HP Paranoia and Antisocial

"The boy's name will be Tom, Tom Marvolo Riddle."

In a daze, he heard a not very pleasant female voice saying his name.

It was dark and depressing in the orphanage, and Mrs. Cole and others were afraid of him.They thought he was a freak, he was born different from them, and they should worship him instead of treating him like a lunatic and finding some idiot doctor to treat him.He is not sick!

Until one day, a red-haired wizard walked into his room and told him that it was all magic and that he could enter Hogwarts to learn magic.

"I've known I'm different. I've known I'm special. I've known there's something in it," he heard himself say.

"Yes, you are right. You are a wizard." The red-haired wizard affirmed.

"Are you a wizard too?"

"Yes."

"Prove it to me." He was asked to prove it as a matter of course, and he wanted to see if this wizard was qualified.

"Welcome to Diagon Alley."

He was tired of watching another man named Tom open the door to Diagon Alley for him, but he was very excited in his heart, and he finally entered the world of his own kind.

But no matter how he searched, how hard he tried, and how many people admired him, he still found that there was a huge gap between himself and those pure-blooded children.After they graduate, this gap will become more and more obvious.

He knew more about his shameful life experience, so he did not hesitate to blame Morfin Gaunt for killing the Riddle family. The dirty Muggle blood came from his "father", while his "mother" was a magician. Useless fool.He could never be their child, he was a descendant of Slytherin.

"Professor, do you know about Horcruxes?"

"Tom, Tom, I know I can't tell you."

"My God, Tom! Seven! Isn't it evil enough to try to kill a man? Anyway... splitting the soul is evil enough... and splitting into seven pieces..."

The old woman moved closer to him and showed him two treasures: "I think you'll like this, Tom."

On the silver plate, the Slytherin locket and Hufflepuff's gold cup all caught his attention.

"Master, please... please let Lily go..."

"Let me go, Master, let me go and bring Potter to you..."

"Snape's Patronus was a doe, like my mother's, for he had loved her almost all his life, since they were children. You should have found out, actually, that he begged you to spare my mother's life, yes no?"

"He longed for her, that's all, but after she died, Snape admitted that there were other women in the world, purer, more worthy of him—"

"Of course he would tell you that. But he's been Dumbledore's agent since the time you threatened my mother, and has been against you ever since! Snape ended his affair when Dumbledore was dying. life."

"That doesn't matter! Whether Snape is mine or Dumbledore's, it doesn't matter what little stumbling block they try to put in my way! I destroyed them like I destroyed your mother— Like Snape's so-called great love! Oh, but that's telling, Potter, but you won't understand!

"Dumbledore prevented me from getting the Elder Wand! He wanted Snape to be the true owner of the Elder Wand! But I beat you, little boy - I got the wand before you did it, and I got the wand before you When I wake up, I know the truth. I killed Severus Snape three hours ago—”

I killed Severus—!

Waldmont, who was in pain, frantically wanted to kill everyone in front of him. Severus was dead, why are these guys still alive?

Severus will never betray me!

"Severus..."

"Severus..."

"Severus..."

Feeling the overwhelming pressure on Waldmont, Severus forced himself to wake up from his sleep, trying to wake Waldmont and drag him out of the nightmare.

The babblings in the dream were all his name, and Severus felt uneasy because of those chaotic memories.

Perhaps seeking a sense of security and identity from others will make you vulnerable.But taking it from Wardmont, Severus was used to it.

The psychiatrist's words were not wrong. In her opinion, of course people don't have the theory of past lives, but it's not unreasonable to explain the memory of despair as a reflection of his tragic childhood experience.

As the memory became clearer, Severus already had a sense of identification with the two memories.The inferiority complex that was buried deep in his bones when he was young was picked up again - he thought they had disappeared, but they were still there, only in a more secretive way.

Wardmont would like him, and of course he knew it wasn't fake.It's just that the relationship between them is more like an inseparable relationship after getting used to it.That is love, but I am afraid it is different from the love between ordinary lovers.

In this relationship, it seems that Severus is the one who decides whether they can go further, but it is really Waldmont who guides it.

Severus thought that he did not pay enough, his appearance was not as handsome as Waldmont's, he was naive when he did things, and he was not smooth enough in social situations... He was too young, even if his brain was smart enough, But there is also a big gap with Wardmont.

But after the memory was sorted out, recalling that Waldmont would go on the road of splitting his soul without him, and was defeated by Lily's child with a weapon against you, the feeling of inferiority in the face of Waldmont suddenly Just disappear a lot.

Coupled with the undisguised concern for him from Waldmont at the moment, it made him less anxious about his future marriage.

There were many reasons for not being able to face Wardmont before, but it was also the confusion caused by the 38-year-long memory temporarily covering the memory of his life.

The meaning of Wardmont has changed a lot in one fell swoop.

If Wardmont was that crazy, would he still love him?

Severus wasn't sure.If Waldmont had maintained the situation they first met, he might have stayed by his side, but their ending would be to go to destruction together...

"Is it fair?"

Although in his memory he was killed by Nagini because of Voldemort's order, at that time he had a deeper sense of relief than he hated Voldemort.What's more, it was also because of his betrayal and Dumbledore's plot that the Order of the Phoenix defeated the Death Eaters, and Voldemort died so ignorantly.

Severus found he couldn't wake Wardmont, so he had to use the spell.

For children who stay in bed, there are always some wonderful little magic tricks that can help parents who struggle to wake their children up.Although Waldmont wasn't in bed, Severus saw the uncontrollable furniture affected by Waldmont's magic, and knew it would be bad if he didn't wake him up.

The little magic was indeed very useful. Almost as soon as he used it, Waldmont suddenly opened his eyes. His eyes were full of red light, and his murderous intent was raging.

All the items in the room were suddenly suspended in the air.

Severus used magic to stabilize these magic-affected objects, turned|turned|press|up|on|Wordmont: "Look at me! I'm right here, Voldy! It's all over!"

Talking loudly always had the synaesthesia of the vocal cords being torn, but Severus still tried to call Waldmont, trying to wake him up from the nightmare.

"Severus?" Waldmont's frantic magic stopped, and he saw clearly that the face in front of him was Severus's.

"I'm here." Severus put his hands next to Waldmont's ears, and the loose gauze fell away.

Wardmont still felt a little confused, the face of the pale and desperate Severus overlapped with the young and worried Severus in front of him, and his heart seemed to throb again.

Especially the terrible scar on Severus' neck reminded him again of the horrible situation where Severus was pierced by Nagini's fangs - how could a person have so much blood!How could Severus bleed so much! ?

It's all him!It's all him!It's all him!

Waldmont, who had finally calmed down a bit, showed signs of madness again, Severus had no choice but to bend down, and kissed Waldmont's mouth.

Severus met Waldmont's eyes, nervous and ashamed by the red eyes staring straight at him, and immediately covered Waldmont's eyes with his hands.

Thetongue accidental□□lipped into Voldemort's mouth, Severus wanted to withdraw, but Voldemort chased him himself.

Inseparable for a moment, Severus leaned back a little breathlessly, and withdrew the deep kiss.

Wardmont calmed down, and Severus wiped the corner of his mouth hastily with the other hand.

"are you alright?"

"It would be better if you could keep your hands off," Wardmont said.

Severus withdrew his hand, trying to get away, but was caught by Waldmont.

"Don't go. Let me take a good look at you." Waldmont restrained his magic power and summoned the small medical kit in the house.

With the help of magic, the scar on Severus' neck was simply disinfected, and some topical potion to promote wound healing was applied before being covered with medical gauze again.

"You seem to be having a nightmare." Severus was embarrassed by their current posture and just wanted to change the subject.

"You don't seem to have forgotten me?" Wardmont thought that Severus had forgotten something to behave like that in St. Mungo's.

"I saw a completely different memory of me...I feel like it was my previous life." Severus, who accepted it well, had no objection to the idea.

Those memories felt so familiar to him, as if he had experienced them himself.

"Me too." Waldmont thought of the quick success and stupid self, and had the idea of ​​destroying something.

"...Huh?" Severus didn't expect Waldmont to have the same experience, "You won't see yourself turning into a snake-faced black wizard, and being defeated by a Potter with a weapon against you Bar?"

That's black history!Waldmont, who was poked in the sore foot, changed his teeth: "What I saw was a Potter bragging in front of me how you like a lily—" With a little force on his hand, "Should you explain ?”

"Lily's just a friend!" Severus felt ashamed and swayed angrily, "Then why don't you talk about your illicit relationship with Bellatrix?! You still have children?!"

"...the Dark Lord is omnipotent."

"You're just the head of the Ministry of Magic!"

"..." To suffer!Wardmont yelled in his heart that it was dangerous.

"Why don't you explain? I remember seeing the explicit love letters Bellatrix wrote to you at home, and many, many others! You haven't tried each of them, have you?"

"How is it possible?!" They are not of the same kind!Do wizards take a fancy to house-elves? !That's impossible!These people were all like house elves in his eyes, pure tool people, why did he let Severus not want to mess with non-kinds?

Temporarily pass.

Severus calmly communicated with Waldmont about the memories they recalled from their previous lives.The memories between the two corroborate each other and are very complete.

Waldmont's acceptance is obviously higher than that of Severus, perhaps because he didn't care about many things in his life, but Severus betrayed him for Lily and killed Severus. He cares most.Now that it's out of the way, Waldmont understands the reason, which makes him want to beat the snake-faced self to death. The impulsive and reckless self deserves to fail!

"Why do we have such memories?" Severus didn't understand why it was them.

"Maybe it's because of you," Waldmont guessed.

Severus didn't deny this possibility either. When he first had that memory, there was a barrier between their souls.Waldmont urged the contract to be completely transformed into a marriage contract, and Severus also felt that their souls were connected again, and it is not impossible for Waldmont to have a memory belonging to Voldemort under his influence.

No one can fully understand the secrets of the soul until now, so it makes sense that such a mysterious and important existence has the possibility of being unknown.

"Then why do I have such a memory?" It can't be that he should be like this.

Waldmont's eyes fell on Severus' finger. After the last proposal, the ring was stuck on Severus' ring finger, and only Waldmont could take it off.

All his eyes stayed on the ring, and he guessed: "It should be because of it."

Severus looked at the ring: "It?" The style of this ring was not old-fashioned, let alone conspicuous, and Severus never knew it was anything special.

"It is the family heirloom of the Gaunt family, the last descendant of Slytherin, the Resurrection Stone Ring." Waldmont pointed his slender index finger on the dark stone, "This is one of the legendary Three Hallows of Death Resurrection Stone."

Rumor has it that it can bring the dead back to life.

Wardmont thought it was his best gift, and his most precious dead thing.To propose to Severus, he just wanted to give this most precious thing to Severus. The original resurrection stone ring was quite ugly, and he even redesigned it himself, trying to be more in line with Severus' preferences .Unexpectedly, this ring would bring such a change.

A flash of inspiration flashed in Severus's mind, and he suddenly remembered that he hadn't had a good night's sleep since he put on the ring. That memory is exactly the same.

"It seems to be really..." Severus looked at it with mixed emotions.

"It's caused so much trouble... Let me change the ring for you." Wardmont looked Severus in the eye, "Get married."

When you get married, you can change a pair of rings naturally.

"What about Duke and Shanna?"

"They already know I'm Maurice." When Severus disappeared, Wardmont was the first to find them, and Mrs. Prince ripped off his vest.

"Our relationship...is that acceptable to them?" Severus remembered that they had gone to great lengths to hook him into a relationship with a girl.

"They'll accept it." Wardmont said confidently.

The author has something to say:

emmmmm There is a lot of original content in the part where Severus and Waldmont restore their memories.

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