The Emperor Bamboo Horse said he was sick

What is Shi Qing going to do?

This is what Su Yu wanted to ask.

Yesterday he suddenly received a text message from a stranger asking him to come here at three o'clock this afternoon.

If someone asks him out, he will definitely attend the appointment?

He really will.

There is no way, whoever made Su Yu have an uncontrollable curiosity.

He arrived 15 minutes early, pushed open the door of the box he had agreed to, and the person sitting inside was actually Shi Qing?

After Su Yu raised his eyebrows in surprise, he sat down safely. He had already guessed the reason why Shi Qing asked him, except for Lu Zeyan, he didn't think of him.

After Su Yu ordered, the two fell into silence, until the waiter brought Su Yu's tiramisu and latte and left without a word of exchange.

"I've wanted to see you for a long time." Before Shi Qing could speak for a long time, Su Yu decided to strike first.

The deadlock needs to be broken.

However, the deadlock was not broken.

Shi Qing just glanced at him and didn't speak.

Su Yu is not frustrated.

As a psychiatrist, there is no doubt that Su Yu has patience and insight that ordinary people do not have.

"You already know?"

Like a riddle, he couldn't speak clearly, but Shi Qing understood, he nodded and hesitated, "What's wrong with him?"

Su Yu looked at Shi Qing directly, judging and weighing the pros and cons.

"Sorry, as a doctor, I have an obligation to protect my patients, so I can't reveal too much."

He said sorry, but he didn't take back his scrutiny. He was waiting for Shi Qing's attitude.

Shi Qing did not disappoint him.

"I have an obligation to protect my lover," he said.

Su Yu knew that every word he said came from the heart and was unwavering.

This is enough.

"Comprehensive schizophrenia of emotional indifference and paranoia," Su Yu said while observing Shi Qing's expression, and saw the tension and firmness in Shi Qing's eyes as he wished.

"His situation is very special. I have only seen him. Through observation, I am more inclined that he has spontaneously transferred his emotions and transferred all his emotions to one point, which is you."

"How could it be?" Although Shi Qing was already mentally prepared, such a result was still beyond his expectation.

"I don't know the cause of his illness. I only know that my mentor treated him for two years. I didn't participate in those two years. I saw his medical records in the file. The medical records show that during the treatment, he treated anyone. The stimuli and reactions to things are very plain, but he has an overreaction to two words, which is your name, Shi Qing. Moreover, he showed extreme possessiveness and violent tendencies towards this name."

Su Yu emphasized the tendency to violence, but Shi Qing acted as if he couldn't understand, there was no fear at all, only worry.

"Very serious?" After the drug test, Shi Qing studied psychology, but it was superficial. It was because of the superficial research that he never took Lu Zeyan's illness seriously. He even almost forgot that Lu Zeyan was sick. It took so long to find out.

"Maybe it's not serious, but it's very stubborn. If you can't control it, whether it will get worse in the future, to what extent, and whether he will act aggressively, no one can guarantee." Su Yu thought of the medical record. , I felt shocked, "My mentor is a world-class psychology master, but even he, after trying all methods such as counseling, hypnosis, drugs, electric shocks, stimulation, etc., can only declare powerlessness."

Hypnosis, electric shock, stimulation...

Every time he heard a sentence, Shi Qing felt a needle in his heart, and after a while, he became bloody and numb from the pain, "Those, those methods...does it hurt?"

Su Yu was speechless for a moment, and he made twenty presuppositions about Shi Qing's reaction, but he didn't expect that he only cared about Lu Zeyan's pain or not.

"His perception ability is weaker than that of ordinary people, so it shouldn't hurt that much." How could it not hurt.

Shi Qing was silent, he never knew that his brother Zeyan had suffered all this.

Su Yu is also uncomfortable, but in their line of work, they have long been used to staring at the abyss.

"He's disguised too well. He is the patient with the strongest self-control I've ever seen. If he doesn't want to, it's completely impossible for people to see the clues. Therefore, I can't even judge what happened to him until now. degree, but you have to know that people are like springs, the tighter they are pressed, the harder the rebound will be.”

Su Yu's words hit Shi Qing's heart like a heavy punch, almost suffocating him.

"He lost his sense of taste and smell, skin pain and maybe..."

The information released by Shi Qing shocked Su Yu greatly. Has he already begun to lose his five senses?

"you sure?"

Shi Qing nodded in pain.

How could he have imagined that his own tricks made him discover Lu Zeyan's secret.

Started by discovering that he had lost his sense of taste.

When recalling the taste of that cup of coffee, Shi Qing still didn't want to believe it, and even considered the subtle possibility that those things were not put in much, and they couldn't be drunk when they were mixed together.

But after pushing Lu Zeyan away, he licked the rim of the cup that Lu Zeyan drank. The taste made him sure that Lu Zeyan put the coffee upside down when he set the table. It is added.

The seeds of doubt are planted, and verification is easy.

He secretly added a lot of vinegar and sugar to Lu Zeyan's spicy beef, but Lu Zeyan didn't notice anything unusual after eating it.

Watching Lu Zeyan eat up the plate of sweet and sour beef one bite at a time, his heart was as clear as a knife.

Shi Qing didn't show it, he insisted on staying with Lu Zeyan until eleven o'clock as usual before reluctantly saying goodbye.

Back in his room, Shi Qing first dug out the psychology-related books he had bought earlier. According to his superficial understanding, he couldn't judge Lu Zeyan's specific illness at all, he only knew that he was seriously ill.

In the middle of the night, Shi Qing sorted out his memories again, went through the bits and pieces related to Lu Zeyan over and over again, and found some clues, but the clues made him even more worried. He suspected that Lu Zeyan had no skin pain.

After experiencing the entanglement last time, Shi Qing accepted it quickly this time, he quickly calmed down, and began to think about what he could do.

Relying on his superb hacking skills and understanding of Lu Zeyan, it was easy for Shi Qing to find Su Yu. This was the first step. To know himself and the enemy, he needed to obtain more information from Su Yu.

So there was this heavy meeting.

But he found that Lu Zeyan's illness was more serious than he imagined.

"Are you two together?"

Su Yu's sudden question interrupted Shi Qing's thinking, and in cooperation with the doctor, Shi Qing answered honestly, "It's been half a month."

"Actually, I don't agree with you being together."

Su Yu got straight to the point, regardless of whether Shi Qing would be angry or not.

"You are too special to Lu Zeyan. Every emotion related to you will be infinitely magnified. The more affection he invests in you, the shallower his affection for the outside world. When he is with you, he is like a Like a normal person, he is very happy, but it also means danger... The deeper his affection for you, the stronger his possessiveness will be. If one day you leave him, or even if you have the slightest thought of leaving him, he may It's going to do some terrible things."

"He will not."

"Don't rush to refute, do you know how scary mental patients are?"

Su Yu was a little worried. He had seen too many deep-seated loves that were wasted by illness, let alone a mental illness that was not recognized by his relatives. This is reality, not a TV series.

"Don't think how powerful the power of love is. It may not only fail to influence him, but it will hurt yourself." Although in the experiment, Lu Zeyan showed violent tendencies when he overreacted to himself, when he met him, he would clearly can stop.

Even though Shi Qing didn't think that Lu Zeyan would hurt himself, he still made up his mind, "I won't let him hurt me."

The unexpected answer made Su Yu feel a little surprised. Shi Qing showed reason beyond his imagination, which made Su Yu observe Shi Qing again.

Blindly confident family members of patients are sometimes more troublesome than the patients themselves, especially those who are brainwashed by the great family and beautiful love in literature, always stubbornly believe that the power of love can overcome everything, but in the end, eight out of ten Unsatisfactory, and even pay a painful price, ignorant love will always hurt others and oneself.

Seeing the doubt in Su Yu's eyes, Shi Qing rarely took the initiative to explain, "He taught me to love myself since childhood, and moreover, it was for him."

If he knows that he hurt me, he will not forgive himself, even for him, I will protect myself.

"Actually, I have been struggling. I don't know whether I should pull you into the water. You are his medicine, we all know, but this medicine is highly poisonous. No one knows whether he will get better after taking some medicine or not. Worse."

Shi Qing's rationality and honesty made Su Yu change his mind, "But now, I want to believe you. I admit that I have a gamble, but I hope that I can win this time."

With that said, Su Yu raised his arm, "Have a nice cooperation."

"Will win."

After saying goodbye to Su Yu, Shi Qing didn't rush to go back, but called Lu Guoan.

"Teacher, please do me a favor."

The author has something to say: This chapter is heavy, but trust me, I won’t abuse it, after all, I’m not a stepmother who can abuse

Reminder: A novel is a novel. If you encounter mental illness in reality, you must be as far away as possible. Don’t take any chances, you know?

Most of the parts involving psychology are made up by Baidu+. I don’t know if it’s scientific or not. If the mistakes are not outrageous, please let them go. After all, it is necessary for the plot. If the mistakes are outrageous, you can correct them.Is it okay not to criticize [laughing and crying] [laughing and crying]