After 9 o'clock that night, Rong Chuan called and said that he wanted to go to Xie Zhengyan's house to see Fuzi. Compared with Rong Chuan's house, Xie Zhengyan's residence was like a pigeon coop, he hesitated embarrassingly: "My house is too simple, I am sorry to entertain you."
Rong Chuan smiled and said, "I'm here to see the puppy, not the house, so don't be embarrassed. Tell me the house number, and I'll go straight up, so you don't have to come downstairs to pick it up."
He said that it would take about half an hour to get there from where he is currently, and Xie Zhengyan hurriedly used the half hour to tidy up the room. He always loved tidiness, and the house was already clean, but he still wiped it for a while before he felt relieved.Knowing that Rong Chuan didn't like to drink, he boiled a pot of boiling water and let it dry, then turned on the electric fan that he was reluctant to use, trying to drive Qiuhu out.
When it was almost 10 o'clock, Rong Chuan knocked on the door of his house. The moment he entered the house, Xie Zhengyan felt a huge sense of disobedience. This person was too incompatible with his humble house. It was like a phoenix flying into a chicken coop. Find a suitable place for him to settle down.
Rong Chuan was very accommodating. Seeing him being foolish, he pointed to the chair in front of the desk and asked, "Can I sit over there?"
"Yes, yes!"
Xie Zhengyan moved a chair in a panic, and served boiled water that had already dried. Rong Chuan took the cup and handed over the shopping bag, which contained canned food, snacks, and nutritional cream for dogs. Xie Zhengyan recognized the trademark and was an imported He bought Fuzi's products from pet food companies several times to try them out, and a can cost tens of dollars. Although this amount of money was nothing to Rong Chuan, he still felt uneasy. In the final analysis, it was the psychology of poverty that caused the trouble.
Seeing that Fuzi had already crawled on the pillow and sound asleep, Rong Chuan leaned over and leaned on the edge of the bed to watch intently, and said with love, "It looks so pretty, like a toy, did you buy it at a pet store?"
Xie Zhengyan knew that he liked small animals when he was in Xi'an. He always stopped to tease dogs when he was walking on the street, so he knelt beside him and looked at Fuzi with him, telling the origin of the puppy.
After hearing Fuzi's life experience, Rong Chuan clicked his tongue: "Such a cute dog is willing to give away, your classmate is really cruel."
Xie Zhengyan sighed: "Yes, it is so cute that it will be discarded, and it will be even more difficult to find long-term support for those who are not cute."
These words were a bit ironic, Rong Chuan glanced at him: "You are also very cute, why are you so unconfident in yourself."
Xie Zhengyan didn't expect him to break the question openly, so he was ashamed to admit it, pouted and blamed him for making wild associations.Rong Chuan knows how to adjust the scale of molestation, always enough is enough, and the conversation changes to something else.
"I also raised a dog when I was a child. I bought it in a pet store in the second year of junior high school. At that time, I was just playing with my friends. As soon as I entered the door, a group of dogs ran over and surrounded us for fun. Every dog was so cute. I think Seeing that the hands and feet are not in control, I want to walk, so I decided to buy one and take it home. I was hesitating which one to choose, and suddenly saw a gray puppy in the corner. It was not like other dogs. The dog is so lively. It looks scared when it sees strangers. It hides in a corner and shrinks into a small ball. From time to time, it sticks out its head to look at us. The eyes are as black and bright as Fuzi's. I just look at After two glances, I paid for it and took it home."
After listening attentively, Xie Zhengyan asked, "Is that dog really cute?"
Rong Chuan smiled and shook his head: "It's a crossbreed of a Teddy and a dachshund. The good ones have not been inherited. The shortcomings of the two breeds have taken up all the shortcomings. The mouth is pointed and the head is flat, and the coat color is not good-looking. When I took it home, my family said it was ugly. It's scary, no one picked it up when it was thrown on the street."
"Then why did you choose it?"
"Because it is very pitiful. I don't know how high the IQ of the dog is. Anyway, the first time I looked at it, I felt that it was asking for help. From its eyes, I can see that it has suffered a lot. I hope There is a person who loves it, but has been severely hurt by others, and dare not get close to others, so I have to resign myself to staying in the corner. That lonely appearance makes me very distressed, and I really want to protect it and let it live a happy life. "
What he said deeply touched Xie Zhengyan's heart. Rong Chuan advocated chivalry and had a heroic spirit in his bones to help the poor and help the poor. He often gave charcoal in the face of need.Needless to say what he admired, the reason he was disappointed was because Rong Chuan treated him kindly for the same reason as he treated that puppy, there was no special favor or other ambiguous motives, his absurd obsession was completely shattered.
Seeing that he was suddenly downcast, Rong Chuan asked, "Are you worried about the credit card? I was about to talk about this. I will give you [-] cash first, and you can put it in the card tomorrow."
Xie Zhengyan was shocked: "No! I can no longer borrow your money to repay the debt!"
Rong Chuan told him not to get excited, and explained with some inscrutable expressions: "This money is not for repaying debts, but for tracking criminals who swiped credit cards. Your card has been copied, and most of the counterfeit cards are returned." In the control of criminals, if he finds that the card has money again, and the owner has not taken anti-theft measures, he will definitely not be able to resist the temptation to take the risk and steal the money again. This is called leading the snake out of the hole, and it will not only provide the police with more clues to solve the case, good luck It can also prove that the last credit card debt has nothing to do with you."
He handed over the money to Xie Zhengyan, instructed him to call the bank hotline to activate the SMS reminder service, and then told him to deposit 100 yuan on this card as soon as he received the payment SMS, and he would take care of the rest.
Since it was already late, Xie Zhengyan was inconvenient to ask in detail. He was convinced that Rong Chuan was reliable, so he followed his instructions the next day. Not long after he went to the bank to make a deposit, he received a text message, and the newly deposited 5 yuan was swiped away again.He hurriedly crawled back to the bank, deposited 100 yuan on the ATM machine, and then notified Rong Chuan.Rong Chuan had stolen his card number and ID number last night. Hearing that the money had been transferred, he said happily, "It's over now. You can go to work at ease. I'll ask the lawyer to come and find you in the afternoon. I'll sue the bank first."
A few days later, Xie Zhengyan finally figured out the intention and effect of Rong Chuan's plan step by step, and he sent a lawyer to represent Xie Zhengyan to sue the bank for ineffective supervision, which caused the client's property to be damaged.Of course, the bank refused to admit it. At this time, the 100 yuan deposited by Xie Zhengyan after the card was stolen became crucial evidence. The money was transferred in Fuzhou, and just 10 minutes later, Xie Zhengyan was at an ATM in Shanghai. He deposited 100 yuan, which proves that the credit card has been held by him all the time. The one in Fuzhou was a fake card.
On the one hand, Rong Chuan sued the bank, and on the other hand, he reported to the police in a two-pronged manner. Due to his internal relationship, the investigation progressed rapidly, and he quickly found a fortunate clue—the merchant code of the stolen POS machine this time was the same as the one that was stolen last time. The agreement of stealing the 5 yuan proves that the perpetrators are the same group.Rong Chuan asked his lawyer to sue the bank again based on this evidence. One month later, the court ruled that the bank lost the lawsuit. The plaintiff did not have to bear the credit card debt twice. There is also good news from the side, the thief who stole the card has been arrested and brought to justice.
On the day when the verdict was received, Xie Zhengyan's hanging heart finally returned to its original place. This time, he was able to turn the crisis into a safe place. With the protection of Rongchuan, he not only solved his distress, but also taught him a lot of common sense. Not to mention a life mentor.But Rong Chuan didn't think about it, and still described the rescue as a small effort, and refused to ask Xie Zhengyan to pay back his lawyer's fees, which was quite a heroic demeanor who did not expect to repay his kindness.
If this were to be put into an ancient romance novel, the woman would probably shyly say, "There is no repayment, but a promise with her body". Xie Zhengyan has this kind of heart, and it is worthwhile to be a slave and a maidservant when he meets such a loving and righteous gentleman. .But delusion is delusion after all, he is just a little dick living in reality, take ten thousand steps back and say that even if he really turns into a daughter, he will not have the charm to make Rong Chuan fall in love, and the birds can't catch up with the swans, and never expect others to accept him Get up your wings and meet each other.
People with low self-esteem who were born in poor families often suffer from a common problem-if they want to avoid being rejected, they first reject others. Once they fall ill, they will develop self-defense indifference and deliberately distance themselves from each other.This kind of thinking is an important reason why it is difficult for them to integrate into the mainstream society, which leads to the obstruction of life, and it is also incomprehensible to people with sound and clear minds.
Guided by this line of thinking, Xie Zhengyan began to "work" unconsciously, no longer actively contacted Rong Chuan, and resisted to reply less or not to reply when receiving messages. The two forces of desire and longing are also fighting between dogs and rabbits, which makes him blame himself for losing his soul.People say that "happiness is like wine, which is easy to volatilize, but pain is like water, which is not easy to volatilize." His pain is like concentrated sulfuric acid, which not only does not volatilize, but also keeps absorbing water from the air, constantly corroding his senses , so many lovesickness and infatuation throughout the ages have died in depression like this. If he continues to kill himself, he may follow in the footsteps of his predecessors.
By November, he had described himself as haggard, emaciated, and thin. People around him thought he was seriously ill, and they all advised him to see a doctor. He smiled bitterly every time. There is no cure for this heart disease How can I be cured?
One or two months of indifference, I believe Rong Chuan noticed the anomaly early on. He asked several times in the middle, and Xie Zhengyan lied that he was too busy with work. This excuse was also Cheng Yaojin's three tricks. On November 11, Rong Chuan suddenly sent a text message saying that he had arrived in Shanghai and wanted to have dinner together in the evening. Xie Zhengyan was like a hungry mouse staring at the cheese on the mousetrap, not daring to go overboard, and said that he would work overtime at night. Time to eat out.
The guilt of lying to the male god completely killed his appetite, and he didn't bother to buy groceries after get off work. He walked listlessly to the gate of the community and accidentally fell hard, contributing a dose of jokes to passers-by.
Bad luck.
He struggled to sit up, rubbed his dull knees, and couldn't help being sore when he touched the bony bones. He felt the fear of dying in his heart, and scolded himself why he wanted to kill himself.
He raised his hand to wipe the sweat off his face, but suddenly his arm tightened, and a strong hand was grabbing his arm and pulling him up.
"If you're not careful, you'll be called the King of Wrestling in the future."
Rong Chuan teased pamperingly, and then helped him pat the dust on his clothes and trouser legs. Xie Zhengyan was stunned, dazzled by his clear gaze, forgetting the cause and effect of this scene.
"Aren't you going to work overtime? Why are you back again?"
"I……"
"The job was rescheduled? Or did the boss show mercy and let you have a relaxing Singles' Day?"
"........."
"Is there another date later? Who are you planning to get out of the order with?"
"no!"
"Then you should have time to eat with me."
Like a seasoned negotiator, Rong Chuan easily cut off Xie Zhengyan's escape. In the end, he had no choice but to use Fuzi as a shield, saying: "Fuzi is in a bad mood these days. I go to work during the day and spend more time with him at night, otherwise he will lose money." depression."
A clumsy lie is a fishing net with holes in it. Rong Chuan didn't even bother to pierce it, so he directly fished with the net.
"There is a western restaurant on Anfu Road that allows pets to eat. You take Fuzi down, and we will go there to eat."
"Rong, Director Rong..."
"A depressed puppy needs the most care. It must be very happy to have more people playing with it."
Xie Zhengyan had a premonition that Rong Chuan had something to say to himself, so he insisted on inviting him. The two of them came to the restaurant and found a secluded place near the terrace. There are many dishes he likes, and he even ordered a small snack for Fuzi.Fuzi was overjoyed, her little tail shook vigorously like a motor, Rong Chuan licked her tongue while touching its head and made many cute expressions to show her kindness, Xie Zhengyan looked like a dull depressed patient by comparison.
Rong Chuan saw that he had been stirring the thick soup absent-mindedly, and seemed to regard the delicious food as a bitter medicine that was difficult to drink. He didn't bear it until after the meal, so he raised questions at the table.
"Are you sick?"
"what?"
"This time, you look thin and out of shape, and your face is ugly."
"No, I'm healthy."
"Then follow me to the hospital for a physical examination tomorrow."
"No, I'm really fine."
"Health should also have regular physical examinations, or are you deliberately hiding it from me when you are seriously ill?"
"No, you've watched too many Korean dramas, so I'm not that bloody."
"Hmph, I think you have more dog blood than in Korean dramas."
Rong Chuan smiled slyly, and asked in a low voice: "During this period of time, you deliberately alienated me. I really want to know the reason. Did I do something to make you angry, or, do you not want to continue to be my friend?"
The blood vessels in Xie Zhengyan's body burned rapidly from the soles of his feet to the top of his head like a lead wire, almost breaking the spoon in his hand.
"I...I'm busy with work..."
"You're still lying. I've already asked your Boss Wang. He said that your company's business has been sluggish recently, and the employees have nothing to do. He still expects me to introduce him another business."
"........."
"Is there anything you can't tell me? Communication among friends is the first priority. If there is a misunderstanding, it is my fault and I will apologize to you and correct it."
Seeing how frank he was, Xie Zhengyan's head ached to pieces, but he couldn't hold back any more. He put down his spoon and sat upright, like a prisoner who was under review by a prison to answer.
"You are not wrong, I am the one who is wrong."
"How do you say that?"
"I... I have very unbearable thoughts in my heart. To continue to approach you is disrespecting you, and I will be ashamed myself."
He confessed with the determination to die, thinking that Rong Chuan would be surprised and embarrassed, but this person didn't feel uncomfortable at all, and asked without changing his face: "If you mean liking me, didn't I already know it?"
"what!?"
"Haha, did you forget? Before we met, you didn't know that I was Rong Chuan, and you confessed your love in front of me."
His voice turned into a series of deafening thunderbolts that tore Xie Zhengyan's eardrums. He felt that he was mentally retarded, and his head should explode on the spot.But his head exploded, and his consciousness was still there. Seeing his embarrassment clearly, he couldn't bear to overdraw his dignity, and rushed out of the restaurant with Fuzi in his arms as if fleeing for his life.
Because he was ashamed to see people, he buried his head and ran to the dark and desolate place. The neon lights danced around, and the crowds were like weaving. Only the park across the street was relatively quiet. By the pond, the puppy in his arms was as heavy as an iron brick, and his arm was about to be dislocated. He quickly sat on the stone bench, desperately opened his mouth to extract oxygen, and his body was wet and sweating, like a stranded fish.
The sky is completely dark, and the night is like a ink-soaked brush, erasing the boundaries between the sky and the earth, people and scenery, and everything has become a deep and shallow ink.The wind in late autumn has also grown barbs, blowing gently, tearing many cracks in the water surface, and licking small stinging gashs on Xie Zhengyan's sweaty skin.He hugged Fuzi tightly to keep warm, and was temporarily unable to leave this place that was likely to bring wind and cold diseases. His strength was exhausted while running.
In fact, running for a short time can't burn too many calories, but panic doubled the consumption. He believed that Rong Chuan was going to say no immediately after saying the sentence "Didn't I already know?" He couldn't bear the scene, Whether directly or tactfully, he doesn't want to use Rong Chuan's mouth to announce the end. Although the current result is not too bad, at least he doesn't have to face it in person. A humble and cowardly person like him can only use this psychological comfort lingering.
Thinking of this, he twitched unpreparedly, and couldn't help but press his heart. Although there was no blood spilling from between his fingers, he could feel a warm liquid flowing from his chest. The exit was found in the eyes, and two small snake-like waterfalls rushed out leisurely along the cheeks.
The first love seedling that germinated in his life died just after taking out a bud. He was trapped in this lonely night, eager to find some way to numb himself, so that he could survive the pain and give birth to the strength to go home.
Fuzi could understand the master's expression. Although she didn't understand what happened, she knew that Xie Zhengyan was sad at the moment, so she obediently crawled on his lap as before, sticking out her little tongue to lick the back of his hand to express comfort.Licking and licking, he suddenly raised his head, his ears turned into two pointed ears, and howled behind Xie Zhengyan.
Xie Zhengyan turned around, and saw Rong Chuan standing on the stone steps several meters away. He seemed to have stopped there for a long time without moving. , the rope gradually shortened, Rong Chuan strolled up to him, and the shadow covered him, making him feel oppressed.
"You ran away without eating anything. I had to pack the food and give it to the homeless on the side of the road. It is a bad habit to waste food. I don't want it to happen again."
Rong Chuan's tone did not match the content of his speech at all. It was a rather severe criticism from the words, but it became a loving complaint after being processed by the voice. His face was hidden in the backlight, blurred, but Xie Zhengyan could fully imagine him at this moment That expression was the only impression of Rong Chuan stored in his brain's information bank. From the beginning to the present, he had only seen his gentleness and calmness.
"Isn't it cold to wear so little and sit by the pond again? Let's find a warmer place."
When Rong Chuan's hand was about to reach him, Xie Zhengyan dodged in a panic, thinking that he must be a complete ugly monster now, and he retreated into the thick black tree shadow to feel a little relieved, but his voice still sounded like a thief.
"How did you know I was here?"
"Based on intuition, I said that I am the second generation of domestic 007."
Unable to make Xie Zhengyan laugh, Rong Chuan coughed and added more serious elements: "I guess you will run to a place where no one is around. This is the most deserted place nearby. I saw you after walking around in the park."
He strolled forward, saw Xie Zhengyan shrank back like a grasshopper, and asked with a smile, "Why are you so afraid of me all of a sudden? I'm not a ghost, so I won't eat you."
When he didn't get a response, he teased in a solid state: "It's so awkward, do you like me or hate me?"
Xie Zhengyan's face was burning hot, guessed it was Rong Chuan's gaze hidden in the darkness, his back had reached the trunk of the big tree, he had no way to retreat and shouted frantically: "Please don't tease me, I know I'm a fool! You don't have to pity me, just leave as soon as you have enough jokes!"
Rong Chuan was even more funny: "Our channel is not on the same frequency band? Where did you see that I was joking at you?"
"I don't know, anyway, leave me alone, it's over anyway!"
Xie Zhengyan reads a lot of love stories, and his brain circuit belongs to the school of mandarin ducks and butterflies. When he gets excited, he whispers about the male lead's upper body, and the lines he shouts are also thick Qiongyao accent.Before Rong Chuan had time to laugh, he sneezed shockingly, knocking off a few dead leaves, and also spewed out two long streams of snot, which wobbled and dragged to his chest.
Xie Zhengyan squatted on the ground in the blink of an eye, his thoughts were shattered under the cutting of shame, complaining about all the mistakes and accidents that made him a buffoon.
The snot was cut short by gravity, but half of it landed on his chin. He searched all over his pockets but couldn't find a tissue. Could it be that he needed to wipe it with his cuff?Rong Chuan was still looking at him, is this the rhythm to kill him?
He wanted to cry without tears, and really wanted to dive into the water to save his respect, Rong Chuan stepped forward and handed out the handkerchief, quietly, probably trying his best to hold back a laugh.
Xie Zhengyan finished wiping his nose tremblingly, and hopped a kangaroo to run away. Rong Chuan thought he was on guard, and an eagle came to catch the chick on the spot, restraining him with one hand and pressing him against the tree trunk.
"I think you can act not only in Korean dramas, but also in Japanese dramas. Otherwise, where would you get so many nonsensical plots?"
Xie Zhengyan peeled off every inch of his face, and shouted shamelessly: "I'm just a joke, are you satisfied? Let go, I want to go home!"
Rong Chuan cleared his throat twice in a row, but it was useless due to laughter. It could be seen that he really wanted to communicate in a serious drama style, but the strong drama atmosphere softened his nerves, so he could only smile and say: "Before you leave, you must answer my question." One question, what did you mean when you said it was over?"
Xie Zhengyan couldn't open his fingers even when his veins were bursting, and cried: "Don't ask questions when you know what you know."
"I really don't know. If you don't tell me, I have no choice but to guess. Three options: First, you are disillusioned after meeting me. If you want to break up with me but can't find a good reason, then use the confession as a cover, because the two of us They are all men. If you say you like me, of course you can’t be friends anymore. Second, you are trying to get me and try to tempt me. If I like you too, I will be reluctant to keep you. If you don’t want to break up with you, you must agree. Get in touch with you."
"No, no! If I want to have these thoughts, I will go to the crematorium tomorrow!"
"None of the two, then there is only the third possibility. You are afraid that I will feel uncomfortable knowing that you like me, and you are afraid that I will formally reject you, so you retreat first to preserve your self-esteem."
In one sentence, Xie Zhengyan lost all his strength, and his struggle was interrupted by weakness, like a shelled mollusc, life and death were completely in Rong Chuan's hands, and he could abuse him with just a word so that he could not survive or die .
"You little fool, you read too many idle books, and you fill your head with superfluous things."
Rong Chuan let go of his clothes, and punched his forehead with his fingers. Fuzi mistakenly thought that he was going to hurt his master, so he suddenly stretched his neck and opened his mouth to bite. Rong Chuan retreated quickly, staring at the barking puppy and joked: "This little bodyguard is quite competent."
Xie Zhengyan hurriedly hugged Fuzi to comfort him, but thanks to its barking, he could barely concentrate his slack energy, and asked Rong Chuan in a low voice, "Do you have anything else to say? I'll go back without me."
"Of course, I still have a lot to say."
Rong Chuan moved closer again, staring at his face.
"I also want to ask a question, when you like me, what do you expect from me?"
"Ok?"
"I mean, if I'm willing to associate with you, what obligations do you want me to do to you? What do you want me to do?"
Xie Zhengyan had never encountered such a bizarre situation. The man in front of him acted too unexpectedly, and he couldn't keep up with his train of thought.
"I'm serious. If you don't say anything, I can only guess. Do you want to make out with me like a couple, hug and kiss, and then do this and that on the bed?"
"No, no!"
"What is that? You said it."
"I, I... I just... just... want to... want to see you often... talk to you more, talk to you when I am happy or sad, and be comforted and encouraged by you..."
Rong Chuan smiled knowingly: "Then it will be the same as before, just unify my two or three dimensional identities. I can accept it as simple as that. You can date me, I am willing to be yours Boy friend."
Xie Zhengyan gritted his teeth and re-established his footing, teaching him to understate the impact of a sentence. Every part of his body failed, especially his tongue had become an obstacle to his vocalization. His articulation was not even as clear as a babbling child. Baba panicked and asked for a solution.
Rong Chuantai said firmly: "I can understand your feelings, and I believe that you really like me. You used to regard me as an idol. Seeing that I treated you well, your admiration gradually turned into admiration. This is all human. But you didn't fanatically want to grow old with me and stay with me for a lifetime just because you like it, right?"
"No……"
Xie Zhengyan very much agrees with Rong Chuan's conjecture, he doesn't even dare to count on the moment, how dare he expect it for a lifetime.
"So your liking is probably only temporary. I'm not saying that you are frivolous. Many people's feelings have a shelf life, but the length is different. There are many couples who started to love each other like glue. It's human nature. Your feelings for me are strong now, just like a child seeing a cake in a store and thinking it is a supreme delicacy. On the contrary, if you eat it every day, you may get tired of it after a long time, and you won’t want to eat it again.”
"... What are you... talking about? I don't understand..."
"Haha, I don't want to break up with you. If you just ask me to care about you, take care of you, and chat with you to relieve boredom, I'm happy."
"You, you pity me and accept me out of sympathy?"
"To be honest, there must be sympathy, but I sympathize with many people. If those people make such a request to me, I will definitely refuse. Do you understand why? You are special to me."
There was light, falling from mid-air, Xie Zhengyan's nearly dead heart raised thousands of green waves, and when he looked up, he saw Rong Chuan's gentle eyes, as beautiful as smoke and mist.
"This is the first time I have encountered this kind of situation. I have never been concerned about a man before. Maybe you feel more like a poor and cute little guy to me. I want to pet you and treat you well when I see you. I I also thought about it carefully, and think that my sexual orientation has not deviated yet, and it is still difficult for me to practice being gay, but it is absolutely no problem to be a loving, gentle and considerate boyfriend."
The dramatic process was confusing, and Xie Zhengyan was ashamed and panicked, melting uncontrollably like butter in a hot pan, and he was about to cry.
"How can you do this..."
Hearing the protest, Rong Chuan asked innocently: "You don't want to? So you insist on breaking up with me?"
"……no……"
"This is neither that nor that, just say what you think, how would I know if you don't tell me?"
He deliberately borrowed Tang Seng's lines to help the other party relax. Xie Zhengyan knew that he had stretched his consideration to the limit, and also knew that his suggestions had satisfied his fantasies one by one. Scolding does not know what is good or bad is hypocritical.After a few minutes of fragmentation, he couldn't bear to let Rong Chuan accompany him to blow the cold wind, and asked timidly, "You really don't hate me?"
Rong Chuan knew that this was a signal for the approval of the proposal, and he was sincere and humorous: "Why do you hate you and invite you to dinner and chase you here to waste a lot of talking, I'm not a masochist who is too idle to panic."
"... Then I can continue to like you?"
"Pfft, that's fine, you can like it for as long as you want, we let everything take its course."
"But, in case you meet someone you like in the future..."
"Hahaha, why do you always think about things and find fault for yourself? Let me make it clear. I said before that I wanted to transform you and make you shine like a polished gem. Now I promise you, Until the transformation is completed, I will never leave you, and I will never distract myself for others."
As Rong Chuan said, he grabbed Xie Zhengyan's arm and pulled it in front of him. His long eyelashes drooped, and his eyes were pure and blurred. What was pure was affection, and what was vague was the source of affection. It might be a slight heartbeat, or it might just be pity.
"When you are strong in heart and have the ability to create happiness for yourself, you will see deeper and farther, and then you will be able to deal with emotional problems soberly and wisely, and you will not have so much distress and confusion, and maybe you will never I'm needed."
Xie Zhengyan couldn't speak, his eyes and ears were filled with Rong Chuan's image and sound, he didn't quite agree with his words, but he couldn't explain why, he had indeed been trapped in the prison of ignorance and chaos for too long, maybe he was obedient Chuan's teachings can really find a way out of self-rehabilitation, and there is no reason to refuse from any angle.
In fact, his choice tonight was correct, but when he thinks about it later, he will find that both he and Rong Chuan actually made mistakes when making this correct choice.His fault was that he was too low self-esteem, set the starting point of expectations too low, failed to predict that the greed of human nature would continue to expand with the advancement of wishes, and could not abide by the original agreement and self-examination and self-discipline.The fault of Rong Chuan is that he is too confident and believes in his ability to control the situation. He thought that if he let things take its course, the result would be in an optimistic direction. He did not expect that there is an explosive power of evil lurking in the human heart. Once it gets out of control, it cannot be suppressed by reason.This mistake will form an important watershed in their lives. After the destruction, a new life will start, and looking back, things are different.
The author has something to say:
This chapter Chuan Juju is a bit scumbag, it can be said that it was handled improperly, or blindly confident. He is also responsible for the problems between him and the dumb flute in the end. Feelings are mutual, it's really hard to tell right from wrong
Rong Chuan smiled and said, "I'm here to see the puppy, not the house, so don't be embarrassed. Tell me the house number, and I'll go straight up, so you don't have to come downstairs to pick it up."
He said that it would take about half an hour to get there from where he is currently, and Xie Zhengyan hurriedly used the half hour to tidy up the room. He always loved tidiness, and the house was already clean, but he still wiped it for a while before he felt relieved.Knowing that Rong Chuan didn't like to drink, he boiled a pot of boiling water and let it dry, then turned on the electric fan that he was reluctant to use, trying to drive Qiuhu out.
When it was almost 10 o'clock, Rong Chuan knocked on the door of his house. The moment he entered the house, Xie Zhengyan felt a huge sense of disobedience. This person was too incompatible with his humble house. It was like a phoenix flying into a chicken coop. Find a suitable place for him to settle down.
Rong Chuan was very accommodating. Seeing him being foolish, he pointed to the chair in front of the desk and asked, "Can I sit over there?"
"Yes, yes!"
Xie Zhengyan moved a chair in a panic, and served boiled water that had already dried. Rong Chuan took the cup and handed over the shopping bag, which contained canned food, snacks, and nutritional cream for dogs. Xie Zhengyan recognized the trademark and was an imported He bought Fuzi's products from pet food companies several times to try them out, and a can cost tens of dollars. Although this amount of money was nothing to Rong Chuan, he still felt uneasy. In the final analysis, it was the psychology of poverty that caused the trouble.
Seeing that Fuzi had already crawled on the pillow and sound asleep, Rong Chuan leaned over and leaned on the edge of the bed to watch intently, and said with love, "It looks so pretty, like a toy, did you buy it at a pet store?"
Xie Zhengyan knew that he liked small animals when he was in Xi'an. He always stopped to tease dogs when he was walking on the street, so he knelt beside him and looked at Fuzi with him, telling the origin of the puppy.
After hearing Fuzi's life experience, Rong Chuan clicked his tongue: "Such a cute dog is willing to give away, your classmate is really cruel."
Xie Zhengyan sighed: "Yes, it is so cute that it will be discarded, and it will be even more difficult to find long-term support for those who are not cute."
These words were a bit ironic, Rong Chuan glanced at him: "You are also very cute, why are you so unconfident in yourself."
Xie Zhengyan didn't expect him to break the question openly, so he was ashamed to admit it, pouted and blamed him for making wild associations.Rong Chuan knows how to adjust the scale of molestation, always enough is enough, and the conversation changes to something else.
"I also raised a dog when I was a child. I bought it in a pet store in the second year of junior high school. At that time, I was just playing with my friends. As soon as I entered the door, a group of dogs ran over and surrounded us for fun. Every dog was so cute. I think Seeing that the hands and feet are not in control, I want to walk, so I decided to buy one and take it home. I was hesitating which one to choose, and suddenly saw a gray puppy in the corner. It was not like other dogs. The dog is so lively. It looks scared when it sees strangers. It hides in a corner and shrinks into a small ball. From time to time, it sticks out its head to look at us. The eyes are as black and bright as Fuzi's. I just look at After two glances, I paid for it and took it home."
After listening attentively, Xie Zhengyan asked, "Is that dog really cute?"
Rong Chuan smiled and shook his head: "It's a crossbreed of a Teddy and a dachshund. The good ones have not been inherited. The shortcomings of the two breeds have taken up all the shortcomings. The mouth is pointed and the head is flat, and the coat color is not good-looking. When I took it home, my family said it was ugly. It's scary, no one picked it up when it was thrown on the street."
"Then why did you choose it?"
"Because it is very pitiful. I don't know how high the IQ of the dog is. Anyway, the first time I looked at it, I felt that it was asking for help. From its eyes, I can see that it has suffered a lot. I hope There is a person who loves it, but has been severely hurt by others, and dare not get close to others, so I have to resign myself to staying in the corner. That lonely appearance makes me very distressed, and I really want to protect it and let it live a happy life. "
What he said deeply touched Xie Zhengyan's heart. Rong Chuan advocated chivalry and had a heroic spirit in his bones to help the poor and help the poor. He often gave charcoal in the face of need.Needless to say what he admired, the reason he was disappointed was because Rong Chuan treated him kindly for the same reason as he treated that puppy, there was no special favor or other ambiguous motives, his absurd obsession was completely shattered.
Seeing that he was suddenly downcast, Rong Chuan asked, "Are you worried about the credit card? I was about to talk about this. I will give you [-] cash first, and you can put it in the card tomorrow."
Xie Zhengyan was shocked: "No! I can no longer borrow your money to repay the debt!"
Rong Chuan told him not to get excited, and explained with some inscrutable expressions: "This money is not for repaying debts, but for tracking criminals who swiped credit cards. Your card has been copied, and most of the counterfeit cards are returned." In the control of criminals, if he finds that the card has money again, and the owner has not taken anti-theft measures, he will definitely not be able to resist the temptation to take the risk and steal the money again. This is called leading the snake out of the hole, and it will not only provide the police with more clues to solve the case, good luck It can also prove that the last credit card debt has nothing to do with you."
He handed over the money to Xie Zhengyan, instructed him to call the bank hotline to activate the SMS reminder service, and then told him to deposit 100 yuan on this card as soon as he received the payment SMS, and he would take care of the rest.
Since it was already late, Xie Zhengyan was inconvenient to ask in detail. He was convinced that Rong Chuan was reliable, so he followed his instructions the next day. Not long after he went to the bank to make a deposit, he received a text message, and the newly deposited 5 yuan was swiped away again.He hurriedly crawled back to the bank, deposited 100 yuan on the ATM machine, and then notified Rong Chuan.Rong Chuan had stolen his card number and ID number last night. Hearing that the money had been transferred, he said happily, "It's over now. You can go to work at ease. I'll ask the lawyer to come and find you in the afternoon. I'll sue the bank first."
A few days later, Xie Zhengyan finally figured out the intention and effect of Rong Chuan's plan step by step, and he sent a lawyer to represent Xie Zhengyan to sue the bank for ineffective supervision, which caused the client's property to be damaged.Of course, the bank refused to admit it. At this time, the 100 yuan deposited by Xie Zhengyan after the card was stolen became crucial evidence. The money was transferred in Fuzhou, and just 10 minutes later, Xie Zhengyan was at an ATM in Shanghai. He deposited 100 yuan, which proves that the credit card has been held by him all the time. The one in Fuzhou was a fake card.
On the one hand, Rong Chuan sued the bank, and on the other hand, he reported to the police in a two-pronged manner. Due to his internal relationship, the investigation progressed rapidly, and he quickly found a fortunate clue—the merchant code of the stolen POS machine this time was the same as the one that was stolen last time. The agreement of stealing the 5 yuan proves that the perpetrators are the same group.Rong Chuan asked his lawyer to sue the bank again based on this evidence. One month later, the court ruled that the bank lost the lawsuit. The plaintiff did not have to bear the credit card debt twice. There is also good news from the side, the thief who stole the card has been arrested and brought to justice.
On the day when the verdict was received, Xie Zhengyan's hanging heart finally returned to its original place. This time, he was able to turn the crisis into a safe place. With the protection of Rongchuan, he not only solved his distress, but also taught him a lot of common sense. Not to mention a life mentor.But Rong Chuan didn't think about it, and still described the rescue as a small effort, and refused to ask Xie Zhengyan to pay back his lawyer's fees, which was quite a heroic demeanor who did not expect to repay his kindness.
If this were to be put into an ancient romance novel, the woman would probably shyly say, "There is no repayment, but a promise with her body". Xie Zhengyan has this kind of heart, and it is worthwhile to be a slave and a maidservant when he meets such a loving and righteous gentleman. .But delusion is delusion after all, he is just a little dick living in reality, take ten thousand steps back and say that even if he really turns into a daughter, he will not have the charm to make Rong Chuan fall in love, and the birds can't catch up with the swans, and never expect others to accept him Get up your wings and meet each other.
People with low self-esteem who were born in poor families often suffer from a common problem-if they want to avoid being rejected, they first reject others. Once they fall ill, they will develop self-defense indifference and deliberately distance themselves from each other.This kind of thinking is an important reason why it is difficult for them to integrate into the mainstream society, which leads to the obstruction of life, and it is also incomprehensible to people with sound and clear minds.
Guided by this line of thinking, Xie Zhengyan began to "work" unconsciously, no longer actively contacted Rong Chuan, and resisted to reply less or not to reply when receiving messages. The two forces of desire and longing are also fighting between dogs and rabbits, which makes him blame himself for losing his soul.People say that "happiness is like wine, which is easy to volatilize, but pain is like water, which is not easy to volatilize." His pain is like concentrated sulfuric acid, which not only does not volatilize, but also keeps absorbing water from the air, constantly corroding his senses , so many lovesickness and infatuation throughout the ages have died in depression like this. If he continues to kill himself, he may follow in the footsteps of his predecessors.
By November, he had described himself as haggard, emaciated, and thin. People around him thought he was seriously ill, and they all advised him to see a doctor. He smiled bitterly every time. There is no cure for this heart disease How can I be cured?
One or two months of indifference, I believe Rong Chuan noticed the anomaly early on. He asked several times in the middle, and Xie Zhengyan lied that he was too busy with work. This excuse was also Cheng Yaojin's three tricks. On November 11, Rong Chuan suddenly sent a text message saying that he had arrived in Shanghai and wanted to have dinner together in the evening. Xie Zhengyan was like a hungry mouse staring at the cheese on the mousetrap, not daring to go overboard, and said that he would work overtime at night. Time to eat out.
The guilt of lying to the male god completely killed his appetite, and he didn't bother to buy groceries after get off work. He walked listlessly to the gate of the community and accidentally fell hard, contributing a dose of jokes to passers-by.
Bad luck.
He struggled to sit up, rubbed his dull knees, and couldn't help being sore when he touched the bony bones. He felt the fear of dying in his heart, and scolded himself why he wanted to kill himself.
He raised his hand to wipe the sweat off his face, but suddenly his arm tightened, and a strong hand was grabbing his arm and pulling him up.
"If you're not careful, you'll be called the King of Wrestling in the future."
Rong Chuan teased pamperingly, and then helped him pat the dust on his clothes and trouser legs. Xie Zhengyan was stunned, dazzled by his clear gaze, forgetting the cause and effect of this scene.
"Aren't you going to work overtime? Why are you back again?"
"I……"
"The job was rescheduled? Or did the boss show mercy and let you have a relaxing Singles' Day?"
"........."
"Is there another date later? Who are you planning to get out of the order with?"
"no!"
"Then you should have time to eat with me."
Like a seasoned negotiator, Rong Chuan easily cut off Xie Zhengyan's escape. In the end, he had no choice but to use Fuzi as a shield, saying: "Fuzi is in a bad mood these days. I go to work during the day and spend more time with him at night, otherwise he will lose money." depression."
A clumsy lie is a fishing net with holes in it. Rong Chuan didn't even bother to pierce it, so he directly fished with the net.
"There is a western restaurant on Anfu Road that allows pets to eat. You take Fuzi down, and we will go there to eat."
"Rong, Director Rong..."
"A depressed puppy needs the most care. It must be very happy to have more people playing with it."
Xie Zhengyan had a premonition that Rong Chuan had something to say to himself, so he insisted on inviting him. The two of them came to the restaurant and found a secluded place near the terrace. There are many dishes he likes, and he even ordered a small snack for Fuzi.Fuzi was overjoyed, her little tail shook vigorously like a motor, Rong Chuan licked her tongue while touching its head and made many cute expressions to show her kindness, Xie Zhengyan looked like a dull depressed patient by comparison.
Rong Chuan saw that he had been stirring the thick soup absent-mindedly, and seemed to regard the delicious food as a bitter medicine that was difficult to drink. He didn't bear it until after the meal, so he raised questions at the table.
"Are you sick?"
"what?"
"This time, you look thin and out of shape, and your face is ugly."
"No, I'm healthy."
"Then follow me to the hospital for a physical examination tomorrow."
"No, I'm really fine."
"Health should also have regular physical examinations, or are you deliberately hiding it from me when you are seriously ill?"
"No, you've watched too many Korean dramas, so I'm not that bloody."
"Hmph, I think you have more dog blood than in Korean dramas."
Rong Chuan smiled slyly, and asked in a low voice: "During this period of time, you deliberately alienated me. I really want to know the reason. Did I do something to make you angry, or, do you not want to continue to be my friend?"
The blood vessels in Xie Zhengyan's body burned rapidly from the soles of his feet to the top of his head like a lead wire, almost breaking the spoon in his hand.
"I...I'm busy with work..."
"You're still lying. I've already asked your Boss Wang. He said that your company's business has been sluggish recently, and the employees have nothing to do. He still expects me to introduce him another business."
"........."
"Is there anything you can't tell me? Communication among friends is the first priority. If there is a misunderstanding, it is my fault and I will apologize to you and correct it."
Seeing how frank he was, Xie Zhengyan's head ached to pieces, but he couldn't hold back any more. He put down his spoon and sat upright, like a prisoner who was under review by a prison to answer.
"You are not wrong, I am the one who is wrong."
"How do you say that?"
"I... I have very unbearable thoughts in my heart. To continue to approach you is disrespecting you, and I will be ashamed myself."
He confessed with the determination to die, thinking that Rong Chuan would be surprised and embarrassed, but this person didn't feel uncomfortable at all, and asked without changing his face: "If you mean liking me, didn't I already know it?"
"what!?"
"Haha, did you forget? Before we met, you didn't know that I was Rong Chuan, and you confessed your love in front of me."
His voice turned into a series of deafening thunderbolts that tore Xie Zhengyan's eardrums. He felt that he was mentally retarded, and his head should explode on the spot.But his head exploded, and his consciousness was still there. Seeing his embarrassment clearly, he couldn't bear to overdraw his dignity, and rushed out of the restaurant with Fuzi in his arms as if fleeing for his life.
Because he was ashamed to see people, he buried his head and ran to the dark and desolate place. The neon lights danced around, and the crowds were like weaving. Only the park across the street was relatively quiet. By the pond, the puppy in his arms was as heavy as an iron brick, and his arm was about to be dislocated. He quickly sat on the stone bench, desperately opened his mouth to extract oxygen, and his body was wet and sweating, like a stranded fish.
The sky is completely dark, and the night is like a ink-soaked brush, erasing the boundaries between the sky and the earth, people and scenery, and everything has become a deep and shallow ink.The wind in late autumn has also grown barbs, blowing gently, tearing many cracks in the water surface, and licking small stinging gashs on Xie Zhengyan's sweaty skin.He hugged Fuzi tightly to keep warm, and was temporarily unable to leave this place that was likely to bring wind and cold diseases. His strength was exhausted while running.
In fact, running for a short time can't burn too many calories, but panic doubled the consumption. He believed that Rong Chuan was going to say no immediately after saying the sentence "Didn't I already know?" He couldn't bear the scene, Whether directly or tactfully, he doesn't want to use Rong Chuan's mouth to announce the end. Although the current result is not too bad, at least he doesn't have to face it in person. A humble and cowardly person like him can only use this psychological comfort lingering.
Thinking of this, he twitched unpreparedly, and couldn't help but press his heart. Although there was no blood spilling from between his fingers, he could feel a warm liquid flowing from his chest. The exit was found in the eyes, and two small snake-like waterfalls rushed out leisurely along the cheeks.
The first love seedling that germinated in his life died just after taking out a bud. He was trapped in this lonely night, eager to find some way to numb himself, so that he could survive the pain and give birth to the strength to go home.
Fuzi could understand the master's expression. Although she didn't understand what happened, she knew that Xie Zhengyan was sad at the moment, so she obediently crawled on his lap as before, sticking out her little tongue to lick the back of his hand to express comfort.Licking and licking, he suddenly raised his head, his ears turned into two pointed ears, and howled behind Xie Zhengyan.
Xie Zhengyan turned around, and saw Rong Chuan standing on the stone steps several meters away. He seemed to have stopped there for a long time without moving. , the rope gradually shortened, Rong Chuan strolled up to him, and the shadow covered him, making him feel oppressed.
"You ran away without eating anything. I had to pack the food and give it to the homeless on the side of the road. It is a bad habit to waste food. I don't want it to happen again."
Rong Chuan's tone did not match the content of his speech at all. It was a rather severe criticism from the words, but it became a loving complaint after being processed by the voice. His face was hidden in the backlight, blurred, but Xie Zhengyan could fully imagine him at this moment That expression was the only impression of Rong Chuan stored in his brain's information bank. From the beginning to the present, he had only seen his gentleness and calmness.
"Isn't it cold to wear so little and sit by the pond again? Let's find a warmer place."
When Rong Chuan's hand was about to reach him, Xie Zhengyan dodged in a panic, thinking that he must be a complete ugly monster now, and he retreated into the thick black tree shadow to feel a little relieved, but his voice still sounded like a thief.
"How did you know I was here?"
"Based on intuition, I said that I am the second generation of domestic 007."
Unable to make Xie Zhengyan laugh, Rong Chuan coughed and added more serious elements: "I guess you will run to a place where no one is around. This is the most deserted place nearby. I saw you after walking around in the park."
He strolled forward, saw Xie Zhengyan shrank back like a grasshopper, and asked with a smile, "Why are you so afraid of me all of a sudden? I'm not a ghost, so I won't eat you."
When he didn't get a response, he teased in a solid state: "It's so awkward, do you like me or hate me?"
Xie Zhengyan's face was burning hot, guessed it was Rong Chuan's gaze hidden in the darkness, his back had reached the trunk of the big tree, he had no way to retreat and shouted frantically: "Please don't tease me, I know I'm a fool! You don't have to pity me, just leave as soon as you have enough jokes!"
Rong Chuan was even more funny: "Our channel is not on the same frequency band? Where did you see that I was joking at you?"
"I don't know, anyway, leave me alone, it's over anyway!"
Xie Zhengyan reads a lot of love stories, and his brain circuit belongs to the school of mandarin ducks and butterflies. When he gets excited, he whispers about the male lead's upper body, and the lines he shouts are also thick Qiongyao accent.Before Rong Chuan had time to laugh, he sneezed shockingly, knocking off a few dead leaves, and also spewed out two long streams of snot, which wobbled and dragged to his chest.
Xie Zhengyan squatted on the ground in the blink of an eye, his thoughts were shattered under the cutting of shame, complaining about all the mistakes and accidents that made him a buffoon.
The snot was cut short by gravity, but half of it landed on his chin. He searched all over his pockets but couldn't find a tissue. Could it be that he needed to wipe it with his cuff?Rong Chuan was still looking at him, is this the rhythm to kill him?
He wanted to cry without tears, and really wanted to dive into the water to save his respect, Rong Chuan stepped forward and handed out the handkerchief, quietly, probably trying his best to hold back a laugh.
Xie Zhengyan finished wiping his nose tremblingly, and hopped a kangaroo to run away. Rong Chuan thought he was on guard, and an eagle came to catch the chick on the spot, restraining him with one hand and pressing him against the tree trunk.
"I think you can act not only in Korean dramas, but also in Japanese dramas. Otherwise, where would you get so many nonsensical plots?"
Xie Zhengyan peeled off every inch of his face, and shouted shamelessly: "I'm just a joke, are you satisfied? Let go, I want to go home!"
Rong Chuan cleared his throat twice in a row, but it was useless due to laughter. It could be seen that he really wanted to communicate in a serious drama style, but the strong drama atmosphere softened his nerves, so he could only smile and say: "Before you leave, you must answer my question." One question, what did you mean when you said it was over?"
Xie Zhengyan couldn't open his fingers even when his veins were bursting, and cried: "Don't ask questions when you know what you know."
"I really don't know. If you don't tell me, I have no choice but to guess. Three options: First, you are disillusioned after meeting me. If you want to break up with me but can't find a good reason, then use the confession as a cover, because the two of us They are all men. If you say you like me, of course you can’t be friends anymore. Second, you are trying to get me and try to tempt me. If I like you too, I will be reluctant to keep you. If you don’t want to break up with you, you must agree. Get in touch with you."
"No, no! If I want to have these thoughts, I will go to the crematorium tomorrow!"
"None of the two, then there is only the third possibility. You are afraid that I will feel uncomfortable knowing that you like me, and you are afraid that I will formally reject you, so you retreat first to preserve your self-esteem."
In one sentence, Xie Zhengyan lost all his strength, and his struggle was interrupted by weakness, like a shelled mollusc, life and death were completely in Rong Chuan's hands, and he could abuse him with just a word so that he could not survive or die .
"You little fool, you read too many idle books, and you fill your head with superfluous things."
Rong Chuan let go of his clothes, and punched his forehead with his fingers. Fuzi mistakenly thought that he was going to hurt his master, so he suddenly stretched his neck and opened his mouth to bite. Rong Chuan retreated quickly, staring at the barking puppy and joked: "This little bodyguard is quite competent."
Xie Zhengyan hurriedly hugged Fuzi to comfort him, but thanks to its barking, he could barely concentrate his slack energy, and asked Rong Chuan in a low voice, "Do you have anything else to say? I'll go back without me."
"Of course, I still have a lot to say."
Rong Chuan moved closer again, staring at his face.
"I also want to ask a question, when you like me, what do you expect from me?"
"Ok?"
"I mean, if I'm willing to associate with you, what obligations do you want me to do to you? What do you want me to do?"
Xie Zhengyan had never encountered such a bizarre situation. The man in front of him acted too unexpectedly, and he couldn't keep up with his train of thought.
"I'm serious. If you don't say anything, I can only guess. Do you want to make out with me like a couple, hug and kiss, and then do this and that on the bed?"
"No, no!"
"What is that? You said it."
"I, I... I just... just... want to... want to see you often... talk to you more, talk to you when I am happy or sad, and be comforted and encouraged by you..."
Rong Chuan smiled knowingly: "Then it will be the same as before, just unify my two or three dimensional identities. I can accept it as simple as that. You can date me, I am willing to be yours Boy friend."
Xie Zhengyan gritted his teeth and re-established his footing, teaching him to understate the impact of a sentence. Every part of his body failed, especially his tongue had become an obstacle to his vocalization. His articulation was not even as clear as a babbling child. Baba panicked and asked for a solution.
Rong Chuantai said firmly: "I can understand your feelings, and I believe that you really like me. You used to regard me as an idol. Seeing that I treated you well, your admiration gradually turned into admiration. This is all human. But you didn't fanatically want to grow old with me and stay with me for a lifetime just because you like it, right?"
"No……"
Xie Zhengyan very much agrees with Rong Chuan's conjecture, he doesn't even dare to count on the moment, how dare he expect it for a lifetime.
"So your liking is probably only temporary. I'm not saying that you are frivolous. Many people's feelings have a shelf life, but the length is different. There are many couples who started to love each other like glue. It's human nature. Your feelings for me are strong now, just like a child seeing a cake in a store and thinking it is a supreme delicacy. On the contrary, if you eat it every day, you may get tired of it after a long time, and you won’t want to eat it again.”
"... What are you... talking about? I don't understand..."
"Haha, I don't want to break up with you. If you just ask me to care about you, take care of you, and chat with you to relieve boredom, I'm happy."
"You, you pity me and accept me out of sympathy?"
"To be honest, there must be sympathy, but I sympathize with many people. If those people make such a request to me, I will definitely refuse. Do you understand why? You are special to me."
There was light, falling from mid-air, Xie Zhengyan's nearly dead heart raised thousands of green waves, and when he looked up, he saw Rong Chuan's gentle eyes, as beautiful as smoke and mist.
"This is the first time I have encountered this kind of situation. I have never been concerned about a man before. Maybe you feel more like a poor and cute little guy to me. I want to pet you and treat you well when I see you. I I also thought about it carefully, and think that my sexual orientation has not deviated yet, and it is still difficult for me to practice being gay, but it is absolutely no problem to be a loving, gentle and considerate boyfriend."
The dramatic process was confusing, and Xie Zhengyan was ashamed and panicked, melting uncontrollably like butter in a hot pan, and he was about to cry.
"How can you do this..."
Hearing the protest, Rong Chuan asked innocently: "You don't want to? So you insist on breaking up with me?"
"……no……"
"This is neither that nor that, just say what you think, how would I know if you don't tell me?"
He deliberately borrowed Tang Seng's lines to help the other party relax. Xie Zhengyan knew that he had stretched his consideration to the limit, and also knew that his suggestions had satisfied his fantasies one by one. Scolding does not know what is good or bad is hypocritical.After a few minutes of fragmentation, he couldn't bear to let Rong Chuan accompany him to blow the cold wind, and asked timidly, "You really don't hate me?"
Rong Chuan knew that this was a signal for the approval of the proposal, and he was sincere and humorous: "Why do you hate you and invite you to dinner and chase you here to waste a lot of talking, I'm not a masochist who is too idle to panic."
"... Then I can continue to like you?"
"Pfft, that's fine, you can like it for as long as you want, we let everything take its course."
"But, in case you meet someone you like in the future..."
"Hahaha, why do you always think about things and find fault for yourself? Let me make it clear. I said before that I wanted to transform you and make you shine like a polished gem. Now I promise you, Until the transformation is completed, I will never leave you, and I will never distract myself for others."
As Rong Chuan said, he grabbed Xie Zhengyan's arm and pulled it in front of him. His long eyelashes drooped, and his eyes were pure and blurred. What was pure was affection, and what was vague was the source of affection. It might be a slight heartbeat, or it might just be pity.
"When you are strong in heart and have the ability to create happiness for yourself, you will see deeper and farther, and then you will be able to deal with emotional problems soberly and wisely, and you will not have so much distress and confusion, and maybe you will never I'm needed."
Xie Zhengyan couldn't speak, his eyes and ears were filled with Rong Chuan's image and sound, he didn't quite agree with his words, but he couldn't explain why, he had indeed been trapped in the prison of ignorance and chaos for too long, maybe he was obedient Chuan's teachings can really find a way out of self-rehabilitation, and there is no reason to refuse from any angle.
In fact, his choice tonight was correct, but when he thinks about it later, he will find that both he and Rong Chuan actually made mistakes when making this correct choice.His fault was that he was too low self-esteem, set the starting point of expectations too low, failed to predict that the greed of human nature would continue to expand with the advancement of wishes, and could not abide by the original agreement and self-examination and self-discipline.The fault of Rong Chuan is that he is too confident and believes in his ability to control the situation. He thought that if he let things take its course, the result would be in an optimistic direction. He did not expect that there is an explosive power of evil lurking in the human heart. Once it gets out of control, it cannot be suppressed by reason.This mistake will form an important watershed in their lives. After the destruction, a new life will start, and looking back, things are different.
The author has something to say:
This chapter Chuan Juju is a bit scumbag, it can be said that it was handled improperly, or blindly confident. He is also responsible for the problems between him and the dumb flute in the end. Feelings are mutual, it's really hard to tell right from wrong
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