raging fire meets warm sun

Cheng Enxing was still thinking about what to answer the other party next, when Lu Xinchen spoke again.

"Okay, thank you for taking me home, and also... I wish you and your girlfriend happiness." After speaking, Lu Xinchen opened the car door and walked out, closing it again casually.

Cheng Enxing looked there dully, the words he wanted to say seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't open his mouth no matter what.

Lu Xinchen turned around and winked at her: "Go back, I'm going in."

Cheng Enxing had no choice but to restart the car, turn around and leave.

Lu Xinchen came to the steps of the villa and turned around to look around. Cheng Enxing's taillights were getting farther and farther away from the visible range. She was thoughtful and stopped for a long time.

When Cheng Enxing returned home, the lights on the first floor were still on, obviously reserved for her.

Just after entering the door, Xu Li came out of the room in her pajamas, and asked with concern: "Are you hungry, do you want to cook something for you?"

Cheng Enxing shook her head, then nodded again. She hardly ate anything all night, and now she realized that she was very hungry.

Xu Li smiled and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

"Do you have noodles? Just noodles." Cheng Enxing pretended to be relaxed.

Xu Li seemed to see something was wrong with her, "Are you okay?"

Cheng Enxing nodded, "I'm fine, I'm just a little hungry."

"Then wait a moment, I'll go to the kitchen and make it for you."

Seeing that she was about to leave, Cheng Enxing asked casually, "Dad, are they all asleep?"

Xu Li glanced at the wall clock in the living room to signal, and said with a smile: "It's almost twelve o'clock, your father is already asleep, Jiamu went to his girlfriend's house today and didn't come back, Jiayan should be asleep too."

Cheng Enxing nodded to express his understanding, and didn't ask any more questions, just sat quietly at the table and waited.

Her heart was beating violently, her hands were shaking, and even her legs were shaking non-stop, as if she had just escaped from the severe cold, but she didn't feel cold.

A few minutes later, a bowl of noodles was served, and Xu Li pulled out a chair and sat in front of her, extremely kind.

"Try it quickly, but it may be a little hot, blow it before eating."

"Go to the department dinner, everything is fine, right?"

Cheng Enxing ate the noodles wholeheartedly, nodding to the questions her mother posed. Her brain didn't have time to think about the answers, but this bowl of noodles reminded her of Teacher Xia again. She felt that she had done something wrong to Teacher Xia. , the sense of self-blame filled her up, making her almost out of breath.

"En Xing, are you okay?" Xu Li's voice brought her back to reality, Cheng En Xing raised her eyes, her mother had already taken away the clean noodle bowl in front of her, and said, "Go upstairs early Go and rest."

Cheng Enxing dragged herself, went upstairs, went back to her room, took a shower, and went to bed. She felt like a robot. Her mind was full of Lu Xinchen's appearance, voice, and what she did. From what he said, Cheng Enxing felt that he could forget about these things after waking up from sleep, as if nothing had happened.

She tossed and turned in bed, surrounded by anxiety and guilt, keeping her awake at night.

She felt like a cheating person, she felt sorry for Teacher Xia, Cheng Enxing tossed and turned on the bed, even though she knew it was late at night, if she didn't fall asleep quickly, she would definitely not get up tomorrow, She is still not sleepy.

The next day, Qiao Jiayan went downstairs to have breakfast, but when almost everyone was there, she didn't see Cheng Enxing's person.

"Mom, didn't En Xing come home last night?"

Xu Li was stunned for a moment, "Maybe she hasn't woken up yet, she has to go to work today, go upstairs and call her!"

After the words fell, Qiao Jiayan turned around without saying a word and went upstairs. When she came to Cheng Enxing's room, she knocked on the door a few times, but no one answered before she broke in. The room was pitch black, and Qiao Jiayan quickly helped her open the curtains in the room. Let the sun shine through.

"Enxing, wake up, you have to go to work today, Enxing!" Qiao Jiayan came to the bed and lifted her quilt.

Cheng Enxing, who fell asleep almost at dawn, was of course unwilling to get up, and pulled back the quilt to cover his head again to avoid the glare of the light.

"En Xing, it's already 07:30, if you don't get up, you will be late for work today." Qiao Jiayan reminded again standing on the bedside.

Cheng Enxing still didn't move at all, just when Qiao Jiayan was helpless and didn't know what to do, a voice came from the person under the quilt: "I won't go to work today."

"En Xing, are you asking for leave?" Qiao Jiayan was puzzled.

Cheng Enxing stopped talking again. Seeing this, Qiao Jiayan had no choice but to retreat from her room, and went downstairs to tell Xu Li about the situation.

"Forget it, let your sister sleep well, she came back quite late yesterday."

Qiao Jiayan nodded.

Cheng Enxing didn't come to work, and gossip spread among colleagues. Some people said that he sent Mr. Lu home last night, and he was squeezed dry by Mr. Lu. You can commute to get off work at will.

Manager Chen came to Lu Xinchen's office with a sullen face, "Cheng Enxing hasn't come so far, and the phone can't be reached."

"Let her go." Lu Xinchen's tone was light and airy, but also mixed with all kinds of helplessness.

Sometimes, when the window paper is pierced, everyone can still be friends with a smile on the surface, but sometimes, they can only be strangers who never get along with each other. Obviously, Cheng Enxing, a very special girl in her eyes, has no He chose the latter without hesitation.

Lu Xinchen felt that it was a pity, but this was also the most real reality, and she had to accept her fate. She was an adult in her thirties, and she would not cry like a child, begging the other party to like her.

Cheng Enxing slept almost until the afternoon, and kept waking up and waking up in the middle of the sleep, waking up and waking up again. She had the mentality of escaping, but she knew that she should get up and face the reality no matter what, and she couldn't keep evading like this.

Finally waking up again, Cheng Enxing grabbed his phone and checked the time, it was almost five o'clock.

Hurry up to get up and take a shower, the cold water poured from head to toe, which almost made her chaotic brain completely awake. During the shower, Cheng Enxing also figured out what she should do next, that is to go to Teacher Xia to confess, to put everything Tell her all the truth, if you don't confess, Cheng Enxing's conscience can't get over it, and she can't get over this in her heart.

After taking a shower and tidying himself up, Cheng Enxing drove out the door and went straight to Teacher Xia's house.

Without prior notice, Cheng Enxing opened the door with the key in his hand, and sat in the living room waiting for Teacher Xia to come back from get off work.

She hadn't sat down for 10 minutes when Xia Fangyu came back, and she was surprised to see Cheng Enxing jumping.

"Why did you come here?"

Cheng Enxing's complexion was not very good, and it was difficult to smile, because she didn't know whether Teacher Xia could accept what she was going to say next, so she was very scared and uneasy.

Xia Fangyu sensed something was wrong with her, and walked towards her after changing her shoes and hanging up her bag at the entrance.

"Did something happen?"

Seeing her approaching, Cheng Enxing took two steps back unconsciously, first shook his head, then nodded, took a deep breath under Xia Fangyu's nervous gaze, and said slowly, "I have to confess something to you when I come today. .”

Xia Fangyu didn't speak, but looked into her eyes quietly, as if waiting for what she would say next.

Cheng Enxing's heart was beating so fast that she could almost hear the beating.

After waiting for a long time before she could speak, Xia Fangyu finally smiled, "What do you want to say to me?"

But Cheng Enxing still had a very serious face, she really couldn't laugh.

"At the dinner party last night, something happened. Our President Lu drank too much, and the supervisor asked me to drive her back. Then...we arrived outside President Lu's house, and she...she kissed me while I was not paying attention. Me, but I swear, I pushed her away right away, and she said something about liking me, and I rejected her, and I told her that I had a girlfriend, and then I left, and we really Nothing happened, except the kiss, and I didn't go to work today..."

Cheng Enxing's speech was incoherent, but it was basically all she wanted to say.

She waited quietly, waiting for Teacher Xia's response, because she wasn't sure if she could still be as magnanimous as last time and just laughed it off.

Cheng Enxing didn't think so. If someone kissed her girlfriend, she would definitely explode. How could she be so calm.

"How did she kiss you?"

"Huh?" Cheng Enxing was a little surprised. Teacher Xia had been thinking about it for a long time, but he just asked this sentence?

Xia Fangyu asked a second time, "How did she kiss you?"

Cheng Enxing was about to answer, but Xia Fangyu suddenly stepped forward, raised a hand to pinch her side face, blocked her lips, and kissed her deeply.

It took a long time before he let go of her, and asked her back with jealousy in his eyes: "Is it like this?"

Cheng Enxing's pupils widened, and he was so surprised that Teacher Xia just now was suddenly full of aggression.

She shook her head and denied: "We didn't kiss so deeply..."

After the words were finished, Xia Fangyu took the initiative to kiss her again. The two of them kissed tenderly and lay down on the sofa behind them. Just as they were full of passion, the door was opened again.

Teacher Xia's mother, Xu Jing, just opened the door with the key, but the key was still inserted in the hole. She just stared blankly at the two people on the sofa, and Cheng Enxing and Xia Fangyu also froze.

What? ? ?

A word of mmp can't describe how fucked up Cheng Enxing's mood is at this moment. This is the second time he's been caught. Why does the old lady come by such a coincidence every time?

She was about to take off her pants, and this happened to her?Two more times and it's just...

But this time, Xu Jing's reaction was no longer as slow as last time, and she rushed up in the next second to use violence to separate the two of them on the sofa.

When Cheng Enxing saw this, of course he wanted to dodge, and quickly turned over and jumped behind the sofa. Xia Fangyu also hurriedly stopped her impulsive mother.

"Mom, what are you doing here?"

"What am I doing? What are you two doing in broad daylight!" Xu Jing was so angry that her whole body was shaking.

After finishing speaking, Xu Jing grabbed the chicken wool blanket that she had just bought in her bag and was going to give it to her daughter, and was about to hit Cheng Enxing. Fortunately, she was agile enough to dodge flexibly, trying to ease the other party's emotions while avoiding the other party's attack .

"Mr. Xia and I really love each other, why do you always disagree with us being together?"

Xu Jing chased her and said angrily, "Stop loving each other sincerely, it disgusts me, as long as I am alive, it is impossible for you two to be together!"

After all, the house is so big, Cheng Enxing had no choice but to run outside the door. Seeing this opportunity, Xu Jing drove her out. Xia Fangyu was also very angry when she chased her, "Mom, you insist on taking things out of the house." Is it so ugly?"

Xu Jing ignored her and continued walking towards the living room, only to find that Cheng Enxing hadn't taken her bag. In case that stinky girl ran in with an excuse again, she picked up her bag and went to the door, opened the door and threw it out, then locked the door, from Locked inside.

Turning around, he asked Xia Fangyu: "Why does that stinky girl have a key? You gave it to her?"

Xia Fangyu kept silent and confronted her with a tough attitude.

Xu Jing is not easy to talk to, so she continued: "If you can give her the key, I can change the lock."

"It's up to you." After Xia Fangyu finished speaking, she turned her head and strode into her room, locking herself in the room.

Cheng Enxing picked up the bag that she had left in the corridor, and walked downstairs in despair. Because of Teacher Xia's mother, it seemed that she came to see Teacher Xia as if she had an affair.

Walking out of the unit building, it was already dark. In the community, there was a couple who just got off work together, holding hands and talking about what to eat tonight, with happy smiles on their faces.

Cheng Enxing looked up at the sky and let out a long breath. She really wanted to live a life of firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea with Teacher Xia, but she didn't know how long it would take to realize it.

Looking back at the top floor of the unit building behind her, Cheng Enxing lifted her foot and left. She still doesn't believe in this evil. One day, she will come back here ostentatiously and let the old lady accept her.

"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, how long are you going to be obsessed with it?" Xu Jing stood outside Xia Fangyu's room door.

Xia Fangyu sat at the table, picked up a book and read it, forcing himself to calm down. She wanted to explode countless times in her heart, but was suppressed by reason. Her mother was old and couldn't bear it, but this didn't mean she was Weak, she is not a puppet, not a child who just wants to be what her mother likes, she is just a very ordinary person who longs for love and wants to get love.

For countless nights, Xia Fangyu felt worried, troubled, and anxious about this matter, and for countless nights, she was at a loss and could not sleep.

"Looking back now, it's not too late. There are so many excellent men. If you let go, you can get married right away, and you can have a child and become a mother next year." Xu Jing paused and said: "You are now The road you chose is not feasible, where is the wide road to walk? Mom is the last person who will not harm you."

After the words fell, the door opened from the inside, and Xia Fangyu stood in front of Xu Jing.

"You keep saying that you love me, but have you ever thought that everything you do will not make me happy?"

"How could it be, Xiaoyu, mother..." Xu Jing frowned and whispered softly, before she was interrupted by Xia Fangyu.

"Do you think there is a way to change a person's gender?"

Xu Jing shook her head without hesitation, "How can this kind of thing, which is destined at birth, change."

"Sexual orientation is the same. Mom, even if you don't want to, you have to admit the fact that your daughter likes the same sex. This is something that is destined to be born at birth. It cannot be changed by changing what you said."

"I don't believe it, Xiaoyu, you're just sick, you're sick, you can definitely be cured." Xu Jing shook her head, still deceiving herself, "Cheng Enxing, it must be Cheng Enxing, the source of the problem lies with her, from now on In the future, I will not allow you to have any contact with her, and she will not allow me to step into this house again, otherwise, otherwise I will jump from this building, and it will be settled once and for all, and there is no point in living anyway."

After Xu Jing finished speaking, she began to cover her face and cry bitterly, looking very sad.

But Xia Fangyu didn't want to go forward to comfort her, that would look hypocritical and hypocritical, and she was also involved in the real sad heartache, but she felt that she was an adult and shouldn't shed tears easily.

"I don't want you to die, but if you insist on doing this, my heart will die early."

No matter what Xia Fangyu told her, Xu Jing still couldn't listen to her and was still clinging to her own point of view.

Obviously her mother was also an intellectual in the past, but Xia Fangyu was very helpless as to why she was getting more and more... deadheaded.

Homosexuality is a disease that can be cured.

Xia Fangyu was really surprised to hear this kind of thought from his mother's mouth.

When Cheng Enxing returned home, everyone thought she had gone to the company. Cheng Enxing didn't tell what happened to her. After all, it was a bit embarrassing. She pretended that nothing happened, and calmly finished dinner with her family before going back. room.

She sat on the bedside, turned on the computer, and wrote a resignation email to the company with a calm face. In the letter, she stated that she would continue to fulfill the contract and complete her work, but she would not go back to the company again. After clicking send At that second, Cheng Enxing was relieved.

Mr. Lu confessed to her and even kissed her. If Cheng Enxing can still calm down and meet her every day commuting to and from get off work, then it's not her Cheng Enxing. She can't do this kind of thing and pretend that nothing happened?Don't be kidding, the best solution to this matter is to get together and get together, and forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

Just when she was about to turn off the computer, the system reminded her that she had received an email, which was a reply from the company, with only two simple words: "Approved." Then the signer was Lu Xinchen's name.

Cheng Enxing deleted the email after reading it. Lu is always a very good woman, but she already has Teacher Xia, and they have nothing to do with each other. I wish her happiness every day in the future. After all, she looks like she is just wearing a mask and working hard. Disguise your appearance.

Turning on the computer, Cheng Enxing picked up the phone and wanted to call Teacher Xia to inquire about the situation, but after thinking about it, Teacher Xia's mother should still be there at this moment, and her call might not be inappropriate, so she finally endured it .

the next day.

Cheng Enxing started to work at home, and she went back to her room after breakfast, which aroused Xu Li's doubts, so she knocked on her door and wanted to talk to her.

"Have you encountered any difficulties at work recently?"

Cheng Enxing smiled and shook his head, "No, Mom, I resigned on my own initiative. I want to open a studio by myself after I complete this order."

When Xu Li heard it, she was very happy and immediately expressed her agreement.

"Very good, if you have this idea, my father and I will support you." Xu Li changed the topic, and quickly asked the question she cared about the most: "Is there any problem between you and Teacher Xia?"

Cheng Enxing was stunned for a moment, and murmured: "We are all very good, but... Teacher Xia's family doesn't agree with us."

"I can understand this. After all, people of the previous generation have outdated thinking and it is difficult to accept it, but it's okay to take your time. My father, brother and sister are super supportive of you. One day, your love will also be able to influence Xia. The teacher's family."

Cheng Enxing was so moved, she was very pleased that she had such a good and reasonable mother.

In the evening, Xia Fangyu came back from school step by step. Even if something big happened, she was still the teacher of the students, she still shouldered the heavy responsibility, and she couldn't bring her personal emotions to work.

When she came to the door of her house, she took out the key to open the door, but found that the door could not be opened no matter what. After a closer look, she found that the lock cylinder inside had been replaced. Just as she was shocked, the door was opened from the inside.

Xu Jing was wearing sanitation protective clothing and was holding a broom in her hand. She seemed to be cleaning the house. When she saw Xia Fangyu coming back, she kindly called her by her nickname: "I'm back, I'm doing sanitation. I'll make you dinner later."

"Mom, what's going on, you changed the lock for me again?" Xia Fangyu pointed to the door lock and asked.

"I said it yesterday, I will replace the lock with a new one, and Cheng Enxing will not be allowed to come in again." Xu Jing explained innocently.

Xia Fangyu was speechless, and walked in with her bag, only to realize that, good boy, her mother has moved all her luggage here, and it seems that she plans to come here for a long time to monitor her better.

At this moment, Xia Fangyu's cell phone rang, and it was a message from Cheng Enxing.

Cheng Enxing: Teacher Xia, how is your situation there? When can I see you again?

Xia Fangyu typed with her head down and replied: The situation is not very good, my mother has moved in, and it looks like she will be staying for a long time.

Cheng Enxing posted several horrified and OMG emojis.

Xia Fangyu: Are you off work yet?

Cheng Enxing: I didn't go to work anymore, I resigned, and now I'm staying at home to deal with the contract I signed before.

At this moment, Xu Jing noticed something was wrong, and stepped forward to question: "Who are you chatting with and sending messages?"

Before Xia Fangyu could react, Xu Jing had already snatched her mobile phone. After seeing that the person she was chatting with was Cheng Enxing, she inevitably lost her temper.

"In the future, with me in this room, you are not allowed to contact her, the two of you are not allowed to chat, call, and even meet each other!"