Rebirth of Decadence

Luo Yang never doubted Gu Fei's charm, because he was one of the people who was captured by Gu Fei's charm and was willing to bow down.

But he always only knew that Gu Fei was like a fairy, lofty and unattainable, and he felt that if he could get close to him a little bit, it would mean that he had received great fortune and saved the world in his previous life.

He took care of Gu Fei's daily life, and it was inevitable that he would see Gu Fei's posture like an ordinary person, but it was only fleeting, like a gust of wind blowing from a distance, blowing away the mist at the feet of the immortal, revealing the immortal ignorant mortals vaguely realize that gods also walk on two feet, and gods don't fly around.

But when the wind weakened, the white mist covered the immortal's lower body again, and the memory of ordinary people seemed to be erased by the magic of immortality, and they felt that this was an immortal flying around high above.

As for Luoyang and Gu Fei, Luoyang is the ignorant mortal who wholeheartedly pursues immortals, while Gu Fei is a lofty immortal who cannot be desecrated. Even if there are occasional imperfections, they are completely flawless. A flying fairy.

Luoyang actually thought so too.

But today, Gu Fei's appearance made him unable to hold back his imagination. Those various thoughts that only appeared occasionally in the past grew wildly in his heart and mind. It was like a bunch of plants climbing along the ground, Like a mass of gangrene that keeps multiplying, the evil is flourishing, exploding densely in his heart.

It may be because Gu Fei understands the idea of ​​homosexuality better, so his pretense of melancholy is even more unforgettable.

The main and most important task for Gu Fei recently is to shoot this gay movie.

Almost all the actions of the director point to one purpose: to hope that they can enter the play, at least during the filming period, and live like their respective characters in the film.

Gu Fei also entered the scene very easily, at least, all his actions and actions now are like what a young master of Wenqing should do.

Even the way he thinks, the way the corners of his mouth twitches unconsciously when he meditates, makes people feel that this is not Gu Fei, but a character in the play, a protagonist with a romantic but deep sadness.

This drama is actually adapted from a gay novel. When the book was published, many people expressed their admiration for this sad young master, and many homosexuals sent letters or messages anonymously, saying that they I like this protagonist very much. If there is such a person in the world, he will want to be with this kind of person.

These events all proved the charm of Gu Fei's role.

Therefore, for gay Luoyang, this role already has an inexplicable attraction to him, and that kind of literary and youthful temperament is the icing on the cake, which makes Luoyang, who is already a little yearning for the spring and snow, even deeper.

Of course, the most important point is the player who plays this role.

Gu Fei.

When these points are combined, this semi-virtual and semi-real character is full of crazy attraction. For Luoyang, it is like a poppy, like a heart addiction.

At this time, this fascinating figure is sitting not far from Luoyang. He sits quietly on the edge of the bed. Although the sitting posture is completely insulated from being indecent or ugly, it is definitely not perfect, or nice.

Such a person is sitting next to him, and in name, at least in name, this person is his boyfriend.

Luo Yang stood up and hesitated for a while, but after a few seconds of pause, he continued to walk to Gu Fei's side.

Gu Fei felt that suddenly there was another person beside him, he raised his head suspiciously, and quietly looked at Gu Fei who was looking down at him, his dark eyes were like a puddle of spring water that could not be melted, and there were little ripples between his brows.

"Gu Fei," Luo Yang hesitated for a moment, closed his eyes, sat next to Gu Fei, and opened his mouth to bring up the topic: "What kind of character is the protagonist in the movie you want to act in?"

Gu Fei was originally surprised by Luo Yang's silent actions, but this time when he heard him ask about his job, he showed a clear smile.

He closed his eyes and thought for a while, and then in a quiet room, he expressed his understanding of this role bit by bit.

"He's a clean, handsome man... No, actually he can't be called a man, he's a big boy. His family is very rich, but he likes to engage in art careers. Art and beauty are very important to him. It is a very, very important thing." Gu Fei said, raising his head slightly, his eyes were clearly squinted, but his gaze seemed to penetrate the thick ceiling and lead to the boundless sky.

"The experience of studying abroad and fighting with his family gave him a free and enthusiastic personality, but he became more and more neurotic in the process of being hurt repeatedly. He doubted everything in the world, but he held aspirations for them ...it makes him look full of a contradictory and melancholic beauty."

Luo Yang's expression sank, he looked at Gu Fei's side face, obviously he didn't see any change in Gu Fei's appearance, but he still felt a pair of wings spread behind this man who only spoke quietly.

"He originally thought that he would dedicate himself to his art like all artists, so he was slovenly, kept his ears shut, and just wanted to accompany his beloved art to rot."

Gu Fei slowly opened his eyes, as if an angel had landed on the ground: "But the love came so suddenly, so full of drama." He lowered his eyes with a helpless and tired expression. "When he fell in love with someone, he realized that everything he insisted on in his life seemed to suddenly become less important."

"However, a young artist doesn't want to believe that he would become like this," Gu Fei gently twitched the corner of his mouth, and in his mind, a figure with half-hanging head and slightly long black hair covering eyes gradually Formed, the man stood under the evening sun, the golden sunlight blurred his facial features into a big spot of light, but the drawing paper in front of him became clearer under the light, on the paper stood a man with deep facial features, four limbs He is well-developed, and there is always a successful smile on the corner of his mouth. "He thought, he must think that this man is suitable to be his model, so he appreciates him so much. He used this reason he found to draw many portraits of men, standing, sitting, casual, The one who works... By the way," Gu Fei seemed to suddenly think of something, "What he often draws is the appearance of a man when he first met him."

"Actually, the first time we met was not good at all, it could even be said to be a bit awkward." Gu Fei glanced at Luoyang who was quietly looking at him, and continued his narration: "He went to a family dinner. , but because he kept looking down at the drawing skills on his mobile phone, he angered the owner of the house at the time. His elder brother knew that he would be allergic to alcohol and had acne all over his body, so in order to teach him a lesson and let him know the consequences of disrespecting people, he was arrested. Forced to drink a large glass of wine."

Gu Fei seems to be the main character himself, he remembers the experience of this encounter very clearly, which is in stark contrast to the previous brief description.

"He staggered out the door, and he saw the sky spinning... His stomach hurt, and the skin all over his body seemed to be on fire. He thought, maybe he was going to die."

Luo Yang stretched out his hand, pulled the mouse from Gu Fei's hand, and put it in his hand to play with.

He didn't press it down, because it might disturb Gu Fei's thinking due to the sound.

In his opinion, it is very impolite to play with things in his hands when others are talking, but now he feels uncomfortable all over. He feels that there is only one person standing in front of him, with a clear and gentle smile, like a spring wind.

This man's hair is a bit disheveled, but it doesn't hurt; he doesn't like crowds, and he doesn't like parties; this man is allergic to alcohol, so he never smells around him; Fiddle and it will disconnect...

But this person does not belong to him, it is not him who hurt this person, and it is not he who fell in love with this person in the end.

He is like an insignificant spectator, standing aside watching the changes in the world, watching a person's love and hatred.

... But... Although the protagonist is not his, but Gu Fei... Gu Fei is his?

This wonderful idea suddenly appeared in Luo Yang's heart. This idea brought him extremely powerful strength, and even the original restlessness was relieved. He was able to calm down and listen to Gu Fei's story about a person's life. Let his words fill the outline of the man.

"At this moment, he saw the man." Gu Fei's eyes lit up, and his appearance resembled that of Luoyang at certain times: "The man held a lighted cigarette in his hand, bent over and frowned at him... ..."

"He said, help." Gu Fei said the word "help" very lightly, as if his breathing was a little heavier, and the words would be blown away in the wind.

"He thought the man would ignore him, but the man asked his subordinates to take him to the hospital."

Gu Fei seemed to have completely entered into this role, and the tone of his speech really seemed to be telling his own story as a bystander.

Luo Yang listened for a while, but finally miraculously struggled out of Gu Fei's story. He changed from a person who appreciates the story to a person who appreciates the storyteller.

He was thinking before, what Gu Fei said, the story he told was really good.

But now he is thinking, the way Gu Fei talks, the way he tells stories, it's so good.

When Luoyang realized this, he felt that his spiritual realm might have improved.

And Gu Fei is still slowly telling the story of "himself", with both voice and emotion.

"It seems that the beginning of all love in the world is not so romantic, and so is his."

"After he fell in love with a man at first sight, he tried everything possible to know who this man was, and wanted to know this man. He was eager and flustered, but he said to himself in his heart that the reason why he was like this was because the man was a very suitable person. His aesthetic man, he wants this man to be his model."

Gu Fei stretched out his hand, wanting to touch a cigarette on the table, but just as his hand touched the cigarette case, he retracted his hand as if remembering something.