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In the midst of chaos, Lu Shiji had a strange dream.

He dreamed that he was back when he was a child, listening to his father Lu Tao explain the scriptures to him in the big study of Lu Mansion in Qijiang City.

What his father taught were the simplest enlightenment chapters, Lu Shiji remembered that he could memorize them fluently in front of others after not learning for a long time, and he was known as a "child prodigy" after that.

But in fact, behind the "child prodigy", besides his cleverness and good mind, there is also the result of studying hard every night and memorizing repeatedly.

His father told him that if he wanted to succeed, he had to make plans in advance.The sooner you gain fame, the sooner you can get resources in the clan.There are only so many things in the Lu family, and there are more people who want to share a share. Although he has advantages as the patriarch's son, if his qualifications are mediocre, sooner or later the limelight will be overshadowed, and the feeling of falling to the bottom will be ten thousand times more uncomfortable than others.

Therefore, Lu Shiji must be outstanding since he was a child, even if he worked hard to be outstanding.

He knew from a young age that the sooner he reaches the high point, the easier it is to get a chance. He must overwhelm everyone in the Lu family.

Later, this goal became the world.

He is the unicorn son of the Lu family who is well-known all over the world, and he was greeted by the century-old school at the front door, with infinite scenery.

Of course, there was the arrangement of his father Lu Tao, but Lu Shi himself was much better than others. At least the Lu family children of the same generation who studied with him could not compare with him in terms of knowledge or understanding. Can't catch up with him.

Now dreaming of the scene of reading when he was a child, although Lu Shiji was slightly surprised, he was more complacent.

He, who has been like this since he was a child, possesses excellent understanding, and he can understand it with just one point.

Like this poem, he memorized it after learning it once, but his cousin Lu Shiwen memorized it seven or eight times!

Recalling this, Lu Shiji looked at himself with a smile.

He waited for the young Lu Shiji to recite poems clearly, waited for his father to smile and nod to him, waited for the servants around him to look surprised and compliment him as a literary star from heaven.

However, he waited and waited, only to see himself scratching his ears and cheeks, stumbling, unable to continue after reading for a little while, and sitting in front of the desk with a flushed face.

He saw his father frowning with dissatisfaction on his face.

He saw the servants covering their mouths and laughing, whispering.

Hearing them saying something like "stupid, not as smart as Master Ayou", he didn't know why he could hear the whispers of others, but the name "Ayou" was like a thunderbolt, blasting him in front of his eyes. Blackened, with bouts of stuffiness.

"Azuo, thanks to the fact that you are still an elder brother, how can you be so careless?"

His father scolded him with a frown.

"Ayou just read it once yesterday and memorized it. Why can't you? Don't think that you can sit back and relax if you are my eldest son. If you are mediocre, sooner or later you will be overwhelmed by Ayou, and you will feel like you will fall to the bottom. It will be ten thousand times more uncomfortable than others."

Lu Shiji was all too familiar with these words, they were taught by his father since childhood.

But in his memory, his father never mentioned "Ayou", nor did he say the word "eldest son".

The father has only one son, and he has no brothers. How can he be "long"?

Lu Shiji was in a hurry.

He wanted to rush to his father to defend himself, but found that his body could not move. He could only watch his young self become more and more flustered under his father's stern gaze, and he couldn't even speak fluently.

"Fool!"

Finally, he saw his father flicking his sleeves, his face sinking like water.

"A fool like you is not worthy of being part of my Lu family. I shouldn't have kept you in the first place. Ayou was the right choice!"

Do not!

Hearing these words, Lu Shiji trembled violently, and the uncontrollable fear and despair hit him instantly, making him tremble involuntarily.

Why?Why?

Why regret it?

Obviously he was chosen in the first place, obviously he was much better than the other one, obviously he was the one who was left behind, why did my father regret it! ?

Ah Yu... Ah Yu!

Lu Shiji gritted his teeth.

Of course he knew the name.

This name, which has become a nightmare since the first time he heard it, has been haunting him like a ghost for so many years, making him never sleep well.

He thought the white fish pendant left by his mother was a unique item, but that day when his uncle asked about the black fish pendant, he didn't know why. Only after asking his uncle did he find out that the jade pendant was only half and incomplete.

Uncle didn't hide from him about the twins.Uncle said that he was a child chosen by the heavens, and he was a winner at birth. Even if that child could leave Qijiang City alive, his fate would not last long, so there was nothing to fear.

But from then on, he felt a sense of crisis in his heart.

He is not irreplaceable.

There is someone in this world who may have exactly the same face and brain as him.

Although he had the upper hand, he didn't grasp it.

Once that person does what he can't do, there will be a reversal of offense and defense between the two.He will become that Ah You, who is only worthy of holding a black fish pendant, living like a mouse in the gutter who cannot see the light of day.

Lu Shiji felt that compared to his cousins ​​in the Lu family, the one named Ayou was more threatening to him.

If he survived for a day, Lu Shiji was not unique, he was the only one who could rival him!

In fact, he was right to be concerned.

That person of the same background as him, he became Mo Zong's son-in-law, pulling a group of beggar sects into the source of disturbance of the current situation.Without Mo Zong, where would the Feng family have the confidence to compete in the world?The army of Xihu broke through the defense line of the frontier army early in the morning, the Sima royal family and the family of the Northland died early, and the only orthodox people in the world were the Lu family of Fengnan County.

But all of this has changed because of that person.

When his father mentioned him a few times recently, his attitude had changed from before. Lu Shiji could see the admiration in his eyes, which made him startled!

He launched a killer, trying to avoid future troubles forever, but in the end...

Thinking of this, the scene in front of him suddenly became distorted.

He vaguely saw a man dressed like himself standing at the door of the study, showing a malicious smile.

He was completely black, like a black shadow, holding a huge black iron barrel in his hand, and pulled down the matchlock with a grinning grin...

boom--

"what--!"

Lu Shiji opened his eyes abruptly, feeling that his body was as wet as rain, cold and sticky, making him very uncomfortable.

He collected himself, only to realize that he was lying in the room, the horrible memory just now was just a nightmare.

"A Tao? A Liu?"

He opened his mouth to call his maid, but found that his throat was so dry and hoarse that it was unbearable.

The two maids quickly opened the curtains, and when they saw him wake up, they were half happy and half worried.

Among them, the one named A Tao stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, and heaved a sigh of relief.

"Mr. Shaolang is considered to have lost his fever, hurry up and ask Mr. Xie to come over."

Atao is Lu Shiji's chief attendant, when she said this, A Liu and several lower-ranking maids immediately started to move.

Within a quarter of an hour, several old men with white beards entered the inner room, and after taking their pulses in turn, everyone showed relaxed expressions on their faces.

"Mr. Shaolang's fever has subsided, and he has stepped out of the gate of hell. Next, just take the medicine on time and take care of it slowly."

Among them, the leader of Xie's Langzhong is Xie Yong, a well-known holy doctor in the Ye dynasty, and the main sect master of the Jishi sect.Many years ago, Lu Tao invited Xie Yong to Nanjun to treat his only son, so Xie Yong stayed in Qijiang City and accepted the support of the Lu family.

This time Lu Shiji was bombarded and fell into the sea. If it weren't for Xie Yong's superb medical skills, it would be impossible for him to be rescued.Even so, because the leg was so badly injured that the flesh and bones were so shattered that it could not be recovered, Xie Yong had no choice but to use the housekeeping skills of the Jishi faction to break the bone and amputate, finally saving the life of Mr. Lu Shaolang.

Only in this way, the danger behind is inevitable.Rao Xie Yongyan invited several brothers of famous doctors to Qijiang City, but Lu Shiji still had a high fever for three days, so he almost left.

After this torment, Mr. Lu Shaolang's body was already damaged, and his internal organs were all damaged.Even if you save your life, it is impossible to be like ordinary people after all, lingering sickness is inevitable.

What's worse is that the medicine is three-point poisonous. Taking medicine for a long time will consume the body, and even the best foundation will be wiped out.

This young gentleman is young, and after a few years, although his life is in danger, it will be difficult for him to have an heir.

But he didn't dare to tell Mr. Xiao Lang that.

This young man was arrogant and arrogant. He woke up and found that his leg was missing a section and passed out directly. Afterwards, he developed a high fever.If he knew the real condition of his body again this time, he would probably become depressed and ill, and his life would not last long.

Xie Yong didn't dare to say it, and Lu Shiji didn't want to hear it either.

In fact, after several people came in to see the doctor, his eyes swept across the door from time to time, hoping to see his father.

but.

Until Atao and others sent the doctor away, the head of the Lu family never showed up.

The absence of his father made Lu Shiji unable to control his irritable emotions. He grabbed Atao and questioned him several times, but all he got was that the master was discussing political affairs with several adults, and he would come over later.

later?when was that

He also asked about his father's whereabouts when he was seriously ill, and he was slightly relieved when he learned that his father had been standing by the bed when he was rescued, discussing the treatment plan with several old doctors.

Lu Shiji knew that he was useless.

He lost a leg and was unable to walk all his life. Even if he could walk on the ground one day, he would no longer be the charming Zhilan Yushu of the Lu family, but just a cripple.

Fortunately, he is his father's "only" legitimate son.

That person, although he has the same face as him, has already voted for the Feng family, and it is said that he is not clear with the eldest son of the Feng family.

Such a person, the eldest son of the Feng family could not let him go, even if he wanted to return to the Lu family, his father would not be able to lose that person.

Lu Shiji looked at his missing leg.

After all, it's useless for a child molested by men to come back.

Thinking of this, Lu Shiji seemed to be at ease, and fell asleep again drowsily.

Until the evening, he was woken up by Atao who told him that the head of the house was coming.

"Father?!"

Lu Shiji's spirit was shocked, and he quickly struggled to get up.

But he was newly injured and couldn't control his body well. He twisted and writhed on the bed several times but failed. Finally, Atao helped him sit up.

Slightly embarrassed.

Lu Shiji was very ashamed. He looked at his father, afraid that his father would show disappointment and disgust in his eyes.

Fortunately not.

Lu Tao remained calm and calm, as if he hadn't noticed his son's gaffe before, and asked him how his body was and whether the wound hurt.

Lu Shiji's mood suddenly relaxed due to his father's concern.

His father did not dislike him, he was still the "only" son in his father's heart, and he was not abandoned.

Thinking about it, he was raised by his father after all, and he has always worked together with his father, which is much more reliable than the one who was thrown away early in the morning.

Even if he hurt his leg, but he made a great contribution to destroying the Hunjun for his father, and his father would not ignore him.

In such self-comfort, Lu Shiji's condition improved day by day.

After all, he was a young man, and he had to take good care of him. Even though the amputated leg could no longer come back, the wound was not reinfected, and new flesh had grown from the broken part.

It's just that the current Lu Shiji has long lost the demeanor of Zhilan Yushu back then.When he fell into the river, he was scratched by a wooden chip, leaving a long scar on the left side of his face, ruining the handsome face of Mr. Ruyu.

He also never looked at his leg, he felt that the wound was ugly, and the bare itchy granulation made him laugh like a monster.

His legs were bruised and his face was ruined.If it wasn't for that person, how could he have fallen into such a miserable situation? !

"Cough cough cough-"

Thinking of Ning Fei, Lu Shiji couldn't help but get angry, and the tightness in his chest came to his throat again.

He was trying to get out of bed recently, but his strength was insufficient, and he was drenched in sweat when he moved a little, and his figure became thinner and thinner.

Atao rushed forward in a few steps, stretched out his hand to support his unsupported body, and let him slowly lean against the bed.

A Tao held a bowl of water, brought it to Lu Shiji's lips, and softly persuaded him to drink it.

"Mr. Shaolang, don't be angry."

Atao said softly, brushing his slender fingers gently over the boy's back, drawing circles, as if to relieve his discomfort, but also as if to seduce him.

Lu Shiji frowned.

He is not someone who has never seen Fengyue, so he can naturally understand the woman's intentions.

But A Tao is his servant who has followed him for many years, and he always knows how to measure.The rules of the Lu family are very strict, low-level maids are not allowed to take orders, and they will be punished for seducing men indiscriminately.

"Lang Jun..."

Atao entangled him like a snake, exhaled like blue, and winked like silk.

"Your lord is depressed all day long, why don't you enjoy yourself on my slave's house, A Tao misses your lord too..."

Before she finished speaking, Lu Shiji pushed her off the bed.

This push took all his strength, he was out of breath, and his face was ashen as a ghost.

"Who asked you to come?"

Lu Shiji clenched his fists tightly and asked fiercely.

"I'm so sick now, you still have the heart to seduce, what do you want?"

"The Lu family's house rules, maids are not allowed to seduce the gentleman without authorization, and those who violate it will be shot with a cane, come and drag A Tao out!"

As soon as he gave an order, there was movement outside the door.

The guards didn't know why, so they followed orders and wanted to drag A Tao away, but she struggled to avoid it, and rushed to Lu Shiji's bed in a few steps.

"Lang Jun calm down! Lang Jun calm down!"

A Tao was startled and frightened, and was very wronged, tears streaming down his cheeks in an instant.

"Your Majesty, it's not that the slaves made their own decisions. This is what the master wants, and the slaves are also obeying orders!"

As soon as these words came out, Lu Shiji's face became even more ugly.

He sneered, and stared at Atao coldly, as if staring at a corpse.

"How could father give such absurd orders, don't make excuses!"

"A Tao dare not quibble, it is indeed the Lord's order!"

Atao cried.

"My slave has been by your side for many years, and has never crossed the line. This time, I really came here by order to give birth to my son!"

"what?"

Lu Shiji laughed out loud.

"Breeding flesh and blood? Are you worthy?"

"You are just a daughter. How can I allow you to be contaminated by the blood of the first line of my Lu family? Come and drag her away!"

Atao's face was pale, a weak woman naturally couldn't withstand the strength of several strong men, and she was dragged towards the door.

"Lang Jun!"

Atao cried.

"Atao knew that he was not worthy of your lord, and he never dreamed of giving birth to your lord's flesh and blood. It's just that your lord took medicine every day, and his body wasted a lot. The lord was worried that his blood would be cut off in the future, so he sent Atao here to share his worries!"

"It's okay if your husband doesn't like Atao. If Atao can conceive, the child will stay. The Lord will choose a lady from a family for you. Your husband..."

Lu Shiji could no longer hear the last few words.

As early as when Atao said the words "the body is exhausted a lot, and he is worried that the blood will be cut off in the future", he was so angry that he spurted a mouthful of blood out of his throat.

Being able to conceive, the father asked a humble maid to test to see if he could conceive a woman, what was he?Breeding bulls? !

His value now only remains for the family, is his father going to give up on him? !

Thinking of this, Lu Shiji couldn't control the emotions in his heart more and more, mouthfuls of blood spurted out, and soon stained his shirt red.

How could his body withstand such wear and tear, the vitality he had managed to recover before disappeared a lot, and he lost consciousness after a moment of dizziness before his eyes.

This time he was suffering from a heart attack, and his illness was urgent and dangerous.After Xie Yong and the others tried their best to pull him back from the gate of hell, the Zhilan Yushu of the Lu family was already so thin that he lost his human appearance.

"Difficult, difficult."

Facing Patriarch Lu's question, Xie Yong shook his head helplessly.

"It's a great fortune to be able to survive to such a degree of physical wear and tear. Don't mention the matter of heirs, otherwise I'm afraid that he will be damaged here."