bedside calendar

Lin Feng: [Do you know where I am? ]

Scorching Sun: [? ]

Lin Feng: [Hospital] Lin Feng said it, and he said it after thinking about it for thousands of times. This illness made him think a lot, for example, what is love, and the reality of being able to support each other day and night is far more than Plato; An illness also made him more desperate. For example, what is Jia Zhipeng? Hurry up and find someone. If you can't live in your heart, you can live in a home. You just don't want to live alone anymore.That feeling is really bad, the house is cold, the kitchen is cold, and the bed is cold... When you are sick, you don’t even have a sip of hot water, let alone hot rice or a bowl of hot porridge. At [-] degrees, I have to get antipyretics or find a way to go to the hospital by myself... Lin Feng is scared!

Scorching Sun: [What's wrong]

Lin Feng: [Sick] Yes, sick, heart disease.Lin Feng couldn't say it was an attempted suicide, and now he himself didn't want to admit it.After waking up in the hospital, I realized that ten diazepam could not kill a person at all. The most likely thing is to sleep for three days or five days before waking up by myself. However, being unable to wake up due to the effect of drugs during sleep does not mean that the body’s functions are not functioning well. It works, and the result of the operation is incontinence—cough, cough, that is, if no one finds out, Lin Feng slept for more than three days and three nights, and it was in his own excrement and urine, and finally, cough, finally in that Slowly waking up on the indescribable bed... Lin Feng felt that this matter was too fucking impossible to face!We are clean people, if that's the case, we might as well die quickly, although Lin Feng doesn't really want to die.

Jiao Yang: [Are you sick and hospitalized?]

Lin Feng: [Hmm] It's really nice to have someone who cares about you.Gang San couldn't let Gang San know this idea, Lin Feng didn't treat Gang San as an outsider, it was his brother's feelings, two different things.

Jiao Yang: [Tell me the address and I'll come and see you]

Lin Feng: [No need, I will be discharged from the hospital in two days. ] It’s one thing to let a friend you met online go to your store, but it’s another thing to have someone visit you. In fact, Lin Feng didn’t think about the big difference, but he just felt different. The friendship with this person It's not enough to let him visit the sick.

Jiao Yang: [You are not giving me a chance to show it in front of you]

Lin Feng: [I am not paralyzed in bed, what are you doing? ] The word "expression" made Lin Feng think of the appearance of "virtuous grandson and dutiful son" in front of the bed, which is a bit funny.

Jiao Yang: [Do you need surgery?] The other party cleverly changed the subject.

Lin Feng: [No need] Really don't need it, but Lin Feng can't say it's because of lack of friendship, so now he is particularly reluctant to be asked why he doesn't use it.

Jiao Yang: [Oh that's good I can't make it through today, can you tell me where I am and I'll see you tomorrow morning] It's okay, I didn't ask why I didn't use it.

Lin Feng suddenly felt that he had talked enough, stared at the phone in a daze, and did not continue the conversation.Don't feel sick when you are not sick, how cold is it when you feel that there is no one around you when you are sick?Maybe try it.I don't think there is anything wrong with that person, but as a person who doesn't hate, the two can support each other and take care of each other through this life.If Jia Zhipeng hadn't left this time and caught a cold, what's the big deal?If there is someone in the family, why would he think of committing suicide in an instant?If it wasn't for Han Han noticing that something was wrong, he came to the door and called the police to break down the door of his house—it seemed like he wouldn't have died, but ten pieces of Valium weren't enough to kill people, but they were enough to affect intelligence.Well... Lin Feng thought: It's not bad to give each other a chance!Although there is no feeling of heartbeat, but now it seems that feeling that thing is the least important thing.

Suddenly, he remembered something, and his mind exploded. Lin Feng went to WeChat to look through Jia Zhipeng's message, and found: "I didn't want you to wait for me. You should have your life, a happy life, without my participation. I Just hope you don't turn me away when I get back, and that's it, really!" Is that your hope?I should have a happy life without your participation!This is how you love me!You don't want me to be lonely, just let go like this, but still want your own place, you are really not an ordinary fool!

Lin Feng thought for a long time, and everything seemed to be clear. Jia Zhipeng didn't want to tie him down, but what did this mean? Did he not love deeply enough or didn't care?Then everything seemed to be messed up again.When Lin Feng came back to his senses, he looked at his phone again, and there were several messages: Scorching Sun: [Are you really okay]

Jiaoyang: [I really want to see you]

Jiaoyang: [It's not easy to meet someone you like, you still don't like me, but this doesn't give me a chance to pursue you] Jiaoyang: [Is it possible]

Jiaoyang: [Speak up]

Lin Feng smiled at the phone, "Dapeng, Dapeng, even if I want to start over, I still think of you, what do you want me to do?" Lin Feng stayed for a while, finally picked up the phone, and replied: [Patients are all I'm not energetic, I'm not the me you saw on stage, don't watch me, wait until I'm discharged from the hospital and see you later!Well, save me some face. ] Jiaoyang: [OK] The other party replied immediately, Lin Feng was dumbfounded when he saw the reply, did this person stare at his phone all the time when he replied so quickly?Look at the time, there is a time difference of nearly 40 minutes between what I said and the last sentence the other party said! !It's really a bit of the stupidity of Jia Zhipeng.

Jiao Yang: [In fact, I want to see many sides of you] Lin Feng still didn't come out of his own thoughts, the other party sent another message, Lin Feng looked at it for a while before replying, [haha].Didn't they all say "the chat ends with 'haha'"? It was a completely impossible conversation, and the other party was also silent, but Lin Feng was thinking: 〖Maybe there may be a chance in the future. 〗Lin Feng was a little sleepy. He glanced at his phone and saw that there was no reply, so he stuffed it under his pillow to meet Zhou Gong. In fact, he wanted to meet Jia Zhipeng more.

Lin Feng didn't notice anyone in his sleep, he felt someone push him, he opened his eyes and saw Gang San, he was still a little dazed.Gang San opened the thermos bucket on the cabinet and said, "Damn, I'm late, are you hungry?"

Only then did Lin Feng come to his senses, thinking about how soundly he slept just now, he really didn't feel like it was past meal time, "To be honest, I'm hungry now, but I wasn't hungry before."

"It's pretty good to sleep, don't you sleep well? You can sleep so soundly in a hospital bed, what a cheap bone!" Gang San's unforgiving lips showed a smile, and he put the porridge in the thermos Served in a bowl.Seeing that Lin Feng was sleeping well, Gang San actually felt quite at ease.

"I'm not cheap, don't you know that hospital beds are the most expensive? You can't sleep on such an expensive bed, that's cheap!" Lin Feng gave Gang San a big roll of his eyes.

"Then, drink your porridge." Gang San handed Lin Feng the porridge and spoon in the bowl.

"Damn, I finally saw the rice. It's not easy. Why are you willing to put so much rice? What a prize you won!" It is estimated that the porridge can have a normal amount of rice after asking the doctor.

"My man wants to eat white rice, and now I'm paid to buy the rice. If you cook too much and don't finish eating, I will add some water to make porridge for you. Beggars still think it's too much, too little, too cold, too hot." , Gang San likes it the most, and the two of them are poor when they have nothing to do, and it has become a habit.

"..." Lin Feng was dumb, the patient on the bed next to him hadn't left yet, Gangsan's unobstructed "my man"... Lin Feng didn't dare to turn around to look at the patient, he just picked up what Gangsan handed over to him. Handed over a bowl of porridge.Gang San also found that the train was running on his mouth, but Gang San is a bachelor, he looked up at the man who was next to the bed, and he had already spoken, what else could he do?Then Gang San lowered his head.

Lin Feng didn't understand what was going on. Looking back, the man on the bed was staring straight ahead—this man was in a daze, thinking about something in his own world, and didn't notice the two people over here at all. what are you doing.

Lin Feng turned back to look at Gang San again, only to realize that Gang San lowered his head and was snickering.

Both of them shut up, Lin Feng picked up the spoon and ate the porridge honestly, not daring to talk nonsense anymore.I still have to stay in this ward for a few days, I can't make trouble with my patients, it's not good for others or myself.

Lin Feng had only eaten two bites when the door of the ward was pushed open. The family member of the patient came and smiled at Lin Feng. He came to take the patient home. The patient and the other two patients in this ward went home at night. After sleeping, I will come back during the day. It is almost good, but not to the point where I can be discharged from the hospital.Lin Feng watched off with a smile, very envious. If he was sick, he could only stay in the hospital. No one could make such a fuss, take him home and send him back.

Lin Feng looked at Gang San with big white eyes.

"Okay, don't say anything." Lin Feng lowered his head and secretly rejoiced. Lin Feng had a thick skin, but Gang San had a much thicker skin than Lin Feng. ignored.

There is a saying - it doesn't matter if you look ugly, but it's wrong to be scary when you come out!But now this group of comrades is considered tolerant, to what extent is it tolerant?That is to say—you can be gay, but don’t show it off. To put it more clearly: don’t be disgusting in public!Because although some people can understand it, most people still can't, and they will still equate gays with AIDS.Lin Feng once said a word very proudly: "How tolerant I am, I don't despise heterosexuality!" But this is just a talk in the gay circle, who will talk to you in the public?

If Gangsan is cooking porridge, it is for patients to eat. You can see the rice, but the grains are blooming. The rice is fragrant and melts in your mouth. Lin Zi drank several bowls at home... It's just a pity that Lin Feng's sense of taste has not recovered at all, and he didn't taste anything.