You at the same table

Yan Yexiu thought very well, and the plan was also very good. The things in the plan are simply the perfect ending of the puppy love.

But something went wrong with Yan Yexiu. After all, he doesn’t like to study. His grades are good only because he has a good brain. If he doesn’t have this brain, he is nothing in learning—let’s ask, a person who wants to listen to the class or not? How can a person who does not listen to class assignments and hardly memorizes them get good grades? But Yan Yexiu has a good brain, and has become accustomed to relying on a brilliant mind to gain more than others with less effort. good grade.

That's fine, a brilliant head is a blessing, but that's the problem.Yan Yexiu is used to this, used to getting a good grade easily, and has been secretly bragging about it.Although he could get a better result if he worked a little harder, Yan Yexiu undoubtedly chose the former between easy good results and hard work and better results. He has always chosen the former.

Habits are hard to change, especially bad habits, although there is an imagined good wish of two people improving their grades together and then two people relying on their high scores to choose colleges and universities across the country.But the college entrance examination is still more than 100 days away from them, and the three-digit days are still too long in the eyes of Yan Yexiu. Although the wish is good, it is like a carrot hanging in front of a donkey. He is willing to summarize knowledge points and organize ideas to facilitate Qin Yu's study, but After all, he is used to a lazy and depraved study life. One week is fine, but after a month, he can't hold on anymore. The next semester of the third year of high school is all about reviewing. He has no new knowledge. He really doesn't know how to control himself. focus on teachers who don't teach new things.

Qin Yu knew about Yan Yexiu's situation, but...but he knew it, but he didn't want to remind or encourage Yan Yexiu to study hard. It wasn't that he didn't want to see Yan Yexiu do well, but he was afraid that Yan Yexiu would be too good...nor...he just... Although I know that academic performance is not everything, but they are in school now, and they will definitely be in school in the next four years. Academic performance is really an important indicator for them.He...was afraid that Yan Yexiu would throw him far away.

Qin Yu knew that it was wrong for him to think this way, and he also knew that as long as he encouraged Yan Yexiu, he would be able to regain his spirits and fight for the future of the two of them, but he just didn't want to.

On the first day when Yan Yexiu started to slack off, his heart was full of guilt. He always slacked off halfway, then suddenly sat up straight and looked like he was studying hard, then squinted at Qin Yu behind him.Then on the second day, the third day, and until the fourth day, Yan Yexiu, who hadn't been encouraged by Qin Yu's love, finally couldn't hold back anymore and planned to talk to Qin Yu.

There is no private space in school, and Yan Yexiu feels that this kind of behavior is a bit embarrassing because he obviously doesn't like to slack off in his studies but complains that others don't supervise him. He talked a lot around the bush during lunch, but the central idea is— ——"I don't study hard and you don't even urge me, saying, don't you love me anymore"—the expression is a bit problematic and a bit exaggerated, but it sums up almost the meaning.

During the meal, Yan Yexiu opened his mouth and Qin Yu knew what Yan Yexiu wanted to say after a few words, but he just didn't want to say it, and just acted like I didn't understand what you said.One is that he is too embarrassed to reveal the reason for his attitude, and the other is that Yan Yexiu's appearance of begging for supervision but being embarrassed to beg for supervision is very cute-although Yan Yexiu's face has nothing to do with the word cute , but this kind of Yan Yexiu is very cute in his eyes, and more than just being cute, this kind of Yan Yexiu makes Qin Yu feel that he is needed and has a sense of security—not to mention Qin Yu at other times There is no sense of security anymore, but Yan Yexiu's kind of overt and covert attention-seeking things are really rare. Usually, Yan Yexiu does his own things neatly, and even does Qin Yu's things smoothly ( Otherwise, he would just drag on and say nothing), Yan Yexiu like this is really quite rare.

Yan Yexiu said over there, observing Qin Yu's expression while speaking.He was quite embarrassed when he first said it, and after a while he was even more embarrassed when he saw the smile on Qin Yu's face, but Qin Yu is Yan Yexiu's lover after all, so he was embarrassed for a while when he was embarrassed by his lover. Then I became confident.

As soon as Yan Yexiu was straightforward, Qin Yu felt no embarrassment (?), and spoke out his thoughts with eager ears, which made Yan Yexiu stunned for a while.

I have to say that the person I like complained to me that he was too smart, which made him feel a sense of crisis. Although it made Yan Yexiu stunned for a second, this kind of embarrassment soon made Yan Yexiu feel sad.Qin Yu liked him for a semester longer than he liked Qin Yu. When Qin Yu was secretly in love with him, he was in a relationship with Ji You, and even if they liked each other, they didn't tell each other clearly but dragged on for another semester.And now, since they realized that it was less than two years ago, the fact that the crush was with someone else during the period of the crush and the crush lasted longer than the two of them, this fact really made Qin Yu a little uneasy.

This is his problem, Yan Yexiu sighed in his heart.At first, I just thought about it because there was a cute girl who took the initiative to strike up a conversation and seemed to be easy to get along with. The boy's heart fluttered and he confessed the next day, but the other party accepted the confession but didn't pay what a boyfriend should be. I'm sorry to Qin Yu for not noticing my feelings for Qin Yu.

Even though he thought so, Yan Yexiu was an inexperienced person after all, Ji You didn't count that time, Qin Yu was his first time, other than that, his understanding of love was almost all from novels.He likes Qin Yu, so he feels that Qin Yu is good everywhere, he is proud of the other party's excellence and never thinks that he needs to have a sense of crisis because the other party is too good.But Qin Yu's character is different from his after all. In the past, they often had different attitudes towards the same thing, and the novels often said that love would make people worry about gains and losses.Although he felt that what he did was not right, he still wondered if Qin Yu did this because of his own personality.

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Ah, no matter what, a person who makes his lover worry about gains and losses is not a good lover, whether it is because of his own character or because of their past affairs, anyway, as long as Qin Yu is unhappy because of things related to him, that is his fault.Yan Yexiu's three views are very upright, and he really doesn't want to do his homework just after lunch after being tired for a few days.Since I don't want to do my homework and go to bed so early and feel sorry for others, I started to write a self-criticism.

That's right, it's a review book.

Yan Yexiu glanced sideways at his current deskmate. His current deskmate is also a top student, in the same dormitory.But even though they are in the same dormitory, Yan Yexiu usually talks more when Qin Yu is next to him. His relationship with Xuebajun is just like that. Xuebajun will not sacrifice his time to write questions at noon or sleep to pay attention What did Yan Yexiu do?

But even knowing that Xuebajun won't care what he is doing here, Yan Yexiu still feels that the classroom is quite unsafe, so he took out the composition paper - used as a text to write something even the teacher would not read when he came over - with one hand I started writing with my notebook under cover.

The self-criticism between lovers will be very formal there, although the central idea is to convey your love to Qin Yu so that he will not be so uneasy and then look forward to a bright future by the way, but just write it and write it, no matter what the idea is, Even the central idea that I thought of at the beginning is not the central idea, and I can write wherever I think of it.

Qin Yu was a little confused when he received the composition text handed over. Did the teacher leave any homework that needs to be written in the composition text?Don't Chinese teachers now require writing essays in order to be able to speak more papers?

After seeing Qin Yu for the first time, he didn't think about anything. He closed the composition text with a snap, and after making sure that there was no one else around, he took out the Chinese materials and covered them before he dared to read secretly.

Apart from analyzing his own feelings, Yan Yexiu is recalling the past, his words are not good enough, and he also has language problems.But when Qin Yu watched it, he had to straighten his hair after a while, making sure that the broken hair around his ears could cover his ears that were constantly heating up—everything was experienced by them together, but he wrote it from another person’s perspective That's completely different.

Yan Yexiu wrote it with a new composition. Qin Yu thought about combining the composition and putting it in his drawer or box, but thinking about his own drawers and boxes, Yan Yexiu tidied them up once a week to maintain them. Tidy, so he hesitated, hesitated for a long time, and finally had no choice but to tear off and fold the few pieces of paper under Yan Yexiu's smiling eyes with a sullen face and stuff them into the innermost layer of his wallet .

Putting the things away, Qin Yu twisted his waist uncomfortably, twisted his neck again, and took a drink of water, but when he turned his head and saw Yan Yexiu tilting his head to look at him, he became stiff again... Uh, not that kind Nervous and stiff... Anyway, Yan Yexiu looked at him like that. He estimated that he would be useless for a whole noon, and he couldn't concentrate on writing questions or rest.

But the culprit was still the crooked eyebrows.

Qin Yu groaned unwillingly in his heart, buried his head on the table, with the back of his head facing Yan Yexiu, pretending to be asleep.He just pretended to be asleep, but he didn't know that he kept pretending to be asleep, and then he really fell asleep a minute later, with an indelible smile on his lips.

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