[Main Weak Insect] If you give me a pair of wings

"Shinami-kun...?!" Kazama Kaiku who came back to his senses raised his eyes and met the clear sea blue. When he realized that he was holding him in his arms, he blushed suddenly and struggled Standing up from the boy, she wanted to distance herself, but she felt weak, so she took two steps back, and finally fell to the ground.Faced with the sudden appearance of the young man, those wild thoughts just now were also scattered, Kazama Kaiku's energy was only focused on thinking about how to fool this matter.

"That, that... I'm fine! Just, just a little hypoglycemia... that..."

Kazama Kaikong explained flusteredly, Zhenba Shanyue didn't doubt it, but quickly squatted down, stretched out his hand to help her up, "Kaikong must have not eaten well in the morning! You have to pay attention to your body!"

"Um...yes, I'm sorry..." Seeing that he accepted that explanation, Kazama Kaikuro breathed a sigh of relief and at the same time completely languished, apologizing obediently.

"Okay! Good boy! Ah...Speaking of it..." Shinami Sanyue couldn't help but raised his hand and patted the top of her hair lightly when he saw the girl's reaction, then suddenly remembered something, and took it out From the pocket on the back of my riding clothes, I found a piece of fruit candy and handed it to her, "Although I don't know if only one piece works... I don't always carry energy bars like Xinkai Senior ! This was given to me by a kind classmate when I was riding a bicycle and resting on the side of the road just now! Fortunately, I accepted it! Sea and air need to add sugar, right?"

"Eh? No, it's not... That... This is given to you by someone else, I, I can't..." Although in his impression, those who feed him are all classified as "kind people", but think about it. He also probably knew that the one who could give fruit candy was definitely a certain female fan, and for a moment his heart ached, Kazama Kaikong still waved his hand and refused.

"Oh! It's mine if you give it to me, and I'm free to use it however I want. Isn't that what you said, Haiku? Well, eat it quickly! Otherwise, I'll take you to the health room."

In the end, he was half-forced to feed the candy, Kazama Kaiku looked a little flustered and embarrassed at Naoki Irie who stood not far away with a face of "I understand everything", and wanted to come but was stopped by her husband, so it was unclear. The sweet and sour taste of Irijiang Qinzi diffused in the mouth, which matched the mixed feelings of sourness and sweetness in my heart, so I couldn't help but lower my head.

"That... thank you, Shinami-kun, but I'm fine now!"

"Really? But your complexion is still very bad... Sure enough, you should go to the health room to lie down..." The young man's blue eyes were full of worry, and even his brows could not help but frown slightly, pulling Kazama Kaiku was about to walk towards the school building, but the girl grabbed her arm and shook her head desperately, "I'm really fine! So... no need, Maba-kun! Please..."

Seeing Kazama Kaikyo's conflicting appearance, Shinami Sangae couldn't force her any longer, he let go of his strength slightly, and heard the girl explain: "There are so many people in the school now, the school doctor must be very busy too, look, The two sitting over there are a doctor and a nurse from Tokyo! Naoki-san is an acquaintance of my mother, and I used to go to his house when I was young, don’t you feel relieved?" Kazama Kai and his fingers Pointing to the Irie couple who were sitting on the side, they quickly pushed the back of Shinami Mountain and took two steps in the direction of the department room, "Besides, there are a lot of little classmates who came here specifically for you today, so don't do it for me." Don't worry, hurry up, people have been waiting for a long time!"

"Hmm...you should be careful about the sea and sky!" She glanced at Naoki Irie hurriedly. Although she said that she was an acquaintance of her mother and a doctor, Shinami Shanyue, who didn't understand the relationship between them, felt inexplicably uncomfortable. His emotions were instantly dissipated by Kazama Kaikong's urging words, and finally he looked back with a smile and said something before finally entering the department room.

After finally passing the Zhenbo Mountain level, he sat back on the chair and let out a sigh of relief, but was caught by Irijiang Qinzi, "Wait, wait, Xiao Haikong! What was that kid just now? Boyfriend?! Do you have a boyfriend?" Is it from a friend!"

"Eh? Wow! It hurts, Sister Qinzi! You caught my hair!" Before realizing what was going on, Kazama Kaiku let go of the conditioned reflex, and then Irijiang Qinzi let go of his hand apologetically. After calming down a little, she blushed again because of her question, "No, no! He... Zhenbo-kun is a member of our club, and he looks familiar because he is in the same class as me!"

"Really?" Irie Kotoko looked at Kazama Kaikyo suspiciously. Obviously, what he saw from the interaction between the two just now was not such an answer, but he didn't know how to tell her. Irie Naoki looked at his wife's clumsy expression. Asked the question, and finally caught up with the conversation, "Is it because you are in the same class that you are familiar with it? Haikong, you haven't noticed it yet, have you?"

"What?" Subconsciously asked, Kazama Kaiku looked blankly at Irie Naoki, but he just nodded and gave a very vague answer, "The little bear in spring is greeting you with a smile."

"Hmm..." Those words hit the little secret that Kazama Kaikong tried his best to hide in his heart, he quickly waved his hands and shook his head, but the blush on his cheeks could not go away for a long time, "No, it's not like that! Then Different……"

"There is a super good female monitor in our class who is childhood sweetheart with Shinami-kun, she likes him very much. And Shinami-kun also..."

"What about you?" Irie Naoki continued to question sharply, ignoring the constant questioning of his wife who didn't understand the allusion in their words.

"I...we are different." There was a moment of silence in the middle, Kazama Kaiku quietly lowered his head, his bangs blocked his sight, "It's different, Naoki-san. I just hope I don't fall into that deep well, thank God .”

——Where do you dare to expect to hug such a cute little bear?

"Do you really think so?" The question at the end seemed to shake the soul, echoing in the mind of Fengjianhaikong countless times, but he couldn't give an answer.

There was a long silence, so long that even Irijiang Qinzi noticed that the atmosphere was not right, and when she closed her mouth and looked over worriedly, Kazama Kaikong finally raised her head, looked at them like a wounded animal, trembling A seemingly unrelated question was asked: "Brother Naoki... If, I mean, if I undergo surgery, can I ride a bicycle like a normal person in the future?"

That was the first time she took the initiative to bring up the topic of surgery to him, and the moment she heard the last question, Irie Naoki knew that his move was probably right.So Rarely smiled gently and gave an affirmative answer, "Of course. I will do my best to help you recover."

"Really...!" At the moment when he heard the answer, a stream of joy flashed in Kazama Kaiko's eyes, with some kind of expectation, as if the whole world was lit up by the brilliance, but in an instant, his eyes were full of joy. Covered by the haze of vain, even the voice that came out of the mouth was slightly trembling, "But... I'm very scared..."

Kazama Haikong sat there, subconsciously grasping the hand of Irijiang Qinzi beside him.And when Irijiang Qinzi wanted to pull her hand away from the pain, she suddenly noticed that the little girl's palm was covered with nervous sweat, a little wet and cold, with an imperceptible tremor, making her unable to let go no matter what. So he clasped back tightly, and comforted softly: "Don't be afraid, Xiao Haikong, what happened, can you tell us?"

As if recalling some extremely sad past, Kazama Kaiko tightly closed his eyes, bit his lips, for a long, long time, until a fine layer of sweat dripped from his forehead, finally he relaxed his strength, quite tiredly Gently nodding her head and parting her thin lips: "I was...actually not so weak. Although my heart problem was carried in my womb...but it's actually not that serious. As long as I take care of it, there won't be any major problems. But... that happened when I was in elementary school, my father was competing overseas, and my mother was not at home, so I forced Hailu Jun to ride with me, but... there was a car accident... Hai Lu Jun was injured, and I was scared I got sick, and when I woke up...everyone was there. Fortunately, Mr. Hailu was not seriously injured, and even my father rushed back from abroad... Then I found out that my mother signed me to have a heart operation...but ..."

"But the operation failed." Halfway through Kazama Kaiko's speech, he was almost speechless in pain. In the end, Irie Naoki sighed deeply and said the words that could not be said for her.

Hearing this, Irijiang Qinzi gasped suddenly, opened her eyes wide in surprise, looked at Kazama Haikong with her head down, couldn't help but hugged her into her arms, and comforted her carefully.After a long time, the girl nodded slowly, leaned against Irijiang Qinzi's chest and continued to speak, "Although I barely survived, the disease has not been cured, but it has worsened... Not only the strenuous exercise, I even Even many simple exercises that normal people can do are not allowed, and they have to be accompanied by drugs for life... Naoki-san, do you know? When I recovered from the state of anesthesia, the painkillers couldn't calm down The severe pain... the kind of pain that almost tears me apart... I don't know if it is the pain of broken dreams or because of my weakness. It's just that until now, when I touch that hideous scar again, The feeling is still like being burned on the body, there is no way to dissipate, every time, every time is still fresh in the memory."

"I'm afraid... If I go to the operating table again, if I don't come back alive this time... Then, what is my life? It's just a poor, ruined by medical failure. Is it a sympathetic wretch? I don’t want to be defined by others so easily! So instead of this, I would rather live like this, even if I am despised and weak, I can live on my last breath... At least I can do what I can do You can try your best to live once!"

Kazama Kaiko closed his eyes tightly, shook his head desperately as if trying to deny something, then slowly calmed down, leaving an empty solitude after stabilizing his emotions, sounding the alarm in his heart, as if warning It was a mistake, and it left her at a loss.

After a long silence, Irijiang Qinzi looked down and saw the painful struggle in the girl's finally opened eyes, which eventually turned into a cry that was so weak that it was almost breathless: "But, I really still... want to ride a bike!"

I want to realize that night, a small promise under the moonlight.

If it was with that person, she thought, maybe she would be willing to challenge fate again.

The author has something to say:

Look, it really brings hope~ So, good things will always happen in life~

The stalks of Xiaoxiong and Shenjing are both from Haruki Murakami's "Norwegian Forest". I mentioned before that Kaiku is reading this book. Naoki knows it well, and Kotoko doesn't understand it. All the trees can see that Manami likes Kaiku, but only Naoki confirms that Kaiku also likes Manami, but Kaiku himself doesn't know that Manami likes him, and thinks he likes the monitor... Hey, it's complicated OTL... …

Thanks to the little angels for their encouragement and care~~ Special thanks to Lingyan sauce for mine~~

Have the little angels who read the text on the web version noticed my little tricks in copywriting?It's a pity that I can't see the picture on the mobile phone and APP~ You can boldly guess the future development~ Although there will be no reward for guessing right~ 23333333333333