[Shanshan is here] Please give me more advice for the rest of my life

I once read a very interesting sentence on the Internet, to the effect: You should thank those who have hurt you. It is because of them that you can continue to grow, improve, become excellent, and mature.

Between the lines are the sky-high and the sea-broad mind, the bearing that can pull a boat, and the calmness of the clouds after letting go.

In fact, in my heart, I don’t quite agree with it. I don’t have such a broad mind, and I can appreciate malice and harm without any grudges. In my opinion, whether it’s growth or excellence, it’s all about gritting your teeth and exhausting your strength to survive. Yes, what does it have to do with the instigator?

In other words, if you get through it, you will have a bright future and be grateful for the suffering, but what if you don't?

As a result, motivation has never been excused.

To put it bluntly, suffering a loss is a blessing, but it is just a rhetoric to comfort oneself after the passage of time. Do you really think that it is a blessing?

I was woken up by my mother's phone call at six o'clock in the morning. My head was in a daze, and I was worried about what was going on. In the end, she just asked some trivial matters in a casual manner.

The more I listened, the more confused I became. I called early in the morning just to ask if I had breakfast?

The symptoms of the cold have not been relieved, and now I can only think in a daze, maybe I should see a doctor later, it seems that this time it will not be good.

Trying to stay awake, I chatted with her about trivial matters in life for a long time, and when she was about to hang up the phone, she casually mentioned: "By the way, your third aunt's son has also gone to Shanghai, and you will help to receive him." one time."

My heart was half cold, and I finally woke up a little bit: "Okay."

"He is also planning to find a job this time, so you can help introduce him."

My nose was a bit blocked, I sucked my nose and smiled wryly: "I will try my best."

Her tone was relaxed: "It doesn't need to be so troublesome. Isn't Xiao Wu's company very big? Just arrange a job. He also graduated from university, so it shouldn't be too far behind."

The remaining drowsiness has completely dissipated, and I sat up from the bed.

The third aunt my mother mentioned is a cousin of hers. Her son is named Chen Yi. Since he graduated the year before last, I have introduced him to a job twice. One time I worked for two months. He was late and left early and failed to pass the trial. One period, just [-] days ago, during working hours, I had a quarrel with my immediate boss and almost got into a fight. Afterwards, I didn’t even say hello and disappeared from the world. .

I sighed: "Mom, his major is not suitable."

"What's inappropriate, which company doesn't need finance?"

"But they have no shortage."

In fact, what I want to say is that he is not competent at all.

"You child, it's just a matter of little effort, besides, I've already promised your third aunt." Her voice was a little unhappy, "If you don't want to, I'll talk to Xiao Wu myself."

I couldn't say a word, and it was a matter of little effort, and she probably would never know how much favor and thought I would have to pay for what she saw as a little effort.

What's more, this incident is far from an exception. Since Xiao Wu and I got married, I have almost lost count of all kinds of situations.

It's not that I don't want to help others, it's just that I have to do my best and it's worth the effort. But for some people, their complaints are far more than their gratitude. The trouble came, but he just left and he was happy. Anyway, he is my friend. I will apologize and I will deal with the aftermath.

"Mom, I can't help him," I said, "Besides, Xiao Wu is really busy recently, and I'm afraid I don't have time to intervene in personnel matters."

I simply hung up the phone.

Since the conversation broke up badly, I thought the matter was over, but who knew there would be a follow-up, so that when I returned to the jewelry store after seeing the doctor, looking at the embarrassed young man in front of me, I really felt a headache. crack.

But I have made up my mind that I will not help him anymore. I have no intention of judging other people's right or wrong, but he is no longer a child, so naturally he should be responsible for his actions and choices.

So, no matter what he says now, I have no intention of letting go.

Probably because I didn't answer all the time, the deliberate smile just now disappeared from his expression, he looked a little irritable: "It's such a simple thing, how about doing me a favor, I really think I'm so amazing ?”

The little girls in the store seemed a little curious, wanted to see but didn't dare to look, so they could only look out secretly through the glass door, and the occasional passers-by also looked here frequently.

I looked at him coldly, and felt that it was like a popular and vulgar ethical drama, maybe it was a satirical comedy.

"I'm nothing special, and I can't help you."

His expression was almost ferocious.

I was startled, and subconsciously took two steps back. Before I could react, I felt a pain in my head, and my eyes slowly darkened.

When I woke up, I was on the white hospital bed, Shanshan was sitting beside me, and when I opened my eyes, she showed a surprised look: "Liu Liu, how do you feel? Does your headache hurt?"

Only then did I realize that there was a gauze wrapped around my head. It must have been because Chen Yi was so angry with me that he picked up something and smashed it.

"It's okay." I smiled, "I want to drink water."

"Okay, wait a minute." While pouring water for me, she still didn't forget to scold me, "You are so serious, you went to the store when you were sick, and you dared to quarrel with others."

"You don't know, when I received Jiajia's call, I almost died of fright."

I feel that I am really innocent. Before I went to the store, I obviously went to see a doctor. I definitely did not hide my illness and hide my childish temper. For some reason, the attitude of refusal seemed a bit tough, but he didn't think it was too bad, it should be understandable, let alone the quarrel?Who knew it would be a sap in broad daylight.

When the door of the ward was pushed open, I was frowning and thinking about what happened today. No matter how I looked at it, I felt something was wrong. From the beginning of today, I clearly expressed my attitude of refusing to help. If Chen Yi walked away in anger, I would It's understandable, but it's a bit surprising to be entangled for so long regardless of face, and it's even more incomprehensible to lose control of emotions to that point later.

When he heard the door opening and raised his head, he saw Xiao Wu standing at the door with an expressionless face.

He didn't know where he came from, but there was some dust on his sleeves, his eyes were cold, followed by the cautious Meng Kai.

I was startled.

Shan Shan obviously also noticed the strange atmosphere, she sneaked away after a while, and also took away Meng Kai who was like a door god.

Xiao Wu didn't talk to me all this time, he just called the doctor and sat beside me without saying a word.

I smiled wryly in my heart. Although I don't know the reason, I can already be sure that he is angry, and the anger is directed at me.

He didn't have the slightest intention to speak until he cooperated with him to finish the inspection. I sighed in my heart: "Mr. Xiao?"

"Ah."

"I'm fine."

Even if he didn't say it, I also know that Xiao should be very busy right now, since he doesn't want to talk to me, there's really no need to stare at me right now.

Xiao Wu finally looked up at me. He still didn't speak, but he didn't intend to leave. Just when I thought I couldn't get a response, he suddenly said, "Why don't you want to help?"

His voice was a little hoarse for some reason, I paused for a few seconds before whispering, "I don't want to help."

"Don't want to help?" He sneered, "Or is it because Xiao's condition was proposed?"

"It's just raising an idler. It's not like I can't be the master of this. I don't want you to perform this show for me in the street."

I couldn't speak, and I couldn't even tell whether I was angry or cold. I didn't realize until now that I couldn't calm down.

I was stunned for a long time before I smiled: "I know, but..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted. Xiao Wu propped his hands on both sides of my shoulders, gnashing his teeth in his voice: "You know? What do you know? You don't know anything at all!"