The Guide to the Tear-offs in the Online Supporting Circle Part 2: Peak Acting Skills

The psychedelic passion is like a spring dream. In the dream, Xie Zhengyan watched the Xiangjiang River pass away, the clouds dispersed in Gaotang, and he woke up reluctantly. The sun has passed the mid-heaven and is slowly slanting west.He has always been diligent in getting up early, and he has never been in such a serious bedridden state. Besides, he is still at Rong Chuan's house, so he is really ashamed.

Hastily got out of the bed, and the nakedness hit his head again. The scene at night was like a tidal flat on the coast, showing a clear outline at the ebb tide. His body still remembered the trajectory of Rong Chuan's fingers, and he could still recall The soul-destroying pleasure, and even the evidence of crimes derived from the indulgence of the soul and flesh remained on the bed sheet, making him ashamed and remorseful enough to commit suicide to apologize.

Impulsively broke the agreement with Rong Chuan, probably no longer able to stay by his side.

His pessimism was soon confirmed. Rong Chuan had already left the place. According to the nanny, he went to the company to deal with urgent matters and would come to pick him up at night.But Xie Zhengyan understood that Rong Chuan was afraid of seeing each other embarrassingly, and deliberately avoided it. He did such a shameless and obscene thing last night, and it would be too cheeky to pretend to stay here and wait for others.

The most sensible way is to leave quietly by yourself, leaving some leeway for the other party and some dignity for yourself.

He lied to the nanny, took the bus back to the city, and started to pack his luggage when he got home, panicking like a fugitive in a hurry to run away, and sad like a criminal sentenced to wandering, and then found that the food and clothing here The expenses were all provided by Rong Chuan, and I was too embarrassed to take anything. I only picked up a change of clothes, a mobile hard disk for storing writing materials, and put it in a shopping bag, which is considered all the luggage.

He hugged Fuzi, and finally looked at the brilliant and gorgeous sunset from the top of the skyscraper, feeling as sad as the scorching spectacle that burned his eyes, reluctant to part with this charming beauty, reluctant to part with happiness that is more charming than this beauty, just like a hermit crab Hate the comfort of the shell.He was used to staying by Rong Chuan's side, accepting the stability he gave him, and then he had to go back to the sea alone to face the dry yellow sand and violent waves. He suddenly felt that he had nowhere to go and no medicine could save him.

His mobile phone is probably tired of the owner asking for troubles and weaving nets for nothing, so he couldn't bear to jump and shout. Seeing that it was Rong Chuan who called, Xie Zhengyan's heart seemed to be hooked high by a hook. After dragging for a long time, he pressed the answer button, and Rong Chuan's first words were: "Where are you?"

The tone was formal and anxious, Xie Zhengyan heard the parrot starling whining in his garden, and knew that he had missed him, so he replied with a guilty conscience: "I... I am at home."

Rong Chuan breathed a sigh of relief, his voice immediately softened, and he said with a smile: "You just stay at home and don't go anywhere, I'll be right back."

Xie Zhengyan was more nervous than receiving the imperial decree, and he didn't have the courage to face the unpredictable good or bad, so he cried out urgently: "Rong Chuan, I..."

Rong Chuan interrupted: "If you tell you to stay, just stay, don't let me not see you when I come back."

Usually he is as easy-going and gentle as a brother or friend, but this is the first time he has used the domineering president's voice. Xie Zhengyan guessed that he was probably annoyed by his own "willfulness". I can't help it, but I'm afraid that he will be reprimanded when he returns, even if he doesn't reprimand, he won't be ashamed to meet because of what happened last night.

He was so confused by the absurd things he did with his own hands that he couldn't do anything. Seeing the time passing by, he suddenly came up with a childish idea. A moment is a moment.

Fuzi didn't understand the owner's actions, and desperately scratched the cabinet door with his little paws, trying to get him out. Xie Zhengyan endured it for a long time, fearing that it might damage the cabinet, when he was about to open the door, he heard the sound of the door unlocking, and immediately shrank to the corner of the cabinet , Cover your mouth and nose and dare not breathe.Fuzi also turned around and rushed to the door, shouting to greet "Uncle Rong" who had been regarded as his master, and then Rong Chuan's doting laughter flew into Xie Zhengyan's pricked ears.

"Fuzi, good boy, come, let uncle give you a hug~"

Rong Chuan picked up Fuzi and teased it a few times, then asked it: "Where's brother? Where did brother go?"

He walked around the room with Fuzi in his arms, and called Xie Zhengyan briskly, but there was no abnormal behavior. Xie Zhengyan was a little relieved, thinking that Rong Chuan should not be angry, but he made a fuss and turned himself into a thief, how should he get out at this time Woolen cloth?

It was distressing, Fuzi came to scratch the door again, under the guidance of this little guide, Rong Chuan easily found the fool hiding in the closet, lifted the heavy clothes hanging, squatted down and looked at him with an unstoppable smile.

"You are really a cat, and there is no earthquake, why hide in the cabinet."

Xie Zhengyan was ashamed to death, with his head on his knees, curled up with his legs hugged, Rong Chuan wanted to stretch out his hand to pull him out, but he kept hiding inside, crying and saying: "I have no face to see you, please avoid it, I will take Fuzi away immediately Here, I will never harass you in the future."

Rong Chuan asked him why he said such things, but he couldn't answer a single word, so he grabbed a piece of clothing and covered his face tightly, insisting on being an ostrich escaping from reality.

After a moment of stalemate, Rong Chuan changed his strategy and also climbed into the closet. No matter how panicked Xie Zhengyan was, he sat down next to him in a daze, squeezed him into a corner and couldn't escape elsewhere, and then asked with a chuckle: "Xiao Yan, what are you doing?" Can I ask a question? Have you ever liked a girl before?"

Xie Zhengyan didn't know what his intention was, so he shook his head honestly, and then heard him ask: "Have you ever liked a man?"

He immediately shook his head more resolutely, turned his head to peek quietly, and then found that the dark and narrow space blocked Rong Chuan's sight for him, so he gently tore off the sultry cover on his head, and in a blink of an eye, the familiar sandalwood scent covered him like a veil , Rong Chuan's lips had already touched his ear, and the sexy bass was like an electric current that made his tense body tremble and numb.

Just listen to him say: "Have you ever investigated your sexual orientation deeply? Do you think you are straight or curvy?"

The question was too inexplicable, Xie Zhengyan finally took the courage to ask back: "What do you mean?"

Rong Chuan hesitated a little, but still expressed his thoughts frankly: "Do you think it is possible that you are curvy, but you have not awakened and mistakenly thought you were a straight man?"

Sometimes he has strange views and is often misunderstood as KY. Xie Zhengyan has been used to him for a long time, but when he heard these words, he was like tofu dripping with oil. Pretending to be straight? I have never been attracted to a man in my life, except you!"

Feeling greatly insulted, he was so angry that he was dizzy and struggled to get out of the closet. Before he could stand up, he was pulled into Rong Chuan's arms.

"Don't be angry, I didn't mean that, it would be easier if you were really gay."

Rong Chuan forcibly hugged him, pressed the back of his head, and coaxed helplessly: "I know you are shy about what happened last night, and you are afraid that I will blame you. How is it possible? I am not a minor, and I have no Can you blame others for your determination? I just blame myself. You were straight at first, but you had subtle feelings for me because you were young. I feel very sorry for you."

Xie Zhengyan was like a stupefied person who had received a blow to the head, and immediately stopped resisting, raised his head, and asked with trepidation, "Why do you feel sorry for me?"

Rong Chuan stared at him intently for a few seconds, his smile was affectionate and even more apologetic: "Because homosexuality is hard work, you didn't look at the group of homosexuals in the circle, everyone is under the double pressure of society and family, and their love life is often not smooth. As far as I want, although you are not bound by family affection now, if you really become like them, the road ahead will be much more difficult than being a straight man. If you are born curvy, then let nature take its course. Now this kind of The situation is clearly that I abducted you step by step, how can I not feel guilty?"

Xie Zhengyan thought he was tactfully disregarding the relationship, and said anxiously: "Are you afraid that I will haunt you from now on? I'm not a woman, so I won't force you, you can drive me away at any time!"

Before he finished speaking, he was hugged tightly and coaxed again.

"If you keep thinking about it, I'm going to call myself a villain. It's too shameless to act like a good boy. But Xiao Yan, you have to think carefully. If you are really bent, your feelings for me will fade and you will fall in love with other men. , whether that person will treat you sincerely, whether he will hurt you, these are not guaranteed. This is what I am worried about now, you may laugh at me for worrying, and I have never thought about things that have not happened like this before. I feel like I have a guardianship obligation to you, and I have to be responsible for your life."

He is as gentle as the morning breeze in early summer, but it still shakes the morning dew off the petals and wakes up the pain on the wound.Xie Zhengyan grabbed his sleeves, pressed his face against the hem of his clothes, hiding the dewdrops of tears, and swore in a weak voice: "I will never fall in love with others, never."

The weak oath was immediately refuted, Rong Chuan scratched the back of his head, and taught: "You say that now because I am the only one you can rely on right now. When you become stronger in the future, you will have more opportunities to choose. Changes will follow. You are too young to know that forever is much longer than you think..."

Xie Zhengyan felt that every word he said was like a soft knife inserted into the heart, firmly absorbed by the wound, unable to pull it out, he couldn't help feeling sad and afraid to cry out loud.Rong Chuan hurriedly put his arms around him and changed his words to comfort him, but he couldn't persuade him for a while, just like a crying child who couldn't be easily coaxed, so he kissed his forehead anxiously, and said distressedly: "Xiao Yan, I am not going to talk to you Make it clear, don't carry the burden of thinking, let's let everything take its course, okay? I won't leave you, and I won't change my attitude towards you. You have to believe in me and have confidence in yourself."

He held Xie Zhengyan's chin, half coercing and half coaxing him to agree. Xie Zhengyan had already realized that he was too shameless, and he was not a woman. How could he use tears as a weapon? He had no choice but to nod vigorously, but the floodgate of tears refused to close for a long time, making Rong Chuan wipe it for him himself.He wiped his face lightly with a handkerchief, then held it tightly with both hands, and looked at it with a smile.

"It's my fault. I made Xiaoyan cry again. I'm such an incompetent kindergarten teacher. How could I make such a cute kid cry. I won't do this again next time, be good~"

The accident seemed to be over just like that, and Rong Chuan did as he promised, with the same attitude as before.But after Xie Zhengyan thought about it for a while, he realized that he had made a serious mistake.To Rong Chuan, he is just an injured bird, picked up by him to feed, and released back to nature immediately after the injury, he does not want to be locked in a cage to play with.This is his gentleman's benevolence, there is nothing to criticize, and he is right, gay life is very difficult, out of compassion, if he doesn't want him to go astray, then he can be selfish Force Rong Chuan into that path?

Rong Chuan's life path was originally a flower-filled Yangguan Avenue, and he had already designed a dazzling blueprint, but he had the cheek to run to the middle of the road as a stumbling block and drag him to the dark and deserted single-plank bridge. Not only did he lack self-awareness, but also It is to make the wisdom faint and ungrateful.Imagine that if you cling to Rong Chuan all your life, you will be noticed by his family sooner or later. He is absolutely powerless to resist the powerful elders of the Rong family, and all the pressure will fall on Rong Chuan. What a terrible disaster that would be?He has no reason to force Rong Chuan to bear such a serious hidden danger for his own selfish desires.

After self-examination, he resumed his law-abiding stance, quietly restraining his desires, being cautious at all times, and avoiding too close physical contact.Rong Chuan also seemed to see that he was trying to control himself, and cooperated without showing any traces. Perhaps in order to make up for it, he was more considerate in other aspects, which really seemed to spoil his son.For Xie Zhengyan, these long-flowing loves are honey, opium, and tablets. When they are used, they are happy to go to heaven. When they think of losing them in the future, they seem to have been lying in the spring soil coldly. The sense of worry can most stimulate a person's fighting spirit. After suffering enough, he finally found a way out in every detail—become stronger!

All the current barriers come from his incompetence, and they will only be a burden and encumbrance to Rong Chuan. If he can make his wings plump and strong enough to relieve Rong Chuan's worries and work, and even block the wind and rain for him in turn, then that will hinder him. The resistance for them to stay together will be greatly reduced.It was as if he had received the fire from Prometheus. The more he thought about it, the more determined he became, and his heart was ignited with ardent hope. He decided to work hard and work hard. In order to obtain the qualification to fall in love with Rong Chuan, one day he would stand dignifiedly by his side and start a career. , Become a real strong man.

The author has something to say:

In this chapter, Chuan Juju has shown a scumbag side. Some ideas are taken for granted and ignore objectivity. This is also one of the potential reasons for the lack of security of the dumb flute.