Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

'Like' is the ugliest feeling in the world.

The sun slanted into the department office in the afternoon. Yan Ziqiao stood alone in front of the bulletin board, gently stroking the pasted science exhibition poster with his fingers, and on the group photo, his fingernails left light scratches.

And the sound of opening the door 'babbling' broke the tranquility.

"Your plan is quite good, but the beginning part needs to be slightly modified."

When Wang Yuyou came back with several kraft paper bags, Yan Ziqiao recognized that the one with tape marks on the bottom was the information she had handed over to the other party.

"So, can you please wait for me for a while, let's discuss and process the information first?" Wang Yuyou put the things in his arms on the computer desk, and added to Yan Ziqiao, "In your Before quitting?"

Yan Ziqiao nodded, and helped Wang Youyou pull out the bag she handed in from the pile of papers. Watching her move, Wang Youyou sighed and said, "You really don't want to stay? This is your specialty, and you can fill in your resume later." Classes will also help."

Seeing that Yan Ziqiao was still silent, Wang Yuyou took the flash drive and continued to persuade: "Or, do you have any special reasons? Anyway, you will wait until the science exhibition is over before you leave, at least to make a name, after all, this opportunity is really great. Rare."

"President, I have always had only one reason. I will be promoted to a junior soon. I simply hope to spend more time on my studies. I really can't take into account the activities of the department society at the same time. I'm sorry."

Yan Ziqiao's voice became hoarse because he hadn't spoken for a long time, and he repeated the words flatly and monotonously, and he didn't know how many times he emphasized the words.

"Well, since you think so, I won't force you, I just feel a little pity." Wang Youyou glanced at Yan Ziqiao with a face full of hatred, and then pointed to the locked iron cabinet, "Give me some money." In a few minutes, the laptop is still inside, so I will borrow the key from the administrator first."

"it is good."

The door closed with a bang, and the department office became silent again. Yan Ziqiao was playing with his phone, thinking of Jiang Yujie.

She should be with her friends now, right?Would it bother her if I called her?Do you think you are too arrogant?

There was no answer to a series of questions, and the person who appeared at the door interrupted her thoughts, and a strong emotion engulfed her whole body.

It was a disgust creeping up from the soles of his feet, and he couldn't get rid of it.

"I haven't seen you come to the academy recently, sister Ziqiao."

The boy's dyed Su Fang-colored hair shone brightly under the setting sun. Several boys behind him saw Yan Ziqiao and followed suit, yelling at each other for their sister-in-law.

With a red face, You Yan stopped a few friends, but from the corners of his mouth slightly raised, it could be seen that he was in a happy mood.

His small thoughts naturally did not escape Yan Ziqiao's eyes, she subconsciously moved the chair a little farther from the door, secretly worried why Wang Youyou didn't come back soon.

You Yan didn't notice her mood, he pulled away the armchair next to Yan Ziqiao and sat down, and took out a chubby black bear doll from the paper bag: "Sister, look, this is what I saw when I was shopping at the night market. , I thought you would like it so I bought it, I wanted to give it to you a few days ago, but you didn’t come, luckily I remembered to bring it today.”

"I can't accept your gift, I'm sorry." Yan Ziqiao was so annoyed that she pushed the paper bag back intact. The other party's undisguised pursuit gave her goosebumps all over her body, but You Yan never directly pierced the bag. With only a layer of paper, she can only fight indistinctly with him.

"But---" You Yan wanted to say more, Wang Yuyou just came back with the key, and Yan Ziqiao rushed up to help open the cabinet as if he had been pardoned, and stored the data in the flash drive.

"Why did you arrive so early?" Contrary to Yan Ziqiao's haste, Wang Youyou appeared quite calm, "Just in time, I have something to announce to you."

Wang Youyou patted Yan Ziqiao on the shoulder, and announced to the group of boys headed by You Yan and the members who just arrived: "From now on, Ziqiao will quit our department, you have to be more responsible, don't let him go rest assured."

The latter sentence is used to comfort family members at funerals, right?If Jiang Yujie heard this, she would definitely complain like this. Even in this situation, imagining Jiang Yujie's reaction after hearing this sentence, she still smiled unconsciously.

Except for her and the president, the others were not so calm, and the Department Office erupted for a while, asking Yan Ziqiao for confirmation.

"Hey, before the science fair?"

"So suddenly?"

"The president is joking, right? Junior, is it true?"

You Yan even wanted to pull Yan Ziqiao's hand directly: "I haven't heard you say it before, is there any reason?"

Yan Ziqiao pulled his hand away calmly, with the same reason: "Because I will be promoted to the third grade soon, I hope to have more time to focus on my studies."

You Yan's hand was empty, and he was a little embarrassed. Yan Ziqiao ignored him, grabbed the flash drive by himself, said goodbye to the others in a hurry, and then left the classroom quickly.

But before she could catch her breath, You Yan had already caught up with her from behind.

"Sister, wait, do you really want to-"

He grabbed her hand again, and the sticky touch frightened her greatly, she twisted her arm frantically to barely shake his hand away.

"Please don't pester me anymore, please, I beg you!"

Yan Ziqiao finally couldn't control her emotions on the verge of collapse. She could no longer hide her disgust and disgust towards You Yan. The skin he touched seemed to be stained with a layer of filth, but it couldn't go away.

"I still have hope, right? Even if you don't like me now, believe me, give me some time, and I will make you understand my goodness." Seeing that the paper had been punctured, You Yan simply broke the jar Falling, admitted his intention.

Seeing Yan Ziqiao shaking his head non-stop, he stuffed the baby black bear in his hand to Yan Ziqiao: "Then at least please accept this, and take it as my heart for you."

"This is... love for you."

Yan Ziqiao's pupils dilated because of fear, You Yan's words overlapped with her past memories at that moment, it was a shadow she couldn't get rid of, and the woman's sweet smile carved a deeper mark in her mind, and she fell into a desperate chaos, Throwing the black bear to You Yan fiercely, turned around and ran away.

Perhaps because she was shocked by the crazy gesture she had never shown before, You Yan did not catch up again. Yan Ziqiao ran several buildings in a row before stopping, almost unable to hold the phone with trembling hands, and it took a lot of effort to dial. Make phone call.

"Hey?"

The moment she heard the other party's voice, the tears that were stubbornly locked in her eyes finally burst, she even forgot to speak, and just let the tears roll down her face slowly.

The voice on the other end of the phone changed from calm to panic: "What's the matter, sister, are you okay? What happened?"

Yan Ziqiao wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and the thousands of words she wanted to confide in were finally reduced to one sentence:

"I want to see you."

"I see, where are you now?"

"In... the school's teaching building, the Heping Building." Yan Ziqiao looked around and recognized his location.

"wait for me."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Ziqiao sat under the arcade, buried his face in his hands, and ignored the whispers of the students passing by.

Jiang Yujie was about to come to find herself. When she faced You Yan at the Department Office just now, the irritability that followed her everywhere seemed to have never existed, and she was completely filled with light joy. She hadn't seen her for a few hours, but she felt like The feeling of Sanqiu.

She took out the small mirror from her handbag and tried to wipe off the tears on her face, but it was all for nothing. The moment she saw Jiang Yujie rushing over, her tears were uncontrollable again.

"Cry if you want, it's okay." Jiang Yujie hugged Yan Ziqiao, and gently stroked her back. She didn't need to speculate, Yan Ziqiao opened his mouth and told her the whole story.

"...Why do you force me to accept his love? I really don't understand, I really don't understand..."

At the end of the sentence, Yan Ziqiao's voice gradually became weaker, and then fell silent. Jiang Yujie still hugged her, looked into the distance, and fell into deep thought.

"...No matter how I hint, I don't pay attention to it, and even go further."

"...I couldn't bear it anymore, so I reduced the number of times I went to the department to study, but even my friends kept telling me about him."

"...I hate when people like me, because love is the most selfish and disgusting thing."

In the empty room on Monday afternoon, in the dormitory, Zhang Lei disappeared as usual, Cao Jingxuan went to Lu Man's dormitory, Zhao Wanru was in a deep sleep because of playing video games all night, Jiang Yujie poured herself a glass of malted milk, and sat at the desk Thinking back to Yan Ziqiao's words alone.

A while ago, Jiang Yujie went to the laundry room to do laundry. At that time, she was also thinking about Yan Ziqiao. She suddenly remembered that Zhang Lei's boyfriend also studied in the Department of Chemistry, so she called her on a whim, asking Zhang Lei to help her. Ask her boyfriend.

It was no surprise that no one answered. Jiang Yujie didn't have any expectations at first, and planned to wait for Zhang Lei to return to the dormitory before arresting her. Unexpectedly, Liu Qiuci, who came to dry the clothes, witnessed her behavior, and the other party offered to help.

"I called once just now, she probably won't answer..." Jiang Yujie stopped in the middle of her sentence, because Zhang Lei answered within a few seconds of Liu Qiuci's dial.

"So are you staying with Gong Zhiyao now? Very good, then please help Yu Jie ask him a few questions, remember, and answer carefully."

Liu Qiuci still had such an elegant and sweet tone, but for some reason, when Jiang Yujie took Liu Qiuci's phone, Zhang Lei's tone seemed frightened, and after asking the question, the other party added: " Hey, did I answer your question well? Don't talk nonsense with Liu Qiuci."

Although Jiang Yujie felt baffled, her question was indeed answered. To put it simply, Gong Zhiyao's friend, You Yan, who belongs to the same academy, started a series of passionate pursuits of Yan Ziqiao since last month, but the other party did not confess directly. However, almost anyone with eyes can see his purpose.

I also asked Yan Ziqiao's friend Huang Shanmei, and she also said that Yan Ziqiao had indeed been a little depressed since about the same time.

After sorting out the whole incident, Jiang Yujie used her mobile phone to find the group photo that Zhao Wanru had sent her. The tall and handsome boy in the middle of the back row was the You Yan that Zhang Lei's boyfriend was talking about.

It started two months ago...Jiang Yujie turned off the screen and drank a big mouthful of milk, so she didn't feel Yan Ziqiao's strangeness until last week. Is it because she doesn't care about Yan Ziqiao too much?Or is it purely because the other party deliberately concealed it?

With a splitting headache, Jiang Yujie took out a blank notebook from her backpack, turned on the old desktop computer, swayed her fingers on the keyboard, and entered the keyword: lithromantic treatment method.

Gugou popped up a row of search information, she clicked on the top webpage, and the system automatically displayed that the last browsing date was January 21, which was the day they dated.

Lithromantic is also known as sexual unrequited love, and some people think it is a type of avoidant attachment personality. Such a person can only give love, but cannot accept other people's likes. It will immediately change from liking to disgust, and even start to avoid the other party.

The cold text on the webpage is exactly the same as Yan Ziqiao's behavior. At the beginning, when agreeing to her confession, Jiang Yujie also tried to understand the way to accompany Lithromantic, but to no avail.

Later, she didn't go deep into the hearts of unrequited lovers, perhaps because in her impression, Yan Ziqiao didn't show too much lithromantic performance, and she was not much different from ordinary girls who love to be arrogant.

Thinking about it now, maybe it was because she didn't have any "like" feelings for Yan Ziqiao, so many things didn't reveal anything unusual.

Every website only writes about the symptoms of lithromantic, and occasionally you can catch a glimpse of the complaints of a few unrequited people on the forum.

However, there is no real advice on treating lithromantic at all.

Jiang Yujie tied up her hair with a rubber band irritably, took out her newly bought notebook, and decided to think in a different direction. With a thought, she changed the search keyword to:

Lithromantic cause.

After clicking on the webpage, the most common possible reasons are listed above: fear of love, family factors and low self-esteem.

Of course, Yan Ziqiao has a fear of love. If it comes from family factors... She remembered Yan Ziqiao's excited reaction when "mother" was mentioned that day. Could this be the reason?

As for low self-esteem, people around Jiang Yujie basically commented on Yan Ziqiao in those few words, either shrewd and capable, or lively and cheerful, but Yan Ziqiao by her side was a shy little girl.

Which one could be the cause of her lithromantic?Or neither.

Zhao Wanru yawned greatly, turned over and poked her head out from under the quilt, Jiang Yujie closed the web page, and did not forget to delete the browsing history, carefully checking the notes she wrote down.

She still couldn't explore the essence of Yan Ziqiao, and she couldn't even be sure whether the Yan Ziqiao she saw in her eyes was the real Yan Ziqiao who was closest to the real one.

But in addition to doubts, she couldn't help but feel curious in her heart, and quietly wrote down a question that she also didn't get an answer on the last page of the notebook:

In my eyes, you are a naughty and timid girl who blushes easily.

So, what kind of person do you see me in your eyes?

The author has something to say: What do you think is the definition of first love?I personally think that the first person I like can be regarded as first love, but some people think that the definition of first love is the first person to associate with, so I am a little curious about other people's thoughts

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