The thorny bird that does not want to fall to the ground

Nian Xiaofu had to admit that the noodles she cooked were getting better and better.With his head down, he bit the hot noodles and drank some soup, it was very warm.In contrast, she was much quieter, almost silent.After eating, she held the tea she made and drank it. The seasoning she put on the noodles this time was not the hot and sour one, but the hot one. much better.On the other hand, the oil on the soup was very hot, I don't know if she can accept it.After drinking about half a cup of tea, she put down the bowls and chopsticks, Nian Xiaofu thought about packing up by herself, but she took the bowls and chopsticks first, went into the kitchen, and didn't even drink the tea.The sound of water from the kitchen, and the sound of the bowls and chopsticks colliding, made Nian Xiaofu unable to bear the nostalgia.After a while, when she came back to her senses, she wiped her hands with a tissue, sat beside her, holding a teacup, and said nothing.The clock was ticking, turning, and urging, Nian Xiaofu said first, "It's getting late, I'm going to bed." Put the plastic bag with the medicine box on it, stood up, poured a cup of warm water by himself, turned around, sat down again, opened the medicine box, looked at the instruction manual, piled up two pills of each kind in the palm of his hand, and finally was warmed flooded.Putting down the water glass, Nian Xiaofu lost her patience and wanted to speak again, she stood up and said, "Can I sleep here?" With such a familiar tone, for some reason, Nian Xiaofu felt a fire in his heart. Ignite because of her words, soaring, with a suppressed tone, she said "can't." Obviously, the disappointment in her eyes was so obvious that she couldn't tell what she felt, Nian Xiaofu glanced away, stood up, and said, "Hurry up." Go back, or it will be too late." I don't remember how many seconds passed, she moved away, and walked away gently, only to hear the door being closed.In the empty room, the sound of the quartz clock turning could be heard so clearly again.When I was lying under the covers, I didn't turn over a single page of the notebook that was placed next to me, and my head seemed to be empty. Nian Xiaofu knew very clearly what the rejection just now meant, and it meant that maybe, a long time For a long time, she will not come again.Maybe, it will never come again.Like a stone stuck in the heart, it is slowly corroded by the sulfuric acid in the chemical, but the pain caused by the sulfuric acid is more intense.Nian Xiaofu didn't want to cry, because he didn't understand why he did this at all, maybe, just, he didn't want to do that again, getting close to her occasionally, and being pushed away again, that feeling was too hard.When he fell asleep in a daze, Nian Xiaofu could feel the wetness and tears on the pillow.The heavy snow is falling, and it is getting closer and closer to the end of the year, and the make-up classes are over.Nian Xiaofu, who stays at home and does not go out, the only thing he can do is review, and occasionally look outside the curtains, a vast expanse of whiteness.On New Year's Eve, Nian Xiaofu cooked egg noodles by himself without adding tomatoes.As soon as he finished eating, he received a call from Li Ling, listening to her talking nonsense and telling silly jokes.At that moment, Nian Xiaofu smiled, because there are still many things to cherish.The beginning of the new year sounded in the sound of firecrackers, and slowly disappeared into the ashes of the firecrackers. Looking at the streets swept every day, the snow melted again.In the last semester of the third year of high school, the school started ahead of schedule. When sitting on the seat carrying the books, Li Ling gave her a very warm embrace.Nian Xiaofu almost cried.On the blackboard, the student on duty was rounded up again and again, but she never saw her name again, and knew by accident that she had asked for leave again.In March, when it was just warm and not too hot, the physical education class was only available for two weeks, which was just right for going outside to bask in the sun, and she finally came back to class.The monthly exam turned into a weekly exam, and the test papers piled up in the corner of the room became a hill. Li Ling's test papers were also moved here because her desk was already full.The first time, when Li Ling came, Nian Xiaofu gave her a teacup. Hearing the extremely unpopular joke, Nian Xiaofu suddenly realized that it was actually not as difficult as imagined to let someone else come.When looking at grandma's photo, Nian Xiaofu remembered that grandma used to want to bring her friends to play, but Nian Xiaofu was too scared to do so.But now, Nian Xiaofu wants grandma to see the friends he brought.In April and a half, the weather started to get hot, and the rounds of tests before the college entrance examination gave Nian Xiaofu a headache. He almost failed the physical examination.At the end of the 800 meters, Li Ling was so tired that he fell on Li Ling. After a while, he was able to walk. When the sweat ran down his cheeks, his eyes hurt, but Nian Xiaofu was not in a bad mood. He just felt that everything in his eyes seemed to be Everything has changed.She didn't take part in the sports test because of physical reasons.The temperature rose very quickly in May, no one went to bask in the sun on the playground, and Li Ling didn't find a boyfriend, so she prepared for the final sprint.When I went to the cafeteria to eat, I often met him. Over time, the three of us went to the cafeteria together. Li Ling often asked him to go to the cafeteria, but he didn't get angry. He was really a good-tempered person.But thanks to him, we were able to eat the canteen limited edition set menu.At the last exam at the end of May, when the results were announced on the electronic screen, I watched with Li Ling to check the rankings.Li Ling was ranked 23rd in the whole grade and 25th in Xiaofu. After reading it, when he was planning to go back to class, Li Ling held him back and insisted on looking at the rankings of the science class until he heard Li Ling say "Xiao Ran actually entered the top 20, an improvement of 5 places, Ranked 19th, I'll go." Xiao Ran's name is so strange that Nian Xiaofu thought it was Li Ling's ex.As a result, Li Ling's paw pinched his face for a full minute before letting go, it was horrible, and only then did he realize that Xiao Ran was him, well, I seem to have never heard his name before.Rubbing his face, under Li Ling's contemptuous face, he actively admitted his mistake and was allowed to enter the classroom.The temperature outside was very high, and after coming out for a while, Nian Xiaofu's palms were sweating. Sitting in the empty room, I really didn't know how comfortable it would be.Seeing that Li Ling took the notebook to write down the grades, he took it over and said, "Look, our grades have basically been fixed." I have to say that Li Ling is very careful, and the results of each round of exams are made into data format, which is clear and clear.It was only recently that Li Ling asked about the school she would like to apply for. Nian Xiaofu didn't have too many ideas, but still wanted to get closer to her.As for going to the surrounding cities, Li Ling was not puzzled, and quickly turned over the map of China. For comparison, Nian Xiaofu didn't bother, and glanced over her head. Her grades are very good, basically in the top 1 or top 10 in the school. .I quickly turned my head and glanced out the window, the sun-baked and shiny trees were green, the hot wind was blowing, the branches swayed gently, and the cicadas began to make noise, revealing the beginning of summer and also declaring that it was coming to an end.