Dai Motong is naturally handsome and tall, otherwise he wouldn't be able to fall into Wen Shu's eyes.He was Wen Shu's direct senior at that time, relying on his good eloquence to get along like a fish in water in the student union, he found various excuses every day to approach this junior who was known for his beauty and aloofness.

Wen Shu had been ignorantly aware of her different sexual orientation since she was fifteen or sixteen years old, but she was relatively introverted and shy, and had never shared it with anyone.

When I was in middle school and high school, I only dared to silently look at the handsome boys on the basketball court, and I only dared to peek, and I didn’t even dare to look straight in the eye.It's not even a secret love, at most it's a good feeling.

At that time, as a freshman who had just entered the university for a month, Wen Shu was just 17 years old. He never thought that someone would pursue him almost crazily after seeing him once, and this person was actually of the same sex.Still so good.

Later, this scene always appeared in Wen Shu's dreams:

On the playground at noon at the end of September, the sun was particularly strong, but it set off the sky with an unusual blue color, and there was not even a cloud in the sky.Because the weather was too hot, there were hardly any people on the playground.

After a hearty basketball game, Dai Motong and Wen Shu sat on the steps by the playground, drinking water and chatting.After Dai Motong drank the water in his hand in one gulp, he began to covet the most of the Hai Zhiyan left in Wen Shu's hand.

The light blue bottle looked particularly elegant, and Dai Motong thought it matched Wen Shu's temperament.

He smiled and asked: "I heard that this drink is very delicious, can you give me a taste?"

After hearing this, Wen Shu immediately took out his school card, ready to get up and help him buy a bottle from a nearby shop.

But Dai Motong held it down instantly, and while he was in a daze, the remaining half of the bottle had already entered his stomach.

Seeing Dai Motong's Adam's apple slipping, and the corners of his mouth with water droplets falling, Wen Shu suddenly remembered the word "indirect kissing". His usual cleverness and aloofness were gone, and he only knew how to kiss in a stupid way. He looked at his senior in front of him.

What I thought was how handsome the senior in the white shirt is!Unknowingly, her face turned red up to her ears.

Dai Motong confessed to him that day.

Wen Shu felt that his face was shining when he said the words he liked on the playground under the sun.

Dai Motong said: "If I said I like you, would you think I'm a pervert?"

Wen Shu's eyes widened, the dark and bright pupils were full of surprise, but more of it was surprise.He shook his head quickly.

Dai Motong took a step forward, his height was still a bit oppressive for Wen Shu, he lowered his head, almost talking to his nose: "Let's fall in love."

Wen Shu stared at his own shadow for a while, experiencing such a dramatic moment for the first time in his life, his heart was extremely nervous, but he pretended to be calm on his face.

……

The two of them confronted each other without saying a word for a long time, until beads of sweat dripped from the tip of Wen Shu's nose, then Wen Shu raised his head, and quickly agreed with a smile.

Then Wen Shu felt himself being hugged, and heard the pounding heartbeat of the other party from the close body, it was so real, Wen Shu suddenly realized that maybe the senior was just as nervous as him.

But looking at the bright smile on the senior's face and feeling his confident tone of voice, Wen Shu at that moment believed that his relationship with him was no different from that between men and women. If they were lucky enough, they might have In the future, maybe you can still walk into the sun.

The two are each other's first love. Their love is like all love in this world. It has gone through all the ups and downs, the sweet heartbeat at the beginning, the various temptations for each other's hearts, and then tortured each other, and even the cold war of not speaking for many days... …everything that a heterosexual relationship goes through, and they have all gone through it.

Almost the same as Dai Motong in Wen Shu's imagination, Dai Motong is smart but doesn't show his sharpness. He not only has the tolerance of ordinary people, but can even be said to be careful and caring.As Wen Shu's direct senior who is both excellent in character and learning, he even supervises and supervises all of Wen Shu's plans for reading and exams.

Therefore, Dai Motong can almost be regarded as a perfect lover.

If there are any shortcomings, it cannot be said to be a problem of love itself.It's the difference between him and others in his outlook on life and values.

There are people in this world who live very clearly. They clearly know that love is not the most important thing in life, especially for people with different sexual orientations like them.Probably more or less will know their future and destination.

Therefore, in the gay community, especially among gay men, there are a lot of sexual indulgences and 419s.Because there is no future in talking about love, it is better to choose to surrender to your own instinctive desires like an animal.

Anyway, no matter how good the relationship is, no matter how much you love each other, you will never see your parents, get married, or have offspring.

But people are really cheap sometimes, the more unblessed love is, the more it blooms like poppies. Everyone knows that it represents poisoning, addiction, and sin, but they are deeply trapped in it and cannot get rid of it.

When Dai Motong and Wen Shu confessed their love, they said "Let's fall in love".

Love is not the most important thing in life, although many people know it makes sense, and even Wen Shu himself thinks there is nothing wrong with it.But at the moment when love just came, not only did he not get carried away, but he was able to remain so calm, Wen Shu always felt it was indescribably strange.

There are many things that I couldn't understand when I was deeply involved in it.After breaking up, I suddenly understood.

It's not that Dai Motong doesn't love him, it's just that he doesn't love him enough.This is a person who can weigh everything in the balance in his heart, and weigh the pros and cons to consider whether it is worth it.

So from the beginning, he felt that his future and reputation were very important. Of course, the two of them were in a secret relationship. Wen Shu also agreed with this point, after all, he was not ready to come out.

But every time he met an acquaintance, Dai Motong's gesture of wanting to throw off his hand immediately, and deliberately drawing a clear line made Wen Shu feel like an unclean rag.Although Dai Motong would comfort him afterwards, Wen Shu would always be sad for a long time.

In fact, many things will emerge from the very beginning, but Wen Shu was dazzled by the first love in his life, and has been finding various reasons for Dai Motong to deceive himself.Until Dai Motong agreed to the request of his seriously ill mother and went back to his hometown to marry a woman, he never thought about really leaving him.

At that time, Wen Shu seemed to be brainwashed by an MLM organization. Under his sweet talk, he was even willing to maintain such a triangle relationship.

Just because I believe that Dai Motong is really helpless, just because I believe that he really loves me.

So Wen Shu chose to spend countless nights alone, tossing and turning, heartbroken like a knife.

Until one day he got a call from his wife.She said that she discovered the relationship between him and her husband by accident, and she told him that she knew that Dai Motong didn't love her at all, but she was pregnant now, and she cried and begged him to leave her husband?Maybe if he leaves, his husband will get better.

At that moment, the woman's words woke Wen Shu up from his dream like a slap in the face.

He understood that he would never be the most important thing in Dai Motong's eyes.

Just because of the fact that there is a child connected by living blood, Wen Shu also thinks that he will not be a woman's opponent.

At that moment, he finally decided to let go.

I haven't seen him for three years. Dai Motong's appearance hasn't changed much, but his figure has lost a lot of weight.His temperament is still too good to say anything, he must be the most eye-catching one among a bunch of people.

Men around the age of 30 are often just out of childishness, exuding a demeanor that has been polished over the years.Besides, this man was born with the noble air of a successful person.

And Wen Shu noticed that there was no one around him, no women, no children.

Wei Zeya didn't invite many college students to her wedding, so almost at the same time Wen Shu saw Dai Motong, the other party also discovered him.

Wen Shu didn't know if he was thinking too much. The moment Dai Motong saw him, besides being surprised, the expression on his face seemed to be a little pleasantly surprised.

Originally, Yuan An saw that his goddess and his husband were like a pair of people, talented and beautiful, and his heart naturally collapsed.But when he saw Dai Motong walking towards this side, it seemed that the joy of the wedding could not break the awkward atmosphere between the two of them.

Yuan An was one of the few people who knew that Wen Shu and Dai Motong had dated back then.

Because he knew what happened between them, he also understood the hurt his good brother suffered in this relationship.

If it was the younger and more passionate self of the previous two years, he might not be able to control his impulse and rush forward to beat Dai Motong to vent his anger.And even today, Yuan An is fully prepared to be a flower protector.

But what Yuan An didn't expect was that when Dai Motong came over and asked to have a private conversation with Wen Shu, Wen Shu immediately agreed without thinking.

The parties agreed, and Yuan An had no choice.He had no choice but to signal to Wen Shu that he would use his mobile phone to make a call if he had something to do.After all, they have a tacit one-touch call between them.

Looking at Wen Shu's figure slowly walking towards the private room of the hotel, Yuan An felt mixed feelings in his heart, and felt that Wen Shu was not worth it.

Of course, if you compare Dai Motong with the young boy next to Wen Shu, they must be more reliable on the surface.

But Yuan An relied on his self-consciousness as a rough person, and he was quite accurate in judging people. For some reason, he didn't like Dai Motong since college.

I always feel that he looks very sunny, but his heart is not sunny.

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