Rebirth of Decadence

When Luo Yang said this, he didn't have any big thoughts. He just said what he remembered casually, in piecemeal and unstructured ways.

But when he heard what Luo Yang said, Gu Fei's muscles trembled a few times again, and the trembling was stronger than before when Gu Fei exposed his past as false, so that even now Luo Yang, who was in a trance, also felt that something was wrong with Gu Fei, he stopped what he was going to say, turned around and looked at Gu Fei with concern: "Are you feeling unwell?"

Gu Fei slowly stopped the shaking of his body, regained his composure, and said softly, "I'm fine."

His voice could not be said to be full of energy, but it was still powerful. Luo Yang carefully checked Gu Fei's facial expression, and found nothing abnormal. At that moment, Luo Yang even suspected that he was dazzled just now, so he looked at Gu Fei's appearance. wrong.

He felt relieved, breathed a sigh of relief, and asked Gu Fei if he was a little cold. After being denied by Gu Fei, he curled his lips, continued the previous topic, and asked Gu Fei's identity.

The flowers, plants, trees, buildings and crowds outside the window are all retreating quickly. Gu Fei turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window, feeling a little dizzy, but Luoyang’s inquiries and guesses kept coming from his ears, which sounded a bit strange. Noisy, he didn't want to pay attention to it, so he continued to look out of the window at the front of the car, but didn't look at Luoyang.

In the end, Luo Yang understood Gu Fei's thoughts.

I don't know what kind of past Gu Fei has, so Gu Fei is unwilling to tell his past.

Luo Yang felt a little frustrated, but he was also afraid that Gu Fei's past was a terrible thing, and he forced him to recall and confide, which might hurt Gu Fei.

So he gave up on asking, and comforted Gu Fei softly and extremely gently: "Well, I won't ask any more. If you don't want to talk about it, then don't tell me...Of course, if you can tell me about your past, I will Will be very happy."

After he threw this passage out, Gu Fei didn't speak. Luo Yang looked sideways and saw Gu Fei staring out of the window, but his eyes were very loose, as if he was thinking about something.

He was worried that his words would make Gu Fei uncomfortable, so he hurriedly called out, "Gu Fei?"

After a few seconds, Gu Fei finally spoke leisurely.

But when he said a word, Luoyang was shocked:

"Have you... heard of... rebirth?"

The anti-theft door was roughly pulled open together with the key, and then it was slammed shut with a "bang".

Before the sound of the door being closed completely subsided, a voice full of surprise sounded in the room: "You said you were..."

Luo Yang shook off the shoes on his feet, and then put his feet directly into the slippers. Before he could put his feet in place, he trotted to Gu Fei's side and asked urgently, "Rebirth?"

At the same time as these two words were spoken by him, his eyebrows were also raised in a strange way, which looked very interesting.

Luo Yang naturally knows what rebirth is. He has read many novels of this type.

So... Gu Fei is also in this situation?

Gu Fei didn't answer Luoyang's question right away, he still changed his shoes and undressed earnestly, and didn't answer Luoyang's doubt until he sat on the sofa.

"Actually... I don't know about my situation, should it be rebirth or time-traveling." Gu Fei knit his eyebrows together with some confusion.

After discovering that he had come back to life, Gu Fei also checked his own situation, wanting to know what was wrong.

As a result, for this kind of thing, some people said it was time-traveling, while others said it was rebirth. Gu Fei felt a bit at a loss, so he chose a word he liked to describe his current situation.

Reborn, reborn, relived.

What a beautiful meaning.

Seeing that Gu Fei said that he didn't know what he was like, Luo Yang enthusiastically asked Gu Fei to tell his experience quickly, so that he could think about it.

In fact, for normal people, this so-called rebirth event is really impossible for people to believe casually. If the person said it casually, the listener would not pay attention, and only think that this person is telling a story; It must be serious and meticulous, and the tone is very affirmative. Perhaps it is time to suspect whether this person has some hallucinations, or more frighteningly, whether this person has some mental problems.

Luoyang actually thinks so too.

He also wanted to think that Gu Fei was joking and just said it casually, but Gu Fei's expression was too serious, and his voice was very steady, without any sign of falsehood.

Luo Yang, who always believed that such mysterious and supernatural events would only happen in novels and movies, looked at Gu Fei's eyebrows, and suddenly felt unstoppable panic spreading in his heart.

He asked Gu Fei to tell the story in detail, and Gu Fei also carefully told everything about himself, from Gu Qianlin to Gu Fei, by the way, and that Gu Fei who kept jumping around. Xun.

Luo Yang didn't want to believe what Gu Fei said, but what Gu Fei said was so accurate that he couldn't refute it.

He thought again when he just met Gu Fei, Gu Fei's appearance was completely different from before, he was very gentle, and there was no sign of beating or scolding his manager at all.

He vaguely remembered what he saw back then. Gu Fei checked the news of Gu Qianlin's death. Gu Fei was sitting on a chair with his head bowed, his slightly long bangs covering his eyes. Luoyang only remembered Gu Fei pointing Opened the photo of Gu Qianlin's funeral and stared at it for a long time.

At that time, he still vaguely felt that Gu Fei and Gu Qianlin were very similar, and he even clicked on Gu Qianlin's posthumous photo and looked at it for a long time.

It turned out that the person with unique temperament was Gu Fei's previous life.

Luo Yang was thinking in a trance, turned on the phone and began to search for the name Gu Qianlin.

It's a pity that Gu Fei was too low-key in his previous life, and only appeared on the Internet for a short while when he died, and he still got Gu Xun's attention more often.

Thinking of Gu Xun, Luo Yang suddenly understood why he suddenly fell in love with Gu Fei inexplicably.

Because Gu Fei is Gu Qianlin, Gu Xun has liked Gu Qianlin for a long time.

When Gu Fei talked about his past, his tone was very indifferent. It could even be said that his tone didn't fluctuate even a little bit. It felt like he was telling a story about someone else, a story about someone else that had nothing to do with him.

Luo Yang heard Gu Fei say: "I successfully detoxified and left the drug rehabilitation center."

Luo Yang always felt that there were many terrible things hidden behind these words, so he held his breath and listened quietly to Gu Fei's next words.

"Gu Xun was outside the gate, saying he liked me..." Gu Fei paused, glanced at Luoyang who was leaning forward subconsciously, and continued: "Then I died."

After a person said "I like you", there should have been bloody love and hatred, vulgar cursing and crying. Luoyang was ready to hear a full-bodied story, but Gu Fei's next sentence Like a stick, it hit his inexplicably suspended and jumping heart to the ground.

"Why, how did you die?"

Luo Yang swallowed and asked nervously.

Gu Fei's expression was still dull, he was silent for a while, and opened his lips to say how he died: "Suicide."

suicide.

Luo Yang was stunned for a while before he understood the meaning of the word Gu Fei... Gu Fei was not killed by Gu Xun because of love and hatred, but committed suicide?

He...why did he have to die?Why did he die in front of Gu Xun?

Luo Yang suddenly fell silent. He turned his head and looked at Gu Fei's face. He licked it carefully from forehead to chin.

He thought, if he was Gu Xun, he would definitely go crazy when he saw someone he liked committing suicide in front of him.

You miss this person so much that you even go to extreme lengths to get him.

But he doesn't feel anything about it, whether you confess gently or coerce and seduce.

Probably the only thing that would show that he actually knew all this was... that he died in front of you.

Even if he committed suicide, he was still very calm, very calm, so calm that it made people flustered and frightened.

Luo Yang reached out and covered his face with his hands.

After a while, he suddenly asked, "Gu Fei." He looked up, with a smile on his face and a blank expression on his face. He put down his hands, picked up the phone again, and Gu Qian appeared on the page. Lin's photos are obviously black and white, but there is a strange feeling coming out of them.

Luo Yang hesitated and asked, "Will you leave me?"

Luoyang used the word "leave" carefully.

There were several photos posted on the news, one of which was Gu Xun standing in front of Gu Fei's posthumous photo, quietly looking at the people above in a daze.

The caption on this photo reads "Boss Gu loves each other deeply".

The reporter took the shot from a good angle, able to clearly see Gu Xun's facial expressions, and also see where Gu Xun's gaze stayed.

Luo Yang watched Gu Xun's gaze, he could see that this person was truly mourning, but he could also feel that there was more in Gu Xun's eyes than just sadness.

Pain, unwillingness, hatred.

In Luoyang, he doesn't have the ability to read emotions from other people's eyes at all, not to mention that Gu Xun only takes up a small part of this small photo.

He just put himself in Gu Xun's position, thinking about his feelings at this time, and then tried to find it in Gu Xun's eyes.

He searched so deliberately, it seems that he really found those things, but Luoyang can't guarantee whether these emotions are made up by himself, just like now he can't even imagine how he would react if Gu Fei left him.

This kind of thing is just based on fantasy, not necessarily accurate.

He thought about it for a long time, but suddenly realized at a certain moment that Gu Fei didn't answer his question.

Turning his head to look at Gu Fei, he looked at Gu Fei again.

He repeated the question again, as if he was afraid that if his voice was too low, Gu Fei would not be able to hear him, so he deliberately raised his voice.

"Will you leave me?"