The Emperor Bamboo Horse said he was sick

It's been a dream tonight.

I dreamed back to the time when there was no Lu Zeyan.

Five years ago, Lu Zeyan's sudden departure caught him off guard.

I am used to someone waking him up every day, serving breakfast on time, getting used to someone picking him up every day, listening to his babbling tirelessly, and getting used to someone always carrying three candies in his pocket.

Suddenly without this person, everything was empty.

But it's just that I'm not used to it.

No one can't live without anyone, good or bad, he thought.

However, Shi Qing without Lu Zeyan is obviously not good.

In the first year, the young man didn't know what it was like to be sad, he just pretended to be ignorant, lost a close person, and had nothing to say, so he bought a diary.

In the second year, the 17-year-old Huaxiang was elegant and nourished her heart and spleen. When she accidentally read "If Two Loves Are Forever", I couldn't help but think of the days and nights of the past.He wanted to write a letter, but after writing the letter, he found out that he didn't know Lu Zeyan's address, and felt very disappointed.

In the third year, the 18-year-old wind and rain defeated his immunity. Sitting in the spacious and lively classroom, he suddenly missed that figure very much. After the rain, there was the sound of flowers blooming.He went overseas to participate in a grand event, but he did not receive his invitation message.

He won the championship, but he didn't see the person he wanted to see. He sat alone in the corner of the hotel for a whole night.

In the fourth year, he happened to see a familiar figure on TV, and the momentary joy was too violent. He finally understood that this was love.

what is love?

"Okay, love yourself."

Shi Qing kept Lu Zeyan's advice in mind, lived his life obediently, studied hard, lived hard, and dared not waste any time.

He was afraid that one day when he walked up to Lu Zeyan, he would hear him say, why are you like this?

"Mr. Shi Qing, would you like to marry Mr. Lu Zeyan and stay together forever?"

Church, bouquets, white suits...it's a wedding!

"I am willing." Shi Qing did not hesitate.

"Mr. Lu Zeyan, would you like to marry Mr. Shi Qing and stay together forever?"

"I..." Lu Zeyan's hesitation made everyone stare at his face, "I don't want to."

He didn't want to?

Surprised, a thick notebook fell on Shi Qing's face, Lu Zeyan's distorted face was in sight, and his desperate voice was in his head, "You don't love me at all!"

Suddenly woke up, touch, there are tears in the corner of the eye.

It wasn't until Ruanxiang fell into his arms that Lu Zeyan confirmed that it was not a hallucination. Shi Qing climbed onto his bed in the middle of the night and slipped into his arms.

"Lu Zeyan."

"What's the matter?" Ye Li's voice was naturally hoarse, but if it was softer, it was especially pleasant.

The gesture of holding the person in his arms tightly with one hand is also very charming.

Shi Qing buried in Lu Zeyan's chest, sniffed, and whispered, "Lu Zeyan, I love you, I love you very much."

The straightforward words of love hit the heart, and Lu Zeyan's throat rolled, "What's the matter?"

Shi Qing just shook his head, "I just missed you all of a sudden."

……

how could be?

Didn't they just break up?

Knowing that Shi Qing had a problem, he was reluctant to interrupt the room temperature, he just touched Shi Qing's head, "I'm here."

Shi Qing had a good night's sleep, but Lu Zeyan had doubts in his heart.

Shi Qing's anomaly is not without root cause, what happened today?

No need to think about it, all the abnormalities point to one direction - his diary.

Journal?

That's something that came after he was gone.

What will be recorded in Shi Qing's diary?

His life, his thoughts, what he wanted to say to him.

The diary is actually the time of those five years.

In the past five years, Lu Zeyan has paid attention to Shiqing from time to time, but across the ocean, the information he can pay attention to is too limited and too superficial. What's more, he doesn't dare to really think about it. He is afraid that he will not be able to bear it. , will lose control of the disease.

Based on this limited information, he pieced together a rich and exciting life in Shiqing, with a rich and firm heart.

It's good, it's good, it comforts him, it frightens him, like light.

With such superficial assumptions, he told himself to stay away from him, you see, wouldn't he be fine without you?

But now, he found that Shi Qing might not have been so good in the past five years without him.

For the first time, he took the initiative to ask Liang Chao to meet.

but……

"Ah Qing? Those five years..." Liang Chao tried his best to think back, "It seems to be the same as before."

……

silence……

deathly silence...

Is the air-conditioning in this store a bit too full?

"Brother Lu, are you cold?" Liang Chao rubbed his arms, asked Lu Zeyan symbolically, and snapped his fingers, "Waiter, turn off the air conditioner."

"I'm sorry, Mr. Liang, this room is not air-conditioned." The waitress smiled perfectly.

It's so cold without the air conditioner, no wonder your business is deserted.

Whispering in his heart, Liang Chao commanded again, "Then turn on the heat."

……

It's only October, is it time to turn on the heating?

"It can be higher, it can be higher, don't be afraid, what will happen to the electricity bill if you are reluctant? You can't be stingy in doing business..." Liang Chao's voice filled the private room, a little noisy.

The waiter was full of inexplicable, adhering to the mentality that the customer is God, and under the command of Liang Chao, he raised the room temperature little by little.

Still tune?I'm afraid he has kidney deficiency, right?

While operating the control panel, the waiter unconsciously shifted his eyes around, and the more he looked at it, the more it looked like that, and he felt a lot of sighs in his heart.

It's a pity, Xiao Boss Liang is actually suffering from kidney deficiency.

Boss Liang didn't know that the waiter had labeled him kidney deficiency, he just felt that he was finally not cold, "Well, that's right! Warm~comfortable~~"

The waiter took a look, 32 degrees?

Why not heat you to death?

It seems really kidney deficiency.

What a pity, what a pity.

The sudden rise in temperature disturbed the condensed atmosphere. Lu Zeyan was speechless watching Liang Chao act in a farce all by himself. He didn't understand how such a noisy person could become friends with Shi Qing.

When I became more comfortable, the topic continued, "Brother Lu, why are you asking this? Is there something wrong with Xiaoqing?"

Lu Zeyan organized his words, "I haven't been by his side for five years, and I want to know how he has been in these five years."

"Oh, it's been a good time," Liang Chao replied without thinking, there's no way, the past five years have been so good that it's a bit exaggerated.

Liang Chao ate his chopsticks like flying, counting the wonderful experiences of the past five years while eating.

"I skipped a grade in high school, and I was able to be admitted to Q University. He studied in university for four years, but he finished it in three years. He also participated in many competitions and won many awards. From machinery to biology, there is a Pacific Ocean in the middle, and in the end, he insisted on being admitted to Mr. Lu's graduate student... This person does not leave a way for others to survive! These years have been called a colorful boom! "

It's colorful and colorful, isn't it?

"Then... what about normal times?"

"Usually?" Liang Chao was asked, and the chopsticks were stuck to his mouth for a long time, unable to put them in.

Liang Chao is eloquent about how powerful Ren Chuan Shiqing is, but what is Shiqing like in normal times?

"Ah Qing has a cold personality, he doesn't like to talk, and he doesn't want to take the initiative to deal with anyone. He only has me as a friend.

But even I can rarely hear more than five words from his mouth.It became even more obvious in the years when I was in college. Q University is not No. [-] Middle School. My dad donated ten buildings and didn’t let me go to it. What’s more, Q University is only ten miles away from his university. go!

He is full every day. If I hadn’t found time to find him, he would almost have no time to eat. I doubt if I didn’t find him, would he forget that there is still a friend like me? ! "

As he spoke, Liang Chao began to complain, filled with righteous indignation.

"He always forgets to eat?"

"Well... because I'm busy, I'm either in the library or in the laboratory every day." Liang Chao found out that Lu Zeyan was in a different mood, and tried to explain. Thinking about the efforts his friends had made for him, he felt neither painful nor itchy, and unwilling, "Experiment You know the office is busy, you can’t live without people for a few days, bread, instant noodles and boxed lunch are the norm, and you don’t even remember to eat bread. I remember one time, he didn’t eat or sleep in the laboratory for two days, and he fainted In the past, the root of the disease has fallen..."

Every time Liang Chao said something, Lu Zeyan's heart ached a little, "Then...was it any better?"

"Okay? What a fart!" Liang Chao couldn't help his friend, "Aunt Shen hired an aunt for him, but the aunt couldn't get in even if he didn't leave the laboratory, and the food was always left to cool."

To be honest, Liang Chao was also very distressed.

Shi Qing never told him about this, and he only found out about it when he bribed a classmate of Shi Qing.

Later, he found Shi Qing to eat more frequently.

"Thank you."

Lu Zeyan sincerely thanked Liang Chao for being able to afford it.

"You have to treat him well."

"it is good."

The mood was sad, the promise was cautious, and the atmosphere became silent again.

The waiter knocked on the door and walked in.

"There are still dishes?" Liang Chao looked at the soup cups that the waiter put on the table, a little surprised.

"This is our special soft-shelled turtle soup. I would like to invite Mr. Liang to taste it." The waitress smiled sweetly, with regret hidden in her eyes, which was a little weird.

"Give it away? Why?" Liang Chao didn't get the point right. He didn't expect the meaning of soft-shelled turtle soup. handsome?"

amount……

At any rate, you don't sit across from Actor Lu, can you say this again?

Kidneys are weak, what's the use of being handsome?A silver-like pewter gun head, looks but doesn't work!

That's all, I need to give him some confidence.

The corner of the waiter's mouth twitched, flattering, "Mr. Liang is indeed handsome, you will be even more handsome if you drink more turtle soup."

"Speaking, good eyesight!" Liang Chao raised his eyebrows at Lu Zeyan, his eyes were full of words, I am more handsome than you, do I have you.

As a result, the next second, the waitress smiled at Lu Zeyan, "Wait a minute, Mr. Lu, yours is another soup."

……

I'm exaggerating, I don't have any vision, no wonder the business of this store is not good!

Lu Zeyan didn't think too much about it, he just drank a couple of symbolic sips of soup, said goodbye to Liang Chao, and he didn't go home either.

He continued to meet with Xu Jie.

Yes, Xu Jie.

This is the only person who has read Shi Qing's diary, and he may know more.

The author has something to say: Brother Lu is so distressed~

Social animals are miserable, but I would rather be a social animal. How easy it is to study, but I can’t bear to use the family’s money. At least I can support myself now. After a month, I won't be so busy, get over it, and a bright future is waving to me haha.