[Main Weak Insect] If you give me a pair of wings

After discussing with Naoki Irie that he was going to undergo surgery, Umiko Kazama told Tenen Kazama, and as expected, after hearing about it, his mother called Naoki Irie vigorously, not only ruthlessly Accusing them of making plans without telling themselves, and strongly demanding that the operation time be advanced as much as possible, Naoki Irie expressed that he must respect Kazama Kaiku's opinion, and Kazama Kaiku said that he had no objection to this.

The source of the sense of disobedience comes from here.He is a genius like him, but he still doesn't understand why Kazama Kaiku, who had asked him so much that day, would temporarily change his mind, and even played a trick of "selling out" himself, but compared to being angry with her, Irie Naoki's heart is faintly rising What aroused more worries, there must be demons in abnormal things, and his intuition told him that what was going on inside was not as simple as it seemed on the surface.

However, there are some words that he can't say as a doctor, but fortunately, he has a good wife.

"Awesome! Today's inspection results are also very good! Xiao Haikong has really worked hard recently!" Accompanying Kazama Haikong to receive the inspection results, he sat in the rest area for a while because he walked a lot At the same time, Irijiang Qinzi glanced at the data, and smiled brightly at Fengjian Haikong.

"Well, thank you sister Qinzi. I don't want to cause trouble for everyone..."

It's just that the person involved seems to have been sluggish and lack of energy. Irijiang Qinzi put down the list in his hand, took a glass of juice and handed it to her, and opened his mouth as if trying to find other topics for chatting: "However, I still I'm a little curious, why did Xiao Haikong suddenly agree to advance the operation time? Obviously, at that time, he went to Mr. Irie to tell him that there was an event that he wanted to participate in in summer. If the operation is now, no matter how fast he recovers, he will definitely not be able to catch up. ? Won't you regret it?"

"Hehe, Miss Qinzi thinks I'm causing trouble for Brother Zhishu, right? I'm sorry, I really have to apologize for this... But, it doesn't matter anymore. I want to participate in the interhigh or something. After all, it's just my caprice, yes I ask too much... My mother likes me to have surgery as soon as possible, as long as she is happy, I'm fine, interhigh or something... It doesn't matter if I don't see it, anyway, I have already..."

"Ah! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to be discouraged! Really! Look at what I said... I am very relieved that Brother Naoki will perform the operation on me! I heard that surgeons rely on a lot of practice to accumulate experience, If my operation can also help him accumulate experience, it can be regarded as a little reward for all the trouble I have caused everyone! I will work hard!"

Kazama Kaiku's smile was so exaggerated that it didn't look like a patient who talked about surgery and illnesses, it was like a mask deliberately shown to make people stop worrying.Even though Irijiang Qinzi is usually careless, she was specially instructed by her husband to pay special attention to every detail of her, and now she has already noticed that something is wrong, but at the same time, she was told that she must never show her cards in front of her now. Before the time comes, Irijiang Qinzi He could only smirk and perfunctory a few words, and hurriedly sent her back to the doctor.

When I got back at night, I immediately reported the matter to Naoki Irie, and described everything I saw and heard as truthfully and carefully as possible, but I didn’t want to. screwed up.

"That... Irie-kun? Sure enough, it's not very good... I always feel that Xiao Haikong seems a little strange..."

After tentatively asking, Irie Naoki finally raised his head from his contemplation, and nodded to her: "You can see even Qinzi, Aunt Tian is really too impatient, but care is chaotic, the daughter who has been refusing the operation suddenly Agree, she finally caught a glimmer of hope, she must be very happy, but this is definitely not a good thing..."

"Then what should I do?" It seems that things are worse than I imagined, and Jiang Qinzi suddenly became nervous, looked at her husband uneasily, and was afraid that he raised his hand and patted his head, and comforted him: "It's okay." , you don’t have to worry, I’ll take care of this matter. In short, you have to contact Aunt Tian first. By the way, please ask me one thing, to ask Yu Shu when is this year’s high school league cycling competition? They are currently high school students Should know better than us. I think the key to this problem is hidden in that game."

"Okay! I'll go right away!"

Seeing his little wife trotting out of the room, Irie Naoki rarely showed a smile in his troubles, and picked up his mobile phone to broadcast a number, and the smile spread across his face.

"Hello? Auntie Tian? I'm Naoki. Yes, is it convenient for you to talk now? I have something I want to discuss with you alone. Well, it's about sea and air. If possible, I want to have an interview with you as soon as possible, no , not only don't bring Haikong with you, you'd better not let her know about it... Yes, it's very serious, um, okay, I see, see you then."

Because of the emergency, Naoki Irie and Ten Kazama made an appointment on Monday of the second week. Kaikura Kazama went to school as usual, and Ten Kazama came to the hospital by himself, and was invited by Naoki Irie to discuss with patients or their families. Ill room, sat down and poured a glass of water.

"Aunt Tian, ​​I'm going straight to the point. Judging from Haikong's current situation, she can't undergo surgery yet."

"Eh? It's... Is there something wrong with the results of the inspection?" Suddenly being told this, Kazama Ten was also a little nervous for a moment, and couldn't help but sit up straight, looking at Irie Naoki, with a slightly worried expression on his face.

Irie Naoki put down the documents in his hand, and slowly shook his head: "No, it's not about the test results. It's just that I can understand Auntie Tian's desire to have Haikong receive treatment as soon as possible. We also suggested this at the beginning. , However, the premise of all this is that the patient is willing to cooperate with our work, if the patient... Haikong himself does not cooperate, then we have no way to treat it. "

"What do you mean? Didn't Haikong say that it's okay? She finally agreed...you...!"

"Please calm down, Aunt Tian. Although the operation that Haikong is going to undergo is relatively mature with the current medical technology, it still has risks after all. During the operation, her heart needs to be stopped for a long time. Use extracorporeal circulation technology to maintain life, and then restart the heartbeat. We need the cooperation of the patient, not just lying there. Aunt Tian, ​​anything can happen during the operation or even after the operation, and when these things we cannot predict When an accident happens, what we need is not only the doctor's skills and scientific means, but also the patient's will to live. Unfortunately, judging by the current situation in Haikong, I think she is seeking death."

"What... what..." The content of Irie Naoki's words was so shocking that Kazama Ten froze there for a moment, took a while to react, and quickly retorted: "Xiao Sora, isn't she Did you say that you will do your best to cooperate? Isn’t it because she wants to live that she agrees to the operation now?”

"Auntie Tian, ​​we knew the seriousness of her condition, but we didn't tell her. Under this premise, Haikong is willing to undergo surgery...Although it sounds incredible, she once asked me, if the surgery is successful, can she accept the operation?" Ride like a normal person. I think it's a signal. Kaiku wants to live, not for the sake of 'living' itself, but for something else she wants to do. That's why she asked me if I could I will keep it from you until the end of the high school league she wanted to participate in. But she has given up this wish now, and even said that as long as she becomes a case that can accumulate experience for me on the way of practicing medicine, she will make a contribution to life... This is very possible Explain the problem, so she said it's okay, I think the information provided by this sentence must be understood in the opposite sense. What she wants to express is not that it doesn't matter if you can't participate in the competition in order to survive, but that it doesn't matter anyway. There is no need to continue living, so everything can be given up."

"I don't know why she changed like this, at least she was willing to face it positively in March this year, but I have to say, the result now...Although I'm sorry, but I think you have been with me It is also related to the persecution that has been too optimistic. With her current state of mind, even if the operation is successful, the recovery after the operation, and even in the life afterward, it is difficult to guarantee that she will not give up the idea of ​​continuing to live because of a small problem Haikong doesn't dare to commit suicide, but once something happens, she probably won't work hard even for a tiny bit. I think this is what we all don't want to see. Haikong told me that she The reason why she wants to participate in this high school league is because she wants to compete with someone, and she said that she wants to ride a bike, it should be for the same reason, I think this person will be the key to solving all problems."

"Then what do you say... what should I do? I'll tell her now that you are going to participate in the summer high school league? But she herself said that she will not join club activities anymore! All she wants is to have an operation as soon as possible... I still I thought it was a good thing, I thought she finally figured it out... I can't force her back now!"

"Please calm down, Auntie Tian, ​​everything is still in time. If you didn't suddenly propose to advance the operation time, Dr. Xigaki and I planned to carry out the operation in mid-to-late August according to Haikong's wish. As long as we keep observing Sora's condition and she takes the medicine on time, there won't be much change. Our top priority now is to regain her desire to live. Although we don't know if it still works, there is no other way Okay, how about going to try it? Let her participate in this high school league. If it still doesn’t work, we will think of other ways. Haikong likes bicycles, although as a doctor, I also think this kind of thing is a gamble It is too big, but sometimes I also think that a clumsy person like Qinzi can become a nurse on his own. Maybe a bet on her favorite bicycle can save her life, and all her efforts will be rewarded in the end. It's not impossible, is it?"

"I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, Auntie Tian, ​​not everything is better as soon as possible, everyone has their own rhythm. Rather than forcing Haikong to keep up with your rhythm, you should also slow down and cooperate a little How about her?"

For a long time, as a parent, as a mother, in the self-blame of not being able to give birth to his daughter healthy, Kazamatian always wanted to give her the best, and wanted to keep her from any harm.But Kazamatian has no way of knowing what is best for her, and can only impose what she thinks on her children, and let them do everything she thinks is right , but don't know that strong "protection" will one day become "negative but" and "pressure".

Maybe occasionally she also needs to learn to let go.

"what should I do……"

"To put it bluntly, it will definitely have the opposite effect. Why don't you contact her friends, who are also high school students. I think it should be easier to convince her than you, an elder."

The author has something to say:

The more I write, the more bloody hhh I write, even Naoki collapses x

Naoki Irie predicted that Shinami would save Kai and Sora in the high school league.

The next chapter is about the high school league.

Although I'm not in the right state recently, I feel that my style of writing has changed, and I've started to be very hypocritical again...but...that's it...I'm too lazy to think too much...

A total of 100 chapters of flowers! ! !I really worked so hard QAQ Do you have any compliments for the hardworking little cutie! ! QQ

Thank you for the landmines in the last chapter, which are as shallow as little angels, and the biggest sugar in this chapter is coming soon!