The Guide to the Tear-offs in the Online Supporting Circle Part 2: Peak Acting Skills

The next day, Xie Zhengyan didn't go to the company to report, he applied for an extension of vacation, and began to race against time to find Fuzi.At daybreak in the morning, he was already running around on the street, distributing dog-finding revelations printed by himself from door to door along the street where his colleagues lived, searching every alley and courtyard, and asking every resident he could meet. By early morning Still refused to go home, and continued the same journey the next day.

During the search, he inevitably encountered doubts and blank stares, and some old ladies even scolded him for being crazy, saying: "The little bastard is full and has nothing to do, so I'm looking for a dog. !"

Xie Zhengyan walked away silently, feeling as painful as a knife, it was of course difficult for outsiders to understand his feelings and his feelings for Fuzi.When I took in Fuzi, I felt that its lonely and helpless situation was the same as my own. Since then, I have made up my mind not to let him suffer any grievances in the future.

I remember the first month when I rented a house and lived alone, I was almost hungry because of financial constraints, and finally made it to the first day of salary. He bought two egg tarts for himself and Fuzi with the remaining five yuan.The greedy puppy quickly finished his portion, staring at the egg tart he just took a small bite of in his hand, timidly laying his paws on his lap, hoping to get some more.Seeing this, he gave it all the rest without hesitation. Seeing it eating sweetly and happily, his heart felt warm and sad.What is warm is that I am in extreme poverty and this little dog never abandons him, and what is hurt is that I cannot take good care of this only friend, causing it to suffer and suffer.

The intertwining of sorrow and joy prompted another determination—he would work hard to earn money, buy a lot of delicious food, and let Fuzi eat as much as he could.This idea has indeed become one of the motivations for his later struggles, prompting him to overcome countless negative emotions, no matter how tiring or difficult the work he encountered, he never thought of giving up halfway.

He cherishes Fuzi with all his heart, and would rather buy the best dog food and snacks for him than to buy him the best dog food and snacks every day. When he encounters mischief and damages important items, he is reluctant to beat and scold him. Such accommodating and pampering is not entirely out of love. It's because he subconsciously reflected his love and affection for himself onto Fuzi. It was like a container that stored him who was weak, innocent, bruised and ignored by everyone.He couldn't overcome the shadows of the past, so he relied on this kind of empathy to appease the old heartache, which made Fuzi's existence irreplaceably important. To get it back.

But looking for a dog in a bustling city is tantamount to finding a needle in a haystack. He ran around day and night for two days, rubbing the soles of his shoes and grinding blood blisters. By the evening of the third day, his scarred feet were already struggling, but his brain He still refused to let go of his feet and forced them to move forward. It was not only his feet that were enslaved, but also his vocal cords and lips. A layer of tired dust, sounding dumb and broken, similar to a crying night owl, may be mistaken by uninformed people for a sad lovelorn, crying out for a lover who has run away on the street at midnight.

At three o'clock in the morning, the road is quiet and lonely, and the asphalt road reflects faintly under the pale street lamps, like a pool of stagnant water, attracting wandering souls in the middle of the night.High-rise buildings stand on both sides, wearing the cloak presented by the night, which looks even bigger than the day.Xie Zhengyan limped and staggered under the huge hooves of the city, feeling like an ant trapped in the iron wall, unable to feel a gap.

This city is really too big, it is a dark jungle for him, and it is a boundless black sea for Fuzi.It has always been pampered and pampered, and after being with him, it enjoys equal treatment with its master. Every day, someone must accompany it for a walk and play, and at night it must lie on the master's bedding before sleeping. There is no way out.

Xie Zhengyan couldn't bear to see stray dogs prowling the streets. For the past three days, Fuzi's whereabouts were unknown, and when he saw those wild dogs rushing through the traffic and rummaging through the trash cans for food, he would be burned.I also thought that there are many illegal traders in Shanghai who specialize in hunting stray dogs for the dog meat business. Even small toy dogs will be hunted down, bled, skinned and sold to barbecue restaurants as mutton. more and more blind.Sometimes when I hear a dog barking in the distance, it looks a little bit like Fuzi, and I will rush to check it out, full of hope, like the rapid expansion of beer foam, and when I find out that it is not, the pile of foam collapses and bursts, and the human spirit is sluggish and drenched. The old clothes that have been worn out, but I still have to turn around and continue to follow the elusive hope.

As time passed, his body and mind were on the verge of collapse, and on the fifth day he almost collapsed, but things turned around and showed a glimmer of hope.

A stranger with a Cantonese accent from another place called and said that he bought a Chihuahua from a dog dealer a few days ago, and happened to see the dog hunting notice posted by Xie Zhengyan. The appearance and characteristics were very similar to the dog he bought, and it might be Fuzi .

When Xie Zhengyan saw the video sent by this person, his body and mind immediately transformed from a state of loose sand into hard concrete, and he answered the phone with bright eyes.

"Yes yes yes! It is my lucky son, please return it to me, I will thank you very much!"

He stated on the dog hunting notice that he would thank the person who provided effective clues with 1000 yuan. He believed that this stranger had also seen it, but at this time he had other objections.

"I bought this dog for 8000 yuan. In the past few days, it defecated everywhere in my house, soiled the carpet, bit the computer data cable, and caused me a loss of 2000 yuan. You have to pay me for this money. "

The price of a very good and pure Chihuahua can never exceed 8000 yuan, and the environment in which Fuzi lives in the video is dilapidated and simple. It is clearly a shack where the lower-class migrant workers live. How can there be expensive carpets?Besides, the most advanced data cable is only one or two hundred, so where does the claim of 2000 yuan come from?

The obvious blackmail must be that Xie Zhengyan's eagerness to find a beloved dog has been grasped, and his mouth is wide open, thinking that he can have a tooth sacrifice if he meets a fat cow and a strong horse, but he doesn't know that he is a skinny sheep, and he can't make up for it now Out of 10000 yuan.

After negotiating anxiously, the Cantonese guy still didn't believe that he couldn't afford the money. Soon there was a sharp cry from a child on the phone. The Cantonese guy said that he wanted to take care of the child and didn't want to talk nonsense, so he asked Xie Zhengyan to redeem the dog with money tomorrow. Otherwise, the dog will be handed over to relatives and sent to the countryside, and it will not matter whether he lives or dies at that time.

Xie Zhengyan was about to go crazy. He searched out all his belongings, and when he pieced it all together, there was only 2560 yuan. He called the company's accountant, and wanted to ask her to accommodate the advance payment of next month's salary. Wang Dafa asked for instructions.I don't know if Wang Dafao accompanied clients to the red-light district to have fun and played in the dark, and his mobile phone was like a drunk and dreamy boy who neglected his duties, and he couldn't get through many times.Seeing that the road was blocked, Xie Zhengyan gritted his teeth and ran home to ask his mother for money. After he started working, he would hand in a fixed deposit of 2000 yuan every month. Now he has accumulated a lot of money, and taking out part of it can save Fuzi.

However, when he made a request to his mother, Liao Shuying's already indifferent complexion suddenly turned frosty, and asked him what he wanted money for.

"Fuzi was stolen and sold by a dog dealer. The buyer said it cost 1 yuan, and he would only pay it back if I took the money..."

Before she could finish speaking, Liao Shuying's spittle hit her face.

"Nong's ass looks so crazy! You can believe what you say, how can you not take yourself to a pawnshop to pawn 1 yuan? I don't think anyone wants 100 yuan at [-] o'clock!"

Xie Zhengyan couldn't argue, shaking his knees and pleading: "Mom, if you don't give me money, Fuzi will be sent away, and I will lose my life at that time, please do me a favor, give me 1 yuan of the money I usually save for emergency treatment , I will find a way to fill the gap in the future."

Liao Shuying scolded him for not knowing what to do with candle blanks and treating a dog as a treasure, A Quexi, and said the day before yesterday that she read in the newspaper that there was a doctor named Yang Yongxin in Shandong who used electric shocks to treat neuropathy, and that he should be sent there for treatment.

"Mom, please beg me, Fuzi is different from ordinary dogs, just like my little girl..."

Xie Zhengyan expressed his feelings, and accidentally angered his mother, causing more unsavory scolding.

"Nong took the wrong medicine, how can he talk like a chamber pot of water, and outsiders will say that Alajia's Feng Shui is good, and he gave birth to a Nongge freak! He actually adopted a dog as his son. Let me ask the Ig bastard first. Which bitch did Lennon have sex with?"

"Mommy, you can scold me whatever you want, you gave me the money, that money belongs to me, and I have the right to use it?"

For the sake of his son, Xie Zhengyan let go of his habit of being ashamed of his mouth and the common sense that talking about money hurts his feelings, and asked his mother for his savings with a straight face.It is also because he is pure in nature, and it is not easy to learn to be good after being slaughtered repeatedly. Knowing that his mother loves money like life, all the feathers on the shuttlecock go into the eyes of the money, and he treats the money like a crab climbing a fish basket. The so-called "deposit" is really in his own name.Liao Shuying was in a hurry for him, so she simply wiped her face and told him to give up.

"I feed and study for you. I don't know how much I have spent in the past ten years. The [-] to [-] yuan is not enough to pay back the interest. I still have the nerve to go back. The cataract in the white-eyed wolf will kill you by thunder!"

Mother's words were like a nail stained with sulfuric acid. When it first pierced into Xie Zhengyan's eardrum, only a small hole was drilled, but the ensuing corrosion quickly rotted the small hole into a large irreparable hole. Air rushed fiercely along the hole, and then What echoed in his mind was the violent howls, which made him dizzy and twitching. Only then did he realize that his mother's previous kindness was a scam, and the 2000 yuan he scrimped every month did not become "Entrepreneurial funds" and "family savings" are regarded as "loan repayment in installments", and all pennies and pennies are gone without return.

Filial piety is a matter of course, if Liao Shuying asked for child support clearly from the beginning, at most it would hurt Xie Zhengyan's heart, and it would not make him feel resentful.But the bad nature of the petty citizen prompted her to resort to conspiracies and calculations when dealing with her own son, showing a false motherly love for her son, who can be deceived by cheating, obsessed with brother Kong Fang, and disregarding flesh and blood, she is really an insatiable female spider , full of silk (private).

Xie Zhengyan was deceived by his mother, and he has much more experience than outsiders. Not only did he see his mother's despicable selfishness, but also saw the source of his despicable selfishness-the mother did not treat him as a son at all, he was like a tenant farmer and slave of this family , She has to pay for every drink and peck, and she is the creditor and renter, and there are only ledgers and no family ties between them.

His heart was completely smashed, and hatred was about to move at this moment. He gaped and gnashed his teeth and trembled. He twisted his neck twice, and twisted out two blue veins like earthworms.Liao Shuying had never seen his expression like this, like a little wolf in a hurry, with its hidden fangs and claws ready to go, she couldn't help showing a little fear.The slums were full of human chaos, and all kinds of appalling family tragedies happened from time to time. She had been more exposed to it, and seeing Xie Zhengyan's abnormal expression, she moved out of the door suspiciously, planning to retreat, leaving a quick mouth.

"Look at me viciously as a slut? Want to make my old lady rebel? You bitch, wait for me to help you out!"

She probably thought that Xie Zhengyan was just an inflated balloon, and in order to prevent him from blowing himself up at the limit, he had to use a cone of swear words to poke him in advance.This time Xie Zhengyan saw through her bluff, and the impotent majesty could no longer intimidate him. Like an enlightened person who penetrated the world of mortals, he finally broke out of the ruins of his family, which had imprisoned him for many years, and all thoughts were gone. hinder.

His anger faded like snow, and his face became as calm as a clay sculpture, without any vivid expression.This almost deadly coldness was also unfamiliar to Liao Shuying. Her thick old face could no longer hide her fear, and she retreated sharply, straight to the steps outside the door.Xie Zhengyan watched her every move numbly, and also felt that the woman he had called "Mother" for more than ten years was also a stranger. All kinds of bad feelings about her were like goods on the street stalls shaking out, all of which looked vulgar and vulgar, and he had not long How foolish and ignorant he must have been to yearn for her love and affection.

Fortunately, he has woken up from his obstinacy, and can get rid of the cursed kinship fetters. The loss of tens of thousands of dollars is really worth a thousand dollars.

"I can't have such a mother."

The words he said before leaving were as light as a breeze, but they shattered the old pattern. From now on, the concept of home will no longer exist in his world. He no longer taboos the name "orphan" and sells it cheap Sincerely and sincerely, swallow the bitterness in your mouth and step into the territory delineated by fate.