[Main Weak Insect] If you give me a pair of wings

Finally confessing the secret that he has kept in his heart to someone he can trust, as if unloading the burden that has been suppressed for several years, Kazama Kailu took a deep breath, trying not to let himself cry.Such an answer is not easy for anyone. Although Yuki Irie has heard of it, when such a situation really happened to him, he was still as if he had been hit by a stick, and he was a little dazed for a while.

After all, Irie Naoki was more calm, after confirming that Kazama Kaiji had calmed down and would not hurt himself again, he asked his younger brother to let him go, and stretched out his hand to pull the boy up.A heavy overcoat covered his head, blocking Kazama Kailu's view, he could only hear Irie Naoki's clear voice in his ears, "Since when did it start?"

"...Fifth grade in primary school, after sea and sky surgery." The calm question from Naoki Irie calmed him down, Kaiji Kazama put on his clothes and lowered his head to respond.When he closes his eyes, he can recall the scene of the day when he first discovered his emotions. The exclamation that Irie Yuki couldn't hold back at this time is exactly the same as his mood at that time.

"It's normal to have a first love at the age of twelve or thirteen, but Hailu, love emotions often bring sexual impulses, are you sure it's for Haikong..." Hearing that answer, Irie Naoki also frowned slightly, secretly in love for five years. Although this kind of thing is not unusual, under such circumstances, it really made him suspicious, but before he finished speaking, when he heard the keyword, Kazama Kailu's body shook violently , and then clenched his fists tightly, bright red blood dripped from the wound, he closed his eyes as he struggled, and quickly interrupted Naoki Irie's questioning, "I'm sure! Otherwise, why do you think I deliberately let She alienates me?"

"Hai Lu, I've believed in you buddy for so many years, but listen to me, this is not a long-term solution. In fact, you almost lost control today. Since just saying something harsh to her will make you so painful, I advise you You'd better stay away from the sea and the sky completely." Even though he was still in a state of shock, Yuki Irie was a genius after all, and he quickly realized the key point, and sincerely advised.

But Fengjian Hailu obviously didn't listen to his words, and quickly retorted: "I tried it a long time ago! At first I thought that separating would solve the problem, so I kept keeping a distance from her, and even transferred to another school in elementary school. place, but this is not the way! I can't erase that feeling at all!"

"...I didn't tell you not to like Haikong anymore. No one can control feelings like this. I told you to stay away from her! Or are you going to have a showdown with her? I admit that you have endured it for five years. It's amazing, but it's almost reached the limit, right?! Since Haikong doesn't care about you at all, then she will definitely find someone she likes in the future. What are you going to do when the time comes? Today you can Because she doesn't understand your mood, she can't help but kill her. How can you guarantee that you won't do more extreme things on impulse at that time? Kazama Kailu! Both of you brothers and sisters are my important friends, I don't want to To see the irreversible thing happen in the end!"

"Hmm...!!!" Hiroki Irie pierced the question that Kazama Kailu had been subconsciously avoiding in the deepest part of his heart. He was at a loss for words, and raised his hand to tightly grasp the coat covering his head. Wrapping his whole head in, his shoulders trembled uncontrollably... Realizing that the situation was not optimistic, Irie Naoki hurriedly stopped: "Enough! Yuki, stop talking..."

"But, brother! I..." Irie Yuki retorted subconsciously, but after seeing the look in his brother's hand and the slight shaking of his head, he suddenly realized the current situation and stopped talking.

"Let's stop this topic. This is not a problem that can be solved in a while. It's getting late. The most urgent thing now is to deal with the injury on Hailu's hand first, and then think about how to reconcile with mother." Aunt Tian and the others explain why you got hurt." A few or two sentences put an end to the previous conflict, and Naoki Irie stretched out his hand to try to pull the clothes that Kazama Kailu was covering his head from his head, as expected was thrown away by him.

In the next second, it was the boy himself who raised his hand and waved his arm away, slowly took the clothes away with trembling hands.Kazama Kaiji finally raised his head slowly and looked at Yuki Irie. In those blue eyes as deep as the sea, there were turbulent waves like raging waves, as if he was doing the final struggle against the legendary sea monster.He opened his mouth and tried to say something, but he seemed unable to organize his words well. It took him a long time to finally make a sound, hoarse and choked, but it was extremely firm and solemn: "Yu Shu is right, I have always been Deliberately avoiding this question, even now, I still can't imagine what I would do if there was such a person standing in front of me... But, Haikong has nothing to do with her, I can't deprive her of her freedom, Her happiness... I have no right to ask her to return my feelings, so... I will leave. But not now."

Turning his gaze from the shocked Irie Yuki to the complicated Irie Naoki, Kazama Kailu paused, and then continued to speak.Accompanied by the smear of scarlet falling down the arm, it seemed as if the soul was torn apart, and on the bloody heart, a sharp blade was inserted again, and the knife was slashed, each blow stabbing at the softest and most fragile part, Until I can no longer see a trace of the original appearance...

"Brother Zhishu should know better than me, the current situation of Haikong...she needs to have 'brother' by her side now, she can't afford to go through such a big change, so I can't leave her alone at this time People don't care. No matter what the outcome is, when the dust settles, I will leave and go to an absolutely 'safe' place. I will always be the closest 'closest' person to her in this world, and we have the same No matter how much I don't want to admit it, how much I want to deny it, the fact that we are twins still cannot be changed, I will always be her brother in this life, and forever... will only be her brother."

Heaving a long sigh, Kazama Kaiji put on his coat slowly as if he was sorting out his mood, he smiled and said it was really cold, he raised his head and looked at the sky, smiling but it seemed like he was crying.Ah... I still said it out. In fact, I had an idea early in the morning. From the very beginning, I decided to protect her life as an elder brother, but I always had a fluke mentality, hoping that the unreasonable miracle would happen. Struggling in the cracks, letting myself go crazy... But, it's time for this state to end, the girl doesn't have so much time left for him to hesitate in fantasies, maybe he should have done this long ago...

The boys here are freezing outside, but the girls staying at home are drinking juice and chatting warmly.From chatting at the cake shop next to the station to what songs were sung at the class reunion, to what anecdotes were about the club activities before the holiday a few days ago, I talked a lot, and finally turned to the topic of love.Girls gossip better than boys, and Kazama Kairo, who was joking about Kazama Kailu with excitement just now, soon suffered "retribution".

"...Then, Yuki-kun confessed to me! I really didn't realize it at all at the time, and now I think about it, it feels like I was in a dream!" Sagawa Komi said with a shy face that she and Irie Yuki were sure Regarding the matter of the relationship, he turned to Qinzi Irijiang and smiled, "But compared to me, Miss Qinzi is more powerful. It is said that Brother Naoki proposed to her directly!"

"Oh! That's because I've been stalking Mr. Irijiang for several years...Fortunately, I didn't give up in the end. Finally, my hard work pays off!" Speaking of that rainy night, Irijiang Qinzi couldn't help but grinned and giggled. His face was blushing, and his happy expression was very enviable.

Those two girls both like someone who is much better than themselves, but they have always worked tirelessly to make themselves better, and touched each other's hearts with actions and persistence...Compared with them...

Thinking of his love affair, the smile on Kazama Haikong's lips gradually froze, and a gloomy look flashed in his eyes.

But the two girls who were chatting happily didn't notice her strangeness, and following the trend of the topic, the question naturally fell on her head: "Then it's Xiao Haikong's turn La! How is it? Does Xiao Kaikong have a boy he likes now?"

"Huh?" How would she speak?Seeing the expectant faces of the two older sisters, Kazama Kaikora really couldn't refuse to answer, but...she has never talked about her relationship with anyone other than Kasuga Rika...

Seeing that she didn't seem to react for a while, Rujiang Qinzi kindly chased a few ranges and came over to give her a choice, "Is there any? Is it a child in school? Are your grades good? Ah, I forgot Xiao Haikong's The grades are good, oops! Isn't that easier?"

"No, it's not! That... I, I..." All of a sudden, so many screening conditions were thrown away, and when the school was mentioned, Kazama Kaikuro's mind suddenly flashed the hearty smile of Shinami Mountain, All of a sudden, her whole face turned red, and when she heard her talking more and more off-track, she refuted reflexively.It's good now, don't say it, don't say it, but once she opens her mouth, it won't be so easy to fool her. She also knew that she had to say something, so she had to truthfully say the few words that came to her lips: " That...isn't an elite like Naoki-san and Yuki-kun! Yes, it's a child from our club...Although we failed the exam, we have to worry about making up the exam, and we know how to ride a bike all day long, no matter whether it's in class or in the department. Late... But he is a very gentle person! He likes cycling more than anyone else, shoulders the responsibility of being a member of the team, and is a very, very hardworking good boy!"

Originally watching Kaijian Kazama blushing and counting the characteristics of the person she likes in detail, but she was a little surprised to hear all the shortcomings, but she changed the subject and began to praise him again, her voice was also shy The size became smaller and smaller, and the inadvertent smiles on their faces were sweet and gentle, and the two girls smiled knowingly, "Hehe, it seems that Xiao Haikong really likes that child."

"So, have you confessed?"

"Oh! I, I..." Sagawa Komi and Irie Kotoko are no better than Kasuga Rika, Kazama Kaikora really can't express his feelings to them as if he were his best friend, but when he mentioned that topic, he recalled the real wave mountain At that time, the blue eyes that were as gentle as water and as bright as stars dimmed for a while. She opened her mouth and tried to pull out a decent smile, "I didn't confess to him. I haven't had the courage to confess to him yet." illness, and that person...he also has a very good childhood sweetheart girl by his side, he said that she is special to him, and he will show a smile that I have never seen in front of that child...if , If he actually likes her too... I... don't want to become a despicable person who destroys other people's feelings..."

Having said that, both Sagawa Komi and Irie Kotoko knew that they had poked someone else's heartache.Thinking about how the relationship between the two children of the Kazama family is so bumpy, Komi Sagawa took Kazama Kaikuro's hand and patted it lightly, comforting softly: "It won't happen! Little Kaikuro! Pull yourself together I know it’s very sad when someone I like loves someone else, but if it’s just a childhood sweetheart, maybe it’s not what you think? Sato-kun and Xiaoyumi in our class are childhood sweethearts, but Xiaoyumi said that Sato-kun is like family, Sato-kun also said that he has always regarded Yumi as an older sister!"

They are all people who have never experienced this kind of situation. Whether it is Naoki Irie or Hiroki Irie, they have never been attracted to anyone before meeting them and starting a relationship, and they don't have any particularly close female friends around them. They will understand... just because they are childhood sweethearts, if they are not the feelings of relatives... I am afraid that no one can separate each other's existence that has been carved into the depths of their souls for a long time.

"Hmm... um... Maybe it's like this..." Miku Kazama nodded in response to Sagawa Komi's foolish words, only remembering the appearance of squad leader Miyahara and Shinami Sangake when they were together, and really couldn't let go of it.

Irijiang Qinzi looked at Kazama Haikong's slightly lonely expression and felt a little distressed. She suddenly remembered the blue-haired boy she met when she went to participate in their school's cultural festival. He should... also belong to their club, right?It seems that at that time, my husband still pulled her and said something?At that time, I didn't understand it very well, so I didn't pay much attention to it, but... that child definitely...

"Don't be sad! Xiao Haikong! There are boys in your club who like you! Our Xiao Haikong is so beautiful and cute, with a smart mind and good grades. It's his loss if he doesn't pursue you! You , is to let him see that you are not unwanted, and let him have a sense of crisis! Come on, let me tell you, Irie-kun and I were like this back then, even Hiroki and Komei... ..."

The topic was dragged back to the past again. The story of Rujiang Qinzi was very long, and Feng Jian Hai Kong listened to it fascinated, and only felt envious.She was still timid, but she couldn't help feeling a little hopeful in her heart, maybe he was really different from what she thought, maybe she really still had a chance...

After all, there is still an agreement between them on the first phone call in the new year. Although it may be just his whim, he has always been so casual, but to her, it is already a very happy and important thing up.

The author has something to say:

The mood of Kailu and Kaikong, regarding Zhenbo’s mind, Haiku felt that Zhenbo liked the squad leader subjectively, and every time he got along with him, he couldn’t help but wonder if he could confess if he liked him too, but in the end Still didn't confess, in fact, she never denied the assumption that Zhenbo liked the monitor, so she was always sad.

In the next chapter, the little angel Zhenbo returns to the stage, and the New Year's call is coming!Are you happy?Are you looking forward to it?

After the winter vacation is over, it will be the third semester. The seniors of the third grade are about to graduate, and they will be promoted to the second grade soon!Yuren-kun and Xiaobumeng are coming! ←It seems that the preview is a bit early... There are still a few chapters... 233333333

So, today is my parents' wedding anniversary, so even if I can only use my mobile phone, I will try my best to update a chapter!Will the bride of June really be happy?Hee hee hee……