su Miao eat much for lunch?"

The nanny looked embarrassed. "She didn't come down at noon. I called her. She said she wanted to sleep and asked me not to disturb her."

He Aizhi's eyes darkened, "All right, I'll go up and have a look."

Walking to the door of Su Miao's room, He Aizhi went to open the door and found that it was locked.

She knocked on the door, "Su Miao?"

After a while, Su Miao's muffled voice came, "What's the matter, Mom?"

He Aizhi laughed, "It's time for dinner, why don't you get up yet?"

"I'm not hungry, I won't eat."

He Aizhi, "Why aren't you hungry? Auntie said you didn't eat at noon."

Su Miao's voice was still muffled, "I'm really not hungry."

He Aizhi, "Hey, get up and eat something, okay?"

After waiting for a long time, Su Miao did not answer this time.

On weekdays, Su Miao would have a small temper, but overall she was very obedient, as stubborn as today, which is rare.

So He Aizhi was also a little annoyed, "Su Miao, hurry up and eat, do you hear me?"

Still no response.

He Aizhi was already full of anger, but at the moment she was just coaxing Su Miao patiently.

But Su Miao's silence made her anger inflate like a balloon.

After a lot of patience, she finally couldn't help it anymore, "Don't threaten your mother with a hunger strike. Let me tell you, it's useless! Do you like this meal or not!"

Her response was still silence.

He Aizhi rushed downstairs angrily, and said to the nanny, "Don't wait for Su Miao, let's eat together."

The nanny glanced at He Aizhi's face, and said cautiously, "Okay, I'll serve."

He Aizhi slept all night with chaotic dreams.The next morning, He Aizhi sat at the dining table, waiting for the nanny to bring food.

When she finished her porridge, she didn't see Su Miao come down.

The nanny tentatively asked, "Shall I ask her to come down for dinner?"

He Aizhi hesitated, "You wait until I'm gone before calling out. I'm here, she won't come down."

The nanny replied, "Okay, I'll call later."

At eight o'clock, He Aizhi left the house.

The nurse cleared the table and went upstairs to knock on the door.

"Miaomiao, are you awake? It's time for breakfast."

Su Miao just felt dizzy and nauseated. She said weakly, "I can't eat it. If I want to eat it, I'll tell you."

The nanny tried a few more words of persuasion, but got no response, so she sighed and went downstairs.

Su Miao regained consciousness after being called out by the nanny. She took the phone to see if Duan Bainian had replied to her message.

The whole screen was filled with messages from her, but it was a pity that Duan Bainian didn't reply at all.

Su Miao didn't give up, and sent a new one, "Are you still angry?"

Unexpectedly, this time, a red exclamation mark jumped out directly.

She was blocked.

Su Miao stared blankly at the phone screen for a long while, and the tears flowed out again uncontrollably.

She finally realized that this time, Duan Bainian really didn't want her anymore.

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When He Aizhi returned home at six o'clock at night, the first thing she did was to ask the nanny, "Has she come down for dinner today?"

The nanny shook her head, "No."

He Aizhi threw down the bag irritably, and walked up to the second floor with a cold face.

When he arrived at the door, He Aizhi adjusted his mood, and said patiently, "Miaomiao, what are you doing?"

After waiting for a long time, there was no sound.

He Aizhi shouted again, "Miaomiao? Are you asleep?"

Still no sound.

He Aizhi was a little anxious, maybe something happened?

She knocked on the door vigorously, "Su Miao? Su Miao!"

After a while, Su Miao seemed to wake up from her sleep, "What's wrong?"

He Aizhi coaxed, "Can you open the door for mom?"

He Aizhi waited for a long time, and heard a thud in the room, as if something had fallen on the floor.

She was about to speak when the door opened.

After opening the door, Su Miao staggered back to the bed.

He Aizhi felt distressed, "You still said you weren't hungry, but you seem to be shaking when you walk."

Su Miao just felt dizzy and confused, she muttered, "I'm really not hungry..."

He Aizhi coaxed, "You're already hungry, of course you don't feel hungry. But if you don't eat, your body can't bear it. You can see that you're shaking when you walk. Wake up and eat a little?"

Su Miao said weakly, "If you don't eat, you won't be able to eat."

He Aizhi burst into tears with distress, "Mom is really worried about you like this."

Su Miao said sullenly, "I'm sorry...Mom."

He Aizhi was stunned for a moment, "What are you saying sorry for?"

Su Miao sniffed, "I'm not a good daughter."

He Aizhi wiped away her tears, "What are you talking about? In my mother's heart, you are the best."

As if a switch that had been blocked for a long time was suddenly turned on, Su Miao couldn't breathe from crying for a moment, "Actually... I don't want you to worry, and I didn't skip meals on purpose, but... I'm really uncomfortable, I My head hurts, my chest hurts, my stomach hurts. I also feel nauseous, I can't eat at all..."

Only then did He Aizhi become alert, she stepped forward and touched Su Miao's forehead.

Really have a fever.

He Aizhi asked urgently, "When did you start feeling uncomfortable?"

Su Miao was still sobbing, "It seems...woke up yesterday afternoon, just...feel uncomfortable..."

He Aizhi was angry and anxious, "You didn't feel well yesterday afternoon, why didn't you say anything yesterday?"

Su Miao was silent for a moment without making a sound.

He Aizhi remembered that she lost her temper with Su Miao last night.

She tore off the quilt remorsefully, and pulled Su Miao up, "Get up and change your clothes, let's go to the hospital."

After changing clothes, He Aizhi supported Su Miao to go out, before reaching the stairs, Su Miao knelt down directly.

Su Miao panted, "I can't walk anymore."

He Aizhi hurriedly called the nanny over, "Aunt Zhang! Come here and help me!"

The two got into the back seat of the car with Su Miao sandwiched between them, and He Aizhi drove to the private hospital that he often went to on weekdays.

Through the rearview mirror, He Aizhi's heart was pierced when she saw her daughter staggering in the back row.

Su Miao is still so young, how can she understand the difficulties of life?At this moment, Duan Bainian is the only one in her eyes, but what about after three or five years?Will the two still be as close as they are now?

She has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, and it is not uncommon to see same-sex couples, but very few of them have persisted for more than five years.Because the responsibilities and obligations brought by the paper agreement are less than normal couples, and there is no way to conceive a common child, the relationship between same-sex couples is more likely to break down.

Now that I am not too old, I can still take care of Su Miao for a few years.What about after 20 years?If she was no longer in this world, and Su Miao was alone again, how would she take care of herself?

Maybe after ten or 20 years, Su Miao will finally understand that the road that everyone generally chooses is the best way to go, because there are already many people who are leading the way.

But it will be too late to understand at that time.

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When they arrived at the hospital, He Aizhi registered Su Miao and waited quietly.

It should be a cold, high fever 39.2.

A fever-reducing injection was given, and the temperature subsided quickly.He Aizhi was worried and asked to stay in the hospital for a day.

In the afternoon of the next day, Su Miao took an IV, and the doctor said that her mental state was fine and she did not need to be hospitalized, as long as she came here on time every day.In addition, the stomach needs to be nourished, pay attention to diet.

He Aizhi took Su Miao out of the hospital, planning to come back for an injection the next afternoon.

Looking at Su Miao who was more awake, He Aizhi asked, "Are you hungry now? Go and buy you some porridge?"

Su Miao pulled the co-pilot's seat belt, frowned and whispered, "I really can't eat, it's a bit disgusting."

He Aizhi persuaded, "Doctors say that you can get better quickly if you eat well. How can you do it if you don't eat?"

Su Miao remained silent.

He Aizhi said, "You are still angry with your mother, aren't you?"

Su Miao, "No... I just feel uncomfortable, so I can't eat."

He Aizhi, "Didn't your fever go down? Why are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

Su Miao burst into tears again, she opened her mouth to say something, but fell silent again.

He Aizhi felt so blocked, she pulled the tissue angrily and handed it to her daughter, "Are you still thinking about Duan Bainian?"

Su Miao sniffed and denied, "I didn't."

He Aizhi calmed down and said, "Duan Bainian is just a short episode in your life. In the future, you will meet a more suitable boy, and you will have children and grow old together. That is the way that is more suitable for you."

Su Miao stared blankly at her toes, tears welling in her eyes.

Just a short episode?

There will be no Duan Bainian to accompany her in the future?

That's right, Duan Bainian doesn't even want her anymore, so how could he still be with her?

So, she doesn't have Duan Bainian anymore, does she?

Thinking of this, Su Miao finally burst into tears, "But Mom, what should I do without Duan Bainian!"

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-03-2809:37:15~2020-03-2911:58:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Lin Ruobei 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!