Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

"...It's because of a personality mismatch. It's indeed a very common problem, but it's hard to solve."

Jiang Yujie picked up the stone and threw it high from the slide with no expression on her face. The stone fell into the small puddle beside the playground impartially, causing small splashes.

Lu Man leaned on the railing of the slide, and also bent down to pick up the stones, but instead of throwing them like Jiang Yujie, he rubbed them in his palms to play with.Looking at her blank expression, Jiang Yujie felt a little distressed: "There is no need to blame yourself so much, there is nothing wrong with the two parties having different personalities, it's just that they are not the most suitable person for each other, so---"

"It's my fault." Lu Man interrupted Jiang Yujie's advice, and threw the stone in his hand into the puddle vigorously, "We were not like this before, he has always been so considerate, but I have changed ,

"I used to feel uncomfortable when I didn't see him for a day, and I used to cheer him up when I was frustrated, but now, I started to be afraid of seeing him. I didn't want to answer his phone calls for a day or two, and I didn't want to accept his endless messages. Good intentions, I don't want to see him again..."

Thin raindrops patted Lu Man's face and shoulders, and her jet-black hair covered most of her face. Jiang Yujie couldn't see her expression from this angle, but she could feel her sadness from her tone.

Jiang Yujie patted her on the back and hugged her again, but she didn't know how to comfort her. After a while, Lu Man raised her head by herself: "I'm sorry, I'll just complain until this point, obviously you asked me to change my mood , In the end, I was still immersed in the world of sadness."

"It's okay, it will make you feel much better if you vomit bitterness. Besides, we are friends. If there is something that makes you sad, I should have helped you."

Jiang Yujie smiled sincerely, and Lu Man looked away, maybe because of the light rain that was still not stopping, there was no one else in the huge playground except the two of them.

And Lu Man opened his palms, trying to catch the soft rain.

"I still remember that there used to be a big hole in the corridor leading to the playground from the gymnasium over there. Every student had to trip over it a few times. My classmate fell there at that time. I wanted to pull her, but I fell too. Yeah, seeing it's filled in now, it feels like a long time has passed."

Lu Man babbled about her past in primary school, and her sad expression dissipated a lot. Jiang Yujie breathed a sigh of relief, squatted down, and picked up another small, round stone from the top of the slide.

Originally, there shouldn’t be such a thing in this kind of place, but I don’t know which child brought all kinds of stones to the slide and piled them here. It should be said that any student would give up the new slide near the school building , come to this almost deserted old paradise?

"Do you want to throw it out too?" Lu Man watched her movements.

Jiang Yujie shook her head, holding the little white stone without any edges and corners, thinking of her childhood: "Isn't it popular to raise stones before? I also raised one at that time, sprinkle water on it, and wait for it to moss. Well, it's easy to raise."

"Raising stones? Has this kind of thing ever been popular?" Lu Man looked at the small white stone in doubt. She only had silkworm babies and crystal babies in her impression. "But I bought such stones at Shengxing Railway Station. I have picked up many similar ones on the track."

"Hey, picked it up on the train tracks? Is it illegal to trespass on the tracks?"

"...Shengxing Railway Station is a station that has been suspended, and it is mainly used for sightseeing now."

Jiang Yujie was alert to the fact that the job she complained about had been taken away by others recently, and she was a little bit unwilling but unable to refute it—it was definitely not because she had no idea where Lian Shengxing's station was.

"It's almost four o'clock, let's walk back to the station slowly?" In order to hide her embarrassment, Jiang Yujie cleared her throat and stuffed the little white stone into Lu Man's hand, "This is for you, just throw it out as a treat Sad emotions are also thrown away."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Yujie picked up the backpack that had been soaked by the rain because it was left on the ground. Lu Man held the stone tightly, but did not throw it away as Jiang Yujie said, but silently threw it away when she was not paying attention. It stows away in a side pack.

On the train carriage, Jiang Yujie rummaged through her bag annoyedly, but even though she searched through every compartment of the bag, she didn't see the small folding umbrella that she always carried with her.

When they came to Taipei in the morning, although the sky was covered with dark clouds, there was hardly a drop of rain. In the afternoon, they went to Lu Man's alma mater to relax. Opening an umbrella, she didn't realize that she seemed to have forgotten the umbrella in the dormitory until she was about to arrive at the station and the rain was getting heavier and heavier.

"I'll just buy a new one at the supermarket later, and I have to transfer to the bus after arriving at the station, alas." Jiang Yujie finally gave up, put her backpack back on the floor, took out her mobile phone, and looked at her in the same mood gloomy sky.

"It's okay, we can hold the umbrella together, but... shall we take the bus back after dinner, after all, it's rare for us to go out to play alone, and we don't want to go back so soon."

"Oh, good."

Jiang Yujie readily agreed to Lu Man's suggestion.

Lu Man blushed slightly, it could be seen that she was very happy.

The train door opened, this station was a large station, and a large crowd of people poured into the carriage from the platform.

A man and a woman in couple clothes got into the car arm in arm and stood not far from them.

Jiang Yujie looked at the two of them. The boy was carefully arranging the girl's bangs which were wet by the rain.

"I really envy them. In the eyes of each other, they must regard each other as the most special existence."

It was Lu Man who spoke.

Jiang Yujie turned to look at her, and said softly: "You will definitely meet again soon, and I will regard you as a special person."

Lu Man just shook his head, looked at the couple thoughtfully, and murmured, "Sister Ziqiao is also the most special existence to you."

Jiang Yujie didn't speak, but looked at her intently.

Lu Man continued: "The first time we talked, it was at the orientation meeting held by the senior sister for our freshmen. I still remember that you once said at that time that you have never liked anyone, and you probably will not in the future. Yes, but later on, you were still with senior sister Zi Qiao, does this mean that in your eyes, she is a very special person, and that's why you fell in love with her?"

certainly not.

Almost at the same time, the voice in Jiang Yujie's mind had already given the answer.

She has no "qualification" to like others. Of course, Yan Ziqiao is not special in her heart. The curse of "can't and can't like anyone" has never been broken. They are just two lonely people, clinging to each other just to comfort each other's loneliness, because she---

"Haha, I don't remember that I said such a thing, maybe it's just like what you said." Jiang Yujie suppressed the irritability in her heart, and made a few words casually.

She put on her earphones and ended the topic forcefully.

Leaving the station, they went to a nearby Western-style restaurant according to the agreement just now, and chose a window seat on the second floor. It was pouring rain outside, and small water droplets formed a thin layer of mist on the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Lu Man's observation skills are not as keen as Cao Jingxuan's, but she can still feel that even though the two of them share the same umbrella, she doesn't feel the closeness between friends and the ease of getting along in the morning. To be exact, That alienation came after she asked that question.

She didn't ask that question on a whim. The seemingly random sentence actually contained her long-suppressed unwillingness and anger. Why?Why?Obviously you at that time---

"Xiaoman, would you like to put the bag with me?"

Lu Man was taken aback. The waiter with the plate was standing by the table. Jiang Yujie was looking at her with puzzled eyes. Then she realized that her bag was still on the table. She hurriedly handed the bag to Jiang Yujie , and then apologized to the waiter in a low voice.

"Sorry, I'm a little dazed..."

Jiang Yujie pushed her the lemonade brought by the waiter understandingly: "It's normal to be tired after a day of activities. Go back to the dormitory to rest after eating."

Her smile was the same as usual, Lu Man clenched her hands under the table and decided to pretend nothing had happened.

"Which primary school did Yu Jie go to?" Lu Man's lips touched the rim of the glass lightly, and Lu Man chose to start a new topic.

"Jinxi Elementary School, on the Keelung side."

"That's the same as Liu Qiuci, Qiu Ci is also a student of Jinxi."

"Yeah, I know that. Besides, I went to the same high school as her."

"Then you have known each other for a long time, so you are quite destined."

"No, I only met her when I was in college. Before that, I had never been in the same class as her, let alone talked with her."

The lemonade splashed slightly, and Lu Man was so surprised that he even forgot to control his strength to put down the water glass: "Huh? You didn't know each other before...but how did Liu Qiuci know about your ex-boyfriend in high school--- "

Lu Man stopped what she blurted out annoyed. Being careful and cautious was the compliment she heard most often from others, but every time she faced Jiang Yujie, she would always do or say behaviors and words that did not conform to her personality. speech.

Fortunately, Jiang Yujie's expression didn't change much. She calmly helped Lu Man wipe up the lemonade spilled on the table with a paper towel, and then slowly said, "I didn't ask Liu Qiuci about my ex-boyfriend. Or you guys brought it up, but since she is in the same high school as me, maybe it was because I met him and me in school, or maybe it was something I heard from others."

That's right, Lu Man dispelled the doubts in his heart, but another contradiction emerged. Jiang Yujie said at the time that she had never liked anyone, but she had a relationship in high school, so in the end---

Jiang Yujie could see the confusion in Lu Man's heart, but she didn't intend to explain further. Seeing her like this, Lu Man gave up continuing to struggle and followed her words to change the subject.

After leaving the restaurant, Lu Man accompanied Jiang Yujie to the supermarket downstairs to buy a new umbrella. Originally, Lu Man said that it would be good for Jiang Yujie to support her with her like before, but Jiang Yujie politely refused.

"I didn't want to go back to the dormitory later, I already made an appointment with someone else."

Jiang Yujie took back the change the clerk gave and asked the clerk to unpack it for her.

"Then you won't go back to the dormitory today?"

"Well, I'm going to find my senior. She met her former classmate this afternoon. When she was on the train just now, she sent me a message asking me to go to her house to teach her how to apply makeup." Jiang Yujie felt a little helpless Confirming the phone again, "Senior is a standard actionist, she does what she thinks, and occasionally troubles others, ah, thank you."

While she was thinking about it, she took back the umbrella from the clerk's hand, and Lu Man clenched her fists again until her nails dug into her palm.

The rain, which has no tendency to become smaller, slapped their umbrellas heavily and formed puddles on the road.

"It's so annoying. It's not like a typhoon invaded. What's the matter with the rain? Will it be flooded if it goes on like this?"

Jiang Yujie walked around a puddle of water on the crowded sidewalk, and stopped under the traffic light in front of the zebra crossing. After coming out of the supermarket, Lu Man, who had been silent all this time, grabbed her by the corner of her clothes at this moment.

"In the afternoon, I lied."

Seeing Lu Man's sincere expression, Jiang Yujie murmured in a low voice: "Xiaoman...it's okay, you don't need to tell me."

"No, this matter is very important to me, so I must tell you." Lu Man stared at her in pain, with a firm tone, "I didn't break up with Xiang Kai because of personality differences, I broke up with him because I---"

"Yu Jie!"

The aroma of orange blossoms wafted into the nostrils, and a figure in black clothes "flyed" into Jiang Yujie's arms, interrupting their conversation. Yan Ziqiao kissed Jiang Yujie's lips forcefully against her flushed cheeks.

"Sister? You're not going to meet your friends today, why are you here now?" Jiang Yujie gently pushed her away and picked up the umbrella she had thrown on the ground for her.

"After I parted from my friend, I was about to go back by car. I didn't expect to see you from a distance." Yan Ziqiao was a little out of breath because of the rapid running.Noticing Lu Man beside Jiang Yujie, she sized him up coldly, "By the way, you said you were going to Taipei with your friends, so you were with Gu Man?"

"Just say it's Lu Man and not Gu Man."

Jiang Yujie was powerless to correct Yan Ziqiao who was obviously not listening, while Lu Man stood aside helplessly, her expression was beyond the level of "embarrassment" that can be described.

"Anyway, we have to go back to the vicinity of the school, so the three of us should take the bus together?" Jiang Yujie asked softly, and Lu Man waved his hand.

"It's okay, I... still have things to do, you guys go get a ride first." Lu Man smiled and said goodbye to the two of them.

Yan Ziqiao couldn't wait to hold Jiang Yujie's hand and walked towards the stop sign. Jiang Yujie looked back at her worriedly, her lips moved slightly as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she only said, "Goodbye."

They are gone.The rain was pattering, and Lu Man stood where she was, watching them leave, until the figures of the two turned into a small dot and disappeared from the end of her sight.

This day is like the most brilliant fireworks in the summer night, but the beauty is only a flash in the pan.The irreparable words she almost said let it be quietly buried in the hidden depths behind the heart.

She knew she would regret it, but that was enough, really.

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