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5 I will

Xu Tian felt that he had never thought about his feelings so clearly, or in other words, he had never thought so clearly.

That's when she picked up the cigarette again and couldn't put it down.

Xu Tian didn't break up with his girlfriend, she said you should go and see how the monitor is doing, and if it's all right, tell me and we'll be done.Xu Tian is always like this, she feels like a preparatory class for girlfriends to boyfriends.She was worried, but she had to.

On Singles' Day in November, my girlfriend called and said that the squad leader had confessed his love to her, and she accepted it.The stone in Xu Tian's heart fell to the ground, and he said that we should break up, and I wish you happiness.The girlfriend's last words were quickly overshadowed by the warm festive atmosphere on the other end of the phone.The phone was hung up, and Xu Tian sat alone in the dormitory without turning on the lights or going to class, his mind seemed empty and full of things.

Zhang Yue sent a text message, but Xu Tian didn't want to reply.I called and didn't want to answer.Xu Tian just wanted to sit down alone like this, and he didn't know how long he sat down.

Zhang Yue finally pushed open the bedroom door.

When Xu Tian saw her, his already numb mood suddenly loosened.Two lines of tears flowed down.

Zhang Yue hurried up and hugged her.

Xu Tian smelled the familiar scent from Zhang Yue's body, and his body subconsciously relaxed, the tense strings were loosened, and tears couldn't stop flowing.Zhang Yue didn't speak or ask, but quietly held Xu Tian's head in his arms.

After a while, Xu Tian calmed down.Before Zhang Yue could speak, Xu Tian said,

"Let's go, we won't contact you in the future."

"Why?" Zhang Yue asked in surprise.

"It's not necessary. It's good for both of us to separate now." Xu Tian didn't raise his head, but the tone of his words was unquestionable.

"But I like you." Zhang Yue continued.

"Then don't like me." Xu Tian quickly answered.

"I want to be with you." Zhang Yue refused to budge.

"Don't like me anymore." Xu Tian still said the same thing.

Zhang Yue stood there for a while, Xu Tian wondered if she was crying in the dark.

"I would like to be with you, I like you, and I want to be with you all the time." Zhang Yue's voice was full of tears.

"Go back, you still have class later." After a while, Xu Tian spoke.

Zhang Yue left without looking back.

Xu Tian rejected Zhang Yue, but was still worried. Zhang Yue's roommate said that she didn't go to class and was crying in the dormitory alone.When Xu Tian arrived at Zhang Yue's dormitory, it was already dark, and she heard Zhang Yue crying loudly, thinking that her bones were aching.

Xu Tian hugged Zhang Yue.

When Xu Tian hugged Zhang Yue, he felt apologetic in his heart.She heard Zhang Yue crying and saying,

"I just like you, I like you very much, and I want to be with you all the time. I can do what she can, and I can do what she can't." Zhang Yue sobbed and looked up at Xu Tian. "You said, don't you like me?"

"I..." Xu Tian didn't know how to answer.

"I don't care about right or wrong, I don't care about the future," Zhang Yue looked at Xu Tian firmly. "I like you, I love you, I miss you, I want to be with you."

Xu Tian set off a stormy sea.She couldn't face Zhang Yue's pain, nor could she answer Zhang Yue's questions.

"Okay, let's be together." Xu Tian said.

Both of them are happy.

"Xu Tian? Husband?"

"Well, what happened?"

"You want me."

"Ah...I can't bear it."

"I love you."

"Me too."

Xu Tian hugged Zhang Yue to sleep for the first time, and said to her the first time something happened to her,

"I hold you in my arms today, you can do anything in my arms."

Xu Tian knows that promises are sometimes weak, but she is willing to fulfill all promises for Zhang Yue.

After the two got together, first the people in the two dormitories, then Meng Yao and Lu Han, and then almost the entire grade, knew about it.There is no way, they like each other so much, love each other, the happiness in their eyes almost overflows when they look at each other.Xu Tian helped Zhang Yue solve the problem of scratching his head, and Zhang Yue never asked Xu Tian to wash any clothes.Not long after the two were together, the weather turned cold.They happily bought a couple's padded clothes and couple's shoes, and ate and slept together every day. Zhang Yue fell into Xu Tian's arms and never came out again.

Although the economic conditions are limited, Xu Tian never forgot to give Zhang Yue some little romance. Buying a grapefruit can also draw Zhang Yue's name on the skin, with a word on the front and a word on the back.The two bought a couple's ring and went to watch a couple's movie. Zhang Yue was doing homework while Xu Tian was able to use the peeled pomegranate to show her a full love.

Xu Tian and Zhang Yue joined the debate team, Xu Tian would laugh when he saw Zhang Yue, as long as she was off the court, Xu Tian would always win.Zhang Yue helped out the chairman of the competition, and Xu Tian tried his best to take pictures with his small mobile phone in the audience.For fear of missing one of her smiles.Xu Tian likes to follow Zhang Yue to take pictures, from the side, from the front, looking down, looking up, indoors, and outdoors.

Their love period was unusually long, and their relationship was unusually good.

During the winter vacation, the two lived like years, chatting from morning to night every day.The two people who don't like taking selfies very much liked taking selfies at that time.Xu Tian used his vacation time to secretly make a video for Zhang Yue, using Zhang Yue’s photos, some from the past, screenshots of holiday chats, and set the background music to I don’t want you to be alone, Xu Tian watched it by himself I read it again and again and sent it to Zhang Yue.She will like it, Xu Tian knows.

Not long after returning to school after the Chinese New Year, Xu Tian suddenly fell ill. His gastrointestinal illness was unbearable. He had diarrhea, stomach pain, and vomiting. Zhang Yue accompanied her every day, giving injections and taking medicine, thinking about her body.Xu Tian felt Zhang Yue's unparalleled love for her for the first time, and she really fell into it.

——"I'm so happy", Xu Tian said, "Maybe after that, no matter what disease I have, I will be cured when I see her. The body is really interesting." Xu Tian smiled, no What more.