Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

"Yu Jie, can you go out with me?" Lu Man said while holding her hand.

"What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?"

"It seems a little out of breath, I want to go outside to breathe."

"Okay, let me tell Jingxuan first... Where is she? Wasn't she still here just now?" Jiang Yujie looked around the restaurant, but she didn't see Cao Jingxuan, so she pulled Lu Man up decisively, "Forget it, I'll send her a message later, let's go out first."

When I went up to the first floor, the cold wind in the early autumn night came oncoming. In fact, not only Lu Man needed to breathe, but Jiang Yujie herself also needed to leave the hot and depressing environment to let her thoughts and head settle down.

Especially after recalling the past of ignorance at the beginning.

"Phew, it's much easier." Jiang Yujie let out a breath, and stretched under the street lamp. The air in the roast meat shop can't be too good, and Yuetuo is located on the first basement floor, even if it is ventilated. No matter how good the equipment is, it can't compare to the natural breeze at night.

"That's right." Lu Man echoed.

Jiang Yujie turned around and faced Lu Man who was sitting on the bench. Under her gaze, the latter asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

"I'm worried that you're still not feeling well." Jiang Yujie patted her head reassuringly, "But it's okay, it looks like you're all right, really, next time you catch a cold, you should rest at home, I'm worried about you like this. "

Lu Man looked away embarrassedly: "Sorry, next time, I will pay more attention."

Jiang Yujie sat next to her: "By the way, isn't Xiaoman going to participate in the speech contest in the future? Will your cold affect the competition?"

"No, the competition date is almost three weeks away." Lu Man's big round eyes bent into two crescents under her concern, "Compared with this, I am more worried about the competition. As for the poem manuscript, as I said before, I want to write about the theme of 'moon', although I have written it, but I really don't have much confidence in my own work..."

"Would you like to show it to the seniors in the Chinese Department?" Jiang Yujie suggested.

"Well, well... I originally wanted to ask senior sister Zhaole to look it over for me, but she said that she is one of the hosts, and in order to avoid suspicion, there is no way to help me with this." Lu Man smiled wryly.

Jiang Yujie turned her head and thought for a while: "Then, if you don't dislike it, how about I come and take a look for you?"

Lu Man's eyes lit up: "Really? I brought the manuscript with me, so I put it in my bag. I'll go in and get it. Wait for me."

After she finished speaking, she quickly ran to the stairs. Jiang Yujie straightened her legs and kept herself in the most comfortable position. On the surface, it showed that the current time was only close to six o'clock, but the moon was already high in the sky.

It seems that autumn is really coming.

Lu Man came back with brisk steps, holding two backpacks in her arms.

"Here you are." Lu Man handed Jiang Yujie's bag to her with a smile on his face, "I took out your backpack by the way, you don't plan to go back later, do you?"

"Yes, I will definitely not participate in this kind of activity next time. Alas, it cost me almost 600 yuan." Jiang Yujie took back her bag first, and then took the poem draft that Lu Man handed over.

The content of the poem is divided into five sections, adopting the format of a new poem, the rhetoric is not gorgeous, but it uses simple words to overlap to create an elegant and moving charm.

While she was reading carefully, Lu Man quietly looked at her profile, Jiang Yujie's long eyelashes formed a small shadow under the eyes under the moonlight.

"I think Xiaoman's writing is not bad, but the last sentence of the fifth paragraph, 'the dream of disappearing', I think that 'dream of failure' can better echo the first paragraph of 'under the moonlight, the vines The line is full of dreams that are about to come to fruition." Jiang Yujie pointed out her opinion on Lu Man's works.

After listening to it, Lu Man felt that it made sense, took out a ballpoint pen and made changes according to what she said, and said with a smile while making corrections: "The ancients said that the teacher of one character is probably so."

Jiang Yujie couldn't help blushing.

While Lu Man was busy making corrections, Jiang Yujie checked her backpack to make sure that she didn't miss anything in the roast meat shop.

She thought sleepily, should I buy a lo mei and fried squid before going back to the dormitory, Xiao Yue and Chen Weiling would be very happy, they didn't come tonight---

It has been too depressing recently, whether it is in terms of schoolwork or...emotional aspects, the pressure swept over her like a tsunami, engulfing her.

In the past, the time spent with Yan Ziqiao was happy and comfortable for her, but now, she is afraid of facing her senior sister. Whenever she meets her, she feels that she will suffocate at any time.

Instead, now, in this quiet street, staying with Lu Man, she felt relaxed and comfortable for a long time.

Maybe it's because she and Lu Man are very good friends.

"Do you know what the moon is most often used to represent in Tarot?

Lu Man suddenly threw this question at her, Jiang Yujie froze for a moment, then shook her head.

"It represents uneasiness, such as uneasy mood and uneasy situation." Lu Man smiled at her, tapping his toes back and forth on the rough tiles of the sidewalk, "Because the theme of my new poem is not the moon? To write this poem I did a little research on the relationship between the poems."

Jiang Yujie didn't speak, just lowered her head, playing with her fingers, not knowing what she was thinking.

Lu Man carefully looked at her expression, and after careful consideration, he mustered up the courage to speak: "Well, Yu Jie, do you have something on your mind? It feels like you are often absent-minded recently, as if you can't do anything."

"NO, I have not---"

Raising her head, Jiang Yujie subconsciously wanted to deny it, but when she met Lu Man's eyes reflecting her figure, she couldn't easily dismiss the other party's concern.

Why, why was Lu Man the first person who noticed her depression, the first person who expressed concern for her?Is it because Lu Man's mind is far more delicate than those of the same age?

"---Well, I do have some emotional troubles recently." Jiang Yujie held Lu Man's hand, "But don't worry about me, I believe that the things I worry about will be solved, thank you for your concern."

Although the latter sentence "things will definitely be resolved", the element of hope is definitely much higher than belief, but in order to reassure Lu Man and comfort herself, she still said it.

Lu Man withdrew the hand held by Jiang Yujie with a complicated expression, his face flushed strangely: "This...you already have a girlfriend, we still have to avoid suspicion."

"That's right, sorry, I forgot to be careful again."

After the hands of the two parties separated, they were both a little embarrassed. Under the streetlight in the distance, a girl rushed towards them with hurried steps. The girl's shadow was stretched by the dim streetlight.

"Jiang Yujie!"

Yan Ziqiao appeared in front of them wrapped in a beige women's trench coat. She didn't wear a mask, but there were obvious traces of make-up on her face, and her hair was obviously well-groomed, and she was braided into an elegant fishbone braid. On the shoulder, Jiang Yujie got up, and the backpack on her lap rolled to the ground because of her movement, but she didn't realize it.

"Sister, why did you come here? If you have a fever, you should rest at home."

Yan Ziqiao's bangs were all soaked in sweat and pressed against her forehead. She gasped and said, "Because Yu Jie's phone is not working, so I came to you directly. I have something very important to do today. I must tell you, I am afraid that you will have returned to the dormitory if you are late."

The reason why she couldn't get through the phone was probably because she had poor reception in the basement just now, but what she didn't understand was---

"What could be more important than your health? And you wear makeup? Why—"

Jiang Yujie stopped in the middle of her sentence, because she seemed to know the reason why Yan Ziqiao came to see her wearing makeup when she was sick. Just yesterday, her senior sister told her.

"Because I don't want to see you with a sick and ugly face, so I put on makeup." Yan Ziqiao's haggard face could not be completely covered even with heavy makeup, but her eyes were extremely firm, Like two burning lamps.

"I'll take you back. What if you pass out on the way?" Jiang Yujie felt distressed, but she remembered Lu Man behind her. She turned around and said, "Xiaoman, I—"

"It's okay, don't worry about me, senior sister Ziqiao is sick, and you are her girlfriend, so it is right to send her back." Lu Man forced a smile.

Jiang Yujie thanked Lu Man gratefully, then picked up the backpack that fell on the ground, and helped Yan Ziqiao up. Yan Ziqiao meekly led her, but turned to look at Lu Man.

Lu Man was surprised by Yan Ziqiao's expression, because she looked at her eyes full of anxiety, fear and worry, as if she was afraid of something.

Watching the backs of the two, Lu Man has always felt that Jiang Yujie and Yan Ziqiao's way of getting along is indescribably awkward, but just now, the feeling of awkwardness and alienation has become stronger than before.

She couldn't help but think of what she had heard before.

If what Liu Qiuci said is true, then Jiang Yujie told Yan Ziqiao---

"Are you okay?"

In the process of heading towards the apartment, Jiang Yujie looked at Yan Ziqiao worriedly. After seeing Yan Ziqiao waving her hand to indicate that she was okay, she let go of his hand to support him.

"Didn't my sister say that you have something important to tell me?"

Yan Ziqiao didn't look at her: "Yes, I'll tell you when I get back."

The two fell into a long silence. When they came to the zebra crossing, Yan Ziqiao spoke again: "I'm sorry I interrupted your orientation meeting and asked you to send me home."

"It's okay, I was planning to go too."

Even though Jiang Yujie said so, Yan Ziqiao thanked him again, and this time he even bowed slightly.

Jiang Yujie felt inexplicably bored in her heart. Such a cautious but distant manner seemed to return to the strange feeling when they met for the first time at the orientation meeting last year.

She couldn't help stealing a look at Yan Ziqiao, but found that the senior sister's face was full of mixed emotions such as bewilderment, joy, and sadness, which was different from the plain tone, and she couldn't see or read clearly. What is my sister thinking.

She was a little dazed.

In Tarot, the moon is a symbol of uneasiness, so is the senior sister bathed in the moonlight at the moment, bathed in the same uneasiness as she is?

Before Jiang Yujie could find the answer to this question, they had already returned to the apartment. Yan Ziqiao, who was obsessed with cleanliness, disregarded her previous insistence. As soon as she entered the door, she immediately got under the covers and buried herself.

Jiang Yujie thought that she must be too tired, so she helped her take out the makeup remover from the dressing table, trying to remove her makeup, but Yan Ziqiao still refused, defending her makeup to the death, Jiang Yujie had no choice but to put down the bottle and sit by the bed .

"Didn't you say you have something to tell me?"

She gently reminded the other party that Yan Ziqiao sat up on the bed and clasped his hands nervously: "Well, I have to apologize to you."

"Huh?" Jiang Yujie had thought about thousands of things Yan Ziqiao might want to tell her, but she still didn't expect the other party to say this suddenly.

Yan Ziqiao took a deep breath, held Jiang Yujie's palm, and slowly poured out his inner thoughts: "Last night when you came to my room to take care of me, I actually became suspicious of you without authorization, wondering whether your kindness to me came from Yu ... like.

"Don't you think I'm going too far? Yu Jie, you have always been so kind and gentle. You Yan's matter is the same, and Shanmei's matter is also the same. You have always patiently enlightened me and accompanied me through those difficulties. But I twisted your tenderness into an ugly 'like' more than once."

Her words were like a sharp dagger, piercing into Jiang Yujie's heart mercilessly, stirring and destroying it until there was nothing left intact.

When her heart was on the verge of collapse, Yan Ziqiao cut the last door of her heart with a pure and cruel smile.

"I'm sorry, Yu Jie, I won't doubt you anymore, can you forgive me?"

It had reached the point where she could no longer suppress it. Jiang Yujie stood up, shook off Yan Ziqiao's cold hands, and said with a trembling voice, "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

Yan Ziqiao's eyes widened in horror, and he murmured: "No, please don't..."

Tears slowly fell from Jiang Yujie's eyes.With a sad smile, she said word by word in the usual gentle tone: "Actually, sister, you have also vaguely noticed it? I just don't want to admit it. I am not a gentle person. Everything I do It's for myself, because I'm too lonely, that's why I agreed to your confession, and now I can't even keep my promise to you, I'm sorry, I---"

"No! I beg you, don't say it!"

Yan Ziqiao's whispering turned into a snarl, and Jiang Yujie smiled slightly, letting the tears roll down her face.

"---I like you."

It should be difficult to suppress liking someone for a long time. It accumulates day by day, and if there is no channel to vent, it will break the embankment one day.What Jiang Yujie said herself was also confirmed by herself.

The temperature from your palm, the warmth from your smile, I have stolen too much love from you that should not belong to me, and now, I have to return it after all.

Sorry, I was still so selfish in the end.

Sorry, fell in love with you.