Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

Under the table, the hands that were still trembling, even if they kept comforting themselves in their hearts, they could not relieve them in any way.

A surge of regret that is enough to overwhelm the whole body, if everything is returning to that day, that drizzle afternoon---

"Shanmei, I'm here." Yan Ziqiao stood at the door, holding a cardboard box in her hand, and a plastic bag from a supermarket on her right arm, "I bought blueberry chocolate cake and beer."

Huang Sunmi greeted her, and after she came in, she closed the door.

After entering the door, Yan Ziqiao looked left and right: "Aren't your parents at home today?"

"Well, yes."

Huang Shanmei took pizza from the kitchen while answering. When she came out, she saw Yan Ziqiao still looking around in the living room with great interest. She smiled: "It's not the first time for you to come here, why are you so excited?"

Yan Ziqiao put down the paper box: "Because I haven't come for a long time, ah, and then Dai Shu contacted me just now to say that she has something to do at home and can't come today, so today it's just the two of us."

That’s the way it is, no wonder I haven’t seen Weng Daishu yet, Huang Shanmei put all the food on the table, looked at Yan Ziqiao who had happily picked up the pizza, and said: "By the way, you changed to a new lipstick?" She remembered The bullet lipstick she gave Yan Ziqiao was not this color.

"Yeah, before I came today, I asked Yu Jie to accompany me to the beauty store to pick it out, and she said that this color is also very suitable for me." Yan Ziqiao opened the beer can, and seemed very happy to be asked this question.

Huang Shanmei noticed that when Yan Ziqiao mentioned Jiang Yujie, his expression softened significantly.

It was a look she had never shown herself.

"Zi Qiao, let me ask you, after you and Jiang Yujie were together, did you disclose the news of your relationship to everyone in the school?"

Yan Ziqiao nodded: "That's right, we came out at school on the second day of our relationship, and only at Yu Jie's request did I hide it from her family and neighbors."

"Will there be any other pressure? For example, have you ever worried that you will not be accepted by your classmates?" Huang Shanmei lowered her head and added, "After all, both of them are girls, and there will still be worldly problems." Is the pressure there?"

"I didn't think so much." Yan Ziqiao didn't hesitate at all, "Because, I just want to share the joy of being with the person I like with everyone. What's more, it's because I know you guys You are all very gentle and kind people, so I will regard you as the most important friends, right?"

Yan Ziqiao held her hand, and Huang Shanmei lowered her head again, lost in thought.

In fact, she envies Yan Ziqiao very much. Unlike herself who is timid and withdrawn, Yan Ziqiao is always so forthright, trusts with all her heart in those she considers friends, is willing to actively fight for what she wants, and dares to love. Dare to hate, love to cry but be strong...

What about her?Huang Shanmei withdrew her held hand silently, only dared to hide in the dark, wearing a mask called 'friend' to get close to the other person. She was not a gentle and kind person at all as Yan Ziqiao said.

Feeling uncomfortable, she drank the can of beer in her hand and opened a new one.

"Drinking too fast will make you easy to get drunk, don't drink in such a hurry." Yan Ziqiao looked at Huang Shanmei, who had downed her fourth bottle of beer in just 10 minutes, and said worriedly.

Huang Shanmei hiccupped, put down the fifth empty can in her hand, stared at her with misty eyes, and said nothing.Yan Ziqiao felt a little uncomfortable being sized up, and asked uneasily, "Shanmei?"

"You are so beautiful." Huang Shanmei laughed suddenly, "I really envy her, being able to be with such a beautiful you, but Jiang Yujie can also be regarded as a beauty, beauty with beauty, it is really a quick match."

She laughed exaggeratedly, and kept slapping the table with her palms, so big that several beer cans rolled from the edge of the table to the ground. Yan Ziqiao was startled by her actions and hurriedly got up.

"Sunmi, you're drunk. Just say don't drink so much in one breath... I'll help you back to your room to rest first, come here."

Yan Ziqiao stepped forward to lift Huang Shanmei from the chair. After Huang Shanmei was drunk, her body became very heavy, and she kept talking nonsense along the way. Yan Ziqiao was exhausted, so she reluctantly dragged Huang Shanmei to the stairs. Down.

She remembered that Huang Sunmi's room was on the second floor...

"Hey, Yan Ziqiao, I have something to tell you."

Yan Ziqiao raised her head and met Huang Shanmei's eyes, but before she had time to react, Huang Shanmei had already put her arms around her neck.

"Huh---?"

Huang Shanmei smiled slightly, and said softly in Yan Ziqiao's ear:

"I like you."

Why did she do this at that time?

Clenching her fists tightly, if everything went back to that day, that drizzle afternoon, she sure, she definitely wouldn't---

"Hwang Sun Mi!"

The sound of hurried footsteps came from behind, Huang Shanmei woke up from her memories, she turned her head hastily, and it was Yan Ziqiao standing in front of her.

"Sorry, I'm late." As soon as he met Huang Shanmei's eyes, Yan Ziqiao blushed immediately, "Obviously I asked you to come out, but I... I'm sorry."

"it does not matter."

The two fell into an awkward silence, and Huang Sunmei mustered up her courage: "Well, please sit down first, I have ordered your favorite latte for you first."

Yan Ziqiao thanked him in a low voice, and sat down on the plastic chair in the coffee shop.After a long time, she said:

"Sunmi, let me ask you, is what you said that day true? Do you really like me?"

Facing Yan Ziqiao's question, Huang Shanmei hesitated for a moment, then nodded honestly.

"Ah."

"Why...do you like me?"

Huang Shanmei quietly hid her still trembling hands under the table: "There is no special reason, it's just simple, as the time spent together, I gradually developed a good impression of you, liking someone doesn't necessarily need a reason, Isn't it?"

She didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at Yan Ziqiao's face, so she didn't know what kind of expression the other party would have at the moment, would it be disgusted?Or is it as cold as ice?Whichever it is, it's not surprising.

That day, she wasn't really drunk to the point where she couldn't control herself, she was just unwilling, and even desperately pretended to be crazy for a while because of it, only because after Yan Ziqiao had a relationship with that girl, she realized that she had grown up A year of getting along and companionship is not as good as a chance meeting at the orientation meeting.

A hundred times of being touched is not as good as one heartbeat. She deeply understands this sentence, and also, who would stop and look back at such a disgustingly selfish self?

At this point the waiter brought the coffee.

On the other side, Yan Ziqiao still didn't say anything.

In fact, she knew very well in her heart that Huang Sunmi was not the kind of person she thought, but she had always believed in the belief that love is compulsive, selfish, and will hurt others.

But this belief was shaken by Jiang Yujie's simple words.

There is nothing wrong with the feeling of 'like' in itself, what is wrong is the person who hurts others in the name of love.

When Jiang Yujie said this, there was a strange gleam in her eyes. She didn't understand the meaning of that look, but she still wanted to believe in the other party. Maybe it was because somewhere in her heart, she also hoped to continue to maintain this precious relationship with Huang Sunmei. of friendship.

After clearing his mind, Yan Ziqiao took a deep breath: "I, I can't accept Shanmei's confession, I'm sorry."

Hwang Sun Mi tried hard to squeeze out a brave smile: "Isn't this a matter of course? After all, you already have a girlfriend. I caused you trouble, so I should apologize to you. If I didn't... do that, we There will be no grudges between them like now, so it's all my fault."

"No, it's because I..."

"I'm the one who's wrong, right?" Huang Sunmi also insisted.

"Why do we keep rushing to apologize?" Yan Ziqiao laughed, this was the first time she had such an expression today.

Huang Sunmei suggested: "Otherwise, we are half wrong?"

"good idea."

The atmosphere was a lot more relaxed after being disturbed by them. After the laughter of the two of them gradually subsided, Yan Ziqiao continued the conversation just now.

"Although... some things happened in the past, I was a little bit repelled by others liking me, but I still want to continue to be friends with you, because you are my important person, I didn't understand until now This. I know that I am very selfish, but the days without you are really too lonely. I can’t deny this friendship as easily as my past self. I—”

Later, Yan Ziqiao couldn't help sobbing, Huang Shanmei stared at Yan Ziqiao's hands on the table, those hands were also trembling constantly, revealing the master's fear, but no matter how frightened he was, Yan Ziqiao still frankly said, Express all the thoughts in her heart to herself bravely. Unlike her withdrawn and cowardly self, she has taken this step forward.

Huang Shanmei smiled bitterly: "On this matter, I am the most selfish one. If I was not selfish, I would not have confessed to you. In other words, we are all selfish people, two selfish people, continue to be There's nothing wrong with friends, right?"

Huang Shanmei took Yan Ziqiao's hand. The moment the two trembling hands touched each other, they became calm. Yan Ziqiao finally cried, and Huang Shanmei also wept.

Ignoring the eyes of others, they let go of each other's hands after a long time, Yan Ziqiao said with tears in his eyes, "Are we still friends?"

"Nonsense, you said I would only cry if you broke up with me."

Yan Ziqiao drank the cold coffee all at once, then stood up: "Let's go sing coin-operated karaoke."

"Now?"

Coin-operated karaoke is a kind of mini ktv that looks like a telephone booth, with two to four high chairs and a jukebox inside. It is usually attached to a large shopping mall. Huang Sunmi has never been there before, but she was danced by the other party Painful thoughts are confused.

"Yeah, just like when we first hung out, celebrating our reconciliation."

Seeing that Huang Shanmei still couldn't figure out the situation, Yan Ziqiao puffed up her cheeks angrily: "You forgot? After our first conversation with the experimental group, you took the initiative to ask me out to play because I said I don't like the noisy and complicated ktv In such an environment, you will take me to the card shop in front of the earphone line to experience the feeling of singing."

Huang Shanmei still didn't have the slightest impression, but because of this, she foolishly followed Yan Ziqiao to apply for a card. She tried hard to find the gentlest word to describe Yan Ziqiao's singing --- tone deaf?Well, maybe the Ghost Crying God is more appropriate.

"Doesn't my singing sound good?" Just as Huang Shanmei tried her best to resist the urge to rush out of the door, Yan Ziqiao suddenly said this.

Huang Shanmei faltered for a long time, but failed to say "good to hear" out of conscience. Seeing her like this, Yan Ziqiao put down the microphone and sighed.

"Well, I know I can't sing very well, but it's really frustrating that your reaction is exactly the same as last time."

"What's the matter, did I have the same reaction last time? Am I so honest?"

"Hey, Sunmi, you are too much!"

Huang Sunmei laughed: "Although I don't remember much, but fortunately I chose to ask you out at that time, so we can become best friends. I really really like you."

"I like you too." Yan Ziqiao was a little timid, but still met Huang Shanmei's eyes, "Although my liking may not be the same as yours, but I believe that the heart that wants to go on with the other party, I Same as you."

"Thank you." Hwang Sun Mi closed her eyes.

Even if everything goes back to the beginning, she thinks, she will still become friends with him again, and she should still like Yan Ziqiao, because what is left by unrequited love will definitely not only be sadness, there will definitely be other good things worthwhile in the process They tasted it carefully.

Therefore, before this heart fades with time, she will continue to walk with Yan Ziqiao with this heart of admiration.

She knew she couldn't get any closer to her, but that was enough.

As long as you can smile brightly, there is nothing to sacrifice.

Because you are my most precious friend and my most cherished love.