raging fire meets warm sun

The first time I found out that I was pregnant was two months after David went to the United States. At that time, Huang Yitong always had a loss of appetite and lacked energy in doing anything. He often made some low-level mistakes during work, which frequently provoked criticism from leaders.

Her husband is usually away from home for ten days and a half months because of work. Huang Yitong has long been used to this. This time he said that he was going back to the United States to be with his family.

I really felt strange because Huang Yitong found out that her period had been postponed for a month. When she saw the sanitary napkins in the drawer, she was still lying there intact. She remembered what happened to her recently, and her memory was not very good. After closing the drawer, Huang Yitong took out her mobile phone and went out to buy a pregnancy test stick at a nearby pharmacy.

They have never prepared these things at home. To be precise, in their current state, they are not suitable for having children at all. Everything came in such a hurry.

Before the results came out, Huang Yitong still had a little bit of luck, what if the irregular menstruation was caused by simple hormone changes, but the reality still gave her a lesson, looking at the two red lines that stood out, Huang Yitong A person sat on the toilet seat and fell into a daze.

After a long time, she picked up her mobile phone and made an international call, but it was fine, but no one answered, so she had no choice but to send him a text message, hoping that he could reply when he had time.

She didn't plan to have dinner at first, because she knew that she had a baby in her body, a new life, even though she was not fully prepared to welcome her, Huang Yitong still made something to eat and forced herself to eat a little.

That night, Huang Yitong checked a lot of information on the Internet. While looking forward to the arrival of this new life, she was excited about the arrival of this new life. When she got off work the next day, she went to the pharmacy to buy some folic acid and took it back. Before living alone, she had irregular three meals a day. Taking it seriously, Huang Yitong often fantasizes about what her life will be like after having a baby. Sometimes she can't help but think that she is going to be a mother. It turns out that she is already in her 30s and has no pre-pregnancy days. Feeling like I’m still a little girl, and always will be in my heart.

The reality brought her back to her actual age overnight.

Two days later, Huang Yitong received a call from David from the United States. After hearing the other party's voice, Huang Yitong, who was originally happy, froze for a moment until it disappeared. She didn't understand why she didn't want this child. I had a big fight with my husband on the phone, accusing David of not having time to spend with her, why can't she be with her after having a baby?

David said that she was selfish and only considered her own wishes. The phone call broke up badly. Since then, Huang Yitong has not received a call from the other party for a long time. Whenever she wants to take the initiative to bow her head and ask for peace, she will think of He made the tone of knocking out the child, and her thoughts were gradually suppressed like this. In the end, no one contacted anyone.

Unknowingly, after the Lunar New Year, Huang Yitong was already more than three months pregnant. She called her friend Fang Yu and asked her to come and sit with her when she was free. Cheng Enxing also came. Of course Huang Yitong was very happy Yes, but at the end of the day, Huang Yitong vaguely noticed the strangeness between the two of them. Before he left, he inquired and found out that Lao Xia had made an agreement with Cheng Enxing. Lao Xia made a promise that if Cheng Enxing still likes her after graduating from university in three years, they will be together.

so good.

Huang Yitong was full of envy, she looked at the vehicle they left, stood at the gate of the yard, turned around and entered the house lonely.

Because she knows that from now on, she should be left alone in the house again, boundless silence, no, to be precise, there is still the baby in her stomach to accompany her, Huang Yitong raised her hand and stroked her abdomen, this is her Hold on to your only consolation these days.

Three and a half months into her pregnancy, Huang Yitong started to suffer from severe morning sickness. Basically, she vomited from morning to night, throwing up whatever she ate, and persisted in dragging her body to work. She had a vague premonition that she and David were very close this time It may not be possible to continue, so for the sake of her children, she must stick to her post and earn enough money for milk powder.

The unit leader really couldn't stand it anymore, and gave her a week's vacation, and asked her to go back to take good care of her body and take some supplements.

"Look at your sallow and thin face, you don't look like a pregnant woman!"

Huang Yitong looked in the mirror after returning home, and it was really scary. Her hands were frozen in mid-air, and she didn't dare to touch her sunken cheeks. How did she become like this? Although she had been mentally prepared for a long time, pregnancy would bring A range of physical changes including skin changes, but this…

During the few days of resting at home, Huang Yitong's mood was very unstable. Whenever she saw a child in a single-parent family in a TV movie, she couldn't help thinking of herself. At that time, she couldn't help but want to give up and contact David. , couldn't get in touch everywhere, so she frantically searched for people around him. According to his colleagues, David was dating a Dutch girl recently, and Huang Yitong was heartbroken when he heard the news.

She covered herself in the quilt, curled up, bit the quilt and cried loudly. This was the first time she had released such a big emotion since she was pregnant, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances she had suffered in the past few months at once.

The next day, Huang Yitong sent a message to David, the content was very simple.

【I know you are deliberately avoiding my calls. I don't want to talk about anything else today. Let's talk about the divorce. I'll wait for your call back. 】

After a while, the other party's call really came. Thinking about it, it's really ironic. The person who didn't answer the phone before no matter what, suddenly called her back at this time. Huang Yitong's heart was completely dead.

"I know about your cheating in marriage, and I don't want to keep anything. Our marriage has come to an end. When you have time, come back and go through the divorce procedures."

The other party was obviously very guilty, and immediately said that after the child was born, he would send living expenses on time and every month. Huang Yitong did not refuse. , When I come back to go through the divorce procedures, I will also go through the house transfer procedures.

Huang Yitong got divorced like this and got a house with a market price of 1000 million. It wasn't that she was greedy for money, but that she had to fight for something for her unborn child.

But the family didn't think so. After learning about Huang Yitong's divorce, the whole family killed her and persuaded her to beat the child. With conditions like hers, it is not difficult to find another one. If the child is born, it will be hard to say. .

Huang Yitong was unwilling and stubborn, she must give birth to the child, because she felt that after going through this incident, she was completely disappointed with the man, and she would not be able to find another man to marry for the rest of her life. To give birth to this child and raise him well is Huang Yitong's hope in life that he can still live on.

The mother scolded her for being stupid and stupid, and because of this she broke up with her family and lost contact with her. The mother felt that it was very embarrassing for her daughter to be a single parent with a baby, and she couldn't hold her head up in front of her relatives.

But Huang Yitong doesn't want to live everything for others to see, but bears the pain and grievances herself. She just wants to live according to her own ideas. She doesn't think she is wrong. Although the child has no father, she will definitely give her double Double motherly love.

Since she was pregnant, Xia Fangyu has come to visit her more frequently than before, basically every two weekends. Huang Yitong's mood is very conflicted. On the one hand, she longs for friends to come and talk to her occasionally, so that She feels that she is not the only one left in this world, she still has someone who cares about her, but on the other hand, she finds it very troublesome, because her friends come over, she has to try to pretend that nothing happened, her marriage is not. There was a problem, she was not divorced, her relationship with her husband was still very good, and she had to answer questions like when he would return to China.

After each time, she would feel very tired, exhausted for no reason.

She often cries alone at night, without any reason, just suddenly want to cry, want to vent, day and night morning sickness continues to bother her, pregnant for several months, the weight did not increase, but still lighter than before pregnancy After a while, when I went to the prenatal checkup, the doctor said that if she continued like this, it would not be good for the development of the fetus. Even if she couldn't eat, she had to resist eating. If she vomited, she would eat again, as it was for the good of the baby.

Gradually, the months began to grow, and Huang Yitong's stomach swelled up like a balloon. During this period of time, after a lot of morning sickness, her whole body began to become round and smooth. When she went to the birth checkup alone, she didn't feel any pain. What, but this time the prenatal checkup really stimulated her.

At that time, there were several pregnant women queuing up for the birth checkup. Most of them were accompanied by their husbands. During the period, they needed to go up and down the stairs to get materials and pay fees, and they were all helped to run errands. Huang Yitong did everything on her own. The attending physician she made an appointment with was At the director level, there are usually only two to three days of consultations a week, and they are all on weekdays. Fang Yu has to go to work, so it is obviously impossible to accompany her. Rest time for others.

Among them, a pregnant woman saw her running up and down alone, sweating profusely, and couldn't help but said: "At this time, you still have to let a man accompany you, you see, you have such a big belly, and you still run up and down in the hospital alone." How inconvenient and unsafe it is to run down.”

Huang Yitong pretended not to hear what the other party said, and continued to line up, but who knew that this woman would start to be relentless.

"Oh my god, you don't have a relationship with your husband, do you? This child is about to be born. If there is any conflict, it's better to resolve it as soon as possible, otherwise the impact will be great. During a woman's pregnancy, it is inevitable for a man to steal food , as long as you can return to this family, everything is easy to talk about, it is better than letting your children live in a single-parent family."

After saying this sentence, Huang Yitong was completely angered. She turned around and asked the other party: "Are you finished? What do you mean when a woman is pregnant? It is inevitable for a man to steal food. What do you mean? Can you forgive her? What a licking cancer."

"Oh, you girl, I have good intentions, why are you so ignorant and speak so badly?"

Huang Yitong didn't want to make such an ugly mess in the hospital, so he hurriedly queued up to get the test results and left in a hurry.

In addition, there are many inconveniences in life after getting a big belly. For example, washing hair is not as convenient as before. It took too long, because her arms swelled badly in the late pregnancy. Others have swollen legs and feet when they are pregnant. The hair salon at the door has a card, and every time I go there to get washed, it saves a lot of trouble.

Sleeping at night with a big belly, many postures are uncomfortable, so Huang Yitong often wakes up at night, cooking alone, eating alone, doing housework alone, and coming home from work alone to face the empty house. When I can't go down, there is always a voice in my heart to comfort myself, and if I persist, the baby will be born soon.

She began to look for people like herself on the Internet, and everyone gathered together to warm up and encourage each other, and get through this difficult period together.

Huang Yitong joined a group of single mothers. The people in it are all single mothers. The oldest child has gone to college this year. That is the group leader, and she invited Huang Yitong to join.

Some single mothers have children who are two or three years old, some are seven or eight years old, some have just been born, and some find out that their husbands cheated after they were only two months pregnant, and they resolutely choose to divorce and embark on the road of single mothers.

Huang Yitong often sees them complaining in the group, and she will show up to comfort them and encourage others with her deeds along the way. I really didn't expect that one day I would be able to play a role of positive energy, which also inspired her. Own.

In addition to complaining, there are also many positive things in the group. For example, some mothers will share their babies and happy things in the group.

"Today, the baby learned to call her mother. I'm so happy. For a moment, I felt that the hardships I experienced in raising the child alone were worth it."

"My baby is drawing in a kindergarten painting class, let me share with you~"

"..."

Huang Yitong spends a long time in the group every day. Looking at everyone's sharing of daily life, it seems that being a single mother is not such a scary thing, and her confidence has greatly increased.

Later, she activated it a few days earlier than the expected date of delivery. Huang Yitong was so frightened that she had no choice but to call Fang Yu.

After giving birth, Huang Yitong revealed the truth, although before that, Lao Xia already had doubts about her marital status, but he just saw it through and never revealed it.

After a week of hospitalization, Huang Yitong was discharged from the hospital with the child. Lao Xia was worried about her being alone, and advised her to reconcile with her family and speak soft words, but Huang Yitong was very stubborn. Head to the family.

One month's wife can't fully take care of her and the children at the same time, but Huang Yitong is a little bit reluctant to pay for two month's mothers. After all, she has already made plans to leave her job. Now all the money can only be spent wisely, so she told the confinement wife that everything should be based on the child, and that she can take good care of herself.

It was also because of this that Huang Yitong did not sit well in the confinement period, so he fell into the confinement disease in the future.

After Tongtong's full moon, the confinement lady left, and the incision on Huang Yitong's stomach almost recovered. She felt that she could already take care of the child, and there was no need to spend such a sum of money for a confinement lady. The confinement lady in the capital is extremely expensive, and the most common It's almost [-] a month, Huang Yitong doesn't want to continue spending that money, it's unnecessary.

The first month of taking care of the child alone was extremely difficult. Huang Yitong understood what the confinement wife said to her before she left. It would be very difficult for a woman to take care of a newborn child without help. She can lower the fee and stay for a while. But it was still rejected by Huang Yitong.

Breastfeeding babies need to be fed every three hours on average. Huang Yitong’s mobile phone is full of alarm clocks, including from night to early morning to dawn. Her day is divided into many fragments, and she can only find them in these fragments every day. Sleeping time, these are things that she has seen happen in the group, she has been mentally prepared, and the only consolation is probably, the belief in her heart, if you stick to it, it will be fine when the child is older.

She didn't know how she survived the first few months, and she didn't even want to look back. After the maternity leave was over, Huang Yitong quickly returned to the company to complete the resignation procedures, and at the same time received all the wages. She cooked food for a full week, because she knew that she was about to be a full-time mother, and her dream for the rest of her life was to bring up this child well, raise her up, and raise her into an excellent girl.

In addition to using deposits for daily financial management, in order to increase income, Huang Yitong also cleared the second floor of the villa and listed it online for rent. In the case of countless calls from intermediaries every day, she welcomed the first tenant to come to see the house. It's a man.

Huang Yitong's rental requirements clearly stated that no single men are allowed, unless they are a couple. The other party insisted on coming, and even when she was confirmed to be the only woman in the family, she molested and made rude remarks to her, and said a lot of disgusting words, which made her feel uncomfortable. Huang Yitong's perception of the man as a creature was lowered again. She had no choice but to call the security of the community and invite the man out for "violence".

After that, Huang Yitong asked to confirm the gender of the other party on the phone, as long as he heard a man's voice, he would hang up.

The house was finally rented out, and the monthly rent can well cover the monthly expenses of raising the child. Coupled with the alimony of the child's father who is far away across the ocean, Huang Yitong's life is not difficult, and there is even She enjoyed it more and more, and she began to enjoy the life of raising a baby by herself. She even felt that men were superfluous, and women didn't need men at all.

Later, Tongtong was three years old and started to go to kindergarten. Huang Yitong's life became a lot easier. After sending her children to school every day, she came back. She started to learn some skills and knowledge on the Internet, and took private jobs to earn some extra money. The days went on like this During this period, I heard about Lao Xia and Cheng Enxing being together. It has been four years, and they have finally achieved a positive result. It is really not easy.

Everything is slowly getting better, and Huang Yitong's life is also gradually getting better. Now she has become one of the key members of the single mother group, and she often shares her experience and experience of raising a baby alone.

After the previous tenant returned the lease due, a new tenant came to the house. The first impression she gave Huang Yitong was that she was so white. Why is this woman so white? The top and bottom are white and translucent, which is enviable.

She introduced herself that her name is Lu Xinchen and she is currently a homeless person.

Huang Yitong shrugged and laughed at himself, saying that he was also a vagrant.

The first time I came to see the house, I booked a room directly. This person readily paid the deposit and rent, and moved everything in the next day.

After a period of time, Huang Yitong discovered that Lu Xinchen was a very solitary woman. She never stayed on the first floor when going up and down the stairs. When he came back before dark, he was a person with great self-control in life.

But because of this, it makes people feel more mysterious, and even can't help but want to explore more. Sometimes Huang Yitong feels that she pays too much attention to this stranger, such as her dress today, for example, she didn't go out all day today. ,for example……

Even sometimes when Huang Yitong came back after throwing out the garbage at night, seeing the lights in the room on the second floor, he couldn’t help but think, this woman should be about the same age as him, but she still rents a house and lives outside by herself, is she not married yet? ?So many days have passed, and I have never seen any man she brought back. Is she still single?

Huang Yitong found that she paid too much attention to others, and sometimes she wanted to improve, but after a day of patience, she would return to her original state. This mysterious woman seemed to have a magical power that attracted her attention invisibly. , to approach, to understand.

Many times Huang Yitong wanted to strike up a conversation with the other party, but found that he couldn't find a suitable reason. Everything he could think of in his mind was too outdated, too embarrassing, and too abrupt.

Finally, that rain became an opportunity, and they broke the zero communication and began to talk to each other.

Huang Yitong never thought in his life that he would fall in love with a woman and be with a woman.

But that's how it happened.

Until many years later at night, when Huang Yitong and Lu Xinchen were sleeping on the same bed and recalling the past, Lu Xinchen suddenly asked her with his chin in interest, "Since when did you pay attention to me?"

Huang Yitong blushed for a while and began to deny it: "What, didn't you make it clear first?"

Lu Xinchen smiled, and the smile exuded charm.

"You were watching me when I first moved here, don't deny it."

"You, you, how did you know." Huang Yitong stammered with a guilty conscience.

"Because I'm following you too, I was very curious at first, why you always can't see the child's father, and curious about your life as a woman with children..." Lu Xinchen said leisurely.

"What about now?" Huang Yitong raised his eyebrows and looked up at her and asked.

"Now, Tongtong doesn't need a father, it is enough to have two mothers who love her." Lu Xinchen naturally hugged her shoulders as he said.

At this time, Huang Yitong stared at her face and suddenly said, "Hey Lu Xinchen, has anyone ever told you that you are really good-looking?"