The down-and-out princess has a backer

"You like me too, don't you?"

Qing Jin trembled all over, then flung Suining's sleeves off, and kept away from her, her tone was also cold: "No, you misunderstood."

Suining's eyes were red: "Say it again, what is the misunderstanding? Qingjin, I don't understand, do you really understand too? Don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself, you just like me!"

"If it's not because you like me, why are you so kind to me? Why are you still willing to help me when Ming knows that I lied to you and deliberately used you? If you don't like me, why do you still do so much for me? Step by step Planning to make me who I am today, why are you so nervous when I got hurt, why did you come to deliver me medicine in the middle of the night at the risk of being discovered, if you don’t like me, why did you hold me back just now, and would rather get hurt yourself, If you don't like me, why don't you go now?"

Suining's eyes gradually became determined, she took a step forward, and gently pulled Qing Jin's sleeve: "I can't stop you, Qing Jin, why can't you admit it? Is it difficult to admit that you like me? I won't trouble you, I only want you, as long as you say you like me, I will listen to you, and I will be obedient, okay?"

"It's hard." Qing Jin pulled Suining's hand away, took a step back, opened the distance between the two, and then said in a cold voice: "Because I don't like you at all, what you said is just you It's just my own misunderstanding. You have lived in Qingyuan Hall for a long time, and you have never had contact with outsiders or the outside world, so you got confused and misunderstood.

"No!" Suining stared, panting loudly, obviously unwilling to accept such a statement.

"I'm talking about you!" Suining pressed every step of the way: "Do you dare to say that you have no other feelings for me? High Priest, take a good look at your conscience, if you don't have special feelings for me , can you allow me to yell at you like this? Qingjin, why do you have to deny it? Is it that difficult to say that you like me? If you think it’s inappropriate or you’re afraid of being criticized, it doesn’t matter. You won't show anything, you are still the high priest, it doesn't matter if we don't know each other, as long as you admit that you like me, can't you?"

"Do you want to know the truth?" Qing Jin looked at Suining, a trace of pity emerged in her eyes, hidden in the depths of pity was deep pain, at this moment, she had already made a decision, that thin layer The thin gauze can't stop Suining at all, she just doesn't care about this matter at the moment, as long as she wants to, she can know the ins and outs of the whole matter at any time, and Qing Jin never thought of hiding it from her.

Now that you've reached this point, it's better to just tell the truth.

"What truth?"

Suining looked at her, a little uncertain, as if there was an abyss ahead, as long as Qing Jin moved away, she would face the abyss directly.

"The truth ten years ago." Qing Jin turned around, unable to look into Suining's eyes, she said cruelly: "I didn't want to tell you, since you insist on forcing me like this, then it's okay to talk about it. Do you know why His Majesty imprisoned you in Qingyuan Hall ten years ago?"

"I don't want to talk about this." A trace of panic emerged in Suining's heart, trying to calm himself down, and said, "Now talk about you and me, don't change the topic, I want you to give me an answer, the topic goes back to ten years ago It's useless, for me now, your answer is the most important."

"This is my answer." Qing Jin continued: "You don't have to listen to it if you don't want to, but I still have to say what I should say. I can't watch you go astray, and my conscience is disturbed."

"You..." Suining was exhausted, but there was nothing he could do. Sure enough, Qing Jin didn't care whether she was listening or not, so he continued on by himself.

"If I'm not wrong, Emperor Chu Zhao didn't intend to save your life at first, he wanted to kill you."

"Yes, he wanted to kill me. It was my mother who drank poison and wine for me."

Suining didn't know what she was going to say. Qing Jin already knew most of those things that she should know. Now that she was talking about this, it was just that she didn't know it. Therefore, there must be something inside. If it was something else At that time, Suining must have wanted to know the inside story. She wanted to know why and why. They had done nothing wrong, so why did such a shocking news come out for no reason?

"sorry."

Qing Jin turned around and apologized in a solemn tone: "I owe you more than just an apology. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have such a big disaster, your mother would be alive, and you would be the most favored in the harem." Princess, I am the one who brought you to this point."

Qing Jin's tone was very calm, without any waves. Suining felt that she was stepping on the clouds, without any point of strength on her body, as if she could fall off at any time. She managed to keep calm: "What does it have to do with you? It's not that you want to kill me, nor is it the poison or wine you handed over."

"It's me." Qing Jin staggered his eyes, stopped looking at her, and continued: "Ten years ago, before King Huai ascended the throne, I gave him an order, which said that he is a man of destiny and can obey his orders." Destiny inherits the throne, and then he ascended the throne and became the emperor according to my order."

"So what?" Suining was already very flustered at the moment, clenched his fists, not wanting to let himself breathe a sigh of relief, and said, "What does it have to do with me, Qing Jin, don't interrupt me by talking about these messy fundamentals. It's useless!"

"It's useful. Your birthday is at the same time as Emperor Chu Zhao. The so-called man of destiny, besides him, also brought you with him." Qing Jin said again: "At that time, he had just ascended the throne, and the political situation was still stable. I overemphasized the role of destiny. , the whole court respects the destiny, which also made him panic, so I want to kill you."

Qing Jin breathed out lightly: "Everything has a cause and effect, and the source of all your pain is me. If it wasn't for the order I gave that day, if I hadn't preached the destiny after he ascended the throne, there would be no you All kinds of pain in the back."

Suining felt that his hands and feet were cold, but he still had to find reasons for himself and for Qing Jin: "You just gave a life, and it was he who wanted to kill me and my mother was killed, not you."

"Is there a difference?" Qing Jin sighed almost imperceptibly: "I handed him the knife. The source of this matter lies with me. If you hate him, you should also hate me."

Suining swayed a bit, nearly fell, and then looked at Qing Jin with a sad face: "So, you are so kind to me? You are willing to help me, and you are so special to me, even if I yell at you It's called losing your temper, but you can bear it, because you feel guilty, you feel sorry for me, so you don't like me at all!"

She tightened her heart tightly, as if it had been severely blasted by a knife, Suining felt unbearable pain, why did it happen, it obviously shouldn't be like this, it was hard for her to treat Qing Jin for herself I feel that I have found the right relationship, and I am even faintly happy, thinking that Qing Jin and her just didn't explain it clearly, and it will get better after explaining it.

But now, it's clear that Qing Jin is only guilty of her, and it's just her own wishful thinking.

"A-Ning." Seeing that her expression was getting more and more ugly, Qing Jin was a little worried, and just about to speak, Suining said: "You go, really go this time, I want to be alone, you say There are too many of them, and I can't accept them for a while."

Qing Jin moved her lips, and she didn't know what else she could say at this time, she definitely couldn't stay by Suining's side now, so she could only ask the maid to watch her more and report to her in time if there was any situation.

Just when Qing Jin was about to walk out of the hall, she heard footsteps behind her. It was Suining who chased her out, panting in a low voice, stopped far away from Qing Jin, and said, "Do you think I'm sorry, you want to make it up to me, don't you?"

Qing Jin didn't know what she meant, so she could only nod: "Do my best."

"Well, I don't want you to go, you stay and make it up to me!"