Over time

Lin Yan looked at his sister, her eyes were dark and dark, her face was as pale as paper, her lips had faded completely, and the blood on her left hand must be the result of an old injury on her hand.She suddenly felt so sorry for this woman, as a younger brother, as a friend, and it was vividly reflected.

Lin Jiu closed her eyes and had no time to think about other things. Her brain was in chaos, and the colic in her stomach disturbed her. The memories in her mind were changing uncontrollably, like a fast-forward movie, and finally stopped In one scene, an infinite loop.

let's break up……

Every word was a heart attack, and everything was wiped out in an instant. Only this sentence has been hovering in Lin Jiu's mind. Finally, he couldn't bear it. The bloody smell in his throat came out one after another. He opened his eyes and coughed violently. bleeding.

Lin Kui's pupil distance shrank, he stepped up the accelerator, and drove the car back to his sister's private apartment, and called a private doctor, a rare private doctor in a century, Dr. Bai Mu.

Lin Jiu was carried in by Lin Kui. When Lin Jiu was hugged by Lin Kui, her pupils constricted, her legs kicked wildly, her face flushed with coughing, and she opened the door. Lin Jiu was placed on the sofa by Lin Kui. Lin Jiu quickly Shrunk to the corner of the sofa, coughing non-stop, coughing up traces of blood, for the sake of emergency, Bai Mu's house is very close to Lin Jiu's house, this is what Bai Mu saw when he came.

I was startled, but didn't dare to act rashly. After a while, Lin Jiu stopped coughing, and got up alone to go to the examination room in the apartment. Bai Mu and Lin Yu followed each other with a glance.

I don’t know if I don’t check it, but when I checked it, I was startled, Dr. Bai’s brows were filled with anger, his eyes were wide open, and he reprimanded viciously:

"Your stomach, if you keep doing it, you can go to heaven and dance with the gods. And your hand, I'm afraid you don't want it anymore? Mahler Gobi..."

Bai Mu couldn't help swearing, Lin Jiu smiled lightly, and replied two words that made Dr. Bai jump.

"It's okay."

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, every time I say this, Bai Mu sighs, deadly resistance is deadly resistance, everyone likes deadly resistance so much?

Bai Mu's eyes were dim, with sadness flashing in his eyes, this woman is so like that man, she loves to fight to the death, and the man finally resists to death, how long can this woman resist?Sitting on the white and cold bed, Lin Jiu stared blankly at Dr. Bai in a daze. It took a while for Bai Mu to get out of his emotions. Suddenly, as if he remembered something, he hurriedly asked Lin Jiu, saying:

"Has your insomnia been serious recently?"

"Ah."

Bai Mu seemed to be used to the indifferent answer, and continued to ask on his own:

"Did you suddenly feel that the scene in front of you has changed, and you still can't tell whether it is a dream or real? And do you hate the touch of men even more? You may even feel sick, scared, and want to escape?"

Lin Jiu closed her eyes, the scene after scene made her brain ache, and she was bored for a long time before she could say a word with difficulty.

"Ah."

Bai Mu sighed and said quietly:

"It's much, much worse. You are now unconsciously afraid of men, and the hallucinations caused by your insomnia symptoms are serious..."

"Ah."

It was another word "um" in a flat tone. After answering this word, Lin Jiu said lightly again.

"Doctor Bai Mu, you go back first."

Bai Mu was stunned, and then retreated instinctively.Lin Yan stood outside the examination room and waited. He was not surprised to see Dr. Bai coming out alone, and said to Bai Mu:

"I'll take you home, thank you."

"No, no, I should."

Bai Mu and Lin Yu left. At some point, Lin Jiu huddled into a ball, like a cornered, cornered animal. Lin Jiu hugged her legs, leaning against the wall, her back stretched straight, her pair of His eyes were empty, and he looked around in a daze.

In a pitch-black room, the curtains were drawn to block out the sun. The world outside and here are like two countries. People outside embrace the sun, but here, people here can't see their fingers. The sun has turned its back on her. She sees Can't see, can't touch, can't feel the warmth.Her hearing is extremely sensitive, and the slightest movement of wind and grass will make her bump into the surrounding walls indiscriminately like a frightened deer, leaving her covered in bruises.

Lin Jiu curled up her cold and pale toes, and tightly clenched her hands, she was stunned, as if she had lost her soul.

All of a sudden, Lin Jiu seemed to have found a life-saving straw, like a fish on the verge of suffocation finding water, his eyes lit up suddenly.

Ye Xi didn't throw away the ring she gave her... didn't throw away the token of love...token.

Regardless of whether Ye Xi threw it or not, Lin Jiu just decided that she didn't throw it. Ye Xi believed in herself, and she must be waiting for herself to find evidence to prove herself, it must be like this.Lin Jiu got up from the bed, grabbed a handful of the medicine he usually took and put it in his pocket, staggered out of the examination room, came to the bathroom, washed his face, and spread the cold water on his face It made the chaotic brain a little clearer, as if the person who needed help while walking just now was not her, she was full of energy in an instant.Lin Jiu made a phone call and asked the person on the other end of the phone to investigate, and Lin Jiu decided to go to the previous private house to find evidence.

After Ye Xi got home, she locked herself in the room, crying endlessly. The person she trusted failed her.

Both Ye Xi's eyes were swollen from crying, but she still didn't want to stop. While she was crying, she secretly scolded herself for not being up to date, why are you crying? use.

There was a knock on the door, and Ye Xi walked over to open the door sobbing. When she saw the person outside, her tears fell even more fiercely, and she choked up and said:

"Mother."

Seeing Ye Xi crying like this, Mother Ye felt very distressed. Ye Xi has lived like a little princess since she was a child.What about Lin Jiu?With my own hatred and endless heartache, I have supported myself to the present.

Some people are born tragic.

Lin Jiu returned to the private house, looking in an unknown direction, as if those sweet and warm pasts were still in the air here, the air seemed to be sweet, and after sitting for a while, she went to find the person who gave Ye Xi cold medicine. that cup.

After Lin Jiu found the cup, he gently touched the mouth of the cup with his pale fingertips, and suddenly pressed hard, a faint red mark appeared on his fingertips, which didn't hurt, but was very eye-catching.

Lin Jiu lowered his eyes and remained silent for a long time.

Thinking about it like this, it was dusk and night fell again.If it wasn't for his fast-running brain, Lin Jiu might have fallen asleep.

In the darkness, Lin Jiu's eyes opened suddenly, and his brain woke up in an instant, Lin Zhe followed her.All the conditions and clues are connected, and there is only this one answer, Lin Jiu sighed deeply, it turns out that falling in love makes people's IQ drop...

Five days later, Lin Jiu showed up at the school. The five consecutive days of busyness made her look very bad. She went to the rooftop of the dormitory, and at this moment Ye Xi was reading a book in the dormitory. Maybe Lin Jiu knew or maybe she have no idea.

Lin Jiu stood on the rooftop with her eyes closed. It was all due to her willpower that she could still stand now, because she couldn't stop her body from shaking slightly when she stood upright, and the colic in her stomach made her smile again. Laugh, maybe it's just that she likes to die.

Opening her eyes, she tremblingly took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from her pocket, lit it, and the smell of nicotine lingered around her, like an old man who had gone through vicissitudes of life, with a pair of jet-black holes full of things that the world can't see. I understand emotions, one cigarette, two cigarettes... Looking at the red spot, I slowly wrap the cigarettes around my body.

Lin Jiu was a waste of cigarettes. Others smoked slowly and bit by bit, but Lin Jiu smoked in big mouthfuls... In less than 15 minutes, Lin Jiu smoked half a pack of cigarettes, and the floor was in a mess. Wave after wave of stimulation, and the dizziness from smoking too much made Lin Jiu retch, and lost his strength to support his body, he fell to his knees all at once. Ji, covered in a mess.

Leaning on the wall to answer the dormitory, Lin Jiu didn't expect to see Ye Xi at this time, her footsteps paused, and her body began to shake before she could stand still.

Lin Jiu was silent, and walked slowly towards her bed. Ye Xi seemed to have not seen Lin Jiu, and concentrated on reading her book, but the exposed peripheral vision was expressing Ye Xi's worry.

Lin Jiu, who was already sitting on the bed at this moment, only saw Ye Xi frowning in dissatisfaction. Lin Jiu thought she didn't even want to see her anymore, so she laughed at herself, stretched out her hand and opened the drawer, and took a look at the dazzling array of medicines. Without thinking about it, he took the stomach medicine and swallowed it dryly. After sitting for two or three minutes, Lin Jiu braced himself and decided to leave.

Lin Jiu wanted to pretend that she was in good health, straightened up and walked past Ye Xi, but when Ye Xi called her to stop, she was still unsteady and fell to the ground.

Lin Jiu was sitting on the bed at this moment, watching Ye Xi apply medicine to her swollen knees, and her white and tender earlobes were flushed.

Ye Xi frowned, and carefully applied medicine to Lin Jiu. The red, swollen and scratched knee looked shocking. How much force did it take to fall like this...

Moreover, this person smelled of cigarettes again, and the strong smell of nicotine made Ye Xi's frown even tighter.

After taking the medicine, Lin Jiu sat up nervously like a primary school student, staring at Ye Xi with wide eyes, Ye Xi ignored Lin Jiu, turned around and went to the bathroom, washed her hands, and then sat back on her own. On the bed, motionless as a mountain.Lin Jiu's eyes dimmed, she turned her head and said thank you softly, but she didn't know if Ye Xi heard it.

Lin Jiu touched her hot earlobe with a cold hand, and sat silently. After 10 minutes, Lin Jiu couldn't sit still. She got up and wanted to go out. As soon as she lifted her leg, the tingling almost made Lin Jiu Kneeling on the spot, trying to stabilize her body and wanting to continue walking, at this moment, Ye Xi, who was as immobile as a mountain, couldn't hold it anymore, and hurriedly shouted:

"Lin Jiu, sit back."

Lin Jiu froze, lowered her brows and eyes, hummed obediently, and sat back, her eyes were fixed on the floor, her lips moved silently, and her words fell scattered and silently.

Don't go, don't ignore me, don't leave me.

Ye Xi put down the book, sighed, after all, the worry about the person she liked prevailed, so she stopped her in desperation.Ye Xi got up and said bluntly:

"You are weak, take a good rest, I... I will go first."

Lin Jiu lowered her head and didn't move, Ye Xi turned and left, Lin Jiu still didn't move for a long time, so long that it was like a hallucination, a tear fell down and hit the floor.

do not leave me.

The sky was clear that day, my tears gathered into mountains and rivers, running on the winding earth, you followed the river, found the source, and left me.