The Guide to the Tear-offs in the Online Supporting Circle Part 2: Peak Acting Skills
Chapter 79 Complete Opposition
In order to make the atmosphere less rigid, he first peeled an apple for Rong Chuan, cut it petal by petal into the shape of a rabbit's ear, inserted a small fork and handed it to him.Rong Chuan should have seen that his virtuousness today was accompanied by silent protests, picked up a fork and ate slowly, his eyes were always locked on his expression.
Xie Zhengyan couldn't look directly into his eyes, and stared elsewhere to question him.
"Aunt Qi is here today."
"Yes, she starts work today."
"We talked for a long time."
"Really? What are you talking about? She has a big mouth, didn't she tell you about my scandal?"
"...She mentioned to me your Shanghai senior who is very good at cooking."
"Oh... why did she think of saying this, it's too far away, haha~"
Seeing that Rong Chuan was dodging, Xie Zhengyan couldn't help raising his eyes to look at him, and pointed out his focus briefly and sharply: "That senior is the third watch, right?"
Rong Chuan seemed to have been knocked in the teeth by an apple, and reflexively wanted to play haha and make a detour, but Xie Zhengyan's second wave of offensive was the first to kill him.
"Aunt Qi said that his name is Zhuang Xiaojie, and he has the same name and surname as San Gengxian Duan, and I have already asked someone about it. You and San Geng Xianduan are college alumni, and he is two years older than you... Anyway, I know everything, don't you Don't hide it anymore."
Rong Chuan slowly put down the fruit plate, and then slowly moved to his side, clasping his hands together and looking down on the ground, with a helpless expression willing to stand trial, Xie Zhengyan had never seen him in such a mess before, so he couldn't help feeling distressed, but the grievance was too turbulent, When a turbulent wave came, he didn't have time to think about it, and asked him sadly why he didn't tell the truth to himself.
Rong Chuan smiled begging for mercy: "You misunderstood him so much, didn't I just add trouble to you by saying this?"
Xie Zhengyan heard that it was as if a layer of cold water had been put on his body, his head drooped like a bent ear of rice.
"Yes, you think my dissatisfaction with him is a misunderstanding. He is not wrong at all, so I complained to you about him, and you never took it seriously. I am also a fool. I didn't know that you have such a deep friendship with him. If you know that you are Good friend, I will never say that he is not at all in front of you."
He tried his best to restrain his resentment, making his voice weak and pitiful. Rong Chuan seemed to feel more uncomfortable than being scolded, and immediately held his hand to persuade him: "Don't think that way, I know that the middle of the night has done some excessive things to you. You have suffered a lot, but..."
He has outstanding emotional intelligence, of course he knew that if he said the words after "but", all the previous comforts would be useless, so he stopped immediately and let out a sigh of relief.Xie Zhengyan understood that there was a grievance between the two of them, and the sudden pain in his heart was not the sharp pain of a hole being pierced, but a long torture like a slow erosion of nitrate water bit by bit, and his thoughts also entered a state of anarchy.He has received higher education, knowledge is not superficial, and he knows what to do and what not to do, but it is often difficult for people like him to acquire a sound personality. Treating people is like boating on a river. When the accident happened, I suddenly felt that the huge waves were surging, and I couldn't help being involved in it, and adopted a stupid and rude way of dealing with things.This is the constraint caused by the growth environment on the shaping of a person's character. Many people are hard to change throughout their lives, let alone he is still so young.
At this moment, distressed like a nest of ants, he couldn't bear the sting of scratching his heart and liver, silently chose to escape, broke away from Rong Chuan's hand, walked to the desk and sat down, Rong Chuan asked him what he wanted to do, he didn't say anything, clicked on Documents, scribbling on them, pretending to work.
The room is extremely quiet, and the sound of mechanical keyboards carries people's restless emotions, piercing the tranquility to be riddled with holes.After a few minutes, Rong Chuan came over, stood behind him and said softly, "It's getting late, let's go out for dinner."
Xie Zhengyan's mouth seemed to have self-awareness, and he answered without waiting for the brain's order: "I'm not hungry, you go alone."
Rong Chuan sighed slightly, and asked again: "Then do you have anything you want to eat? I'll buy it and wait until you're hungry."
"Need not!"
Xie Zhengyan looked as if someone had set fire to his liver, and his blood was surging. After refusing, he yelled out inexplicably: "I want to write the script quietly, please don't bother me!?"
After shouting, he was the first to be stunned, his back was stiff, and he didn't dare to look back at Rong Chuan. When he heard his leaving footsteps and the soft sound of the door closing, tears rushed out of the border quickly, feeling that he was a clumsy ship. The ship ran aground on the rocks on the calm and flat channel, and was covered with sharp stone chips, suffering unspeakably
Rong Chuan is so gentle, but he doesn't know what is good or bad to have conflicts with him, what if he gets upset?Would he think that he was making trouble out of no reason?Do you think that you were wrong before and change your heart from now on?
On the other hand, I felt that I had run into a ghost. In the past, I could bear the grievances that were ten times greater than this, and I could bear the humiliation and do nothing in front of the enemy. But Rong Chuan is the most sympathetic person in the world who treats him kindly. Why is it so wrong today? How about a vicious attack on this one and only benefactor?
In fact, these doubts of his are easy to explain, but the crux is still an old problem - low self-esteem.Fear of not being respected by the one you love, fear of not meeting the other's expectations, and even more fear of unequal feelings between each other, so you have to express your attitude by losing your temper.At the same time, this is also due to the potential possessiveness towards Rong Chuan in his heart. When he likes someone very much, he will intentionally or unintentionally try to make the other party follow his own wishes and control him, thinking that this will make the relationship last for a long time. People who care about see the worst side of themselves, hurting others and hurting themselves.
If he can calm down and sort out his emotions at this time, or find a good doctor to do a psychological analysis, his life may be rewritten, but the above are all empty words. Due to the blind situation of living in this mountain, Xie Zhengyan at this time has not yet understood the profound meaning of "you can't do what you want, but ask yourself instead". Even though you know your behavior is wrong, you just want to find someone to take the blame for this wrong. In a blink of an eye, he has already found his opponent, and the third shift is the most suitable one to take the blame.
If it wasn't for this person's clever words, how could he have deceived Rong Chuan into favoring him?
If it wasn't for this person's deceit, how could it arouse his resentment?
If it wasn't for this person's two-faced and three-faced decision-making process, how could he and Rong Chuan be at odds?
So he is the root of the curse, he is the sinful child, he is cunning and cunning, his misdeeds are full of harm to others, he hates Xiao Xiaoyunlong, he is still arrogant after doing all the bad things, I really want to ask God, excuse me Three feet of thunderbolt and one foot of wind and thunder wiped out this monster and wiped out harm for the people!
God wants to rest on the Sabbath, but the devil is always there, so any evil thoughts are easy to come true. Xie Zhengyan just had the desire to crusade against the third watch, and soon someone came to the door to hand the knife, but the knife was wrapped in a cover at first, and he didn’t know it at first. It was discovered that the knife presenter also cast his heart in a crooked way, and this person was Ding Ding Tang.
"Daddy, do you know Little Red Riding Hood? She is my good friend and I want to ask you to make an appointment for a drama. Let me first ask you if you are free to pick up new ones recently."
Little Red Riding Hood is a well-known drama critic, and she wrote a super long drama review for "The Lie" before, and she has a lot of appreciation for Xie Zhengyan in her words.Because of this, Xie Zhengyan had a good impression of her, and was a little surprised to learn that she had friendship with Ding Dingtang, so he asked what drama it was.
"You know Qidong Savage's "The Stunning Courtier", right? There was a drama before, and the lead actor was peafowl. Later, he retired, and this drama was also a mess. There is a girl who is very fond of this article and has always wanted to make the drama. After that, it took two years of self-study in the later stage, and I needed authorization from the previous planner to continue to do it. But it is impossible for peafowl to come back to fill in the hole, so I have to find another CV to match. Little Red Riding Hood has a good relationship with the new planner, and was invited to be a producer. She recommended you to the crew."
Xie Zhengyan was very grateful after hearing this, and felt that with Little Red Riding Hood's communication, the first-line big names in the circle would probably be there whenever they were invited, but she just gave her younger generation a green eye, which is really a kindness of knowing you.
This is because he is humble and simple, he tends to take himself too lightly and think too well of others, and he still has words behind Dingtangtang, and he has a comprehensive understanding of the incident until he finishes speaking in one go.
Ding Dingtang said that the first episode of this drama was also bloody and bloody. The reason was that the old planner initially delineated the third shift to cut off the role of the main character Shou, but the author Qi Dong Yeren preferred peafowl and ordered the crew to change.For this reason, the two fans were beaten to death in District 2, and there are still ruins to test.
Xie Zhengyan read the link to the ancient battlefield she sent, and learned that Sangeng Xianduan had behaved badly under the oppression of peafowl's prestige, and he was really indescribably happy.But then doubts arose, and he asked Dingtang: "Since this drama has been looking for Sangen before, isn't it appropriate to let him fill in the hole now? And Little Red Riding Hood is also a fan of Sangen, why don't you recommend him?"
Ding Dingtang sent a mentally retarded emoji, saying: "Of course she wants San Geng to match the most, but San Geng almost confronted Peafowl for this drama before, and she absolutely refused to accept it. To be honest with you, Little Red Riding Hood recommends you , I just think you sound like San Geng, so you can be his substitute."
One sentence pointed to Xie Zhengyan's most taboo scar, the pain made him almost jump violently, he endured it for a long time before releasing his almost crushed fist, and typed quickly: "You and Little Red Riding Hood are good friends, so she is not afraid of her getting angry?"
After two or three years in the circle, he has come into contact with many villains, especially Ziming Qingguo. From her, he can understand the habits and characteristics of villains, and he can somewhat deduce their psychology, which is also applicable to Dingtangtang.
Seeing that Xie Zhengyan wanted to test her, she hastily expressed her heart: "Daddy, I am your brainless fan. No matter how good Little Red Riding Hood and I are, I can't compare to your status in my heart. I am also very angry to see her using you as a substitute for the third shift." Ah, you know that I'm a third-generation black, and I've always wanted to trample this bitch to death."
Xie Zhengyan continued to probe: "Then why do you still help her find me to make an appointment for a drama? Isn't this pushing me to be a substitute for the third shift?"
Ding Dingtang sent a smirk expression: "You misunderstood me, big brother, how could I do something that is not good for you? In fact, I think this is a rare good opportunity. You will not only gain popularity by accepting this drama , you can also severely repair the broken string at the third watch.”
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"In the past, the old plan wanted to make Sangen worthy, but the author clearly stated that peafowl is more suitable than him. The entire online distribution circle has reached a consensus on this matter, and they all stamped that he is not as good as peafowl. Now you accept peafowl's disk, and the drama will be released. , People will think that you can play a role that you can't match in the third watch, so doesn't it just prove that you are worse than him in disguise?"
This theory is full of hooligan logic, rational people will just ignore it after hearing it, but Xie Zhengyan is blinded by hatred and envious, and he will not let go of any opportunity that can hit the middle of the night, picking up broken copper and rotten iron Wanting to be a shooter, point out the flaws in Dingtangtang's plan immediately, and see how she can improve it.
"Savage Qi Dong has such high requirements for the role and is not satisfied with the third watch, so I may not be able to meet her requirements."
Ding Dingtang vowed: "No, no, Qi Dong Yeren doesn't want to take care of the show anymore. She let the crew make arrangements for the new planner to report the relevant situation to her. The planner heard your voice to her the day before yesterday, and she replied' It’s pretty good’, that’s why Little Red Riding Hood asked me to make an appointment for the drama. When the drama is released, we can still make a fuss based on this point, saying that you have been approved by the author, which makes it easier to step on the third watch.”
"Will it be messed up? The third watch fan is so vicious, last time "Lie 2" almost killed me, and if we open fire head-on, will we have a chance of winning?"
Xie Zhengyan's previous diplomatic strategy has always been based on peace as the most important thing, and he has never shown a trace of aggressiveness in front of fans. Today, he is discussing military expansion with a lot of excitement. How can Dingtangang not be excited?Thinking that he finally got the hang of it, he worked harder to make suggestions.
"Daddy, you are gaining momentum now. You have 5 fans on Weibo. You are the best among the rookies. In addition to the fan group, we also built a secret group. There are more than 200 people in it. Sangeng black accounts for at least half of them. With this team, it is enough to deal with Sangen fans. Sangen and Sangen fans have long had a bad reputation in online matchmaking. There are so many people who hate them. Combined with stir-frying some black material from the third watch, and recruiting more allies to help out, keep him until his nose is bruised and his face is swollen."
"But in that case, some people will call me a demon hype."
"Don't be afraid, if this happens, say it's Sangeng fans who beat you up. This is what you learned from Sangeng. You don't know that back then he relied on stepping on his seniors to get to the top. He pretended to be innocent while doing so, saying that the seniors were explosion-proof black newcomers. , when the drama was released, he often sent fans to pretend to be loyal and pinch the drama post, cheating a lot of fans. Hmph, he thought that his ten-year daughter-in-law would be able to sit back and relax after becoming a mother-in-law. He tasted the feeling of giving someone a back, and this kind of revenge is really happy."
The ancients said: "The virtuous do not raise scholars." During the Warring States period, there were many guests from the families of the princes from all walks of life. No matter whether they are great virtuous people, big treacherous people, big villains, chicken crowing dog robbers, three religions and nine schools, they are all trying to get ahead of themselves, and they only want to instigate the Lord to think hard. As a result, every act caused a catastrophe among the people.Looking at "Warring States Policy" is the history of these talents. They created the troubled times, and the troubled times made them, each of them became famous and profitable, and they were all-powerful. declare the end.Admittedly, it would be too flattering to compare Ding Tang to a hero of the Warring States Period, but now the online distribution circle is like a microcosm of the Warring States Period, with various forces occupying the top of the mountain, and every battle is chaotic on this trouble-loving villain. It's not enough for a sensible person not to be provoked, but when he meets a fool like Xie Zhengyan, the disaster will end in secret.
After discussing with Ding Ding Tang, he seemed to have enjoyed the pleasure of beating the strings in advance, his anger was greatly relieved, and his mind turned to how to make peace with Rong Chuanxiu.Rong Chuan seemed to be really angry this time, and he still didn't come back after 10 o'clock in the evening. Xie Zhengyan wanted to send a message to ask, but he was afraid that he would look too cheap and be looked down upon by him, so he tried his best to bear it and walked around the room Turn around, look anxiously, and look forward to seeing through.Biansheng Rong Chuan's house was too spacious, he walked around dozens of times like a playground, his legs were numb and his back was sore, he had to lie down on the sofa to rest.At this moment, the door lock rang, and Rong Chuan came back.
Xie Zhengyan crawled to sit on hearing the sound, but immediately lay down again on second thought. People have a certain talent for acting coquettishly and puffing up, and some things can be learned by themselves without a teacher, but they can act on instinct.He decided that he was not at fault in this friction, so he hurriedly ran to greet him at this time, not to mention his embarrassment, and it was not easy to see Rong Chuan's attitude, so he might as well pretend to be asleep for the time being and try the other party's reaction.
Just as he was lying face to back, he heard Rong Chuan's footsteps. After closing the door, he walked over gently, and stood in front of the sofa for two or three seconds, probably observing whether he was still asleep.Xie Zhengyan closed his eyes tightly and didn't dare to move. He soon heard the rubbing sound of Rong Chuan's clothes when he bent over, and then felt his hands get under his neck and legs, and seemed to want to hug him to bed.
Feeling hot in his heart, he rolled over and put his arms around Rong Chuan's neck. Seeing those eyes full of love and love, he couldn't help trembling in his soul, and looked at him timidly.
Rong Chuan plucked the strands of hair that fell to his eyes, and asked with a smile, "Did it wake you up?"
Xie Zhengyan shook his head lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Why did you come back?"
Rong Chuan said: "A friend invited me to chat. Have you had dinner yet? I bought you a mango-flavored mille-feuille cake. Do you want some?"
Xie Zhengyan said he didn't want to eat, and pinched his shirt button in a daze.
Rong Chuan stretched out his left index finger and scratched his face.
"Still angry?"
Xie Zhengyan shook his head in response, hesitated for a moment and then nodded slowly.
Rong Chuan said with a smile: "I really didn't hide the matter of the third watch on purpose. Are you unhappy that I'm with him and want me to break up with him?"
How dare Xie Zhengyan claim this unruly and willful point deduction, and blamed: "Don't think of me so unreasonably, okay, you don't even understand the reason for my anger!"
Rong Chuan moved closer, and said softly, "Then tell me, so that I can know what I did wrong."
Xie Zhengyan blushed and lowered his head, pressed the button harder, and said shyly and resentfully: "I didn't know your relationship with San Geng before, and if I was dissatisfied with him, I would give negative and negative comments directly in front of you. It turned out to be your good friend, and you might be upset when you hear me say bad things about him, which makes me seem to be provoking your friendship, which makes me look mean and funny."
Rong Chuan chuckled, and gently tugged his face.
"You think too much, don't say you don't know, just know that he and I are friends, and you can tell him if you are dissatisfied with him. I'm not a person who doesn't distinguish between right and wrong. How could I misunderstand you?"
Xie Zhengyan pursed his lips, and asked cautiously, "Did you go to Shanghai this time and meet the third watch?"
"Ah."
"Does he know you know me?"
"It's not a question, they are all in the same crew, of course we know each other."
"Acquaintance is acquaintance, but he doesn't know our relationship yet."
"Well, I haven't told anyone else, and he certainly doesn't know."
"...Then has he ever said anything bad about me to you? Last time "Lie 2" made a lot of noise, and he almost quit the crew. He must really hate me in his heart."
"No, we usually don't talk about online distribution when we meet. He never said anything about you in front of me."
"Really?"
"Why lie to you? If he really wants to scold you, I will defend you."
Rong Chuan patted Xie Zhengyan's head like a coaxing child, probably thinking that his resentment had subsided, so he returned to the more than adequate controller's posture, generously giving away his favor.
"It's my fault this time, which caused you to be wronged. I promise any compensation I want."
Xie Zhengyan has a deep affection for him, watching his words and smiles are like the rain that irrigates the seedlings of love, the nourishment for nurturing the seedlings of love, his heart becomes more and more greedy, more and more enthusiastic, and he doesn't know where the courage comes from, biting his lip and asking in a low voice : "Can you...can you kiss me?"
Kissing is commonplace among lovers, but they are in a special situation. This request has obviously violated the love contract made before, and it is an unreasonable idea.
Ke Rongchuan didn't hesitate, smiled, and lowered his head slightly to leave a flower-like kiss on his lips.
Xie Zhengyan originally only wanted him to kiss his face or forehead, but he never expected that he would kiss directly, his heartbeat was like the firing of a machine gun, and he almost fainted from embarrassment.
"You, why do you kiss?"
Seeing his inarticulate speech, Rong Chuan laughed a lot: "Did you kiss the wrong place? Then kiss again."
Xie Zhengyan slapped him on the right cheek again while talking, before he had time to think about anything, he jumped up and hugged his neck tightly, crawled on his shoulder and shouted sadly and eagerly: "I really like you so much, I like you so much, I like it so much I'm going crazy!"
This reaction was so Qiongyao, it made Rong Chuan burst into laughter, but he quickly stopped, hugged him and patted him gently.
"I know, that's why you are jealous."
Xie Zhengyan couldn't care less about face, grabbed his clothes and complained: "That's because I'm useless, I can't make you jealous too, I really can't be reconciled, why am I the only one in this deep..."
The five senses in his heart were intertwined, seven emotions burst out, his face was hot like a chestnut, and tears soon melted from his eyes.Rong Chuan held him in his arms, grabbed his chin and teased: "How do you want to make me jealous? Could it be that you are going to find Mr. Zhihu again?"
Xie Zhengyan slapped him in embarrassment, cuddled against his chest and refused to leave, he knew that Rong Chuan really doted on him, at this moment he could act like a baby and enjoy his doting to his heart's content.
The two of them hugged quietly for a while, their body temperature slowly merged and merged, their heartbeat and pulsation also seemed to be gradually approaching, happiness spread like ice-melted spring water, and Xie Zhengyan felt that he was lying on a bed that couldn't be softer. On the bed, every cell was put down, and with the mood of spring sleepiness and drunkenness, he lazily grabbed Rong Chuan's shoulder and begged: "Don't quarrel with me because of other people in the future, okay?"
Rong Chuan lowered his head, resting his chin on his forehead, using his arms as a cradle, giving him the most comfortable rest, and softly murmured instead of the spell of sleep god.
"I should say this. Don't be angry with me for other people in the future. Believe that I will always be for you."
Xie Zhengyan couldn't look directly into his eyes, and stared elsewhere to question him.
"Aunt Qi is here today."
"Yes, she starts work today."
"We talked for a long time."
"Really? What are you talking about? She has a big mouth, didn't she tell you about my scandal?"
"...She mentioned to me your Shanghai senior who is very good at cooking."
"Oh... why did she think of saying this, it's too far away, haha~"
Seeing that Rong Chuan was dodging, Xie Zhengyan couldn't help raising his eyes to look at him, and pointed out his focus briefly and sharply: "That senior is the third watch, right?"
Rong Chuan seemed to have been knocked in the teeth by an apple, and reflexively wanted to play haha and make a detour, but Xie Zhengyan's second wave of offensive was the first to kill him.
"Aunt Qi said that his name is Zhuang Xiaojie, and he has the same name and surname as San Gengxian Duan, and I have already asked someone about it. You and San Geng Xianduan are college alumni, and he is two years older than you... Anyway, I know everything, don't you Don't hide it anymore."
Rong Chuan slowly put down the fruit plate, and then slowly moved to his side, clasping his hands together and looking down on the ground, with a helpless expression willing to stand trial, Xie Zhengyan had never seen him in such a mess before, so he couldn't help feeling distressed, but the grievance was too turbulent, When a turbulent wave came, he didn't have time to think about it, and asked him sadly why he didn't tell the truth to himself.
Rong Chuan smiled begging for mercy: "You misunderstood him so much, didn't I just add trouble to you by saying this?"
Xie Zhengyan heard that it was as if a layer of cold water had been put on his body, his head drooped like a bent ear of rice.
"Yes, you think my dissatisfaction with him is a misunderstanding. He is not wrong at all, so I complained to you about him, and you never took it seriously. I am also a fool. I didn't know that you have such a deep friendship with him. If you know that you are Good friend, I will never say that he is not at all in front of you."
He tried his best to restrain his resentment, making his voice weak and pitiful. Rong Chuan seemed to feel more uncomfortable than being scolded, and immediately held his hand to persuade him: "Don't think that way, I know that the middle of the night has done some excessive things to you. You have suffered a lot, but..."
He has outstanding emotional intelligence, of course he knew that if he said the words after "but", all the previous comforts would be useless, so he stopped immediately and let out a sigh of relief.Xie Zhengyan understood that there was a grievance between the two of them, and the sudden pain in his heart was not the sharp pain of a hole being pierced, but a long torture like a slow erosion of nitrate water bit by bit, and his thoughts also entered a state of anarchy.He has received higher education, knowledge is not superficial, and he knows what to do and what not to do, but it is often difficult for people like him to acquire a sound personality. Treating people is like boating on a river. When the accident happened, I suddenly felt that the huge waves were surging, and I couldn't help being involved in it, and adopted a stupid and rude way of dealing with things.This is the constraint caused by the growth environment on the shaping of a person's character. Many people are hard to change throughout their lives, let alone he is still so young.
At this moment, distressed like a nest of ants, he couldn't bear the sting of scratching his heart and liver, silently chose to escape, broke away from Rong Chuan's hand, walked to the desk and sat down, Rong Chuan asked him what he wanted to do, he didn't say anything, clicked on Documents, scribbling on them, pretending to work.
The room is extremely quiet, and the sound of mechanical keyboards carries people's restless emotions, piercing the tranquility to be riddled with holes.After a few minutes, Rong Chuan came over, stood behind him and said softly, "It's getting late, let's go out for dinner."
Xie Zhengyan's mouth seemed to have self-awareness, and he answered without waiting for the brain's order: "I'm not hungry, you go alone."
Rong Chuan sighed slightly, and asked again: "Then do you have anything you want to eat? I'll buy it and wait until you're hungry."
"Need not!"
Xie Zhengyan looked as if someone had set fire to his liver, and his blood was surging. After refusing, he yelled out inexplicably: "I want to write the script quietly, please don't bother me!?"
After shouting, he was the first to be stunned, his back was stiff, and he didn't dare to look back at Rong Chuan. When he heard his leaving footsteps and the soft sound of the door closing, tears rushed out of the border quickly, feeling that he was a clumsy ship. The ship ran aground on the rocks on the calm and flat channel, and was covered with sharp stone chips, suffering unspeakably
Rong Chuan is so gentle, but he doesn't know what is good or bad to have conflicts with him, what if he gets upset?Would he think that he was making trouble out of no reason?Do you think that you were wrong before and change your heart from now on?
On the other hand, I felt that I had run into a ghost. In the past, I could bear the grievances that were ten times greater than this, and I could bear the humiliation and do nothing in front of the enemy. But Rong Chuan is the most sympathetic person in the world who treats him kindly. Why is it so wrong today? How about a vicious attack on this one and only benefactor?
In fact, these doubts of his are easy to explain, but the crux is still an old problem - low self-esteem.Fear of not being respected by the one you love, fear of not meeting the other's expectations, and even more fear of unequal feelings between each other, so you have to express your attitude by losing your temper.At the same time, this is also due to the potential possessiveness towards Rong Chuan in his heart. When he likes someone very much, he will intentionally or unintentionally try to make the other party follow his own wishes and control him, thinking that this will make the relationship last for a long time. People who care about see the worst side of themselves, hurting others and hurting themselves.
If he can calm down and sort out his emotions at this time, or find a good doctor to do a psychological analysis, his life may be rewritten, but the above are all empty words. Due to the blind situation of living in this mountain, Xie Zhengyan at this time has not yet understood the profound meaning of "you can't do what you want, but ask yourself instead". Even though you know your behavior is wrong, you just want to find someone to take the blame for this wrong. In a blink of an eye, he has already found his opponent, and the third shift is the most suitable one to take the blame.
If it wasn't for this person's clever words, how could he have deceived Rong Chuan into favoring him?
If it wasn't for this person's deceit, how could it arouse his resentment?
If it wasn't for this person's two-faced and three-faced decision-making process, how could he and Rong Chuan be at odds?
So he is the root of the curse, he is the sinful child, he is cunning and cunning, his misdeeds are full of harm to others, he hates Xiao Xiaoyunlong, he is still arrogant after doing all the bad things, I really want to ask God, excuse me Three feet of thunderbolt and one foot of wind and thunder wiped out this monster and wiped out harm for the people!
God wants to rest on the Sabbath, but the devil is always there, so any evil thoughts are easy to come true. Xie Zhengyan just had the desire to crusade against the third watch, and soon someone came to the door to hand the knife, but the knife was wrapped in a cover at first, and he didn’t know it at first. It was discovered that the knife presenter also cast his heart in a crooked way, and this person was Ding Ding Tang.
"Daddy, do you know Little Red Riding Hood? She is my good friend and I want to ask you to make an appointment for a drama. Let me first ask you if you are free to pick up new ones recently."
Little Red Riding Hood is a well-known drama critic, and she wrote a super long drama review for "The Lie" before, and she has a lot of appreciation for Xie Zhengyan in her words.Because of this, Xie Zhengyan had a good impression of her, and was a little surprised to learn that she had friendship with Ding Dingtang, so he asked what drama it was.
"You know Qidong Savage's "The Stunning Courtier", right? There was a drama before, and the lead actor was peafowl. Later, he retired, and this drama was also a mess. There is a girl who is very fond of this article and has always wanted to make the drama. After that, it took two years of self-study in the later stage, and I needed authorization from the previous planner to continue to do it. But it is impossible for peafowl to come back to fill in the hole, so I have to find another CV to match. Little Red Riding Hood has a good relationship with the new planner, and was invited to be a producer. She recommended you to the crew."
Xie Zhengyan was very grateful after hearing this, and felt that with Little Red Riding Hood's communication, the first-line big names in the circle would probably be there whenever they were invited, but she just gave her younger generation a green eye, which is really a kindness of knowing you.
This is because he is humble and simple, he tends to take himself too lightly and think too well of others, and he still has words behind Dingtangtang, and he has a comprehensive understanding of the incident until he finishes speaking in one go.
Ding Dingtang said that the first episode of this drama was also bloody and bloody. The reason was that the old planner initially delineated the third shift to cut off the role of the main character Shou, but the author Qi Dong Yeren preferred peafowl and ordered the crew to change.For this reason, the two fans were beaten to death in District 2, and there are still ruins to test.
Xie Zhengyan read the link to the ancient battlefield she sent, and learned that Sangeng Xianduan had behaved badly under the oppression of peafowl's prestige, and he was really indescribably happy.But then doubts arose, and he asked Dingtang: "Since this drama has been looking for Sangen before, isn't it appropriate to let him fill in the hole now? And Little Red Riding Hood is also a fan of Sangen, why don't you recommend him?"
Ding Dingtang sent a mentally retarded emoji, saying: "Of course she wants San Geng to match the most, but San Geng almost confronted Peafowl for this drama before, and she absolutely refused to accept it. To be honest with you, Little Red Riding Hood recommends you , I just think you sound like San Geng, so you can be his substitute."
One sentence pointed to Xie Zhengyan's most taboo scar, the pain made him almost jump violently, he endured it for a long time before releasing his almost crushed fist, and typed quickly: "You and Little Red Riding Hood are good friends, so she is not afraid of her getting angry?"
After two or three years in the circle, he has come into contact with many villains, especially Ziming Qingguo. From her, he can understand the habits and characteristics of villains, and he can somewhat deduce their psychology, which is also applicable to Dingtangtang.
Seeing that Xie Zhengyan wanted to test her, she hastily expressed her heart: "Daddy, I am your brainless fan. No matter how good Little Red Riding Hood and I are, I can't compare to your status in my heart. I am also very angry to see her using you as a substitute for the third shift." Ah, you know that I'm a third-generation black, and I've always wanted to trample this bitch to death."
Xie Zhengyan continued to probe: "Then why do you still help her find me to make an appointment for a drama? Isn't this pushing me to be a substitute for the third shift?"
Ding Dingtang sent a smirk expression: "You misunderstood me, big brother, how could I do something that is not good for you? In fact, I think this is a rare good opportunity. You will not only gain popularity by accepting this drama , you can also severely repair the broken string at the third watch.”
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"In the past, the old plan wanted to make Sangen worthy, but the author clearly stated that peafowl is more suitable than him. The entire online distribution circle has reached a consensus on this matter, and they all stamped that he is not as good as peafowl. Now you accept peafowl's disk, and the drama will be released. , People will think that you can play a role that you can't match in the third watch, so doesn't it just prove that you are worse than him in disguise?"
This theory is full of hooligan logic, rational people will just ignore it after hearing it, but Xie Zhengyan is blinded by hatred and envious, and he will not let go of any opportunity that can hit the middle of the night, picking up broken copper and rotten iron Wanting to be a shooter, point out the flaws in Dingtangtang's plan immediately, and see how she can improve it.
"Savage Qi Dong has such high requirements for the role and is not satisfied with the third watch, so I may not be able to meet her requirements."
Ding Dingtang vowed: "No, no, Qi Dong Yeren doesn't want to take care of the show anymore. She let the crew make arrangements for the new planner to report the relevant situation to her. The planner heard your voice to her the day before yesterday, and she replied' It’s pretty good’, that’s why Little Red Riding Hood asked me to make an appointment for the drama. When the drama is released, we can still make a fuss based on this point, saying that you have been approved by the author, which makes it easier to step on the third watch.”
"Will it be messed up? The third watch fan is so vicious, last time "Lie 2" almost killed me, and if we open fire head-on, will we have a chance of winning?"
Xie Zhengyan's previous diplomatic strategy has always been based on peace as the most important thing, and he has never shown a trace of aggressiveness in front of fans. Today, he is discussing military expansion with a lot of excitement. How can Dingtangang not be excited?Thinking that he finally got the hang of it, he worked harder to make suggestions.
"Daddy, you are gaining momentum now. You have 5 fans on Weibo. You are the best among the rookies. In addition to the fan group, we also built a secret group. There are more than 200 people in it. Sangeng black accounts for at least half of them. With this team, it is enough to deal with Sangen fans. Sangen and Sangen fans have long had a bad reputation in online matchmaking. There are so many people who hate them. Combined with stir-frying some black material from the third watch, and recruiting more allies to help out, keep him until his nose is bruised and his face is swollen."
"But in that case, some people will call me a demon hype."
"Don't be afraid, if this happens, say it's Sangeng fans who beat you up. This is what you learned from Sangeng. You don't know that back then he relied on stepping on his seniors to get to the top. He pretended to be innocent while doing so, saying that the seniors were explosion-proof black newcomers. , when the drama was released, he often sent fans to pretend to be loyal and pinch the drama post, cheating a lot of fans. Hmph, he thought that his ten-year daughter-in-law would be able to sit back and relax after becoming a mother-in-law. He tasted the feeling of giving someone a back, and this kind of revenge is really happy."
The ancients said: "The virtuous do not raise scholars." During the Warring States period, there were many guests from the families of the princes from all walks of life. No matter whether they are great virtuous people, big treacherous people, big villains, chicken crowing dog robbers, three religions and nine schools, they are all trying to get ahead of themselves, and they only want to instigate the Lord to think hard. As a result, every act caused a catastrophe among the people.Looking at "Warring States Policy" is the history of these talents. They created the troubled times, and the troubled times made them, each of them became famous and profitable, and they were all-powerful. declare the end.Admittedly, it would be too flattering to compare Ding Tang to a hero of the Warring States Period, but now the online distribution circle is like a microcosm of the Warring States Period, with various forces occupying the top of the mountain, and every battle is chaotic on this trouble-loving villain. It's not enough for a sensible person not to be provoked, but when he meets a fool like Xie Zhengyan, the disaster will end in secret.
After discussing with Ding Ding Tang, he seemed to have enjoyed the pleasure of beating the strings in advance, his anger was greatly relieved, and his mind turned to how to make peace with Rong Chuanxiu.Rong Chuan seemed to be really angry this time, and he still didn't come back after 10 o'clock in the evening. Xie Zhengyan wanted to send a message to ask, but he was afraid that he would look too cheap and be looked down upon by him, so he tried his best to bear it and walked around the room Turn around, look anxiously, and look forward to seeing through.Biansheng Rong Chuan's house was too spacious, he walked around dozens of times like a playground, his legs were numb and his back was sore, he had to lie down on the sofa to rest.At this moment, the door lock rang, and Rong Chuan came back.
Xie Zhengyan crawled to sit on hearing the sound, but immediately lay down again on second thought. People have a certain talent for acting coquettishly and puffing up, and some things can be learned by themselves without a teacher, but they can act on instinct.He decided that he was not at fault in this friction, so he hurriedly ran to greet him at this time, not to mention his embarrassment, and it was not easy to see Rong Chuan's attitude, so he might as well pretend to be asleep for the time being and try the other party's reaction.
Just as he was lying face to back, he heard Rong Chuan's footsteps. After closing the door, he walked over gently, and stood in front of the sofa for two or three seconds, probably observing whether he was still asleep.Xie Zhengyan closed his eyes tightly and didn't dare to move. He soon heard the rubbing sound of Rong Chuan's clothes when he bent over, and then felt his hands get under his neck and legs, and seemed to want to hug him to bed.
Feeling hot in his heart, he rolled over and put his arms around Rong Chuan's neck. Seeing those eyes full of love and love, he couldn't help trembling in his soul, and looked at him timidly.
Rong Chuan plucked the strands of hair that fell to his eyes, and asked with a smile, "Did it wake you up?"
Xie Zhengyan shook his head lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Why did you come back?"
Rong Chuan said: "A friend invited me to chat. Have you had dinner yet? I bought you a mango-flavored mille-feuille cake. Do you want some?"
Xie Zhengyan said he didn't want to eat, and pinched his shirt button in a daze.
Rong Chuan stretched out his left index finger and scratched his face.
"Still angry?"
Xie Zhengyan shook his head in response, hesitated for a moment and then nodded slowly.
Rong Chuan said with a smile: "I really didn't hide the matter of the third watch on purpose. Are you unhappy that I'm with him and want me to break up with him?"
How dare Xie Zhengyan claim this unruly and willful point deduction, and blamed: "Don't think of me so unreasonably, okay, you don't even understand the reason for my anger!"
Rong Chuan moved closer, and said softly, "Then tell me, so that I can know what I did wrong."
Xie Zhengyan blushed and lowered his head, pressed the button harder, and said shyly and resentfully: "I didn't know your relationship with San Geng before, and if I was dissatisfied with him, I would give negative and negative comments directly in front of you. It turned out to be your good friend, and you might be upset when you hear me say bad things about him, which makes me seem to be provoking your friendship, which makes me look mean and funny."
Rong Chuan chuckled, and gently tugged his face.
"You think too much, don't say you don't know, just know that he and I are friends, and you can tell him if you are dissatisfied with him. I'm not a person who doesn't distinguish between right and wrong. How could I misunderstand you?"
Xie Zhengyan pursed his lips, and asked cautiously, "Did you go to Shanghai this time and meet the third watch?"
"Ah."
"Does he know you know me?"
"It's not a question, they are all in the same crew, of course we know each other."
"Acquaintance is acquaintance, but he doesn't know our relationship yet."
"Well, I haven't told anyone else, and he certainly doesn't know."
"...Then has he ever said anything bad about me to you? Last time "Lie 2" made a lot of noise, and he almost quit the crew. He must really hate me in his heart."
"No, we usually don't talk about online distribution when we meet. He never said anything about you in front of me."
"Really?"
"Why lie to you? If he really wants to scold you, I will defend you."
Rong Chuan patted Xie Zhengyan's head like a coaxing child, probably thinking that his resentment had subsided, so he returned to the more than adequate controller's posture, generously giving away his favor.
"It's my fault this time, which caused you to be wronged. I promise any compensation I want."
Xie Zhengyan has a deep affection for him, watching his words and smiles are like the rain that irrigates the seedlings of love, the nourishment for nurturing the seedlings of love, his heart becomes more and more greedy, more and more enthusiastic, and he doesn't know where the courage comes from, biting his lip and asking in a low voice : "Can you...can you kiss me?"
Kissing is commonplace among lovers, but they are in a special situation. This request has obviously violated the love contract made before, and it is an unreasonable idea.
Ke Rongchuan didn't hesitate, smiled, and lowered his head slightly to leave a flower-like kiss on his lips.
Xie Zhengyan originally only wanted him to kiss his face or forehead, but he never expected that he would kiss directly, his heartbeat was like the firing of a machine gun, and he almost fainted from embarrassment.
"You, why do you kiss?"
Seeing his inarticulate speech, Rong Chuan laughed a lot: "Did you kiss the wrong place? Then kiss again."
Xie Zhengyan slapped him on the right cheek again while talking, before he had time to think about anything, he jumped up and hugged his neck tightly, crawled on his shoulder and shouted sadly and eagerly: "I really like you so much, I like you so much, I like it so much I'm going crazy!"
This reaction was so Qiongyao, it made Rong Chuan burst into laughter, but he quickly stopped, hugged him and patted him gently.
"I know, that's why you are jealous."
Xie Zhengyan couldn't care less about face, grabbed his clothes and complained: "That's because I'm useless, I can't make you jealous too, I really can't be reconciled, why am I the only one in this deep..."
The five senses in his heart were intertwined, seven emotions burst out, his face was hot like a chestnut, and tears soon melted from his eyes.Rong Chuan held him in his arms, grabbed his chin and teased: "How do you want to make me jealous? Could it be that you are going to find Mr. Zhihu again?"
Xie Zhengyan slapped him in embarrassment, cuddled against his chest and refused to leave, he knew that Rong Chuan really doted on him, at this moment he could act like a baby and enjoy his doting to his heart's content.
The two of them hugged quietly for a while, their body temperature slowly merged and merged, their heartbeat and pulsation also seemed to be gradually approaching, happiness spread like ice-melted spring water, and Xie Zhengyan felt that he was lying on a bed that couldn't be softer. On the bed, every cell was put down, and with the mood of spring sleepiness and drunkenness, he lazily grabbed Rong Chuan's shoulder and begged: "Don't quarrel with me because of other people in the future, okay?"
Rong Chuan lowered his head, resting his chin on his forehead, using his arms as a cradle, giving him the most comfortable rest, and softly murmured instead of the spell of sleep god.
"I should say this. Don't be angry with me for other people in the future. Believe that I will always be for you."
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