Qi Yue Wuyi

Chongwen Muxue sat up suddenly, the moonlight outside the window fell on the ground coldly, he stretched out his hand to touch his cheek blankly, is there water?Did he cry?With a faint smack, Mu Xue lowered her head, and saw the young Yan Bai rubbing her eyes dissatisfiedly, crawling over milkyly: "Mother, it's in the middle of the night..."

"I'm sorry, my uncle disturbed you." Mu Xue smiled, and pulled him into her arms, Yan Bai looked at him in a daze: "Mother, why are you crying?"

"fine."

"Did mother have a nightmare?" Yan Bai kissed her forehead, "If you kiss her, you won't have nightmares."

"Xiao Bai is so good." Mu Xue smiled and rubbed his hair, then looked at Yan Xuechang who was sleeping soundly on her back, gently put down Yan Bai and tucked the quilt for him, then got up and got out of bed .

Yan Bai grabbed the corner of her clothes curiously: "Mother?"

"Does Xiaobai want to be with Mother?" Chongwen Muxue asked with a smile, then picked him up, put a coat on him, and carried him out the door.

Passing through the silent courtyard, the moon cast a layer of silver light on the white snow, Yan Bai stared blankly, stretched out her hand to try to grab the moon, Mu Xue smiled and grabbed his hand and asked: "What are you grabbing? "

"The moon." Yan Bai said, "It's so beautiful."

"Does Xiaobai like the moon?"

"Well, because my grandpa and grandma are there, Xiaobai wants to find them." Yan Bai said.Mu Xue kissed his forehead: "Don't rush to find them, Xiaobai, great-grandfather and great-grandmother live well there, Xiaobai must also live well, when Xiaobai goes, you can give Great-grandpa and grandma tell your stories, they must love to listen."

"OK!"

Mu Xue stopped in front of the closed stone room, the door of the stone room was ajar, Mu Xue pushed the door open and walked in, the stone room was shrouded in a layer of warm yellow light, an old man was sitting on the stone platform and meditating, his hair was completely white , like a soft goose feather, plated with a layer of gentle goose yellow.

"Mu Xue, I guess it's time for you to come." The old man opened his eyes and looked at him, Mu Xue put down Yanbai, and knelt down on the futon: "Father."

"I know, there is such a rebellious son, our Yan family is sorry for you." The old man stroked his beard, "But..."

"They didn't apologize to me, they were sorry to Xiaobai." Mu Xue looked at her son with a trace of pain in her eyes, "Admit it or not, it's all his parents, the pain they left him, I can't erase it Yes." She hugged Yan Bai tightly, "Is there really nothing you can do? Father."

"I don't want to be like this either, but..." the old man sighed, "How many generations, this disease is still passed down, after all, there is no escape."

"Father, is there really no other way? As long as Xiao Bai can live, as long as... as long as he can live..."

The old man looked at her for a while, shook his head and sighed: "There is a solution, but he has to die once before he has a chance to come back to life."

"Cough cough... cough cough..." Yan Bai covered his mouth and coughed. He looked at the blood on his palm, so he was still alive... He raised his head in a daze, only then realized that he was so lucky just now, his clothes Hanging on a rock, Yan Bai clung to the rock with both hands, the rock protruded obliquely from the cliff, it was as big as a palm, no wonder it could hook his clothes tightly.

"I really didn't expect my life to be so hard." Yan Bai shook his head mockingly, people said that he would see revolving lanterns when he was dying, so did he just walk on the Naihe Bridge?Even such a distant memory has been seen.

"En?" Yan Bai noticed a black ghost floating not far from the diagonally above, could it be the ecstasy messenger?Yan Bai thinks about himself as someone who is going to die, no matter who he is or not, the location is not far away, he climbs up the rock and passes quickly, only to find out that it is a cave when he gets closer road!

Yan Bai climbed up the cave, but saw a gust of black wind rushing towards him. He was so frightened that he hurriedly lowered his body and dared not move. Something screamed and brushed past him, fanning the cold night wind and flying towards the sky.

Only then did Yan Bai heave a sigh of relief, it was just a flock of birds, he heard from people here that they like to inhabit caves on the cliffs and are afraid of people, but at least this is a place to rest.Sitting in the cave, Yan Bai finally heaved a sigh of relief. He tore off the hem of his clothes, tightly wrapped the wound on his hand, looked at the scarred arm, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Yan Bai, Yan Bai, it's not easy to do this. No, you guys definitely count cockroaches."

A ray of sunlight fell on Yan Bai's face, Yan Bai rubbed his eyes and looked at the sky, at least there was a cave where he could sleep, but it was a sunny day today.Yan Bai looked in the cave, and sure enough, there were bird eggs, he smiled, touched two of them, and said to the others: "I said, take your two bird eggs to satisfy your hunger, okay, I've asked about it like this." Come on, it’s not stealing.”

Tear off the two vines attached to the cliff, connect them and fix them on a protruding stalagmite. This time Yan Bai decided to go down. There was something wrong with the vines in his hand, and when he looked up, it turned out that the flock of birds were pecking at his vines.

"Hey! Let me tell you! I've already greeted you! Don't be so angry!" Yan Bai said while speeding up her climb down. Hurry up, I'm almost at the top of the tree, and I can jump to the tree in no time. superior!But the bird was much faster than him, the vine snapped and Yan Bai fell down: "You cheapskates! Be careful I'll come back and blow your nest!"

"My lord, what's the matter?" Seeing Nanfeng poking his head out, Taiyu stepped up and asked.

"It's nothing, I just..." Nan Feng glanced ahead, "How far is it?"

"In front is the post house, and we will arrive at Gusu City in two days." Taiyu said, "I will escort the prince here, and then go to Fujian to find General Lin."

"En." Nanfeng answered absent-mindedly, and Taiyu asked curiously: "General, do you have something on your mind?"

"I'm worried that something will happen to Yan Bai."

"Hero Yan has always done things properly, so don't worry, my lord." Tai Yu comforted him.

Nanfeng didn't seem to listen at all, put down the curtain and stopped talking, Xiaoyao Yunge who was sitting in the car saw him like this and asked, "Thinking of Yanbai again?"

"How am I going to live if he dies?"

"My lord..."

"It is said that the emperor is ruthless but I can't live without him, even if I don't want this world, I can't live without him." Nan Feng said, "I'm afraid I'm not a qualified emperor."

"What is a qualified emperor?" Xiaoyao Yunge asked, "Baiyun Palace has always taken it as its duty to assist the emperor, but emperors are never born emperors, the choice of the clan, the love of the people, there are countless ways to become an emperor There are all kinds of people, no two are the same, even the Baiyun Palace, which has been passed down for thousands of years, has never seen exactly the same emperor."

He looked at Nanfeng, stretched out his hands and stroked his hair: "So only the emperor has the right to decide what kind of emperor should be. If you are born as an emperor, you can be an emperor as you want."

"but I……"

"What kind of emperor do you want to be?"

"Of course the people in the world live and work in peace and contentment."

"If you think about it, what's the problem?"

"But...but I..." Nanfeng grabbed his clothes tightly, "But I am so indecisive, whenever I think about what might happen to him, I just..."

"What is the conflict between the peace of the world and his safety?" Xiaoyao Yunge asked, "Or how can you keep him safe all his life with his wandering temperament?"

"I...I don't know..." Nanfeng shook his head, "How could such a restless person be willing to stay in the deep palace, he is destined to soar to the nine heavens, but I can't get out of the three-inch palace wall. "

"When the world is at peace, he will be at peace. If there is no war in the world, why should he worry about his safety?"

"You're right." Nanfeng smiled self-deprecatingly, "Why didn't I figure out such a simple truth." He looked up at Xiaoyao Yunge, "So big brother, he will definitely leave when the matter is over, Right."

"Even if you procrastinate on purpose and don't let things finish, you will still go." Xiaoyao Yunge sighed, "I guess, he just wanted to have a chance to see you again before he left. Bar."

"Why do you have to go?" Nanfeng asked, "He can't..."

"You remember?"

"I……"

"That's right, Nan Feng's mind is still a child, and Yan Bai is just an acquaintance to him, and the relationship fades after a long separation, but... but Long Qiuyan is not like that."

"I guess, no matter how many times I reincarnate, I will come back to find him."

"You are so arrogant just after dying once..." Xiaoyao Yunge shook his head and laughed, "I should have realized that the worst thing that should have happened happened after all."

"Does he want me to die so much? I don't think so." Nanfeng said, "If so, he won't come back to me."

"You can't live if he dies because he also can't bear to lose you, but this is not something he can decide." Xiaoyao Yunge looked at Nanfeng, "Do you know why Yan Xuechang died?"

"Because of the root of the disease that fell in the early years?"

"Half right, but that was just an opportunity. The Yan family has passed down a strange disease that makes people prone to premature death. Later, the Yan family discovered that marrying outsiders can reduce the occurrence of this situation, especially those who have been with the Yan family for a long time. Unconnected and healthy people, so in order to continue the incense, they began to find distant relatives or even unrelated people to marry."

Xiaoyao Yunge sighed, "But the Zhengzong lineage has to deal with various forces in order to continue its position in Baiyun Palace. Baiyun Palace is so big, and there are only so many families in power, so marriages between cousins ​​are not unusual. So this disease has been entangled with Zhengzong, and people say that this is the god's punishment that their ancestors deserved for their infidelity."

"Is that why you say Yan Bai is cursed?"

"That's right, Yan Bai's mother, Yan Xiaoqian, is a foreigner, so Yan Xiaoqian didn't have this kind of situation, but Yan Bai's father...you know he didn't live long."

"Then Yanbai..."

"There is no doubt that Yan Bai was born with this disease. Originally, he would not live to be 20 years old."

"20 years old..."

"That's right, the turning point of the matter is that when he was 20 years old, he completed the cultivation of the exercises. Originally, when his grandfather asked him to practice this mental method, he didn't know if it was useful, but now it seems that it is indeed useful. His illness is indeed cured. a lot of."

"No wonder he insisted on cultivating that mentality." Nan Feng lowered his head. Fortunately, he was angry for a long time because of this, and he often quarreled with Yan Bai because of his cultivation. He always thought that Yan Bai wanted to leave him alone Immortality, he has always felt that his feelings are one-sided, now it seems that he is wrong, Yan Bai is only trying to practice that set of mentality in order to be able to get along with him for a longer time, it is for him to survive the only hope.

"The irony is that even after practicing that set of mental methods, he still doesn't live as long as you."

"how come……"

"His illness broke out." Xiaoyao Yunge looked at him, "He still thinks that you won't be sad for his death if you don't remember the past."

"How could it be..." Nanfeng grabbed Xiaoyao Yunge's sleeve, "But, how could this happen? No, I don't believe it, I'm going to see him, I want him to tell me himself!"

"What's the point of me lying to you now?" Xiaoyao Yunge held him back, "It's true."

"Then why did you tell me?" Nan Feng asked, "Why didn't you lie to me?"

"If it's Xiaoyao Nanfeng, everything is easy to say, but..." Xiaoyao Yunge sighed and pulled him into his arms, "No one can fool Long Qiuyan's eyes, not even Yanbai."

"how so……"

"Have you hated him for a long time because of that matter?" Xiaoyao Yunge said with a smile, "Indeed, if you don't care about that matter, you won't forget him. You haven't hurt your head but you can't remember anything , so I guess you're just trying to escape the reality that you're going to die and he's going to live forever."

"I'd rather he was alive..."

"But this matter is not up to you or him to decide." Xiaoyao Yunge sighed, "This is fate."