The Emperor Bamboo Horse said he was sick

At ten o'clock in the morning, Shi Qing came out of Li Miao's laboratory, all the way in a trance.

"In the sample you gave me, there are two main ingredients aluminum magnesium carbonate, which should be stomach medicine, and two thioridazine..."

"What is thioridazine?"

"A psychiatric drug..."

After seeing Li Miao's introduction to thioridazine, Shi Qing couldn't believe it.

how come……

But he could seriously recall the details of getting along with Lu Zeyan, and carefully examine his original intention to test the medicine. Even though he didn't want to, he had to admit that such a result was not without warning.

The conversation with Lu Zeyan last night kept circling in his mind.

"That's because you're the one holding the knife."

"No matter who is holding the knife, you have to stay far away, don't get close, even I can't."

So, is he warning me, vaccinating me?

Does he think he will hurt me?

The campus is quiet and full of people, and a very recognizable face quickly attracted the attention of some students.

Some chased him and praised him as a mythical person, excited and enthusiastic.

This is the legendary little Shigeye!I actually saw a live little senior brother?

Little senior brother is little senior brother, and he is still so cool.

What are you doing back here?Hasn't he already graduated?

Those who despised him and thought he looked down on him felt resentful.

Abandon the scientific garbage for fame and fortune!

Once you enter that circle, don't come back and pollute the land!

Sadness for the scientific community.

However, it is on campus after all, after all, everyone has heard of the prestige of the little brother, except for some people who secretly took a few photos, except for shouting and complaining with joy or anger in their hearts, no one blocked Shi Qing's way, deliberately attracting his attention .

The perennial expressionless face has been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, no one has noticed his abnormality, no one has noticed his loss of soul and sadness.

Shi Qing, who is as ignorant as a marionette, didn't realize that he was being photographed until a microphone hit his eyes.

"Hi Shiqing, as a student who graduated from Q University, I did not continue your major after graduation, but entered the entertainment circle. May I ask what is your reason? Why are you returning to your alma mater now? Revisiting the old place How do you feel?"

This reporter was originally one of the well-known child stars who had just entered the film school next door. He happened to hear the news that Shi Qing had appeared in Q University and rushed over immediately. Fortunately, he was still there.

Those child stars were there, Shi Qing was different.

Although there are constant hypes about his unspoken rules on the Internet, in the eyes of Yuji, he is simply too low-key.

Counting his debut history in detail, except for a glimpse in the thunderous idol drama, he has only participated in the show Mysterious Inn, and Reuters only has an airport photo taken with Lu Zeyan.

As a star student who became a monk on the way, with so many black spots that seem real and fake, Shi Qing is very topical, and more importantly, he has never accepted any interviews!

If she can successfully interview him, then there may be hope for her to become a regular.As the reporter thought about it, the hand holding the microphone trembled slightly.

However, after waiting for a long time, she only saw Shi Qing's expressionless face and sharp eyes.

She didn't know that Shi Qing, who was so full of thioridazine and Lu Zeyan, didn't even understand her question.

Shi Qing's expression and eyes made the reporter a little timid. However, she was even more afraid of missing this opportunity, so she mustered up her courage. Not only did she not take back the microphone, but she even pushed it forward by two centimeters.

The long silence brought embarrassment and dignity.

People around couldn't help but sweat for this little reporter who didn't know current affairs.

"Sorry, I don't accept interviews during non-working hours." Good upbringing allowed him to control his dark emotions from venting to outsiders, but it was limited to this, no matter how much, he really couldn't do it.

When the words fell, Shi Qing didn't even look at the injured reporter, and walked away.

When the little reporter was stunned, Shi Qing had already walked three meters away. If she was rejected like this on weekdays, she would not have chased him anymore.

"Can I just delay you for 5 minutes?"

"No, 3 minutes?"

"Seven minutes?"

Shi Qing was indifferent to the little reporter's pleas, in fact he couldn't hear them at all, he just wanted to go home, to see that person, to see that person was fine, that's all.

Seeing that Shi Qing was about to get into the car, the reporter reached out and grabbed his clothes in a panic. Shi Qing didn't notice for a moment and didn't stop, only heard a "hissing".

"Give me a few minutes, please!"

Hearing the sound of clothes being torn, Shi Qing finally stopped.

The reporter's eyes showed joy, and he quickly handed the microphone to Shi Qing's mouth. He was about to repeat the question again, but was interrupted by Shi Qing raising his hand.

"I like it, it's a private matter, nothing." After Shi Qing finished speaking, he quickly got into the car and left.

Shi Qing didn't know that this scene had been fully recorded and would soon be uploaded on the Internet, triggering heated discussions. At the moment, all he cares about is Lu Zeyan and his illness.

Shi Qing returned home as quickly as possible, but when he saw Lu Zeyan's closed door, he didn't have the courage to enter.

Don't be impulsive, I need to be quiet.

Trying to calm down his mood, trying to hide his breath, Shi Qing quietly returned to his room.

Li Miao flipped through Li Miao's report, and the words thioridazine, psychosis, and mania were still dazzling, but Shi Qing had gradually calmed down and accepted the fact.

Frustrated, Shi Qing threw the report away, and Shi Qing sat in the corner, holding a microscope, breaking up and recalling every detail of the past 20 years between him and Lu Zeyan.

What kind of disease is he?When did it start?

five years ago?No, it should have been before that.

When was that?Why is there no sign?

Why didn't I find out?Is he faking it too well, or am I not caring enough for him?

No matter how condensed the past of 20 years is, it takes one day to recall it. When Shi Qing withdraws from the memory, the answer is still unclear, but the sky is already dark.

The room without the lights turned on was pitch black. I took out my phone and saw that it was already nine o'clock, but there was no message or call on the phone.

Shi Qing looked at the clean phone page, opened the chat history with Lu Zeyan, and his heart was suddenly stabbed.

That person was cautious, he didn't dare to overstep, and he was ruthless, he didn't take the initiative, but he responded to his requests.

Stinging and tingling, Shi Qing smiled, this fool, what's the big deal, he's just mentally ill.

Laughing out the depression in his heart, Shi Qing got up.

"Hiss~" I didn't move for too long, my feet became numb.

When Shi Qing was immersed in memories, Lu Zeyan was also not relaxed.

Although he has made up his mind to work hard to cure the disease, how dare he act recklessly and show his sincerity before he is truly cured?

However, his retreat seemed to hurt Shiqing's heart.

It's really a dilemma.

After saying that last night, when Shi Qing went back to his room, he still hasn't come today. Is he angry, disappointed, or...he has decided to give up?

Worried, scared, but still afraid to ask, afraid that he will say it's okay, even more afraid that he will say that he wants to give up.

I just hope he can wait, wait, wait.

The movement of Shi Qing entering the room quickly attracted Lu Zeyan's full attention.

Lu Zeyan watched the man walking step by step, and suddenly thought that his illness was getting worse again.

"Why don't you ask me to eat, are you going to starve me to death?"

Until the man came to him, until the man opened his mouth and let out smoke.

Unable to hear Shi Qing say the word "death", Lu Zeyan immediately returned to his senses, "No...what do you want to eat?"

"Yesterday's noodles were delicious, let's cook them again."

"it is good."

"Have you eaten yet?"

"I……"

Before Lu Zeyan could figure out whether he was telling the truth or lying, Shi Qing said, "It doesn't matter, you have to eat again with me whether you have eaten or not."

Lu Zeyan's throat choked up, and his tightly clenched heart loosened. The freshness of the time made him feel like a lifetime away, and he couldn't help recalling the past. This seemed to be an intimacy that only existed five years ago.

Little did Lu Zeyan know, this was just the beginning.

The author has something to say: guess it?

That's right, it was the medicine Lu Zeyan vomited, and Shi Qing took it for testing.

It’s not that I don’t know, I’m shocked, since I went to work during the Chinese New Year, I have only been home four times. The last time I went home was a month ago, and I worked overtime every day, and I couldn’t bear it anymore.