The one at home has a big temper

Su Qingse was a little distracted when he did everything today. He didn't know what was wrong with him. He was holding a pen to give someone a medicine list, but the words in his hand were written, and he suddenly wandered into outer space inexplicably. In the process of being in a daze, he didn't figure out any useful information from the beginning to the end, but his mind was empty and dizzy. The nurse sister who was waiting for someone to get the medicine stood at the door and yelled several times. Respond in half a beat.

Empty eyes, bewildered expression, as if wishing to put a "Who am I?" on his forehead. ''Where am I? '

When he got off work at noon, Han Lin came to the seventh floor to ask someone to eat, knocked on the door seven or eight times, but no one responded, so he reached out and unscrewed the door lock of the consulting room, only to find that Su Qingse was still standing by the window with his hands in his pockets He stared at the sparrow in a daze.

The two sat down in a corner of the cafeteria with their plates in hand. Han Lin saw that the man's expression was not right, so he asked a question with concern.

"Are you sick? Not feeling well?"

"Ah?" As if he didn't hear clearly, Su Qingse raised his head, and he said apologetically, "Excuse me, um, what did you just say?"

Han Lin froze for a moment, then smiled, "It's nothing."

He lowered his head and stuffed a mouthful of white rice into his mouth. After chewing it twice, Han Lin raised his head again, "Are you in a relationship?"

"Pfft!" The tomato and egg soup that was just put into his mouth was sprayed out in one breath before he could swallow it. Su Qingse was choked, he coughed continuously, and his face blushed. Forgot to explain to Han Lin, "Ahem, no, ahem, ahem, it's not me, ahem, I'm not in a relationship, ahem, I haven't."

Dr. Han, who has always been unsmiling, was amused by Su Qingse's operation. He took the chopsticks and pulled the chicken with mushrooms in his bowl, and then asked, "Does that mean you have a friend who is in love?"

"Yes." After taking the tissue handed over by Han Lin, Su Qingse covered her mouth and nodded hurriedly, "That's right, I have a friend and he...not, they Not really dating, but, eh? What about you?"

Putting the beans that he didn't want to eat to the side of the bowl, Han Lin said, "When Lin Zongjie just confessed his love to me, I also reacted like you."

Su Qingse smiled awkwardly, then pressed the tissue on the table, and said, "Actually, my friend and that person are not in a relationship."

Han Lin shrugged, "Then you've been out of your mind all day, what are you thinking about?"

"What if." Su Qingse took a spoon and leveled all the rice in his bowl in embarrassment, he looked terribly nervous, "There was a man who kissed you out of nowhere, what does that mean?"

Han Lin raised his eyebrows, "Did the patient in No. 703 kiss you?"

"........." Su Qingse shook his hand holding the spoon, he was busy trying to explain something, but felt that his lying skills were really clumsy , Han Lin is the smartest guy, and he will be seen through if he makes up a few or two sentences, so after he panicked, he ushered in a long period of peace. Su Qingse lowered his head, and he acquiesced in this matter.

Han Lin said, "Did you confess? He said he likes you?"

"No." Su Qingse shook his head, "Just wish me a happy birthday."

"Then do you like him?"

His eyes dodged slightly, and he wanted to eat to cover up his nervousness, but just picked up a piece of chicken with chopsticks, and with a flick of his fingers, the thing fell back to the dinner plate with a 'pop'.

"When it comes to feelings, don't rush to conclusions." Han Lin took out a tissue to wipe off the soup spilled from Su Qingse's plate, and he said, "Although I have never had a good impression of that guy. Okay, but you are his attending physician and the person who has been in contact with him the longest so far, whether he is good or not, you should know better than me."

"Maybe I think too much."

"It seems that there is still an opportunity between you, so if he comes to confess to you, will you accept it?"

Su Qingse lowered his head to think about this problem, but he couldn't come to a conclusion. He just said, "I used to live alone before, and everything I did was orderly, without mistakes, because I only had myself, so I don't have to worry too much about others." But now, there is suddenly one more person in the family. I am hungry at night and want to get up to cook a bowl of noodles. I will also consider whether the loud sound of the ignition will disturb the other person to rest. I will take care of it first out of instinct. The character of the other party, even if anyone else lives in the next room, I don’t think my attitude towards them will change much.”

"You mean, you don't reject this man's approach, but he is not the only choice, because even if it is someone else, you may still make the same decision, for example, accept him?"

Su Qingse's eyelashes flickered slightly, and he asked Han Lin, "Is it wrong for me to be like this?"

"What's wrong with this? How can anyone be so sure that he is the only one in this life?"

"Then you and Lin Zongjie?"

Han Lin smiled, and he whispered to Su Qingse, "When Lin Zongjie first met me, he wanted to slap me to death. At that time, we hadn't talked yet, and we were teaching in the classroom. Let's fight."

"Then the first time you saw him, didn't you have any special feelings?"

"No." Han Lin shook his head, "I think he's a handsome, stupid guy with a stupid mind who can make mistakes in even the simplest probability problem in the math test. When he just confessed his love to me, my reaction was more You're still weird."

"What's your reaction?"

"I think he might be mentally ill."

After Su Qingse heard it, he laughed along with Han Lin, "Have you ever fallen in love at first sight? From the first moment you saw that person, you were attracted by him. You like him and want to be with him." Together, this relationship comes heavy and long, it can last for a long, long time, even after knowing that the other party has a partner, you can still insist on liking him for ten years or even longer."

"No, I can't do it." Putting down the chopsticks in his hand, Han Lin stretched out his hand to support his chin. He said, "When I was young, there was a fortune teller at the door of my house. People said that my face was a heartless person. Whether it's family affection or love, I have to be treated well by those around me, you know? Because of Lin Zongjie's matter, I haven't contacted my family for six years. "

"Your parents?"

"When I was young, I was in poor health. I stayed in the hospital just like going home. I seldom spent time with my parents, and I didn't have any special relationship with them. They refused to recognize me. I didn't think it mattered. Anyway, I lived alone. According to the I am very satisfied with my wishes, but Lin Zongjie refuses to give up. He is afraid that I will be sad. Every year, he secretly buys things by himself and sends them to my home. They will be smashed, or they will call and swear a few bad words, he is afraid that I will be sad, and I am also afraid that he will be sad, so people will throw things back as garbage, and I have to avoid him to dispose of those things."

"It's too bitter for two men to be together, isn't it?"

"Bitter." Han Lin said with a smile, "but it's also very sweet."

"Do you regret it? After taking this path, is there even a certain moment when you want to give up."

"How should I answer you? It still depends on whether the person is worth it or not. After all, it will be difficult if the dedication is not two-way in the matter of feelings."

Especially this kind of emotion that is not recognized by the world, and what is being gambled is the most difficult sincerity in the world.

True or false, even you yourself don't know that one day he may be uncontrollably changed by the outside world.

I didn't eat two bites of lunch, it seemed to be raining, so the weather became hot and stuffy, Su Qingse went around the office several times, his mouth was so dry, he reached out and grabbed the big tea pot and poured it into his mouth He took several sips of hot tea, but he didn't feel half thirsty after drinking it, so he fumbled for the coins in his pocket and went to the vending machine in the hospital lobby to buy a can of cold coffee.

The whirling wind blew a lot of fallen leaves and plastic bags from the trash can in. The sound of the wind blew in with the chill all the way, and Su Qingse's white coat was rolled up. He just shivered when Lin Jinshu's head was covered Sweating profusely, he ran in with the plastic bag, stretched out his long arms, and firmly grasped the disobedient bag with his fingers.

"Doctor Su?"

Seeing a person, that guy is like a dog who has found a bone, and both eyes are shining.

Usually, he would ask Lin Jinshu to come with him at lunch, but today he was not in the mood to do anything, so after eating with Han Lin, Su Qingse remembered such a thing.

The phone was turned over several times in his hand, and after pressing the phone number repeatedly, he finally didn’t feel the nerve to dial it out. Thinking that he was such a big person, he wouldn’t be able to take care of a meal by himself, so he sighed, and When nothing happened, continue to wander around by yourself.

Lin Jinshu's forehead was sweating profusely. Unlike Su Qingse, he seemed to be in a good mood, as if he wasn't at all disturbed by what happened last night, what happened this morning, and what happened just now.

"Have you eaten yet? The garbage truck by the back door just rolled over when it drove out, and messy things were scattered all over the floor. Aunt Liu said that the leader would definitely deduct her money if she knew about it. Tears just flowed down my face. I have to comfort her, and I have to help her pick up garbage all over the floor and reload the car, but I am exhausted."

After Su Qingse finished listening, he reached out and took out a tissue from his pocket, "Wipe your sweat first."

"Okay!" Lin Jinshu responded, but he didn't say he reached out to pick it up, he just approached his face with a smile.

this.................

Su Qingse looked at his hands in embarrassment, and then at Lin Jinshu's face. It seemed a bit out of order to do such an intimate thing blatantly in the hospital lobby, so he put his hand on the He stretched forward a little, and although he didn't speak, he was also signaling the other party to pick him up.

Lin Jinshu raised his dirty palm, although it was not obvious, but if you look carefully, you can still see a few shallow scratches.

"My hands are too dirty, please wipe them for me."

"Why did you hurt your hand?"

"Didn't the glass bottle break when it was smashed? It was picked up with bare hands, and all crumbs had to be cleaned up. I'm pretty good at it. Others bleed a lot from their scratches."

Like a child, he obediently reported to his parents what happened just now. As soon as Lin Jinshu finished speaking, the tissue in Su Qingse's hand was gently pasted to his forehead.

The slender and white wrist flickered in front of his eyes, and the tenderness on the skin was unprecedented. Lin Jinshu froze in place, not daring to move, until the wrist that blocked his sight was revealed from left to right. Su Qingse's slightly raised eyebrows.

"Follow me upstairs to get disinfected."

"It's okay, I'll go to the bathroom and get sulfur soap to wash it off."

"Remember to tell other people, don't pick up the garbage in the hospital casually with bare hands."

Regardless of what others said was unnecessary, Su Qingse just turned around and walked upstairs. Lin Jinshu lowered his head and smelled the stinky clothes on his body. The smell was really stinky, but he was not afraid of fuming people. Su Qingse waved his hand, He naturally followed the people away.

The surgeon handles these small wounds with great ease. Su Qingse's serious appearance is even more beautiful. Her soft black hair is casually lying on her forehead, which is no worse than her dirty and smelly self. What is Dr. Su doing? It is clean and has a fresh and pleasant Yang □□ smell.

Obediently spread out his palms and let the person lower his head to carefully treat his wound. Lin Jinshu took advantage of the person's inattention and carefully poked his head over to sniff the top of the person's head.

It smells good, full of fresh comfort.

"The wound is not deep, so I won't wrap gauze on you." Throwing the cotton swab in his hand into the trash can, Su Qingse raised his head and said, "But to be on the safe side, I suggest you go to the second floor for a blood test and see Is there anything stained......."

Before the words fell, the suddenly enlarged figure in front of his eyes made Su Qingse hide back like a conditioned reflex. A few days ago, he swore in the car that he had never been in a relationship, but this can be accurate anytime, anywhere The skill of grasping the timing to kiss someone is difficult for ordinary people to master.

He had washed his hands before entering the house to apply the medicine, but his palms were smeared with strange medicines. He was afraid of staining other people's white coats, so Lin Jinshu took a long leg and pressed one knee on the one sitting under Su Qingse. Support the back of the chair with your left and right hands, and lower your head in the most oppressive posture.

There is no way for Su Qingse to hide, it's not easy to hit or scold, but she panicked and wanted to avoid it, she stretched out her hands to support Lin Jinshu's chest, she didn't use her strength yet, but was pressed close to him by others His body was imprisoned until he could not move.

Unlike yesterday's superficial kiss, this time, Lin Jinshu's lips stuck to her accurately.

With a warm touch and undeniable strength.

It still seemed to be probing, so he didn't continue to entangle for too long. It was only after Lin Jinshu took a sip a second before his breathing became heavy that he reluctantly let go.

The corners of Su Qingse's mouth were red and swollen, and he leaned back in the chair, still in shock.

He he he...................................

"I remember that AIDS cannot be transmitted through saliva." Grinning lightly, Lin Jinshu lowered his head and kissed Su Qingse's forehead, "Thank you for your concern. I'll go to the second floor for a blood test tomorrow."