[Main Weak Insect] If you give me a pair of wings

"Come on... boy, come with me..."

"No, no! I won't go, absolutely not!"

The gentle voice of the old man caressed the heavy uneasiness in her heart. In the deep darkness, she almost couldn't help stretching out her hand to him.But at the moment when she was about to step towards the other shore, there was a blue breeze blowing across her cheeks, like a lover's gentle kiss, she suddenly opened her eyes wide, stood firmly as if she was about to take root in place, and hugged her tightly. Living in the remaining warmth, I once again strengthened that oath.

"We agreed, I must... go back to him!!!"

The familiar ceiling, the familiar sound of the equipment, the effect of the general anesthesia gradually faded, and when he woke up from a deep sleep, Kazama Kaikyo immediately noticed where it was.

Come back, she's back.Regardless of whether the operation was successful or not, if she came back to this world alive, and she could see the smiling face of that person again, everything would no longer be so important.

This may be the first time in her life that she feels that being alive is such a good thing, the first time that she wants to hold on to her life so strongly that it will not disappear.She heard the call of the god of death, and saw the river of the underworld, but she still had something that she could not let go of, and she never crossed that line.

Really...why did I feel indifferent before?Obviously there are still so many things I want to do... I still have a carload of petty quarrels with my brother, and I have an agreement with my father's team that I will go to the end of the Tour de France next year to refuel, and I will go to the comic exhibition with Kasuga Rizakura , and bring some fun things to Hokuto Manami, whether it is Zongbei or box school, I want to continue to participate in next year's high school league, study hard, graduate well, and then...

There is also Zhenbo Mountain, and I want to walk down with him for the rest of my life.

It's best for the future to be as long as possible, she no longer wants to seize the day and night.

Kazama Kaikong didn't stay in the intensive care unit for a short time, and the result of the operation was much better than expected, which also had a lot to do with her own mentality.

However, Kazama Kaiku, who was transferred back to the general ward, did not return to the room where she originally lived with Hokuto Manami, but was admitted to a separate room prepared by the hospital.This "hidden VIP ward" Kazama Kaiku had heard about Hokuto Manami long ago, but he didn't expect that he would actually live in it. Although it is more convenient and comfortable than the multi-person ward in every way, Kazama Kaiku always felt that something was wrong. But can't say anything.

She can understand her parents wanting her to be more comfortable in all aspects and the efforts she has put in for it, and she doesn't want to push their hearts away, so she can only lie down here and wait for the wounds on her body to heal slowly .

This is really a very difficult time. Painkillers can't completely calm the pain caused by the wound caused by the operation, especially this kind of large-scale operation where even the bones are sawed off together. Kazama Kaikong claims to be a person who has undergone surgery , but this time is only worse than the one she experienced six years ago.

The tail of August is still in the summer vacation of the students, and all the people she knows come to talk to her in turn, telling her what everyone has experienced during the summer season. I came here to tell some anecdotes that only belong to the university campus that high school students don't know, and the life is not as difficult as expected.Kasuga Risakura left KC's work and came to accompany her, and brought a lot of comic books and Blu-ray discs to read with her, so Kazama Kaikora didn't know whether she came to see her or just wanted to be lazy. Seto Kaiba is angry.

And Zhenba Shanyue mostly stayed in her ward when there was no competition, but she never dared to say such stupid things as "Do you usually feel like you are alive?"He finally understood what kind of memory the shock and pain that flashed across Kazama Kaiku's face when he heard him ask that question for the first time came from. What kind of deep meaning do those words contain...

He has been pursuing "death" to feel "survival", but looking at the girl in front of him who is so weak and painful but still trying to live, Zhenba Shanyue suddenly feels that maybe life has another different form of existence. He didn't even know that every day he took for granted might also be an incomparably precious time bought by others with all their efforts.

If it wasn't for the one he loved was going through such hardships, he might never have any real sense of it.

The days gradually entered September, and after autumn, high school students were also facing the start of the second semester. There were fewer friends coming and going, and the ward suddenly became quiet.

After a while of silence, she realized something was wrong.

She hasn't seen Hokuto Manami for a long time, or rather, she hasn't seen her once since she left the intensive care unit and was transferred here for no reason.If it was inconvenient for her to be a patient with many people coming and going a few days ago, there is no reason why she couldn't find time to come and visit for more than half a month, but she could sneak out and take a walk downstairs before breakfast my lord!

I also remembered to ask a question before, but was prevaricated by the nurse, because there were too many people and the wounds were really painful, and Kazama Kaikong didn't have the energy to take care of these things anymore, but now that I have a little leisure, I have almost got used to it After feeling the pain, she finally couldn't bear to mention this matter to the nurse again.The other party was asked a lot by her, so she had to give a set of excuses - Manami Hokuto must be kept in a completely sterile space because of her repeated illness, so she can't come out to see her.

Kazama Kaikong didn't know what was going on in this situation, but he also understood the seriousness of the situation, so he couldn't help feeling worried, and the nurse complained like a sigh: "That's why I didn't want to tell you! Miss Kazama Now it is still a patient who needs to rest in bed, and he must put his own body first."

"I'm sorry..." After all, she was pushing too hard, and the nurse had no choice but to respond to her. Knowing that her behavior was very bad, Kazama Haikong apologized softly.

And when she was able to get out of bed and move around, the first thing Kazama Kaiku did was to make a little effort to move to the door of the ward where she once lived with Hokuto Manami.

The Ultraman dolls that were placed all over the room by the little girl at that time have disappeared, and there is no trace of the snacks hidden everywhere.Everything was completely different from what he remembered, Kazama Haikong even wondered for a moment if there was something wrong with his mind.The two new residents were also middle-aged women of similar age. When they saw her standing there, they came over to ask her if she needed help.She declined with a smile.

The moment she turned around, she teased herself whether she was being stupid. She knew that this was the result, but she still insisted on taking a look.

"Um... are you...Miss Kazama?"

"Eh?" Suddenly came the call from one of the two ladies from behind, Kazama Kaikyo turned his head again, and nodded lightly in response, "Yes...you are...?"

"Ah, it really is you! Ms. Beidou, who lived in this ward before, asked me to give this to you, saying that I hope you can gain courage."

"Miss Beidou? That! Do you know where she is?"

"Eh?" This time, it was the two ladies who looked at each other.After a moment of silence like this, it was the person who hesitated and spoke to her: "That...you don't know? Miss Beidou, about a month ago..."

The wind blows the thin gauze curtain by the window and flutters up like a white butterfly, and the bright sunlight suddenly dazzles the eyes.

At the same moment when she was lying under the shadowless lamp in the operating room talking to the god of death and fighting with fate, there was another girl lying quietly on the hospital bed and quietly passed her short life.

She was such a noisy person, but she was too quiet when she left, she really didn't look like her...

only……

Clutching the Ultraman doll that he just took over from someone else, Kazama Kaiku bowed his head in silence.That was her favorite Ultra warrior, the one she said had the same surname as herself, and she never left it by her side.Did she expect something early on when she handed over such an important thing to an "acquaintance" who was still living in another ward at the time?

Farewell came so unexpectedly.

Obviously so many things have been agreed... She hasn't had time to muster up the courage to call her a nickname...

"Have you... already flown to that distant kingdom of light?...Little Manami."

"All this time... really, really hard work! Thank you... for your hard work..."

——Thank you for coming to this world and leaving behind the light of courage and hope.Even without fighting monsters, you have already become a superhero for others, and you must have saved the hearts of countless children just like you do now.

The author has something to say:

Little Manami is going to the Land of Light!

In fact, the original idea was to write about the scene of Nami's death while writing about Nami's surgery, and then make a comparison between the two endings, one alive and the other dead.

But suddenly I feel a little distressed, I don't want to make her suffer so much, it's better to sleep quietly and die.

Fill in the holes that you can think of before digging a little bit.

There was supposed to be a hot spring travel extravaganza for college, but because it involves the content below the neck, I will not write it for the time being. If I want to write it, I will definitely not be able to post it here. If you are interested, you can squat the old Ford. I don’t know where. I sent it today www

So to sum up the reasons, the next chapter is really over!