The down-and-out princess has a backer

You can't laugh out loud, but the expression on your face is still a lot more relaxed. Qingjin treats her differently from others, and Suining understands it in her heart, but the more she understands, the more contradictory she feels in her heart. She is enjoying it. Qing Jin treats her differently, but at the same time, she feels a little uncomfortable.

When it comes to what this discomfort is, Suining thought a lot about it. On the one hand, she told herself that she had never lied to Qing Jin, but it was obviously not very convenient, but on the other hand, she also knew clearly that That was just her rhetoric to convince herself. Even if she could use this rhetoric to convince Qing Jin in the future, she would not be able to convince herself. She saw it too clearly, so she would understand it naturally.

From the very beginning, her purpose towards Qing Jin was not pure.

It's not like what Qing Jin thought, when the day when Zhen's truth comes out, will Qing Jin still treat her so attentively?Would he still teach her and support her so mercilessly?

Suining knew that he was thinking too much.

In her plan, even if that day comes, at that time, she will have already escaped from the cold cage of the Qingyuan Palace, and she can walk freely between the world and the earth. If that time comes, what will Qing Jin do to her? In fact, it's not important anymore, she doesn't care at all.

She thought so.

But before that step was reached, Suining knew that she couldn't do it.No matter how detailed the plan is, when she gets to Qing Jin's side, she will be reluctant to let Qing Jin see her as unbearable, and even more reluctant to disappear into Qing Jin's world without any further contact. She wants to just look at the person in front of her like this Look at her dressed in white clothes like snow, look at her picturesque features, look at her gestures full of style.

When Qing Jin stretched out her hand again, it was no surprise to see the girl in a daze again. Unlike the last time, she was obviously more dazed this time. Qing Jin had already called out to her, but there was still no response. Stepping on the wooden ladder, although it was not very high, Qing Jin didn't want to get down and go up again, so she frowned slightly: "A-Ning!"

The voice got a little louder, and finally called the dazed person back, took the bibliography handed over by Suining and put it on the upper floor, and then grabbed the hem of his clothes to get down, Suining knew that he was not paying attention just now, He hurried over to hold Qing Jin's arm, helped him down from the ladder, nodded obediently, and waited to be reprimanded.

As a result, Qing Jin did not reprimand her.

"Seeing that you are not in good spirits, I won't talk about new knowledge today, and I will review the homework from the previous few days." Seeing the little girl's expression on giving a copy, Qing Jin said again: "I will test you."

"I'll grind it for the adults." This was an obedient and ingratiating tone, looking at Qingjin's eyes full of caution, Qingjin had no choice but to lead the person back to the seat and sat down before saying: "Take you to Qingyun Gong Lai, I want you to learn something, you are good, you have learned to grind."

Suining's ink research really suits Qingjin's wishes, or in other words, Suining's whole person is very suitable for Qingjin's taste, but at this moment she doesn't know this so-called suiting taste, thinking about it deeply, she still likes it. Is there any other meaning, I just think that this little girl is beautiful and not annoying, so it is very suitable to keep her by my side, but unfortunately, she is still unwilling.

"Grinding is also a science."

Anyway, this person suits her wishes, even if she said it, it also suits her wishes, so Qing Jin didn't pursue the matter of her being in a daze and not paying attention again and again.Things in the palace are complicated, so she must not be free, plus she came so early in the morning, it can be said that it was not hard work, Qing Jin considered that the progress of Suining's study in the past few days was still good, so she planned to slow down the progress first , Consolidate the knowledge learned before, rolled up the sleeves and asked Suining a few questions: "The exam still needs to be taken, these are your exam questions, go back and do it well, bring it tomorrow, and I will correct it. I don't need your help here , since you go to write for a while, you have come here, and you can’t just grind it for me here.”

"My lord," Suining looked a little embarrassed, and said in a low voice, "A-Ning should be grinded by your lord."

"what happened?"

"Just, my lord said that Ah Ning is not allowed to have any distractions when practicing calligraphy." Suining put down the ink pen in his hand, and continued: "A Ning will practice calligraphy well after returning home, and will never be half-hearted. That kind, write it tomorrow, and show it to the adults together. Is that okay?"

Qing Jin put down the pen in her hand, feeling that this girl has something on her mind: "You can tell me if you have anything, are you still worried that Sui Yang will trouble you?"

Suining, who was clutching the hem of his clothes, lowered his eyes: "No, it's because I didn't sleep well last night."

Without waiting for Qingjin to ask, she answered by herself: "I dreamed about my lord."

Qing Jin was also curious, so she put down the pen in her hand and asked, "What did you dream about me?"

Qing Jin is cold and indifferent, and there is only Xiaoya, a maid, who is with her. Xiaoya is a kind person, and she knows Qing Jin's temper. She doesn't talk too much, let alone say something obviously inappropriate, so she must be serious. Woke up, it was really the first time Qing Jin heard someone say such words to her in such a tone, she was a little surprised, and also a little, couldn't tell what it was like, but felt like a warm current flowing through her heart , leaving a faint trace.

"Why did your lord become the high priest again in the temple?"

Suining didn't directly tell Qing Jin what she dreamed about.This is just an entry point. She wants to learn more about Qing Jin through one small point after another, and let Qing Jin know more about her, so as to deepen their previous connection.

"Does this have anything to do with your dreaming of me?"

Qing Jin really didn't understand very well, but she still said: "It's okay, I am the heir of the master, and she is the high priest of the previous term, so it will be a matter of course for me, is there any problem?"

"It's amazing, you can become a high priest at this age." Suining was amazed, and then remembered something she wanted to know a long time ago: "How old is your lord?"

"How old do you think I am?" Qing Jin was a little amused, and rubbed Suining's hair bun: "I started teaching at the age of 16, and it has been ten years now."

"Ten years?!" Suining was obviously surprised, and when he looked at Qing Jin again, the disbelief in his eyes was very obvious: "I thought my lord was about my age."

"So, you haven't said, what exactly did you dream about me?" This is what Qing Jin wants to know.

She grew up with her master, who always treated her strictly. Every day, she was accompanied by all kinds of scriptures without any desires, and her mood swings were not too big. Qing Jin rarely dreamed of anything, let alone dreamed of reality. As the person in Suining's dream, she was very curious about herself in Suining's dream, and wanted to know what she looked like in her dream.

"I've been in the temple all the time, won't I be lonely?" Suining simply lay down on the table without looking at Qing Jin, and whispered: "I dreamed about the heavy snow, I was alone, lonely and cold , I was also very scared, surrounded by deep palaces and high walls, a place I would never leave for the rest of my life. Then the lord appeared, holding an oil-paper umbrella in his hand, with red plums painted on it, it was very beautiful, originally I was I walked alone, and after the adult appeared, we left together, the palace wall is still the same palace wall, but it seems to be different, even the wind and snow have become smaller."

"Then i woke up."

"grown ups?"

Only then did Qing Jin regain her senses, looked at the little girl who was still lying on the table and said, "I do have an oiled paper umbrella with red plums painted on it."

"Yes, is it?" Suining was a little guilty, she didn't have any impression of whether there was an umbrella or not, it was just an umbrella, she felt that Qingjin's white clothes, if it was Hongmei Yingxue's umbrella, she would look very good , just casually said, but Qing Jin's promise made her feel a little uncomfortable.

"I just dreamed about this, and when I woke up, I couldn't sleep anymore." Suining turned to look at Qingjin, she was really beautiful, as if she never tired of watching her, Suining said in a low voice: "Actually, in this deep In the palace, I was very scared, and I didn't know where I would be in the next moment, but it was different when I was with the adults, and the adults were very good."

"They all said that adults will give orders to interpret dreams, and adults may interpret them. What does my dream mean?"

Qing Jin wanted to say, it’s meaningless, this dream is to let you resign your old master quickly, and come to me obediently, so that you can walk through the wind and snow all the way, but it’s meaningless to say this again, the little girl doesn’t know what it is What's the reason? It's just that she is very stubborn. Even if she has the heart, she can't go too far.

"Who told you that you can interpret dreams by ordering orders?" Qing Jin said indifferently, flipping through two pages of the book, and then said: "The so-called interpreting dreams by ordering orders is just to relieve worries. Meng, what worries do you have, come and listen."

She still can't dismantle her own platform. The duty of the temple is to guide the lost people, but where the direction is, it depends on the heart, and the direction of the heart is the way home.

"Then I must be thinking about your lord, that's why I dreamed of you." Suining smiled, but the smile in her eyes didn't melt away, it disappeared very lightly, she held her arms, and looked at Qingjin Said: "I want to ask my lord to help me with my life. When I was young, there was a fortune-teller at home who said that my fate was not good. I was born lonely, and it would definitely affect my relatives. My father and I were afraid that I would tire his career, so he insisted on it." Put me in this cage, my mother refused, and she really died because of this, this cage has kept me for many years."

There was a smile on the corner of her mouth, but there were tears in her eyes. The tears rolled down her cheeks, and her voice was choked up: "I was abandoned. If my fate is really like this, my lord, can I still change it?"

Her chin was lifted slightly, Qing Jin helped her wipe away the tears on her face with his sleeves, her brows were lightly frowned, Suining could see her pity from the frown between her brows, and then Just heard Qing Jin say: "Don't cry, if you cry, you won't be pretty."

One sentence successfully defeated Suining's defensive line, and she threw herself into Qing Jin's arms, whimpering softly like a wounded little animal, Qing Jin patted her back and comforted her. Emotions, the frowning brows, never let go. At that moment, her heart was gripped by the girl's crying.