The Guide to the Tear-offs in the Online Supporting Circle Part 2: Peak Acting Skills

At three o'clock in the afternoon the next day, Xie Zhengyan met Zhihujun at the gate of Lu Xun Park. Although Zhihujun had repeatedly emphasized beforehand to make an appointment close to his place of residence, he couldn't bear to let the person who had just put down his luggage starve and run away. On the road, I set the meeting place near the hotel where Mr. Zhihu stayed.

They had already exchanged photos on the Internet, had a general idea of ​​each other's appearance, and recognized each other at a glance after meeting.Zhihu Jun is slightly taller than Xie Zhengyan, with well-proportioned bones and a good appearance, with thick eyebrows and big eyes and a Chinese character face. He is not handsome, but his stability and honesty are obvious.He joyfully ran to Xie Zhengyan, and the first thing he said was: "Why are you standing in the wind? It's so cold. There are restaurants open on the street over there. Let's find a place to hide from the wind."

While talking, he grabbed Xie Zhengyan's wrist and strode forward, as if he had rehearsed countless times, his posture was extremely relaxed and natural.Xie Zhengyan was led by him in a panic, walked all the way abruptly, and finally broke free when he reached a crowded place, as fearful as a hare running away from a wolf dog.

Mr. Zhihu didn’t seem to realize it. He browsed the restaurant signs across the street, and asked in a loving tone: “There are Chinese food, Japanese food, hot pot and Thai food, which one do you want to eat?”

This area is full of mid-range restaurants with a per capita consumption of more than 300. Xie Zhengyan, who is strict with frugality, has never patronized. When he heard the consultation, he only said: "You decide, I will do whatever I want."

"Then it's up to me."

Zhihu happily led him into the most expensive Thai restaurant among them. When ordering, he pointed to the signature dishes on the menu one by one to ask Xie Zhengyan's opinion. As long as he said "OK", he immediately finalized the order, and ordered more than a dozen in one breath. Sample.When Xie Zhengyan saw the asking price of 320 yuan for a large curry crab, he felt like a bug biting his back. He only brought 1000 yuan in cash today, and his bank, card and mobile phone wallet were all empty, and the money for this meal was obviously much more than the standard, so he should take it later What checkout?

Don't even think about eating steadily, every time you serve a dish, Zhihu Jun always let him taste it first, and persuaded him to pick up a full plate of dishes, but it didn't go away for a long time.Probably because his restless expression was too revealing, I taught Zhihu to see the clue, and suddenly rang the bell to summon the waiter to come to check out.

Xie Zhengyan was surprised: "Why do you pay the bill just after you start eating?"

"I want to get the hair and ticket scratch prize quickly."

Zhihu Jun Minglang smiled, and when the waiter approached, he took out his wallet, Xie Zhengyan stopped him reflexively, before his face was swollen, he hurriedly pretended to be fat: "You should treat me when you come to Shanghai for a trip..."

Zhihu Jun Zhengse interrupted: "Don't say such things again, you are not allowed to pay the bill when you are with me in the future, it is best not to let me see what your wallet looks like."

At the end of the story, he smiled in cooperation with the snickering female shop assistant, and paid the bill with a smart card. After receiving the invoice, he gave Xie Zhengyan a few pieces, saying that he would try his luck, and specially attached a one-yuan coin as a tool .

Xie Zhengyan scratched the third one, revealing the "50 yuan" winning code, shyly and joyfully handed the prize ticket to Zhihu Jun, Zhihu Jun's expression was as if he had won a huge sum of 500 million, and he repeatedly praised him for his good luck, and immediately A prawn was caught on his plate.

"Xiao Di, you are really good. I have been scratching for so many years, and I rarely even hit 5 yuan. You should eat more for the 50 yuan prize."

Xie Zhengyan came back to his senses while being happy, and understood that Zhihu Jun was afraid that he would be entangled in paying the bill, so he intentionally settled the bill in advance to dispel his worries, and on the other hand, he used the prize scratch to relax him, which is really well-intentioned.

Xiaozhi himself is as considerate as Two-dimensional, he takes care of my emotions so considerately, but I only think about how to deal with him, it's too bad...

Feeling guilty, the passage from the throat to the stomach was blocked, and the chopsticks in my hand were like two steel bars filled with mercury, which made my wrists sour, and the whole meal was as light as iron pellets, in vain Live up to the table full of fat and crispy glutinous rice.

After dinner, he led Zhihu to go to the Bund and Nanjing Road, introducing the local customs, people, places and places of interest along the way.In this way, he meticulously and thoroughly honored the friendship of the landlord, forcing himself to keep explaining and chatting with him, wishing that he could also serve as a handyman in addition to the guide, so as to pay off the debt he owed to the other party.

His behavior backfired and boosted Zhihu Jun's confidence. When the lights were shining, they stood side by side on the sightseeing yacht to admire the Huoshuxing Bridge along the coast. The atmosphere was harmonious and romantic. Zhihu Jun seized the opportunity to seek benefits , Gently begging: "Xiao Di, can you stay with me in the hotel tonight? I want to talk to you more."

Seeing Xie Zhengyan showing fear, he immediately added: "I booked a twin room, don't worry, I just want to chat with you, and I won't do anything else to you."

But even so, Xie Zhengyan didn't dare to agree, don't look at Yan Yan who is so courteous just now, but inside he feels as uncomfortable as five flowers tied together, because Zhihu Jun looked at him too fiercely, like a burning flame squeaking and licking He, he himself may have no evil intentions, but a man caught in love, whose reason is as fragile as the armistice agreement negotiated by the countries in the Middle East, is not safe at all.I am already trembling like walking on thin ice, how dare I risk my life to wade into the foreseeable minefield?

"No, Xiaozhi, I still have a puppy at home, I have to go back and feed and water it."

After refusing, he was afraid that the other party would be disappointed, so he immediately fed a spoonful of comfort: "You have a good rest tonight, and we will see you tomorrow."

This is only the first day of a long face-to-face meeting, and the next two days are like years. Xie Zhengyan clearly feels that Zhihu Jun is trying his best to create opportunities to be alone with him. In parks, small roads, and deserted coffee shops, as long as there are few people. The desire of the other side is like injecting a catalyst to expand rapidly.His body is regular, but his gaze has already run wild on Xie Zhengyan like a wild horse. Of course, he has no malice, but the scorching breath and involuntary heavy breathing create a great sense of crisis for Xie Zhengyan like an enemy army pressing down on him.He scrambled all over the place to take precautions, but he couldn't show the slightest trace of disgust. He felt like sitting on pins and needles, and he had to pretend to be happy chatting and joking.

He doesn't have the endurance and self-control of the strong, and his essence is not a light wrist, but a terrible torment.Now he is more sure that not only can he not have super-friendly feelings for Zhihu Jun, but he also rejects close contact with him. Although he refuses to use the word "disgust" from the bottom of his heart, his body responds so honestly. He kept reminding him to leave this man as soon as possible, otherwise he would suffocate soon.

When he returned to the rental house on the third night, he was already more tired than the God who had accomplished the feat of creating the world in six days. He fell down on the bed and experienced the state of a paralyzed patient for a few minutes, and then he got up in a panic and opened the button to find rescuers.

"What should I do, Ah Ming, Mr. Zhihu still wants to stay in Shanghai for three days, but I can't hold on any longer. He puts too much psychological burden on me. If I stay face to face with him for another three days, I will definitely go crazy."

Ziming Qingguo is addicted to online games, thinking about his daily love, he spared precious time to meet him in his busy schedule, and listened to his long-winded complaints like Xiaobaicai+Xianglin's sister-in-law. His impatience must have been written all over his face. The screen blocked it, and couldn't frighten the little man who couldn't see.

"Xiaodi, what's the use of being anxious with me? You have to tie the bell to untie it. Now you can only rely on your own efforts to save yourself. Seeing that we are good friends, let me teach you the last trick."

Xie Zhengyan listened attentively, and it really dawned on him because of that bottom-of-the-box trick.

"The best way to make the suitor quit in spite of difficulties is to make him lose confidence in the future of the two of them. If you don't want to directly refuse to hurt his face, then sacrifice yourself. Go to him and pretend to be poor, saying that your family How poor you are, how heavy your burden is, he will not get any benefits from being with you, and he will suffer and suffer. There is no difference between homosexuals and heterosexuals in dealing with economic issues, and some are more snobbish. Zhihu looks quite realistic Yes, if you use this method, it will probably work."

This is undoubtedly the most honest way to break up, and it only hurts one's face. Xie Zhengyan, like the world, cannot escape the burden of vanity, but when compared with conscience and safety, he will immediately step aside.And he doesn't have to lie and pretend at all, because for him, poverty is almost at his fingertips, which is enough to shock Mr. Zhihu, who is from a well-off family.

At night, he took out the spirit of preparing for the exam and made full preparations. After meeting Jun Zhihu the next morning, he told him that he wanted to temporarily cancel the original plan and take him back to his hometown to have a look.Zhihu Jun was overjoyed, and hurried to the supermarket to buy a meeting gift for Xie's parents, but Xie Zhengyan stopped him, saying that his parents were not at home, and he didn't want him to waste money on it.

Knowing that Jun’s family is well-educated, he can’t agree with this statement, and said with a smile: “Xiao Di is true, even if my uncle and aunt are away, I can’t go empty-handed when I visit the house for the first time, at least I should buy some fruit and eat it when they come back. "

"No, I say it's a waste, it's a waste, you'll know when you come with me."

Xie Zhengyan's determination first gave Zhihu a layer of doubts, and when he came to the poor street and saw the old house of Xie's family, his previous surprise was all blown by the cold wind blowing in the dilapidated alley. Blowing away, looking around in surprise, I may suspect that I have traveled to an old movie that recalls bitterness and sweetness.

Xie Zhengyan thanked the cold wind for cooling his face. When he thought that he was about to get rid of emotional barriers, his shame turned into calmness, and he calmly asked Zhihu Jun: "I grew up here, and I didn't rent a house alone until after graduating from university. , you’ve probably never seen such a simple housing, have you?”

Zhihu Junju forced a smile in embarrassment: "Shenyang also had a lot of this kind of houses in the past few years, and it has been demolished in recent years."

Xie Zhengyan smiled: "In Shanghai, people like our family are the standard poor at the bottom of society. The vegetable vendors in the nearby vegetable market sometimes laugh at us, saying that the house we live in is not as spacious as their pigsty in the countryside."

Zhihu Jun was at a loss to accompany the smile, his face was as stiff as pouring wax. Xie Zhengyan was satisfied with his reaction, but felt that it was dazzling, so he quickly turned his head and stepped into the yard. Zhihu Jun hurriedly followed and stepped on a pit on the concrete floor, Almost got down on one knee.

Xie Tiande was about to go out to buy vegetables, when he saw his nephew bringing friends back, he happily welcomed them into the house.Mr. Zhihu was placed next to a small charcoal stove. Looking up, you can see the wooden floor that is almost pressed against the top. There are a few gaps in the width of the shoes, and you can see the white light from the skylight on the roof.Xie Zhengyan noticed that he glanced up at the cracks in the floor five times in just a few minutes, and his expression gradually changed from initial astonishment to anxiety. Suddenly collapsed and hit the head.

In order to further deepen his doubts, Xie Zhengyan invited him to go upstairs to visit grandma after his second uncle left.They climbed up the narrow wooden stairs like an ancient plank road one after the other, lifted the floor cover, and a smell of feces mixed with sour smell made people dizzy. Xie Zhengyan knew that grandma was incontinent again. I went downstairs to wait, went to the kitchen to scoop up a basin of hot water, brought it upstairs to clean and wipe my grandma, put on a diaper, changed my clothes and pants, and greeted the guests to go upstairs after tidying up.

Grandma was lying on the mattress, and the mattress was spread on the floor. Her bed in this room was dismantled and converted into a small bench used by the workers in the lobster shop as early as the day she was completely confused. She began to sleep on the damp floor downstairs, and then Later, he was deported to the shack outside the door.In the past few days, Xie Tiande and Xie Zhengyan were not willing to let her sleep out, but they did not dare to let her touch Liao Shuying's bed, so they built a temporary floor on the relatively dry floor of the second floor.This comfortable and warm nest makes grandma feel comfortable. At this moment, she is wearing clean clothes, curled up in the nest, sucking her fingers, her face is wrinkled like the texture of an old tree, but her expression is as innocent as a newborn baby. However, in the eyes of outsiders , she is more like an immortal monster lost in the blind spot of life, and she is terrified to watch.

Xie Zhengyan sat on the floor next to the mattress, begging Zhihu for forgiveness in a low voice: "It smells bad here, but grandma is getting old, so I dare not open the window for ventilation, please be patient."

Mr. Zhihu squatted down slowly, and asked him awkwardly how long the old man had been sick and whether he could still get better.Xie Zhengyan answered one by one in detail, and then said: "She can only stay here temporarily, and my mother will drive her to the shack in the yard when she comes back in a few days."

Zhihu Jun turned his face in surprise: "Why? Your mother and your grandma have a bad relationship?"

Listening to Xie Zhengyan's detailed description of the family's once incompatible relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, he was so stunned that he lost his basic ability to judge, and sighed: "No matter how deep the conflict is, it's still a family. Respecting the old and loving the young are the traditional virtues of our country. It depends on the husband. You should show some sympathy for your son's sake."

Xie Zhengyan couldn't help chuckling: "My mother doesn't have the words respecting the old and loving the young in her consciousness. No, it should be said that she only loves the young. She is very good to my elder brother, but to me..."

Jun Zhihu hurriedly asked: "Is she not good to you?"

The self-mockery on Xie Zhengyan's face became stronger, and he shook his head and said, "I don't want to speak ill of my mother, but when I was a child, I really doubted whether I was her own flesh and blood. It seems that I have never felt a mother's love from her."

Speaking of this, he thought it was time to show his cards to Mr. Zhihu, so he made up his mind and dared to ask him: "Little Zhi, do you know why I brought you here and told you these things?"

Zhihu Jun shrugged slightly in a daze, but seemed to be mentally prepared, and sat upright facing him.

Xie Zhengyan didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, and lowered his head, using his gaze as a crutch to build a support between his body and the floor. To avoid mistakes, his voice was kept as low as possible.

"I know you like me very much, and thank you for your kindness, but as you said, feelings are not a child's play, and you can't make rash decisions on the spur of the moment. If two people want to be together, they must make plans for the future. But I can't do it I realize that the life in front of me makes me confused. I am always panicking and can’t see the future. You have seen the situation here. I don’t know whether my family is poor or not. I only know that I have always been poor. I was given to relatives as a gift by my parents, and then returned by them as substandard goods. I have two sets of parents, but I live like an orphan. I am a redundant person in this family. My mother cannot tolerate my grandma, and I will never I can’t tolerate me, and now even this dilapidated house has no shelter for me anymore. I work in a small company that is about to close down at any time with no future. My monthly income is only enough to make ends meet, and I’m tired every day , worrying about making a living, not having the energy to build a romantic relationship at all, and even less able to make others happy..."

"do not talk."

Jun Zhihu interrupted him anxiously, with pain in his brows, and added in a low voice: "Xiaodi, you don't need to say anything, I understand what you mean."

Thinking that he had changed his mind about Jinghanghua, Xie Zhengyan was relieved and embarrassed, ready to accept the condescending sympathy, but unexpectedly Zhihu straightened his back and said something that was far from what he imagined.

"Xiaodi, I used to vaguely feel that your life was not satisfactory, but today I know that you are living so hard. It is really wrong for your parents to treat you like this. Maybe they also have their own difficulties, but they can stand on your side. Look, I am so angry at their behavior, how can parents abuse their children like this..."

Mr. Zhihu stretched out his hands to hold Xie Zhengyan's shoulders, tears filled his eyes with excitement, before he could panic and speak, he took the first step and made a firm statement: "If you are tired of your family and refuse to accept dating with me, I can do it now I assure you that I am looking for you, and there are no other strings attached. It doesn’t matter how poor or poor you are, I don’t need you to give me happiness, I just want to use my love to make you happy. This decision is I did it well at the beginning, but now it's even stronger, I will pay more and be better to you, to make up for the warmth you didn't get..."

The words of these spring breezes were actually a nuclear bomb shock wave, which shattered the drives in Xie Zhengyan's brain, and scattered parts, large and small, all over the floor, looking for their desired positions.Leaving aside the main elements of shock, anxiety, and trance, those small surprises and joys are also frivolously spinning on the ground like screw caps. In his 22 years of humble life, it was the first time he heard such a solemn wish. He wondered if the other party had misunderstood someone, or his eyes had abnormal refraction, which overly beautified the visual impression he gave him, because from his usual self-cognition , he really doesn't deserve such a prize.

The paralyzed neural network has not yet been reconnected, and Zhihu Jun provided a guarantee for this promise. He hurriedly opened his satchel and took out a small square box. It was an exquisite watch box. Xie Zhengyan would look at it every day when he passed by Isetan Department Store at work. On the giant billboard on the outer wall of the shopping mall, the same LOGO as that on this small box is displayed——Citizen

Mr. Zhihu lifted the lid of the box, and picked out a snow-like light from the black velvet lining inside the box. This light is incompatible with the dilapidated small attic. It is clearly a noble alien who was forcibly kidnapped by a dim-witted person here.So when Mr. Zhihu grabbed Xie Zhengyan's left wrist and put the light on it carefully, Xie Zhengyan clearly felt the same reluctance as himself from the light, and the originally light watch suddenly became a heavy shackle .

"Do you like it? I chose this specially for you. Thinking that you are very thin, the watch strap may look loose. I asked the shop assistant to help me modify it. The size is quite suitable now."

Zhihu Jun held Xie Zhengyan's left wrist wearing a watch, as if holding a crown that can bestow happiness. His pupils borrowed power from the sun, filled with bright light, revealing a kind of power to overcome obstacles, and the light of the watch Together they stabbed Zhengyan's eyes hard.Feeling the pain, his hand retracted involuntarily, but Mr. Zhihu held it tightly, never letting go, like catching a fish that was desperately fleeing.

"Xiao Di, I'm serious, please think again."

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