I don't know

For Qiu Luo, this coffee shop has a story.

He met old friends here, worked here, and celebrated Xiang Lin's birthday here.

Now, he is still in this coffee shop, but with a different identity.

He is more like a guest than a clerk, meeting someone, ordering two cups of coffee, and chatting for an afternoon.

Opposite him sat a very familiar person, with decent clothes and a slightly aging face.

He squeezed the rim of the cup tightly, "Auntie, what do you want from me?"

He has an intuition that what this woman will say next will definitely upend his peaceful life.

Because, she always does.

Like a signal flare, with a bang, it reminded me of something.

Luo Meiyu looked very calm, at least on the surface.She put away her inexplicable arrogance in front of Qiu Luo in the past, raised her eyes, and looked at the grown-up child.

"I said before that Xiang's family has raised you until now, and I don't ask you for anything in return, as long as you don't turn around and bite back."

Her gaze was finally like a rock falling in a flat lake, causing waves: "But you, after all, are the ones who want to harm our family."

Qiu Luo turned pale, pursed his lips, and clenched his fingers tightly together. He took a deep breath and met Luo Meiyu's gaze:

"You haven't changed at all." He said, "I have been scolded by you since I was a child, in a daze, and almost took it seriously, but now that I have grown up, I respect you as an elder, and please speak calmly. Don't be too extreme."

"Is it really because the wings are hard?" Luo Meiyu said, she still didn't look hysterical, but had a calm and majestic look, exactly the same as Xiang Lin.

"Since you recognize me as an elder, then I will persuade you as an elder." Her eyes were cold, "I don't care about you, and I don't care about your own shameful thoughts. But, you Touch your conscience, is it still there? How can you deal with your younger brother who has been with you for more than ten years?"

She looked at Qiu Luo's increasingly pale face, feeling happy and unwilling: "Or, is this something you premeditated a long time ago, just to get revenge on me?"

It's not that Qiu Luo never thought that such a day would come.

With this woman, completely cut open and have a good talk.

He was not an indecisive person.

He tried his best to hold it back, looking at Xiang Lin's eyes, he was in pain.

He knew that he couldn't be with Xiang Lin, it had nothing to do with other people's eyes, it had nothing to do with Xiang Lin's gender, and it didn't even have anything to do with his identity.

After much deliberation, it was nothing more than two hurdles.

Xiang Lin is mature and has a mind different from that of his peers, but this does not mean that his cognition of his own needs and emotions will not make mistakes.

He is just at the age of broadening his horizons.He will meet more people, women, men, all kinds of personalities, all kinds of charms, without a choice, how can he know which one he likes the most.

When he realized that he liked Xianglin, he knew that there was no way out.Xiang Lin's departure was nothing more than giving him a knife. From then on, he lost the ability to love.

Furthermore, he already knew that Xiang Lin's mother, a woman who had never given him good looks, seemed born to be unable to coexist with him.If Xiang Lin chose him, he would have to abandon his mother.

How could he be willing to make Xiang Lin sad?

However, there is one sentence that must be asked.In his memory, he also asked this person.

"Auntie, I think that I have never caused any trouble to the Xiang family except to eat an extra bowl of rice. If you care about the money you have spent on me, I will return it when I work. If you want , I will take good care of you and your uncle in your later years.” His tone was calm, but he gradually lost control, “But, I really don’t understand, how could I not do well enough since I was a child? Just because I wasn’t Your own son, do you want to hate me like this?"

Looking at Qiu Luo's red eyes, Luo Meiyu lost her mind for a while.

She bit her lower lip tightly, and after a long time, she said:

"Of course, I won't hate you for no reason. To be honest, you are very good. If you were just a child adopted by us from an orphanage, I would definitely treat you equally. But... you are not, your existence , has always been a thorn in my heart."

She took a deep breath, as if remembering something, her body began to tremble slightly: "Has Hengguo ever told you that you look like a person?"

Qiu Luo was stunned, remembering the nonsensical words Xiang Hengguo gave him the computer that day.

Luo Meiyu continued: "I don't know if you have tried to find your biological parents, your mother, Qin Yuling..."

This is the entanglement of the previous generation.

Qin Yuling is Xiang Hengguo's first love, the woman he has loved all his life.

He is a person who lives and works in peace and contentment, and has no big ideals. He just wants to live an ordinary life with his lover and build a happy family.

But Qin Yuling is a doctor, with the instinct to save lives and heal the wounded, and also has a different vision and mind than ordinary women.

She was going to the battlefield, to a country full of refugees and wars, but Xiang Heng couldn't stop her.

So, they broke up, and Xiang Hengguo obeyed the family's arrangement to marry Luo Meiyu. Qin Yuling met Qiu Rong who loved each other on the way of pursuing herself.

When Qin Yuling gave birth to Qiu Luo, it was a dystocia.At that time, Qiurong was still abroad and could not come back.She has long since severed ties with her family and has no one to rely on. The doctor said that in the past, in case of emergency, she must find her family. She has no choice but to ask Xiang Hengguo for help.

Luo Meiyu was also pregnant at that time, and just when she had to take care of her carefully, she disagreed with Xiang Hengguo abandoning her for another woman in the middle of the night, the two quarreled, and things fell to the ground.

Xiang Hengguo finally went, but because Luo Meiyu tripped over something while going downstairs, she had a miscarriage, the child was gone, and her body was injured, so it was no longer easy to have children.Xiang Hengguo pleaded guilty and obeyed her from then on.

Later, Qin Yuling and Qiu Rong died, and Qiu Luo, who was only less than a year old, was sent to an orphanage.In order to be able to adopt him, Xiang Hengguo made up some stories to tell the superstitious Luo Meiyu, and the two adopted Qiuluo home. It didn't take long for her to know that this was Qin Yuling's child.

Arguing and fighting won't help.

Fortunately, she finally became pregnant with Xiang Lin and Xiang Yao.

Hold your breath and muddle along.

"Every time I see you, I think of my innocent child. He died, but you survived." Luo Meiyu had tears in her eyes, "I almost lost my right to be a mother. Thanks to your mother."

Qiu Luo lowered her head, wondering what she was thinking.

After an unknown amount of time, he raised his head, his expression changed slightly, and his eyes were calm.

"I'm sorry for what you said," he said.

There was mist in Qiu Luo's eyes.

"But is that why you treat me like this?"

"I don't want to argue with you about whether my mother was the murderer of your child. You certainly won't listen to me, even though I never have any memory of my parents."

"With all due respect, your jealousy is very strong and you are easily deceived. I am very grateful to Uncle Xiang for helping my mother back then, and you, if you had trusted Uncle Xiang a little bit back then, maybe none of this would have happened."

"You seem to be trying to impose a conviction on me. I'm sorry, but I don't accept it."

Qiu Luo's always gentle eyebrows seemed a little cold, "I never blame others, but this time, I have no reason to blame myself."

The purpose of Luo Meiyu's trip failed.

She said so much, she would rather reopen the wound and bring up the bloody past again, just to make this child feel ashamed and let him know the ugly things on his body.

But this child inherited something from his mother.

She suddenly thought of that woman with picturesque eyebrows and eyes, dragged her weak body to visit her, and even her mad insults could not shake the woman's peaceful and firm expression.

She felt regretful, heartbroken, sorry, and guilty, but she never charged herself with unnecessary crimes.

Luo Meiyu looked at the face in front of her, with the same confident expression of An Ran, she frowned, her eyes were about to burst.

"So what if you think you're innocent? We are destined not to coexist in this life. Xiang Lin is a stubborn child, but he won't let his mother die!"

After she spoke harshly, Qiu Luo stood up, her voice hoarse.

"Don't worry, I won't let him fall into this dilemma." Qiu Luo said, "But you should also remember that I don't take you too seriously when you have treated me like this all these years. "

He smiled with a gentle and pleasant look.

"If there is no Xianglin, whether you live or die, it has nothing to do with me."

The author has something to say:

These two people are always torn apart, alas ╮(╯▽╰)╭