Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

"Sister, listen to me, Dad is coming back, on the [-]th of next month, it seems that the company sent him to Taipei for a meeting? Anyway, he can drop by home when he has time, let me tell you."

Sitting alone at the desk in Room 201 of the dormitory, the words Jiang Shizhe conveyed to herself on the phone yesterday morning have been circling and spinning in her mind.

December 20th... It was not an ordinary day, it was her birthday, her [-]th birthday.

After spending one birthday after another alone, is she still looking forward to something now?

"Wow!"

The sudden shout from her ear made Jiang Yujie drop the notebook on the table in shock, and when she looked back, she saw her roommate Shen Xinying standing by the table. There is Xiao Yue who is 25 years old.

"When did you guys come back? I didn't even notice, where is Wei Ling?"

"We just came back for a few seconds. Wei Ling said that she still has something to buy and she will be back later... Ah! I'm sorry." Shen Xinying bent down to help Jiang Yujie pick up the notebook, but accidentally stepped on it, "Didn't you just now Have you reconciled with your girlfriend? Why do you still look preoccupied?"

Jiang Yujie took back her notebook from Shen Xinying's hand, and slapped off the footprints on it. Concerned that she and Shen Xinying hadn't gotten to know each other well enough to talk about everything, she didn't bother herself—whether to use This is an opportunity to tell them about coming out to their father.

Originally, she planned to discuss with Cao Jingxuan face to face. Cao Jingxuan, who is careful, smart, and understands many people's secrets, is undoubtedly the best person to consult, but Cao Jingxuan and Lu Man have been going to Hualien since yesterday. On the second day trip, in order not to disturb their fun, she didn't want to bother Cao Jingxuan with this matter.

Thinking of this, a question jumped into Jiang Yujie's mind. Why did Cao Jingxuan and the others suddenly decide to travel in the days when there were no consecutive holidays?And he only told her after he left...

At this time, Xiao Yue who put away her backpack turned her head to look at her: "Jiang Yujie, you are back with your girlfriend now, are you going to move out and live with her?"

Shen Xinying lay beside Jiang Yujie's desk, showing a sentimental expression: "We've only been roommates for three months, are we going to separate? Hey, don't leave, just stay here."

Hearing what they said, Jiang Yujie was stunned for a moment. She didn't think about whether she should move out to live with her senior sister. The last time she bothered with this question was during the summer vacation. Relying on myself' as an excuse---in fact, it was because of 'fear that I would like my school sister'. In short, Yan Ziqiao's proposal to live with him was rejected.

And now, with those obstacles gone, they...

"Ah Xin, don't force others to make things difficult for you." Xiao Yue knocked Shen Xinying's head with her knuckles, pulling back Shen Xinying who was crying for not wanting Jiang Yujie to move out.

"But people—"

"What's going on here?"

Chen Weiling opened the door of the dormitory, expressionless: "Xiao Yue, how old are you this year? Why do you always fight with Shen Xinying?"

"What do you mean how old I am? My real age is only---"

Ignoring Xiao Yue's sharp protest, Chen Weiling turned to Jiang Yujie: "Are you very close to Liu Qiuci?"

"Why are you asking that suddenly?"

"I just saw that guy wandering outside our dormitory for a long time. She seemed to be looking for someone. As soon as she noticed that I was paying attention to her, she hurried away." Chen Weiling frowned slightly, "Isn't Xiao Yue We are in this grade, so the person she is looking for is either Shen Xinying or you."

Jiang Yujie shook her head quickly: "No, I'm just like her. I shouldn't be the person she's looking for...?"

Whenever Jiang Yujie saw Liu Qiuci in class, she was always unable to get along with each other comfortably, and except for necessary conversations, Liu Qiuci almost never took the initiative to talk to her, neither good nor bad, ordinary classmates Getting along with each other is nothing more than that.

It's as if the tooth marks incident and the conversation in the community classroom never happened.

She couldn't help recalling the morning when she met Liu Qiuci, the viola played elegantly and calmly, the empty corridors, the birdsong in the distance...

The public phone in the dormitory rang.

Xiao Yue answered the phone: "Hello... I see. Jiang Yujie, your girlfriend is waiting for you at the door of the dormitory."

"Ah, is it already this time? I will go to work later, and my senior sister said she wants to go there with me...Wait, sister Yue, what are you laughing at?" Looking at the blushing face from holding back a smile Xiao Yue, Jiang Yujie asked suspiciously.

Xiao Yue couldn't bear it any longer, and burst out laughing: "Your girlfriend said that she is looking for 'Jiang Yujie, the baby girl in room 201'."

Jiang Yujie's face immediately turned pale.

"Yu Jie, it's almost six o'clock, let's go, or you will be late."

At the door of the dormitory, as soon as Yan Ziqiao saw Jiang Yujie, he took her hand affectionately.Jiang Yujie was helpless: "Can you tell me what the hell 'kiss baby egg' is?"

"Oh, I want to take an oath of sovereignty whenever I have a chance." Yan Ziqiao said with a smile on his face, "By the way, I remember you Yu Jie said before that your birthday is in December, what date is it in December?" ?”

"It's on December [-]th." Jiang Yujie pulled Yan Ziqiao across the school's scholarly avenue, and said half-jokingly, "Why did my sister suddenly ask this, is she trying to celebrate my birthday?"

"That's right, that's it." Yan Ziqiao didn't intend to hide anything, and simply admitted, "On the [-]th, it's about a month away, so I'll hold a surprise birthday party for you just the two of us. "

"Sister, it won't be a surprise if you say it first." Jiang Yujie looked at the energetic Yan Ziqiao speechlessly, "Besides, there is really no need to celebrate my birthday specially, as long as you stay by my side well, we will I feel very happy.”

She said so, but the senior still insisted: "No, I must celebrate for Yu Jie. Back then, you spent the whole day shopping with me in the department store for my birthday. By the way, you gave it to me I still don’t want to use the air cushion powder and concealer palette, I treasure it well, and usually use the powder I bought myself to apply makeup.”

"...Sister, there is no need for cosmetics to expire." Jiang Yujie complained, but she was still a little happy.

After chatting for a few more words, before he knew it, he was about to arrive at the McDonald's where Jiang Yujie worked, and Yan Ziqiao, who rested his head on Jiang Yujie's shoulder, said reluctantly: "Don't forget to call me at nine o'clock, I'll wait for you I'll pick you up after get off work."

"Okay, I got it." Jiang Yujie rubbed Yan Ziqiao's cutely puffed cheeks back and forth with her thumb, "So, I just suddenly thought, doesn't senior sister need to be a tutor today? Why do you have time to send me over? "

Yan Ziqiao replied: "Jiang and his wife are going to take Jiang Zhiyong to the Czech Republic for a trip, so I have a holiday this week."

Mentioning Yan Ziqiao's student Jiang Zhiyong, the first thing Jiang Yujie thought of was his bright red cheeks: "I see, in this way, before you said that he was going to take the entrance examination for our school's nutrition management department, how is he doing now?" ?”

"Oh, the latest mock test results are out, and his physics scores have improved a lot." As Jiang Zhiyong's tutor, Yan Ziqiao proudly raised his chin, "Zhiyong is really a serious kid." , Even if you are in love, you still get such excellent grades in the exam, and you have never neglected your studies."

In Yan Ziqiao's whole sentence, Jiang Yujie only heard one important point: "Jiang Zhiyong has a girlfriend? It's surprising." In her impression, Jiang Zhiyong is quite introverted, and she would be ashamed to meet her face to face in the stairwell Too afraid to look at her boy.

"Well, they've been dating for about three months, and the Jiang family actually forbids him to fall in love during the exam preparation period, so he still keeps this matter from his parents."

Still hiding from her parents... Jiang Yujie lowered her head, she did the same thing when she dated Zhuang Yu---although she only found out later that Jiang Shizhe had already bumped into them kissing at that time.

"Since it won't affect the grades, it's fine to make it public after the academic test is over. I believe Jiang's father and Jiang's mother can understand."

After hearing Jiang Yujie's words, Yan Ziqiao's expression turned even darker: "No, it's not a big problem to be banned from dating by parents during the exam preparation period. The real problem is that Jiang Zhiyong's date...is a boy."

"Eh?"

Jiang Yujie was taken aback, and it took her a long time to realize: "... Will Jiang's parents accept it?"

Yan Ziqiao shook his head: "I don't think there is any way. My own children are still different from other people's children. Most parents hold the idea of ​​'I support same-sex couples, but they cannot be my children'. The Jiang family's parents must be the same."

"However, it is impossible to hide it forever, and one day it must—"

Jiang Yujie hesitated.That's right, it's impossible to hide forever, there will always be a day when she has to be honest, she remembered the news that her father is coming back, not only Jiang Zhiyong, she and her senior sister also have to face this problem, what should she--

"Then I'll take you here, see you later, remember to miss me... Well, what's the matter? Yu Jie."

"Senior sister, that---" Standing in front of the glass door of McDonald's, Jiang Yujie bit her lower lip until the smell of blood came out of her mouth, "---the nearby stalls are holding fireworks Do you want to go to the embankment to watch the fireworks together on Saturday night?

Yan Ziqiao naturally agreed without saying a word. She leaned forward and kissed Jiang Yujie's nose: "Yeah, it's a deal."

Saying goodbye to her senior sister, Jiang Yujie entered McDonald's with a bottom line of [-] o'clock. After apologizing to the store manager Chen in a low voice, she changed into her uniform in the staff lounge. Today she is on duty at the cashier.

Looking back on her senior sister's bright smile, Jiang Yujie had mixed feelings in her heart. She would never abandon Yan Ziqiao anyway, because unlike herself and her family, her senior sister and senior sister only had herself.

She didn't understand what to do to make her senior happy.

Her love for her father was as deep as her complaints against him. After her mother remarried, her father was the most important person in her life. If her father objected—she dared not continue thinking about it.

Suppressing the troubled mood, Jiang Yujie squeezed out a smile, and met the eyes of the next guest.

"Liu---"

Seeing Liu Qiuci standing in front of her reminded me of the phrase Chen Weiling told herself in the afternoon, "Liu Qiuci seems to have something to ask you".Jiang Yujie almost called out the other party's name, but she quickly realized her responsibilities at the moment, suppressed the urge to talk to the other party, and curled her stiff mouth: "Hello, what would you like to order?"

"...Please give me a package A."

"Okay, the total is 122 yuan."

While inputting the amount, Jiang Yujie peeked at Liu Qiuci's face secretly, only to see that Liu Qiuci's face, which always had a calm expression, showed a bit of anxiety for the first time.

As Chen Weiling said, she obviously has something to say to herself.

After confirming that there were no other customers behind Liu Qiuci, and that the big head Chen was not paying attention here, Jiang Yujie leaned forward and said to Liu Qiuci with her lips: "If you have something to do, can you wait until I get off work?"

Liu Qiuci's lips trembled slightly, and her dark brown eyes stared intently at Jiang Yujie's: "Are you with her again?"

Jiang Yujie looked away: "Yes."

"Really, I wish you happiness for a long time, and then---" the complex expression in Liu Qiuci's eyes flashed for a short moment, and her sweet and decent smile soon returned to her face, "---you asked me if I I have something to tell you, and my answer is, no, I have nothing to tell you."

After taking her own meal, Liu Qiuci turned around, and her long dark brown curly hair quickly disappeared behind the glass door.

Jiang Yujie lowered her head.

She's always been good at playing dumb.

It is far easier for her to use the word "pretending to be stupid" to the fullest than she imagined.

There was a drizzle outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.Jiang Yujie gave the change to a young woman with a slightly better figure, and after signaling to Datou Chen that her working hours were over, she left the cash register with a tired smile on her face.

Many relationships that are already extremely fragile can only exist by attaching to pretending to be stupid.

When thinking of this, at that moment, Lu Man's round eyes seemed to flash past Jiang Yujie's eyes.

Both sides have a tacit understanding, and both sides also have a consensus, but they don't tell or expose, transparent secrets, just like just now she knew that Liu Qiuci had nothing to say to tell her that she was lying, and she didn't expose the other party.

If it was in the past, she would definitely chase Liu Qiuci and ask the other party to tell all the troubles, but now she can no longer treat everything equally.

There are too many things that bother her now. She naively thought that after being with Yan Ziqiao again, all difficulties would be solved, but---

The anticipation and hesitation of meeting the father whom I haven't seen for a long time, the pressure of coming out, the trouble of how to communicate with my seniors, and Lu Man...

Compared with Mohist universal love, Confucian love is more in line with human nature. She doesn't have great sentiments like Huang Shanmei, nor can she be gentle with everyone like her father. She is just an ordinary person .

She is very clear and understands that her tenderness is not endless and cannot be given to everyone fairly. What she didn't understand before, she understands now. For her, the most important thing is her family and- --

Yan Ziqiao stood outside the glass door with an umbrella, smiling brightly at Jiang Yujie who had already changed into casual clothes and walked out of the store.

Jiang Yujie took a step forward and hugged her.

"Sister, I like you the most."

A few seconds later, Yan Ziqiao also closed his eyes, and hugged Jiang Yujie's cold body back: "Me too."

Only at this moment, only when I hug you, can I feel that happiness is so close to me, my tenderness, I just want to give it to you alone.