The one at home has a big temper

"What can he do if he sees it?" Lin Jinshu confidently said, "In our house, doesn't he dare to fart when he sees it? Can he still beat you? Can he scold you? Besides, whoever sends it to him can only be them A patent for a household crystal lamp? We can use it if we want, who is in the way? Listen to me, this lamp costs so much money to get back, if it is not broken by itself, we will not change it."

"But."

"No but, don't say but, from today, from now, from this second, do what you want to do, and you are not allowed to look at other people's faces in the future."

Su Qingse was about the same height as Han Lin, and when Lin Jinshu hugged her body and rolled onto the bed, just being held down by one hand on the back of the shoulder and one foot on the waist, she was useless except for her legs. Except for a few kicks in the air, the rest of the place was suppressed and couldn't move. Su Qingse stretched out his hands and pushed the opponent's strong chest, and then struggled to raise his head.

He asked, "Then what did you and Han Lin go downstairs?"

"Ask something."

"what's up?"

"It's a private matter."

"What private business do you guys have?" The more I asked, the more curious I became, Su Qingse tugged on Lin Jinshu's clothes, seeing that the person closed his eyes, he had to stretch out his hand to open the eyelids again, "Don't you Tell others about me."

"I'm fine, what are you talking about behind your back?"

"Then you two don't know each other well, don't talk about me, what can you talk about for so long when you go downstairs?"

Lin Jinshu smiled and opened his eyes a little. He stretched out his hand to pinch Su Qingse's soft little face, "Our two families have gone back and forth twice, so we are not familiar with each other? Besides, I am I went to ask seniors for some experience, but I just babbled a few words, and didn't mention you."

"Senior? Asking for experience?" Su Qingse was baffled by what he heard, and after thinking for a long time what experience Han Lin could teach others, he opened his eyes in horror and asked, "Do you want to learn tracheal intubation or bone marrow puncture? "

"................................"

This person usually keeps quiet, but when it comes to love, he has a lot of bad tastes. Su Qingse likes to watch Lin Jinshu open his mouth to swear when he is choked by someone's words when he is bored. It felt inappropriate again, so he had to bite his lip forcefully and swallow the swear words back.

He doesn't look like a good-tempered person, but he can always bear a lot for himself.

Lin Jinshu opened and closed his lips three or two times, and then Lin Jinshu struggled to utter two words, "Intubation?" "Generally, when the respiratory failure is severe and the ability to expel sputum is poor, Han Lin will intubate the patient." " Su Qingse took out his hand, he pinched Lin Jinshu's mouth open with his fingers, and then kept gesticulating with the other hand, "Just like this, open your mouth, then find your trachea, take Insert two tubes, one on each side."

Although it was just gestures, Lin Jinshu subconsciously felt a throbbing pain in his trachea.

He reached out and grabbed Su Qingse's unruly little paw, with a helpless and speechless expression on his face. Su Qingse didn't want to laugh at first, but he couldn't help it. After all, it's really interesting to play with people like this.

"Otherwise, what else can he teach you?" Turning his head to the side and thinking seriously, Su Qingse even counted on his fingers, "Radiographic diagnosis, CT, angiography, cytology examination, fiberoptic bronchoscopy... ......"

Seeing Su Qingse smile, Lin Jinshu also laughed. He buried his head in Su Qingse's thin neck with a slightly protruding collarbone and took a deep breath, then tilted his head and kissed the other person's chin, "I No interest in physicians."

"Then surgery has to be performed. When Han Lin was choosing a major, Lin Zongjie didn't let him choose this or that. The two of them picked and picked for several days. Finally, they heard that internal medicine didn't use surgery and didn't see blood. Han Lin just went there, who knew that he was intubated later, and he was sprayed with blood all over the body every three days. I still remember that one day when Lin Zongjie came to pick him up from work, Han Lin had just come out of the emergency room. The patient was an old lady. There was a lesion, and she had been vomiting blood before the rescue. Han Lin just went to open her mouth, and the blood was sprayed all over her body. Lin Zongjie almost died of fright when he saw it. You have seen the kind of eyebrows dripping blood scene?"

"I haven't seen it." Lin Jinshu leaned on Su Qingse's shoulder sullenly and said, "Don't keep talking about other people's affairs, I'm not interested in them, talk about your own."

"I don't seem to have anything particularly interesting." Su Qingse reached out and stroked Lin Jinshu's hair, "There is one thing, I still feel uncomfortable when I think about it."

"what?"

"Do you know the narcotics police?"

"......" Lin Jinshu was taken aback for a moment, then he shook his head lightly and said, "I've heard of it, but I don't understand it."

"I have been in Zhangzhou for almost seven years. When I first entered the hospital, the teacher who took me was a surgical director who was about to retire. The teacher was very kind to me. At that time, I had no money to buy a house and nowhere to stay. Before the house was rented, I stayed at Han Lin’s house for a few days, and then moved to the teacher’s house. The teacher’s wife died of a heart attack, and my son hardly came back from the United States. I went to work with him every morning. I have to accompany him to do research at night."

Looking at the crystal lamp hanging from the ceiling, Su Qingse fell into his own memories.

"I just wrote the eighth page of the thesis that night. I remember it very clearly. After typing the last word, I suddenly heard someone calling for first aid outside the clinic. The teacher was sleeping on the sofa, but when he heard this, he jumped. I rushed up from the sofa immediately, an old man in his late [-]s, with gray hair, grabbed his glasses and ran outside, I didn’t know what happened at that time, so I ran with him.”

"More than a dozen police officers were injured to varying degrees. Some were shot in the arm, abdomen, and thigh. The windshield shards from the collision and explosion of the vehicle splashed their faces, and the blood from their foreheads all flowed into their eyes. Knife wounds, gunshot wounds, all over the body, shocking, watching the people coming in one by one, I just feel that my eyes are dizzy and I can’t see clearly.”

"The most seriously injured policeman, I heard that he was only 27 years old, unmarried, and an anti-narcotics policeman. He was the first one when chasing the drug dealers. He was sent to the hospital and was unconscious due to excessive blood loss. There was another policeman with him. The drug dealer, both of them were shot near the heart, the policeman went to the teacher's emergency room, and the drug dealer came to my side."

Su Qingse's fingers are very beautiful, slender and long, white and tender, every inch of skin, every phalanx is well-proportioned, and the fingernails are not superfluous, because they have been soaked in disinfectant all the year round, so they are white. A bit sick, his little finger is wearing a plain silver ring, bought by himself, it has no special meaning, just wearing it for play.

"Doing simulations, doing experiments, and being an assistant to the teacher in the operating room, performing surgery, excision, and suture, I am considered a very experienced surgeon, but that time, it was really the first time that I stood alone in the operation room." In front of the stage, I want to save a person who has committed such a heinous crime that death is not a pity. When I took the knife, my hand kept shaking, but I couldn't, because the doctor, after all, saves the dying and heals the wounded, and judges whether a person is eligible to live. The responsibility of the judge."

Hearing this, Lin Jinshu raised his head slightly, and he saw Su Qingse's eyes floating in the air, his eyelashes flickered a few times, as if he was blaming himself or fearing.

"After convincing myself, I tried my best to save a chance to be a human being, but the anti-narcotics policeman was lying on the operating table forever. He never got up again, and his eyes would never open."

"The danger on the front line of drug control is far more terrifying than you can imagine. Besides, even if you are shot in the heart, the injury will be scored. It doesn't matter if you save a person or not."

"It was half a year before the teacher retired, but after that incident, he kept saying that he was old and useless, that he should have known that I should have saved that policeman, and he locked himself in the consulting room and cried Two days later, he submitted a retirement application to the hospital when he came out again, and he never came to the hospital again."

Lin Jinshu was silent.

Su Qingse continued, "And when I came out of the operating room that day, I saw the policeman's comrades, colleagues, leaders, and all the big men crying in the corridor. When I came out, they asked, drug dealers Did you survive?"

Did the drug dealer survive?

Did the drug dealer who shot and killed the policeman and then resold drugs into the society, committing such a heinous crime, survived?

It was clearly to save someone's life, but at that moment, Su Qingse always felt that it was a mistake for him to say that the person survived.

Originally, I wanted to listen to the story and let someone coax me to sleep, but I didn't know that this was a bit of a joke. Later, Lin Jinshu spent a lot of effort to coax Su Qingse, and he told him that it was all right, that life and death are a matter of life. No, some people are destined to sacrifice for the prosperity of the country and the stability of the society. The only thing we ordinary people can do is to become a little socialist sun and not bring trouble to the country.

When I came up from downstairs, my mobile phone, which I had turned to silent, was repeatedly flashing beside the pillow.

Lin Jinshu carefully confirmed that Su Qingse had fallen asleep, and then he grabbed the phone, and quickly pressed a text message with his fingers flying wildly.

"Hurry up, wait."

Turn off the light, free your feet, and then carefully pull your arm out from under the other's neck. I was afraid that this person would wake up halfway and wanted to stretch out his hand to knock him unconscious, but I couldn't get this hand down. Lin I really thought, if this kid really wakes up, then he will say that he is hungry and go downstairs to eat noodles. Anyway, this boyfriend is stupid, and he can make up for any panic.

Thinking about this, Lin Jinshu tiptoed into the pure black sports suit and a peaked cap that he bought secretly before, and he quietly exited the door.