[Main Weak Insect] If you give me a pair of wings

After all, Kaiji Kazama reported the incident of meeting that unscrupulous reporter Hirukawa Mitsuhiko at school to his mother, and Kaiji Kazama was criticized and educated by his mother that night as expected.After this happened, even Haixiang Kazama, who was still leading the team abroad, couldn't calm down and concentrate on his work. Fortunately, the game has been proceeding smoothly step by step, and he handed over all the things at hand to others, Kazama Haixiang also hurried back by plane.

The three members of the Kazama family seemed to want to pay her back for not reporting it. After Haixiang Kazama came back, they secretly discussed something at home, and only told her not to worry, and went directly to solve the matter. Jian Haikong also knew that this kind of matter must be handed over to adults, but the feeling of being concealed without knowing anything was really bad, which made her unhappy for several days.

Although many people gather together to chat and laugh during the daytime, especially Kazama Kaiji and Zhenba Mountains plus Kasuga Rizakura, the three of them don’t know why they don’t like each other all day long, and they can hate each other when they meet For a while, she really didn't have the energy to think about family matters, but after everyone went back at night, Kazama Kaikong was always in a low mood.

So when the visiting hours were not available, Hokuto Manami took out all kinds of snacks in different ways to make her smile.

However, Kazama Kaiku is currently preparing for surgery, and many foods must be tabooed. After a few times of evasion, Hokuto Manami became unhappy: "I said, Xiaosora, you always worry so much, be careful about shortening your life!"

"But... it's not good to cause trouble for others..." Helplessly looking at the little girl in front of her whose mental age completely didn't match her actual age, Kazama Kaiko shook his head, still just picked up the water glass, and took a sip water.

Such an expression really caused Hokuto Manami's "theoretical bombardment": "Then you lived so carefully, didn't you end up being sent here to cause trouble for others? Since the result is the same anyway, why think about it?" So many, our youth is so short, of course the most important thing is to live happily!"

Anyway, no matter whether it is Kasuga Rizakura or Shinami Mountain, or Kazama Kaiji and Irie Yuki, she is surrounded by these eloquent guys. , decided to end the topic: "Miss Beidou is really amazing."

"Of course!" Every time he used this trick to end everything, Kazama Kaikora knew that Manami Hokuto would definitely eat him, and tried repeatedly.

Unlike Ten Kazama who accompanied him in the hospital almost every day, Kai and Kuzama Kazama had never seen Manami Hokuto's family members in the week since he was admitted to the hospital.

What's more... my classmates and friends came back and forth several times, even the seniors who graduated at the beginning of the box school came once. I don't know if it is because they have lived in the hospital for too long. There was a person who came to visit Hokuto Manami. Although the child had a hot fight with the classmates who came to visit her all day long, and seemed to like the lively appearance, Kazama Kaikong was still a little worried that she would be uncomfortable. .

Seemingly seeing her worry, Hokuto Manami asked her herself: "Is it strange, Xiao Sora, why no one comes to see me?"

As soon as this remark came out, he felt that he had touched other people's privacy, and Kazama Kaiku, who was already a little embarrassed, waved his hands to apologize, but Hokuto Manami just smiled and shook her head lightly: "It's okay, it's not Nothing to be concerned about, just because we are used to it...Actually, I also have a father and a mother...but in order to pay for my treatment, my father is very busy at work, and my mother...she is afraid to see me It is said that when she sees me in a state of illness, it is as if she is reminding and blaming her for not giving birth to me healthy. She can't bear such pain, so she hardly comes here..."

"Hmm...! This kind of thing..." I didn't expect that there are such parents who completely throw their children to the hospital. Kazama Kaikon doesn't know whether his mother will have such thoughts when seeing him, and most of them will. There are... But she is lucky, no one in the family wants to abandon her...

Kazama Kaiku's almost crying expression made Hokuto Manami giggle for some reason, she stepped forward a few steps and even imitated what she saw before, and raised her hand to gently pat Kazama Kai Sora's hair top: "It's okay, Xiaokong, I've already said that I'm used to it. And I won't blame them. You see, Ace Altman said, no matter how many times this feeling is betrayed, You must also never lose your enthusiasm for being considerate to others. The temporary parting is not the end, but the beginning of new and beautiful memories! So I will not blame them! I also want to get better soon, so that I can see my mother sooner Yes! She must be the same as Xiaokong's mother, and she will smile at me!"

"Miss Beidou..." The girl who always feels like a primary school student may actually be stronger than her in her heart...

It seems that in order to dispel Kazama Kaiku's worries, Hokuto Manami slipped out of the ward to "prove" that she is still very energetic more and more times.But what makes Kazama Kaikyo feel strange is that she has done so many things that violate the regulations, why no "compulsory control measures" have been imposed on her?

Such a question was answered when Manami Hokuto slipped out early in the morning and said that she wanted to enjoy the flowers, and the nurse came to round the room and found that the person had disappeared again.

Seeing that Manami Hokuto had disappeared again, the nurse gave a report to the doctor as usual, she was not at all as angry as she was when she was scolded earlier, but the doctor calmly said that she knew it, and she herself will come back after a while will be back.

After all, this was the first time that someone disappeared early in the morning. Kazama Kaikong felt puzzled in his heart, and finally couldn't help asking: "Well... it doesn't matter if you don't need to go to Miss Beidou?"

Hearing her question, the doctor and the nurse looked at each other silently, and finally the nurse turned around and smiled at Kaikong Kazama, and explained: "Xiao Haikong can't imitate her, that child is different Yes, although it is a bit cruel to say this, but the child's illness cannot be cured with the current medical level, so..."

Even if the nurse didn't talk about Kazama Kaiku, she would understand what was said later. She had expected that Manami Hokuto would stay here forever, which meant that her condition should be quite serious.Unlike her who was waiting for the operation, that child was just living through the days, waiting for the sudden death that would come one day...

So for her willfulness, everyone kept turning a blind eye and letting her do what she likes as much as possible, but on the surface they still have to treat her like a normal patient, so as not to hurt her ...

Incurable disease... It's no wonder her family has such an attitude, it must be hope again and again, and then be driven into the abyss of despair... After all, not everyone in this world can have a super The heart of a hero.

When Hokuto Manami came back, it was just after breakfast time, and she was talking to her about something interesting that she just found in the yard, but after talking for a long time, she didn't see any reaction from Kazama Kaikyo, suddenly realized What happened? The little girl's laughter stopped abruptly. She raised her eyes to see the overly complicated expression on Kazama Haikong's face, and finally gradually calmed down. It took a long time before she asked that sentence: "You already know?"

Kazama Kaiku didn't know how to answer her, so he nodded silently, and his eyes turned red, seeing her like this, Manami Hokuto ran over and patted her head for fear, and laughed with the corners of her mouth: " Don't be like this! Although my disease can't be cured and can't be found out, it doesn't mean that I will die immediately. If I'm lucky, I might live to the day when the doctors find out a cure!"

Kazama Kaikong knew what she said was half-truth.If she really wanted to live until that day, she wouldn't disregard the doctor's orders and do those illegal things. She also knew that she had few days left to live, that's why she did this.But Hokuto Manami, who really yearns for superheroes, will not give up so lightly. She must really still have hope, even if she is the only one in this world who is still holding that almost impossible hope... …

If so...

Kazama Kaikong suddenly raised his hand, took Hokuto Manami into his arms, hugged her thin and small body tightly, pressed his forehead against hers, and gently closed his eyes: "Sure! No problem, Miss Beidou is so energetic, she will definitely live for a long time. You are going to save the world."

If no one wants to believe it, she will.Let her pray.

Because the so-called miracle is to believe that it is possible to exist.

In the girl's warm embrace, Hokuto Manami's eyes slowly opened wide, as if she didn't understand what the other party said, she was completely stunned there.

It's not like no one has said similar things to her over the years, but whether it's kind coaxing or perfunctory comfort to her when she was young, no one has ever been so sincere and heartfelt as Kazama Kaikong , said such words to her with an unquestionable heart.She really believes that everything she loves is valuable, and she really believes that everything she hopes for will eventually come true...

It turns out that there are really people with such a pure mind in this world.There are really people who are willing to pray for her.

Is it possible that she can also say some other words together?Those words that have been buried in my heart... I don't know who else I can say...

Her truest loneliness, fears...and wishes.

Tears welled up in her heart suddenly, her nose sore, Hokuto Manami buried her head in Kazama Kaiku's arms, raised her hand and grabbed her clothes tightly: "It's not like that! It's not like that... Actually, actually I I don’t want to stay here all the time, there are many things I want to do! I also want to go to school like everyone else, make many friends, go to coffee shops, go to playgrounds, travel, play basketball, sea and air I also want to go to the interhigh game I mentioned! I also want to have a good relationship like a normal person, get married and have children, but...why is it me? I obviously...don't want to die! I want to live a good life ah!"

Kazama Kaikong didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only pat her on the back soothingly.Because she herself had a similar time when she no longer had hope for everything. When she was swallowed by despair, she also resented the injustice of fate and thought about giving up everything...but in the end, she still had to stand up .Even if someone reached out to give her a hand, and someone stood behind her and pushed her to move on, but in the end, the only one who can make the decision is herself...

It doesn't matter, Hokuto Manami is stronger than her, so there must be no problem.

After crying for quite a while in the embrace of Kazama Kaiku, Hokuto Manami sobbed, raised her head and laid her head next to Kazama Kaiku’s ear, and said softly but firmly: “We want to work together, little girl.” I have to work hard for the empty surgery. After I recover, I have to go to school, hang out with my classmates, and participate in interhigh games with my teammates. I will work hard! If I have children in the future, I will let them do well friend!"

Those desires that sounded impossible to come true, but she could state them so firmly.

Kazamakai nods his head involuntarily.

"Okay, it's a deal, we have an appointment!"

She once thought that she would never be able to ride a bicycle to see the scenery on the top of the mountain, but there are always angels who will spread their wings and redeem their dreams.

One always has to hold on to hope.

The author has something to say:

The reason why I wrote the character of Hokuto Manami is actually because she is the original appearance of Caspian Sora.

There is no redemption without a partner, there is only a single ray of light shining down, but in the end I stretched out my hand, but I still couldn't catch that ray of light...

It's not that I haven't fought for it, it's just that a person still can't resist the torrent of fate after all.

But I ended up writing a relatively gentle story that allowed them to have hope and embrace the light.

If nothing else, the main text will be finished within two chapters!When I started the article, I really never thought that it would take so long to write so much...

Thank you very much for your continued company!There are still extra episodes, I will continue to work hard.