After renewing the life of the boss, I also lost myself

Li Xingchen originally thought that he happened to meet people from Feiyue Tower during this trip, so he stopped by and went back to Feiyue Tower with them to catch up with them as a guest.However, in view of Rong Ruoye's need to go back to Yasukuni, he could only postpone this plan regrettably.

The day before departure, Bai Xingge and Xie Jingshen stayed in the room abnormally for a long time, and they didn't come out in the afternoon.In the middle, A Zhu knocked on the door, but the door didn't open. Xie Jingshen sounded like being woken up from a nap, and told him that Bai Xingge should rest more for recuperating these days, and they were sleeping.

It was not uncommon for these two people to share the same bed, and he didn't think too much about it, so he let them alone until it was dark, and he didn't see them coming out of it.

After sleeping, Bai Xingge didn't seem to be more energetic, but seemed to be more tired. When he walked, his steps were floating, as if...

Azhu thought for a long time before he came up with a suitable description, like a frail scholar whose energy was sucked away by some coquettish monster.

Xie, coquettish spirit, Jing Shen, was following Bai Xingge to support him, and his movements were not restrained because of appearing in front of others, and one hand was still generously wrapped around his waist.Bai Xingge didn't mind either, and even put part of his strength directly on him, leaving his head empty for a while without thinking.

The messy long hair has been combed neatly, even the usual jade hairpin is not used, it is only loosely tied with a hair tie.This kind of Bai Xingge always gives people a quiet and low-key feeling, as if he stands there and has his own world, which is difficult for people to enter, even if A Zhu who has been with him for many years looks at it from a distance. .

The only exception was Xie Jingshen who was by his side.To be honest, just looking at Xie Jingshen's aggressive aura, which is completely opposite to Bai Xingge's, just thinking about it makes me feel that these two people cannot be compatible.But A Zhu sees the two of them standing together now, but finds it strange that they appear to be so harmonious.

The two temperaments that were supposed to repel each other perfectly blended together, giving him a strange feeling in his heart.

Xie Jingshen seemed to be in a happy mood, although there was no smile on his face, but upon closer inspection, it was not difficult to find that the always sharp light in his eyes had softened a lot.It was rare that he and Bai Xingge didn't quarrel. In fact, apart from the occasional bickering these few days, the two of them got along quite well.Xie Jingshen has completely taken his place, and has been by Bai Xingge's side for almost twelve hours a day, serving his daily meals.

Especially those matters of boiling medicine, Xie Jingshen did it by himself, carefully watching the heat, and even went out to pick out the sweets himself, the ones he bought were all the best.

Ah Zhu was often dumbfounded, and even a little ashamed, because he felt that he was not as careful as Xie Jingshen.

Those who understand know that the two of them have developed a revolutionary friendship now, especially Azhu also knows a little about the death curse on Xie Jingshen, so naturally he feels that he is just taking care of his only life-saving talisman.But if people who don't know see the way they get along now, they may feel that Xie Jingshen is taking care of Bai Xingge as a daughter-in-law.

For example, Li Xingchen who just got in touch with them again recently.He doesn't know much about Bai Xingge, but he is very familiar with Xie Jingshen, and he can immediately see his abnormality.

You have to know how cold and arrogant his brother was in the past. He couldn't even bear a little dust on his body. He refused to have too much contact with people, let alone take care of a person in every detail. He didn't want to hold it for too long.

But now, it's very strange that this person's hand is directly on Bai Xingge's waist.Xie Jingshen is not a womanizer either, regardless of men or women, he always abides by etiquette and will never make such outrageous actions easily.

Li Xingchen looked at it from a distance with a look of seeing through and not saying anything, with a half-smile on his face, as if he enjoyed being a bystander.

Bai Xingge glanced to the side casually, just in time to see Azhu and Li Xingchen who were standing in two places looking at them.He thought of something in his mind, let go of Xie Jingshen, took a step forward, and raised his hand to call them over.

"Pavilion Master Li, tomorrow you will escort the eldest princess back to Jingguo. I took a look at the route you are going to take, and it happens to pass through a town near Xuanji Pavilion. Can I ask you to do me a favor?" Bai Xingge asked road.

Li Xingchen frowned, and asked with a smile: "Master Bai, is he going to ask me for help in the name of a friend, or is he going to ask Your Excellency Zhaixing?"

Bai Xingge didn't like being owed favors, so he smiled and took out a icy jade pendant from his bosom: "Take it as the commissioned reward."

The value of this jade light is invaluable. It was carved from a piece of beautiful jade that the late emperor picked out from the tribute many years ago. It has a picture of a pine and a crane on it. A symbol of his status.Moreover, this piece of jade itself contained a lot of aura. He always carried it with him, and he had cultivated a little spirituality in it. Its value was not just that of a piece of jade.

Li Xingchen glanced at the jade pendant in his hand, and guessed its meaning to Bai Xingge from the surprised expression on A Zhu's face.He didn't take it right away, but said thoughtfully: "It must be a very important thing for Mr. Guoshi to hand over such an important thing. I have to listen to it first before making a decision."

As he said that, he smiled helplessly: "I'm afraid that the ability of the Zhaixing Pavilion is not enough to fulfill the request of the national teacher."

"It's not a difficult thing to do." Bai Xingge replied, "It's just that I cherish it more."

A Zhu stood by the side and pricked up his ears ready to listen together, but he didn't expect Bai Xingge to suddenly look at him with a serious expression he had never seen before.Beyond that, there seemed to be other, deeper emotions.

Bai Xingge looked at it so that Ah Zhu didn't understand, so it wasn't until a long time later that he looked back at Li Xingchen again, and he was taken aback by what he said: "I want to ask the team from the Zhaixing Pavilion to escort the eldest princess back. During the Jingguo period, you can give me a ride for Azhu, and send him to Xuanji Pavilion."

A Zhu was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly became anxious.He grabbed Bai Xingge's arm and shook it, and asked in a panic: "My lord, my lord, what do you mean? You don't want Ah Zhu?"

He suddenly thought of Xie Jingshen's caring care for Bai Xingge in the past few days, and remembered all the signs that he was gradually being replaced, something seemed to be cracking in his heart, and sad emotions burst out.

Azhu stared at Bai Xingge and Xie Jingshen tearfully, unable to believe that she was really about to be abandoned: "It must be Mr. Xie... Let me just say that I always feel that I have been very relaxed recently, and everything has been thanked." The young master was rushed to do it. Xie young master, you are obviously the landlord of a party, why did you come to compete with me for the job of taking care of the young master?!"

It's fine to grab him, but now he is planning to squeeze him away, which is too much!

Bai Xingge couldn't laugh or cry when he heard it, but he didn't expect Azhu to think of this, trying to calm him down: "Azhu, listen to me first."

A Zhu sniffed, looked at him pitifully, his eyes were full of pleading, hoping that he would not abandon him.

To be honest, Bai Xingge and A Zhu have been together for many years, and I feel very reluctant to give up on him, but I still need to tell him the guessed facts: "Do you still remember that we went to Xuanji Pavilion to rescue Mu Zhao with the people from Feiyue Tower? When Yang was here, Pavilion Master Chen told us that he still has a lost son?"

Azhu was taken aback when he heard the words, and didn't understand why Bai Xingge suddenly wanted to bring this matter up to him.

"I met Ye Qianyue before, who is Pavilion Master Chen's ex-wife and the mother of their missing son Chen Ziqing. She told me that she was separated from her child in the chaotic market back then. Because. Later, I did a divination for them, and I calculated that their son is still alive, and has already had an intersection with me."

"When you wrestled with Mr. Xie in the car that day, I accidentally saw a scar on your back. Ye Qianyue once told me that their son had such a scar on his back." He said, from his sleeve He took out the little sugar man that Ye Qianyue gave him that day, "Look at this thing, do you have any impression?"

Azhu's eyes froze when he saw the little sugar man, and Bai Xingge could see from his staring gaze that he should be familiar with this thing.

What Ah Zhu remembers is not this little sugar man, but when he lost his consciousness and was arrested and sold, he held two more wounded ones than Bai Xingge tightly in his hands. sugar man.That was the only thing he found in himself after he woke up. Because he was too young and too scared, he couldn't remember most of the things, but he still remembered those two sugar men.

Because the trafficker finally found the two sugar figures he was holding on to, not only left them to him without sympathy, but also took them away too much, and finally broke them directly in the process of fighting with him .Seeing this scene, the human trafficker stepped on the fallen sugar figure in front of him horribly, as if he had directly stepped on his young heart.

When Ah Zhu came back to his senses, he had already taken over the little sugar man from Baixing Singer, his vision was blurred by tears.

He didn't know why he was crying, but he felt very uncomfortable.Half a day later, he realized that choosing to confirm his identity with Pavilion Master Chen meant that he needed to separate from Bai Xingge.He now understands that Bai Xingge doesn't want him, but just suspects that he is the child of the Pavilion Master of Xuanji Pavilion, and wants to send him to where he should go.

But he didn't want to leave Baixinge.

Azhu wiped his tears and said: "I have been separated from them for so long, now when I go back, even if he is really my own father, there is no foundation of emotional relationship between me and him, it is not as deep as the friendship with the young master." ,I……"

He has met Pavilion Master Chen, who is so strange to him now.

Bai Xingge also understood Azhu's feelings in his heart, but staying by his side to serve him and going back to inherit Xuanji Pavilion are two completely different identities, and obviously the latter one is better.And he also needs to explain to Pavilion Master Chen and Ye Qianyue that Azhu also showed his interest and talent in agencies in Xuanji Pavilion that day, and he felt that this child still likes that aspect of things.

If the Xuanji Pavilion will be a place where he can give full play to his strengths, he has no reason to keep him.

There may have been signs of many things, but Bai Xingge lamented that he only discovered it now.That day, when everyone in the Xuanji Pavilion fell into a coma and only Azhu and Pavilion Master Chen were still awake, he should have noticed this difference.Maybe the formation originally just wanted to keep Pavilion Master Chen, but such an effect might have a direct blood connection, so Azhu also remained awake.

It's just that the guards of Feiyue Tower were worried about it at that time, so they ignored it.

Seeing that Azhu was still somewhat resistant, Bai Xingge comforted him: "Anyway, it's just a guess, right? You just go with Pavilion Master Li, maybe it's just my misunderstanding, then you can pass the news for me Bring it to Pavilion Master Chen and say that his son is still alive. If my guess is wrong, you can ask the people from the Star Picking Pavilion to bring you back to me, how about it?"

"Azhu, you have lived alone for so long, and you must have thought about what it would be like if your parents were still alive. Now that someone who is probably your real father has appeared, you really don't want to try it." try?"

A Zhu pursed her lips, falling into hesitation.

To be honest, although he could hardly remember the appearance of his parents, including the memories of getting along with them in the past, the memory imprinted deep in his soul told him that those pasts were joyful and happy.

Just like Bai Xingge said, he does miss his parents in the dead of night.It's just that now an opportunity to recognize relatives falls in front of him, but he starts to get tangled up again.

In fact, when he heard Bai Xingge say that Pavilion Master Chen might be his relative, he was unavoidably excited.He knows that after many years, the lost relatives are still the knot in his heart.It's just that he doesn't know if he's ready for this, and he's not sure if he can adapt, and even part of the reason is that he doesn't want to leave Baixinge like this.He has been with Bai Xingge for many years, and almost no one knows all about his daily life better than him. If he leaves, who will take care of him?

Bai Xingge did not force A Zhu to accept this fact immediately, but gave him time to think.Li Xingchen even generously said that they will leave only tomorrow afternoon, so they are not in a hurry.

But in the end, he didn't ask Bai Xingge for the jade pendant, he only said that when we met that day, he saw him wearing the same valuable jade hairpin, and if he wanted to exchange it, he could use that one.

Li Xingchen said to him meaningfully: "Such an important jade pendant, although I understand how much you cherish Azhu, but I think it's more appropriate for you to wear something close to your body for so long...and leave it to your future lover."

Bai Xingge guessed from his tone that he should have seen the incident between him and Xie Jingshen, so he was not surprised.

Of course, Li Xingchen couldn't get the jade hairpin from Baixing Singer in the end.Because Xie Jingshen's jealousy seemed to be greater than he thought, he directly stuffed his whole box of money with a big hand, and said righteously: "The national teacher also helped Feiyuelou complete many commissions before. I have received a lot of rewards from the entrustment, and I have been keeping some of his money for him. These bank notes are just some of them, but they should be enough for escorting Azhu back to Xuanji Pavilion."

Li Xingchen, who can be regarded as a businessman, happily accepted the huge sum of money from the sky: "It must be enough. Just let me know after you have discussed it. Anyway, if you want to go to Jingguo, you have to go through the boundary where Xuanji Pavilion is located. Absolutely By the way."

Bai Xingge watched Li Xingchen happily take away a box of bank notes, and his mood was complicated.

In fact, if possible, he would also like to personally send Azhu to Xuanji Pavilion.It’s just that Xie Jingshen and his team left Feiyue Tower for a long time, and there were still many affairs to be dealt with in the future, especially since Mu Zhaoyang’s whereabouts were still unknown, they didn’t have extra time to detour to Xuanji Pavilion.

Azhu, who will probably be separated from Bai Xingge tomorrow, spends the whole night in Bai Xingge's room, chatting with him.Occasionally, he mentioned something about Xuanji Pavilion, and occasionally recalled their past in the palace. Sometimes he didn't even know what he was talking about, but his tone was a little anxious and reluctant.

The tone of Bai Xingge's response to him was as calm and gentle as ever, without any fluctuations, but miraculously soothed his restless heart.

Also, thinking about it, it's actually not a big deal, and it doesn't mean that the two of them won't see each other later.Since Bai Xingge has to stay in Feiyue Tower for a while, and Xuanji Pavilion and Feiyue Tower still have some friendship, it is not difficult to meet each other.He was even thinking that if he was really Pavilion Master Chen's child and stayed there to learn some skills, he might have a place to protect Bai Xingge when His Majesty hunted him down to the ends of the earth in the future.

In the room besides Bai Xingge and him, there was also Xie Jingshen who had been quietly doing her own thing without making a sound.It was late at night, Bai Xingge had already changed into a light shirt ready to rest, and Xie Jingshen was standing silently behind him, brushing his hair one by one.

Bai Xingge's hair is very soft and obedient, and hardly knotted, but Xie Jingshen holds his hair in his hands like this, but there is a strange sense of satisfaction, as if holding his whole body together. hand like that.

A Zhu was in a trance, and didn't notice that Xie Jingshen's behavior was really against his identity, and also seemed too intimate.He had a special idea in his heart, and he told it to Bai Xingge with some embarrassment: "Young master, Ruo... If I am really the child that Pavilion Master Chen wants to find, and he wants to keep me in Xuanji Pavilion, do you want me?" Consider coming to Xuanji Pavilion together after the cooperation with Feiyuelou is over?"

Bai Xingge was taken aback when he heard the words, and the movement of the hands of the man behind him who was combing his hair also paused for a moment.

The more Azhu thinks about it, the more he thinks this plan is good: "Young master said that he doesn't want to go back to the palace, but after all, we and Feiyuelou are a cooperation. After you lift the death curse on Mr. Xie, it is impossible to continue alone. Stay there. The place of Xuanji Pavilion is hidden, surrounded by beautiful mountains and rivers, it is a very suitable place for you to meditate and avoid His Majesty's pursuit. As long as you are willing to come to Xuanji Pavilion, then we don't need to separate!"

When Ah Zhu said these words, his eyes were shining slightly, as if looking forward to it.Bai Xingge was silent for a long time, and just about to respond to his plan, another deep voice interrupted him first, and answered for him: "No."

Xie Jingshen said again: "He can stay in Feiyue Tower for as long as he wants."

But Bai Xingge didn't immediately refute after Xie Jingshen finished replying.

Azhu's eyes widened, and she was a little dissatisfied with how Xie Jingshen decided at will whether Bai Xingge would stay or not: "Why? The young master didn't agree to join your Feiyue Building, not to mention that the people in your building don't welcome him at all, and treat him with a good attitude." It's not respectful, it's better to go to Xuanji Pavilion!"

The corners of Xie Jingshen's lips raised slightly, and a low laughter that seemed to shake people's hearts and souls came out of his mouth.A Zhuzheng was surprised by the proud contempt in his eyes, and saw him suddenly bending down in front of her, and when Bai Xingge was a little dazed, he gently squeezed his chin, made him face her, and directly stamped on his mouth. Once, soon separated again.

"Because he wants to be with me." When Xie Jingshen said these words, he stared straight at the person in front of him. Seeing a little shame and anger on his face because of his sudden action, he glared at himself angrily. The smile on his lips deepened.

Bai Xingge thought helplessly in his heart, why didn't he realize that Xie Jingshen was so... coquettish?

The sound of a stool falling to the ground came from the side, and the two turned their heads together, seeing Azhu's terrified expression.He was so frightened that he stood up directly from the chair, and the stool was accidentally kicked down by his large movements.

But his mind was only on the two people in front of him, and he pointed at Xie Jingshen tremblingly: "You, what have you done to the young master...!"

In the confusion, Ah Zhu suddenly understood one thing.

It turned out that he had misunderstood Xie Jingshen all along. He did those things and took good care of Bai Xingge, not to replace him at all.What Xie Jingshen wanted was, at all, to overwhelm him and become his son's husband directly!

Realizing a certain truth, Ah Zhu's heart was suddenly in a mess. He was already confused by his own life experience, but now it was as if he was hit directly by a boulder flying from the sky. Still dizzy.

He would rather be knocked unconscious, and wake up to find that all this is just his own nightmare.But no, the others were still awake, Bai Xingge had already stood up, but instead of punching Xie Jing who was teasing him angrily as usual, he looked at him with calmer eyes.

"..." All of this is true.

He could only be shocked, and he didn't question his master's power, but he was a little puzzled, how did the two of them get along?

The two people who obviously don't get along in every way, now unexpectedly...

A Zhu stared at Xie Jingshen with a sad face, as if looking at a wild boar that ruined the cabbage he had planted for many years.

His son is unclean.

"Me?" Xie Jingshen's attitude was still so cold and arrogant, he held Bai Xingge's hand, rubbed his callused fingers over his soft palm, slowly inserted|inserted|inserted between his fingers and clasped his fingers, and then Only then did he tell Azhu seriously, "I'm just doing what I'm allowed to do to the person I like."

Bai Xingge's face was calm, but his ears covered by his hair felt a little hot.

He looked at Azhu who was staring at him aggrievedly, and sighed softly.

He finally agreed to Xie Jingshen.

What Xie Jingshen said is quite right, the uncertainty of the future and the fear of life and death cannot be the reason for him to refuse to face this emotion.In Xie Jingshen's view, for example, Gong Yixi and Murongli, Liu Qingye and Rong Ruoye, they will end up in such pain only because neither of them is strong enough.

If you want to avoid something like this from happening, the only best solution is not to escape but to face it.Only when you become more powerful, when everyone can't easily hurt them, then...then there is nothing to be afraid of.

Such coaxing words made him suddenly enlightened. At the same time, he was also aware of his deep feelings for Xie Jing, so there seemed to be no need to refuse.Since Xie Jingshen directly opened his mouth and pierced the layer of paper, he thought about it and agreed.

Among other things, at least he doesn't reject contact with Xie Jingshen when it comes to bed|things, that's enough.

Bai Xingge has always been a person who dares to face his inner desires, and he was indeed successfully pleased when discussing that aspect with Xie Jing in depth.Since it is something to do with the person you like, there is nothing to reject or dare to face and accept.

His inner adaptability can be said to be quite fast, crisp and neat.

It was Azhu's current expression that made him feel a little distressed, so he comforted him: "I didn't mean to hide it from you, it was only confirmed this afternoon."

As a result, as soon as he uttered this explanation, Ah Zhu's expression became even uglier.

Ah Zhu was thinking bitterly, he should have just broken into the room during the day to wake people up and pull them out!

The author has something to say: Ah Zhu: Knock, my Chinese cabbage woo woo woo ┭┮﹏┭┮

Xie Jingshen: My little fairy is soft and fragrant

Bai Xingge: ...