The Guide to the Tear-offs in the Online Supporting Circle Part 2: Peak Acting Skills

After sending the email, Xie Zhengyan went into shock in pain, and when he woke up, he was not in the underworld, but in the hospital.When he woke up for the first time, his consciousness drifted away from his body, both real and illusory, just like a butterfly dream. This state lasted for two or three days. When he was officially clear that he was rescued, another pain landed on the pain nerve, and he felt it in the middle of his chest. There was an opening more than ten centimeters long, which was the trace of the operation.

"Severe gastric perforation, massive bleeding, accompanied by mild peritonitis, you are lucky to be able to recover a life, young people have nothing to worry about, don't do stupid things in the future."

The attending doctor's words were only enlightenment, and it was the female nurse in charge of taking care of him who relieved his doubts.

"It was a gentleman surnamed Rong who sent you here for rescue. He asked me to take good care of you."

Xie Zhengyan's dull eyes regained their brilliance because of these words, and he took the elder sister's hand and asked, "Where is he now? I want to see him."

The nurse looked embarrassed: "He said it's not convenient for him to come."

Xie Zhengyan wept reflexively, and begged: "Please call him, just say that I begged him to come over, and I will die if I don't see him."

His thinking seems to have degenerated to the infant stage, and his actions are simple and straightforward, and he can't get involved in any doubts and worries.The nurse has rich experience and has his own way of coaxing disobedient patients. He took a mirror and looked at him and said, "You see you are so weak now. He is worried when he sees it, and you are also uncomfortable. Let's wait until you recover. "

The human face in the mirror is earth-colored, with sunken cheeks and eye sockets, gray eyeballs, purple-black lips, and greasy hair in the shape of clay, like a hungry ghost in an iron-sieged city.Xie Zhengyan didn't dare to take another look, his eyes escaped from the mirror and he noticed the condition of his body. At this moment, he was like an instrument, connected with seven or eight tubes, large and small, to input and withdraw liquids of different colors, reminiscent of animals in the laboratory .

No need to be persuaded, he himself did not dare to mention the meeting.However, the rescue gave him hope. Since Rong Chuan snatched him back from death, does that mean he still can't let him go, and there is still a possibility of forgiveness?

He had mixed feelings of joy and sorrow, obediently obeying the orders of the doctors and nurses, hoping to recover as soon as possible, and then went to see Rong Chuan after restoring his ghostly appearance.

Due to his poor physique, the wound healed very slowly. Others had a scar within three weeks after the laparotomy. It took him a month for the scar to start to proliferate. He had two high fevers in the middle of the three days, and there were abnormalities in various indicators. Trip after trip, thanks to the superb medical skills of the doctors and the beneficial care of the nurses, as well as the support of various expensive medicines and supplements, it is not an exaggeration to say that his life was bought by Rong Chuan at a high price.

After more than a month, his condition stabilized. The day was sunny, and he felt that he was in good spirits. He begged the nurse to help him wash his hair and take a bath, and then went out in a wheelchair to breathe. In December, Xi'an has entered the severe winter, no matter how bright the sun is, it seems hypocritical, and even the tiniest breeze is armed with live ammunition. The nurses are afraid that he will catch cold, so they are only willing to push him to walk in the corridor, and then push him to the public rest area and put him under the glass. Under the curtain wall, here you can greet the sun without being exposed to the cold outdoor air.

Xie Zhengyan was paralyzed in a wheelchair, looking at the buildings outside covered with bloated snow, he speculated that it must have snowed heavily yesterday, I don’t know what Rong Chuan is doing now, if others were in Xi’an, they would see the same snow scene Bar.

He stretched his waist, got his hands and feet out of the cotton-padded jacket and trousers, tried his best to dry the mildew in his body, and gradually smelled the breath of life again through the strong smell of disinfectant.The light was very strong, and after a while, his eyes were covered with white mist. He turned the wheelchair to avoid temporarily, and saw the nurse talking with someone in front of the safe passage in the distance. The figure of the person was hidden in the passage door, but his judgment immediately Seeing through the wall, based on the nurse's expression, he concluded that the person speaking to him was Rong Chuan.

The motor of life started instantly, and infinite power burst out of his body. He was as weak as a cicada's clothes, and he threw off the wheelchair and ran with his legs. The scene around him faded into a snow-white curtain, setting off the focus of his sight.As if shot by a flying arrow, he pushed the nurse away, and the figure inside the door flashed in front of his eyes, before he had time to look at it, he rushed forward, the smell of disinfectant water couldn't hide the familiar woody fragrance, and tears burst into his eyes.

"Rong Chuan! Rong Chuan! Rong Chuan!"

He cried and called the other person's name loudly, like praying and asking for help, Rong Chuan hugged his collapsed body, but there was no voice response, the nurse was anxious: "This is just getting better and I'm tossing, go back to the ward, so as not to make a joke! "

After she reminded Rong Chuan to pick up Xie Zhengyan and walk quickly back to the ward, Xie Zhengyan grabbed him by the collar tightly and clung to him on the hospital bed, fearing that he would leave if he let go.

"Rong Chuan, don't go, don't leave me, please, please..."

He nestled in his arms all afternoon, crying and begging for help. Rong Chuan kept silent and held him silently, like a cradle that could not speak. When he arrived in Rongchuan, he was about to go crazy again. The nurse hurriedly said, "Don't worry, he said he would come tomorrow."

He held onto this life-saving talisman and waited for more than ten hours, and Rong Chuan came as scheduled the next afternoon.Xie Zhengyan finally saw his description clearly, he was still so gentle and clean, the faint smile at the corner of his mouth reminded him of the first time they met.

Is everything back to square one?Is it possible to start over?Or retreat to the stage of strangers, only polite and not close?

Xie Zhengyan lost his language function, and tears became the only expression. Rong Chuan sat in front of the bed, passing tissues from time to time, and remained speechless this afternoon.When parting, Xie Zhengyan finally managed to say: "Are you coming tomorrow?"

Rong Chuan nodded slightly, and he kept the promise the next day.

In the next few days, they reproduced the same scene in the same way, one begged with tears, and the other was silent. Xie Zhengyan vaguely realized the clue. When their communication was still limited to the Internet, Rong Chuan once said as Qian Fan that in the three dimensions, he was just An appearance of being upright, elegant, easy-going and polite, is used to deal with outsiders.Now using this modeled shell to deal with him seems to have closed the door to him, the person is still there, but the love is gone.

Xie Zhengyan was distraught, and wanted to commit suicide again, but he couldn't bear Rong Chuan. Although he refused to communicate, he would come to visit the doctor on time at 2 pm every day, and sat patiently with him for a few hours. This time was Xie Zhengyan's survival Hope, one day before Rong Chuan came after 3 o'clock, he was so desperate that he didn't want to live. He picked up the knife from the fruit plate in pain and looked for the target on his wrist and chest.

At this time, Rong Chuan just opened the door and came in. Seeing him holding the knife with tears streaming down his face, his eyes flashed, and he asked in surprise, "What are you doing?"

Hearing him speak for the first time in more than ten days since the reunion, and seeing his concern for him in surprise, Xie Zhengyan was so sad that he shed tears to cover up: "I, I want to eat an apple."

Rong Chuan came over, reached out for the knife, and said softly, "I'll cut it for you."

He still doesn't know how to do these small housework, and the peeled skin is wide and thick, so that the apple loses weight and becomes a winter jujube. Xie Zhengyan couldn't help but use this as an excuse to start a conversation, and teased: "Let me do it, you are not born to work My son's material."

Rong Chuan smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry, I can't always learn."

Xie Zhengyan burst into tears in a daze, why did Rong Chuan say sorry to him, shouldn't this sentence only be said by him?He has done so many things that have wronged him, yet he still treats him kindly. His gentleness has really aggravated his sins.If the story of "The Peasant Woman and the Snake" is true, then he must have been that vicious snake in his previous life, and he will never speak back and never hold grudges when he is scolded in the future, because people only tell the truth, and his sins are by no means Words can cover.

Today, Rong Chuan's stay was significantly longer, even though he was speechless, he cast more eyes on Xie Zhengyan.Before leaving, he suddenly said: "You will be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow, let's go to Lishan to play, the wintersweet on the mountainside seems to have bloomed."

Four days later, when the snow was clear, Rong Chuan drove Xie Zhengyan to Mount Li. This time they took the tourist route, the car could go directly to the middle of the mountain, and it only took more than ten minutes to walk to Meilin.There are few tourists before the rest day, and the birds in the forest are singing melodiously.Xie Zhengyan followed Rong Chuan as he walked back and forth on the snowy ground. Seeing his hands hanging by his side, he couldn't help feeling eager to hold hands like before, but he didn't dare.The sun looked over from behind and pushed the dark blue shadow down in front of them. He secretly raised his hand and mobilized his own shadow to hold Rong Chuan's shadow in order to seek comfort.

Rong Chuan stopped suddenly, as if he had noticed his small movements, he quickly retracted his hands in fright, and lowered his head in embarrassment, not daring to face it.

Rong Chuan turned around, stretched out his left hand to invite gently: "Come on.", and held his right hand first when he was startled.

Xie Zhengyan's cold fingers thawed in his warm palm, but what melted was his eyeballs. He bit his lips and wept all the way, his sense of taste was crippled, and he could only taste sour and bitter.

They came to the plum forest, but the plum blossoms were still in a deep sleep. This year's warm winter, the flowering period was delayed, and some people released fake news as a prank, which caused many flower lovers to rush to nothing.Rong Chuan led Xie Zhengyan to walk around in the forest, but he couldn't find a flowering tree, and finally sighed in disappointment. Xie Zhengyan was just the opposite. Being able to walk hand in hand with Rong Chuan was already a worthwhile trip.

His nose was a little itchy, and when he heard him sneezing, Rong Chuan asked softly, "Is it cold?"

"Do not."

He smiled awkwardly, his tear ducts seemed to be riddled with holes, and he would cry whenever he made any expression.Rong Chuan stroked his hair with the other hand, and hugged him before he collapsed and cried bitterly, his warm breath reached the eardrum.

"Why do stupid things?"

Xie Zhengyan cried so hard that he couldn't speak, and desperately hugged him tightly.

Rong Chuan responded with equal strength, and said in a low voice, "Promise me, you won't do this again."

Getting a nod was not enough, he asked him to swear, and Xie Zhengyan had made up his mind to obey him a long time ago, crying and swearing: "If I commit suicide in the future, I will go to hell and never be reborn."

Rong Chuan shook his head: "No, you have to swear as I said, come and read what I say. If I commit suicide in the future, I will let Rong Chuan go to hell and never be reborn."

Xie Zhengyan's tearful eyes opened wide, and they were squeezed into gaps again in a moment, spewing out an endless stream of tears, and fell on his shoulders, weeping heartily.Rong Chuan thought he had made a decision long ago, and Wen Yan forced him to swear the oath verbatim, using his own life as the supervision, and tried his best to block his short-sightedness.

That night Xie Zhengyan lived in Rong Chuan's apartment. Miraculously, Rong Chuan took the initiative to have sex with him and fell in love with him. Sleep, has been silent.Xie Zhengyan touched the bite mark on Rong Chuan's left shoulder, his heart ached like a fit of pain, knowing that he was deep in thought, guessing for a long time, and finally ventured to inquire: "You... what are you thinking?"

Rong Chuan's voice was as light as clouds: "I was thinking, what else can I do for you."

As if hearing the bad news, Xie Zhengyan kept hiding in his arms, crying while hiding.Rong Chuan put his hand on his vest and rubbed it back and forth, comforting him softly: "It's okay, I'm just talking casually."

Seeing him crying non-stop, he smiled and coaxed: "Why don't I sing you a song, what do you want to hear?"

Xie Zhengyan couldn't bear to live up to his tenderness, and choked up with tears: "'Unique'."

It was his favorite song, and it had special commemorative significance. He wanted to hear Rong Chuan sing it again.Rong Chuan briefly recalled the lyrics and sang a cappella in his ear. His singing voice was not as melodious as usual, and he was as tired as driving a rough gravel road, which made the already melancholy melody even more sad.

"Whoever has such a similar face, the old memories will never be the same, forgetting that the physical body has penetrated impermanence, and even if the human face changes, love will not change. It doesn't matter whether you are a demon or a god. If you fall in love, it is suffering but also sweet. , I will continue to wait if there is no fate, heaven and hell are still approaching, still thinking about the most beautiful kiss yesterday. I remember the endless flowers, who made a sonorous vow for me, the world is changing, the flowers will fade and love will die , but who can replace the most sincere you. If one day the Qionglou Hall is abandoned, only your memory will remain undestroyed, and the fate will also remember how magnificent the fairy tale is, and summer and winter will replace each other and share love But it can be handed down forever. I often touch this mottled wall, hoping that some old phantoms will remain. The farewell song in the past was still sung when the snow fell. I haven’t found that the temples have been stained with snow. I remember the endless Flowers, I once made a sonorous oath with you. The mundane world is changeable. Flowers will wither and love will pass away, but you still represent everything in my heart. If one day the Qionglou Palace is abandoned, only your memory will be difficult Destroyed, if this illusory legend of you and me will eventually die..."

The song stopped near the end, Xie Zhengyan heard Rong Chuan's breathing suddenly twitched, and raised his head in surprise, but he pressed the back of his head violently, and his head was firmly locked in front of his chest, so he couldn't see his expression.

Despite this, Xie Zhengyan can still accurately perceive the situation, and Rong Chuan is crying...

Since I met him, this person has always been optimistic and strong. He is the bright sun that is not afraid of wind and rain. His life is inlaid with gold and jade, and the grain is abundant.

It was me, the harm I caused broke down his peaceful and peaceful castle, it was my viciousness that polluted his bright and gorgeous garden, and I stained a noble soul with deep sins, causing him to suffer undeserved pain.

What made Xie Zhengyan mourn at this moment was not remorse. He found that he was no longer qualified to beg for forgiveness. Rong Chuan rescued him, but he repaid him with a dagger. Now that the other party's wound was bleeding, his own existence was probably a threat to him. He was so cruel, he couldn't apologize with death, but he still had to stay by his side and continue to hurt him? .

He hugged Rong Chuan tightly, unwilling to let out the sound of crying just like him, and clearly saw the ending not far away amidst the torrential rain of tears.